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Post by BadInfluence on Aug 28, 2015 14:07:49 GMT 9.5
Hey My little Ladybird,
I wish I could write something nicer, but I already know Rose has sent along a package and a half, she’s a far better pen pal than myself. That being said, I am writing because well, to be honest? I am really concerned about Aysil’s last letter to me. It was… Not like her at all… So… Stiff… Like she was trying too hard to suddenly be… Grown up almost? I don’t know, but it’s got me scared, did something happen to her? Did someone touch her inappropriately at the Inn? I don’t THINK anyone would, but at the same time, I can’t be sure of anything… She said she is staying with you at the cottage on the pond, so thank you for that, I appreciate it more than you can possibly realize my little miss lavender. Can you just… Let me know how she is? What’s going on? She said she hit a milestone? And that she was making decisions with the help of another, but she failed, hell denied putting a name to paper… I don’t want to be THAT dad… But… I am totally that dad… I’m freaking out over here… What is going on with our baby? Let me know as soon as you can please… I don’t think I am going to sleep for days now…
Sincerely-
-YN
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Post by Deleted on Aug 28, 2015 16:56:53 GMT 9.5
Nautilous,
Do not worry about Aysil, she is perfectly fine, really. She is in the middle of a life transition so, perhaps this is the reason for her being a little vague. Though in truth it could be because of a couple of things.
You asked of me to step in and assist when it was the right time, and it would appear that whilst you were on your jaunt to Silverthorn your beautiful young daughter became a woman. Unfortunately her minders weren't quite as.. receptive to her insecurities so I took it upon myself to take her under my wing, and offered her place of residence within my old cottage. Though shy and reserved at first I am finding as each day passes she is opening up a bit more to me, and having young Pia around is helping matters a lot. She is welcome to remain in the cottage for as long as she desires, I will not crowd her, she is at a stage in her life now where she needs freedom and guidance but not to be caged. I am on my own and only have my work for company so I will be with her.
There is one other issue and I broach this subject with caution as I know you are a worrier when it comes to your girl. Upon an afternoon wander to gather supplies I came across young Aysil and a young man.. I do believe I stumbled upon what could well have been her first kiss.. or it may well have been one of many, I can't of course be certain. He did look a little older and the pair of them stuttered their way out a response and excuse upon myself making it out that I was present. He took off in a bit of a hurry.. she looked frightfully embarrassed, her cheeks were redder than a strawberry... I gave her some time.. we just walked..and I said nothing.. I waited for her to speak and she did.. she told me he was the son of one of the Paramours, she had met him when she was out swimming one day, he must have been out with his family. He is a little bit older than her.. which concerned me a touch, but I didn't show it. I don't want her thinking she is doing something wrong, when she is not. This is normal behavior for a girl of her age..We did however sit down later that night, when Aylan was asleep and Pia was resting close by and we had a talk.
I explained to her that even though her body was preparing itself for her to be an adult.. to be a woman.. it didn't mean her mind was quite there yet.. that she still had so much life ahead of her to enjoy.. and to not go and do.. well anything that could irrevocably change things. I spoke to her about love.. and how it makes a person feel.. she talked about the butterflies in her stomach.. and how much he made her smile.. his name is Voronwë ,, I have a feeling.. that he comes from the commune on the other side of bridge, toward the eastern portals.. though I could be wrong..
She is ok Nautilous, and she will continue to be so, I will watch her, but I wont cage her. I can't.
on a different matter though..
I hope all is well in Silverthorn, Arvandor is suitably cold and quiet, eager everyone is for the spring.
Safe travels Nautilous
-S
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Post by BadInfluence on Aug 28, 2015 19:17:53 GMT 9.5
WHAT?!
No no no no no no no no no! A hundred, thousand, MILLION times no!
What do you MEAN Older?! How much OLDER Is enough to concern you?!
SHE IS TEN YEARS OLD! She shouldn't even be THINKING about Boys, Let Alone Kissing them!!!! NO!
When you see that sour, nasty, VILE little-!!! You tell him that he is to keep a WIDE, and I Mean a WIDE birth around Aysil or so help me God he wish wish I sunk him to the bottom of the bloody sea! I don't care if the walking hard on came up from the bottom of the very bloody Rift itself, he has NO right, AT ALL to be around my baby girl!
Gods what the HELL is she doing sneaking off like that?! That 'boy' is evil! Enticing a TEN YEAR OLD little girl to go meet him in the woods to... to.. KISS! NO! I WILL NOT HAVE IT!!
You might not Cage her Sybelle, but I sure as hell will, At lest until I return and have handled that walking penis!
I am going to telegraph Garafin this instant and have her hauled off to the Inn and kept there locked in her room until I come back.
-N
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Post by Deleted on Aug 28, 2015 19:26:47 GMT 9.5
Nautilous
You will do nothing of the sort, and I will step in if anyone comes to collect her to lock her away, she is no ones possession, she is in my care and that is where she will remain.
She is safe and comfortable and if you think for a single moment that I will allow anyone to come and pull the rug out from under her because she kissed a boy, well you dont know me well at all.
Get over yourself Nautilous.. Put yourself in her shoes.
-S
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Post by BadInfluence on Aug 28, 2015 19:49:17 GMT 9.5
Sybelle-
Did you forget that I told you when I was her age, I was selling myself for sex? Telling me to put myself in her shoes is literally one of the most unsettling thoughts I have ever had in my life. Even worse Bells, when I was three years older, I got Vanima pregnant and lost my daughter. This isn't exactly helping her case, you know.
What do you expect me to do?
You have no idea what Sydel and I sacrificed to have her. The things we gave up, including our lives, just so she might have one. Aysil was the first child I ever wanted, she was the reason I even have a good side, the reason I wanted to be a dad.
How am I not supposed to freak out? She is my daughter, my little baby, and here she is kissing a boy who as you said is... Concernedly Older. That in and of itself scares me. I KNOW What I was like, I was a walking talking hard on, and if it had teats I was after it. ((Yes, yes, I know not much changed.))
I do not, nor have I ever seen Aysil as a possession, and the fact you think I do even now is hurtful. She isn't property, or anything of the sort, I am just concerned and justifiably so. This boy is enticing her away from people who care for her, making her think she is in love with him, luring her out into the woods to kiss her. She is Ten. How does that NOT scare you? You are her mother too, regardless of everything, she has your blood. As a mother, you don't find this scary, or even just flat out wrong? I am worried about her safety.
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I am sorry if you felt like my earlier letter was in any way doubting your ability to care for Aysil...
That is not the case.
I won't lie and say I am not mad. I'm furious. Not at you, but at this kid, and his parents... What sort of family lets their child go sweet on a ten year old girl? Right now she is trying to transition from one stage of her life to the other, and I don't want such an important part of her life to be complicated, let alone influenced by someone who doesn't have her best interest at heart. This boy won't care if he ruins her future prospects, he wont care if she looks back on her life and regrets the things she might do with him now, he won't care if he destroys dreams she might have had... No one will care about that but us.
And...
For what ever else I might have done to have upset you, I am sorry for that, too...
-N
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Post by Deleted on Aug 28, 2015 20:10:08 GMT 9.5
Nautilous
I call yield then, for it is clear I am not fit to remain in this position, I will have her sent to Garafin.. and what happens from there is up to you and Sydel.
An apology when the reasoning is unknown.. is empty and perhaps insincere.
I will pass on what I know to Marabelle, she is a nice woman she will help Aysil out, and Garafin will keep both eyes on her.
-S
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