Letter to Rose from Sybelle Fironiil

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..my dearest Rose

Please allow me to apologize formally to you for not being able to be there for you, on such special of days, I felt it were best if I remained home rather than to have tagged along and felt rightfully uncomfortable for it, and then by proxy made everyone else uncomfortable.

Something did happen along the lines we had spoke of, but it ended in a fashion that I could not have possibly fathomed,  It would appear I was foolish in whom I gave my trust to, and therefore became an easy target, and naturally was caught out because of it.

Since then I have had my eyes opened to a few home truths and I will be more cautious in the future and perhaps not quite so, open and willing to those around me. We will talk more on this once you return.

I do sincerely hope that your time in Silverthorn is a happy one, and that your wedding to Ace is as beautiful as I imagine it will be.

Your children are very happy and content at Garafins home, they will be sent along with escort in a day or two.

You deserve nothing other than the best of everything Rose.. 

Much love and kindness

Sybelle xx

..inside the intricately folded note would be a tiny rose quartz carved heart..

[BadInfluence]

My Sweetest Sybelle,

My dearest friend, you were there for me on the day I married your son, you officiated it all for us so that we could have our special day… Please do not feel as if you have let me down, you never could, you are by best friend forever and always… I understand that sometimes life can change and our plants don’t always fit it, so we must change one to suit the other, and you are not responsible for that happening at all. You have to look after you first.

Can I only say, my precious one, how very sorry I am… I had thought that… Perhaps it might have been… A little like how Ace, Jacob and I worked out, where you all might have come to an… Understanding… I am afraid I know who you mean by who you trusted, but perhaps, just a word of caution? I would never dare advise you on matters of the heart, you are one of Hanali’s favorites, and you have married more than a few people in your years… It is only natural that you would know the inner mechanics more than I…

But…

Perhaps… Take this time to figure out what you feel in your heart of hearts… Perhaps it was not so much that you trusted the wrong person, but perhaps you were not seeing how they truly were, and this hurt your feelings? I know it is hard to follow your heart, especially when it feels as if the one you had given a part of it too, seems to be mishandling it… I will say though, as very sad as this is, that I am…. Glad in a way… I love you very much, but you trust people with such an open heart, and I have worried so often that others see that and would use it to hurt you…

So far, the trip has gone… Well enough… It has had some very high notes, and some rather low ones, but nothing I cannot weather.

Thank you so much for helping out with my little ones, I miss them so much, I do hope they will wait to say any first words until we are all around them…

You deserve the best of everything too Sybelle my sweet, and as your son once told me, if you want something… You must stand and fight for it…

Sending back Cartloads of Kisses,

Rose @-}---