And There In I Lie Alone....(J/N/S/R)

[BadInfluence]

…The..Curse..Ends..Here…



Dr. Jacob Anikin

..Stop trying to fix yourself, you’re not broken..

..You are perfectly imperfect, and powerful beyond measure..

says to ϕ₦ḁM: ..his brows furrowed a little when you said you hoped Rose would be able to get Sybelle to eat- .. is she not eating?.... his head tilted a little to the side there.. concern was quite evident on his face- .. is she unwell?..I know that elves don’t usually hit the same deal of morning sickness as humans do.. but they can indeed become unwell if they don’t look after themselves.. Elven children can be a great deal more taxing upon the body.. they come out a lot smaller yes.. but.. inside the activity in their brains is.. monumentally so much larger.. so.. to get that perfect mix.. takes a lot.. she does need to be looking after herself.. .. he had passed you the draft notice in that instant.. your reaction caught him a little off guard.. the cussing causing his brow to rise before he would move to stand.. - .. I hadn’t heard a thing to be honest.. and I’m quite surprised.. but I guess when you put it that way.. . he was referring to you commenting on the fact that the military usually kept things quiet.. so that the younger males wouldn’t all either run or be hidden away by their families- .. I don’t know if I’d be of that greater assistance.. like yes I have the skill of a medic.. a surgeon.. and the like.. and I am quite apt with defensive magic.. but.. would that be able to be used out in the open like that?.... he was curious indeed.. often being quite cautious around humans.. he’d yet to be caught using his arts on the surface.. and he really wasn’t sure he wanted to have to try and explain it if he was.. - .. but.. you would know.. of course.. you’ve been down this road before.. it’s all a bit foreign to me.. Understand that I have read about it.. and been on the receiving end of war when I was in the hospitals when I first came to the surface.. but to be actively drafted like that.. it come as a bit of a shock.. I am honour bound of course to go.. I wouldn’t run.. .. he shook his head- .. I couldn’t.. I know full well I’d regret it.. and as silly as it might sound.. it has very little to do with being known as a coward or a deserter.. it’s just.. the way I was brought up.. when you’re called upon to help… you help.. .. his brows furrowed and he exhaled- .. It’s going to kill Rose.. I just know it.. and it couldn’t have come at a worse time really.. neither of them need to be left on their own.. they both need a great deal of support.... the pair of them had shifted outside shortly there after.. and it would be then that you would snap at him.. and he just about sunk down out of the chair completely.. holding his hands up.. palms outward in surrender- .. Calm down.. .. he blinked.. shaking his head- .. you misunderstand.. I didn’t mean to make it sound like I was trying to make light of Sybelles condition.. not at all.. I would never.. ever do such a thing.. I know both physically and mentally she is as fragile as spun sugar.. .. he exhaled.. reaching back to rub against the back of his neck there.. this whole situation was making him feel so agitated and just uncomfortable.. and you pacing around like that wasn’t helping matters.. he blinked when you started punching into the tree there.. his own hands clasped together there.. he almost winced as he knew it hard to have hurt.. you were punching into that tree as if it were nothing at all..- .. paper work always seems to slow things down.. but from what I understand.. from what you just said there really is no way of avoiding it.. when the call up occurs we will have to go .. but first.. we will have to sort out a way to protect these two.. now Rose should be able to port through without a problem.. and she could well lead Sybelle down to Garafin and Caela should we not be able to go with them in that instant.. but.. wether or not Sybelle will be able to make the journey remains to be seen.... he rocked his head back and exhaled- .. if she gets caught on the way through she wont make it to the other side.. she’l end up snagged at the gate by the guard.. and itsa highly possible she will be forced straight to the vale.. .. his fingers reached to rub against his temples there- .. which is practically death for an elf.. or.. the middle land between the two.. but there has to be a way to get around this.. .. his brows furrowed when you said Sydel wouldn’t help- .. so Sydel wont help at all then?.. might be time for you two to have a bit of a chat to see if there is perhaps something you are missing?... he nodded when you said that he wouldn’t like what he saw.. and that it was possible he would hate youfor your actions- .. I find it doubtful I would hate you for your actions Nautilous.. You’ve done a lot for me.. .. he nodded- .. and if your actions.. regardless of how gruesome they might be.. end the war quickly.. then.. it wouldn’t all be for nothing.. it would get us back to them.. otherwise only god knows how long we could be away for..

.°.a sky full of stars.°.



…Sybelle Anikin...

…He came into my life like lightning in the darkness…

.jagged and white hot.

says to ‡Ţŕįʼn: ..she tilted her head when you spoke about Pia and her reaction to the fan..- .. it would have been quite odd indeed I imagine.. having to look upon a weird object that caused the wind to move.. all whilst making her feel a touch cooler.. though I’ll bet she enjoyed the sunshine.. ..she nodded.. - .. I have been to a couple of libraries.. but.. not here.. on the surface no.. this would be the first.. the others were in Arvandor.. and all the literature was well guarded.. not something you could borrow from.. but you could purchase it.. so much was hand written.. was beautiful.. I hope to be able to go back there one day.. see if anything has changed.. you are right though.. I do feel at my most comfortable outside.. surrounded by trees and long grasses.. it doesn’t feel quite so boxed in.. the freedom is.. well.. more magical.. if that makes sense.. more open.. and you can just run.. for miles and not stop.. just run and run and run.. .. her expression had changed.. though it wasn’t her usual friendly self from the start anyway.. she was quite reserved, quiet.. and clearly upset.. she watched when you moved across to her there.. to settle beside her.. sliding your arm around her to rub.. she bristled a little.. exhaling a long breath.. shaking her head when you asked if you did something wrong this morning- .. no.. no.. .. she slowly slid down from the sill there.. her tiny glittered flats pressing lightly to the polished boards beneath- .. you’ve done nothing wrong.. I assure you.. .. she had gone then to the rows of books before her.. tilting them away from the shelf so she could view their covers.. trying desperately to see something.. anything that would remind her of the uniforms she had seen out on the street.. but nothing was there.. nothing that was really of any help.. she saw ducklings.. and fairies.. and toys.. teddy bears.. princesses.. her brows were furrowing and she was just growing further and further agitated as the moments wore on.. she heard when you said that there were books about them.. even a few that had pictures.. - .. I need the historical ones.. .. she nodded.. pushing the books back onto the shelves there.. trying to neaten them as to how they were before she disturbed them all..the little dust clouds were blowing up at her.. making her wipe at her nose.. making her wave her little hands about a little whilst she coughed and sneezed..- ..I have to see.. I have to.. I need the pictures.. .. her breathing was picking up a little there.. hitching there audibly in the back of her throat ..her brows were furrowed.. her hands slid down the front of her dress there and she tugged at the hemline a bit roughly- .. I need to see it all.. I have to.. I need it now Rose.. please.. I beg of you.. .. she exhaled.. slowly falling to her knees there as she rocked forward.. just bursting into tears.. sobbing there as she put her hands behind her head.. letting her forehead come to rest there against her stocking clad knees.. - .. I can’t.. I can’t do this.. .. she managed to get out through quiet reserved little sobs.. her voice was crackling.. breaking everytime her breath caught- .. Nautilous has been drafted.. .. she just pulled those hands there against the back of her head all the tighter.. her little toes curled within her tiny soft coloured shoes.. and she trembled.. she wasn’t handling this well at all.. that small heart of hers was skipping.. stuttering there in her chest as she wept .. finding not a great deal of comfort there upon the hard wood floor.. but it was a care she was not really giving at this very moment.. this was the reaction she should have had when Ace made himself scarce.. but she didn’t she remained alert and her usual bubbly self convinced he would just rock back up to her.. and that she must have been the one to do something wrong.. but it was happening all over again-



(07:26:53 )

ϕ₦ḁṷṭḯḷṓṷṩϕ



ᶲI Loved Her Not For The Way She Danced With My Angelsᶲ

°But For The Way The Sound Of Her Name Could Silence My Demons°

°°°

says to …The..Curse..Ends..Here…: *He shook his head when he said he hoped Rose could get Sybelle to eat… It wasn’t so much that she wasn’t eating… it was that she barely ate anything at all. A bite here, a bite there, and that was it. It wasn’t that he wanted to force her to eat, but the simple fact that he was worried that when he left, she would stop eating entirely. Right now, Rose really was his only hope at keeping her same, or at least alive…*”She barely eats at all, and with her condition being what it is, I don’t feel comfortable with the amount she does eat. If a human ate as much as she did in her condition, the children would be malnourished, and the mother would be almost skeletal. She’s such a tiny thing already, she doesn’t exactly have the body fat to spare, and if she doesn’t pick up eating a little more…”*He shook his head, rubbing his hand along his forehead, the entire situation was so fubar it wasn’t even funny. It was more than just the human food she needed, because she could eat like a hog and it wouldn’t change anything, she would still be sick… And if he wasn’t there? All he could do was leave behind vials of himself, for her to take daily, but only Sydel would be able to do it. Sybelle could take them herself, but the second she knew what it was, what it might be she would revolt he was sure. It was just…hell…pure hell…*”What you read in the books, is not like it is here, not in the real battle. They never really capture the smell of blood, the screams that you can’t tell if they are men or horses dying, the wreckage of bodies left behind that you can’t even tell if they are friend or foe… They always make it so much cleaner in the books, as if there is something to be proud of, or worth bragging about. It’s not. It’s ugly, it’s hell on earth, and sometimes it can be glorious… It can sink into the skin, make you feel like a god in those moments, until you actively seek wars out. The fact is, is that I will want you in my unit…I wouldn’t ask you to do anything you are uncomfortable with.”*He looked over the slip in his hand, noting where they had you at, there in the front lines… Skirmisher… Bullshit! Bloody idiots the lot of them, putting Jacob on the front line would be a waste, a bad one. He would summon a pen out of mid-air, not caring about the show of magic right now, he was in too much of a mental mess. He quickly made some changes, switching his position, and putting him in his own unit. He signed his name at the bottom of each adjustment, making sure there was no way anyone would or could change it, it was the least he could do.*”Every man in my unit has some magical skill in some way or form, sometimes it’s really small, other times they are quite adept. Either way, every man in my unit knows to keep his mouth closed, and never repeat what they see. You would be free to use any magic you wanted to, and to be honest, having that shield of yours while we all sleep, that would be a Gods Send. I hate sleeping naked.”*He did too, once, during his first war he had laid down to sleep for just a few hours… All he had heard was a soft whistling at first, making him wake up and blink, and only a second after that a live cannon had landed next to him and tossed his happy ass fifteen feet in the air and hell knew how far out. After that, he had stopped sleeping, and it played hell with him after about a week. Jacobs shield would do well to shield them all, and make it so that they could all sleep, and sleep safely. They had gone outside and he had rather…snapped a bit… He normally wouldn’t have, but he really was scared, and he sure as shit wasn’t handling it well. After he hit that tree, licking his knuckles to make them heal up, shaking them from the sting he just shook his head.*”I’m sorry Jacob, honestly, you’re seeing me at a low point… You want to know the pathetic truth of it all? For the first, the FIRST time in my life… I am actually scared… Not of the War, or going out to fight, or the blood… I’m scared of losing her… I don’t want to think of what might happen when we leave, all the infinite possibilities of how bad it can be, what I might come home to… I never cared before, Sydel was permanent as the moon, I knew she would never go… I could go off to war, most of the time we went together, and I never had to think about losing her… But Sybelle is as fragile and temporary as a snow flake right now… What if we go, and I can’t end it as quickly as normally, what if the enemy is better prepared than the ones before? What if when I come home… She’s dead? What if she had slipped into a coma and I can’t wake her? What if she goes through a miscarriage and I am not there to hold her hand, to help her through it? What if Sydel takes over again, and Sybelle becomes too weak to come out again, and I lose her forever? What if Sybelle and Sydel merge in her mind, and Sybelle sees everything I was…. What if she sees that and she hates me for it?”*He was shaking, just pacing back and forth more and more, smoking like a damn chimney stack really. He didn’t know how to handle it, any of it, and he was fucking terrified if he was honest with it. He forced himself to stop though, the grass was taking a beating, and he knew it wasn’t going to help anyone. He took a deep breath, till he felt it in the bottom of his feet really, and let it out slowly through his nose.*”I don’t handle fear well… I’ve never been afraid before… Never had a reason to be. I lose my mind when I think about her, about what she will be going through, with only Rose to support her. Rose is her friend, and a sweet girl she really is, but she’s only known Sybelle for a couple of days. She doesn’t have anyone she knows here, everyone who might be a good support base, who can really love her, are all in a world where we don’t even know that we can get her back to…”*He shook his head again, coming over to that tree, to wipe his blood into the trunk, watching it absorb. New leaves started to sprout all over the branches then, and large delicious apples started to bloom and ripen there before their eyes, bushels worth of granny smiths and golden delicious.*”Sydel might not want to… I will have to sweet talk her out, bribe her with her favorite things… Chances are she and I will disappear for a night, perhaps two, while I sate her desires…. If she likes what I give her, she might give me some information, a way to help. If I know my white witch, she knows something, she always does… It’s just getting her to talk that’s the difficult part… “



(07:27:02 )

ϕ₦ḁṷṭḯḷṓṷṩϕ



ᶲI Loved Her Not For The Way She Danced With My Angelsᶲ

°But For The Way The Sound Of Her Name Could Silence My Demons°

°°°

says to …The..Curse..Ends..Here…: *He looked at Jacob there, saying he wouldn’t hate him for what he might do, that he had done a lot for Jacob… He came and sat down in the chair across from him, looking out at the little back yard here, Rose’s delicate hands all over the place in the flowers and general neatness.*”Jacob, you are a good man, you know that? I am sorry you had to see me…snap a bit… new emotions are always hard to deal with. Your mother told me what I would be doing for you, at your wedding, and I promise to make you proud to call me your father and give me such an important position. I can’t say what this war will be like, I can’t even say I understand it because in truth, it is rare for something like this to get past me. Usually there are years of buildup and grumbling, people complaining, whispers on the wind… But there was nothing about this one, it is as if it came out of no-where, just born overnight. I don’t know how well prepared the enemy will be, or what they can use, or might use… I can promise you just one thing though, out of all of this, one thing I will guarantee you… I will bring you home to Rose, I will make sure you are here for when your children arrive, no one should ever miss that… I don’t care if I have to wipe out an entire civilization honestly, I will keep this promise, I swear it… I give you my word Jacob.”



(08:02:25 )

‡Ţŕįʼnįţŷ‡



♥ There He Stood, As Steady on One Leg as Any of the Other Soldiers on their Two. ♥

♥ But Just You See, He'll be the Remarkable One. ♥

[Love is Composed of a Single Soul Inhabiting Two Bodies]

says to .°.a sky full of stars.°: *She smiled as Sybelle spoke, about how it was perfectly natural for Pia to look on in wonder at the fan, the sensations it caused. As for her liking the sun though, that made her smile, nodding her head.*”Oh yes, she didn’t want to go in honestly, she started to fuss the moment we came inside. She is like a little gypsy this daughter of ours, I am sure she will run out into as often as she can as she gets older, but for right now she sadly has to listen to mommy. She’ still too small to be out in the sun so much, it will burn her skin, not to mention make her far too hot. She can’t regulate her own temperature yet after all, so I try to keep her comfortable, but still give her all she needs. I can imagine how much she is going to adore her bath tonight, it will be her first time in water, would you like to join us?”*She asked softly, inviting her to play in the tub with the two of them, to spend some simply happy moments with her. She was surprised at the bit about the libraries in Arvandor, how they weren’t like here where you could borrow a book, but you could buy them. She tilted her head there a moment, really a bit shocked, but it made sense too.*”You know, I haven’t seen one yet, Jacob and I arrived a bit late for the celebration so we didn’t have any time to explore before the party, and we left soon after… But I did buy a lot of books though, some that were lexicons so I can teach my self the language, and others books on magic and the history of Arvandor. The writing is still beyond me in so many ways, but I am learning to read it, and it really is the most beautiful thing…”*She paused for a moment, listening how she wanted to go home, so very much. She understood really, more than most maybe, because she missed her home sometimes too. She wanted to see her fathers face… Just once…See if he might smile for her now, proud of what she had grown into be, how she was worth something.*”Sybelle… I promise we will get you home, we are all trying to find ways to do it, and I might be able to help too… When I went through the portal the first time, a part of what I am came to life, and I could see the universe beneath me… all the little paths between the words lit up like silver and blue string. Maybe there is a path there that we can take you on, one that no one knows about, or that they forgot… We will get you home though, all of us who love you, we won’t stop until we can. As for being outside, that’s good you know, to be at home with nature… I am learning, I used to love it as a child, but as an adult there was no life left in my world… Just concrete and stone. It’s… wonderful being here… All the life and green…”*She had set Pia down then, seeing just how upset her friend was, and nothing she was saying was helping. She had gone to sit down with her, to put her arm about her and hold her close, only to feel her bristle which made her think she had done something very wrong indeed. She let her go when she left her arms, hearing her say she had done nothing wrong, but that only made her push harder. Something was indeed wrong with her best friend, but why she was holding it back, she couldn’t really tell. She heard the sneezes there, from the little bits of dust and such stirred up, watching her set the books back. She told her the different kinds of books on war they had there when she asked, about the various ones from fantasy to fact, and which areas they covered. Sybelle… She was just… something was really, really wrong… She came to her side and she just fell to her knees after begging her to show it all to her, to reveal war to her, that she needed to know it. She placed her hand on her back softly, watching her hands rise to her hair, to cup the back of her head. She remained silent, letting her get it all out as it were, to say everything… and it was when she was told Nautilous had been drafted… She paused… She felt all the blood fall out the bottom of her feet there, leaving her pale white, cold… Then it all surged back in a good way, used that surge of anger there, the strength to push the fear away. She would reach down and with her hands under her arms, lift Sybelle up into a standing position, to lift her chin in her hands, so they eyes would meet.*”You Can, and you WILL do this Sybelle, because you have to. You are not a weak human, you are not a child, nor are you helpless. You are Sybelle Anikin, a woman who not only died, but came BACK from death! You are the mother of Aysil, the mother of Jacob, and soon to give life to two more children. You are the fiercest element in the world right now Sybelle, you are a woman and a mother, and nothing in the world is stronger than that. Nautilous is drafted, so then it has already happened, and we know what will happen next. It is not a wait and a wonder, stuck on the blade of indecision, when you don’t know if he will leave or not. You KNOW. Men will fight, they will kill, and they will die. You either fight and survive, or you run and you die, but there is at least activity. Nautilous is too strong, too wise, and too stubborn to die in some puny little human war. He will come back home to you, and sooner than you think, because he loves you too much to leave you alone for too long.”*She wasn’t going to let her friend sink down into that depression, she know it hurt, Gods her own heart was skipping and stopping and starting so often that it felt as if she were going to have a heart attack. Still, she was raised in a time when wars between clans were almost a daily thing, her own father going off to war her entire life. He was never home to visit her, there was always this or that war, with this or that chieftain. It was that fact, that background, that was standing her in good stead.*”Now, you are going to march over to that seat there, and watch Pia for me, and I am going to drag that bastard fiancé of yours back in here. You CAN do this Sybelle, I have faith in you, and that counts for more than you know.”



(08:02:39 )

‡Ţŕįʼnįţŷ‡



♥ There He Stood, As Steady on One Leg as Any of the Other Soldiers on their Two. ♥

♥ But Just You See, He'll be the Remarkable One. ♥

[Love is Composed of a Single Soul Inhabiting Two Bodies]

: *She would turn then, and head out that back door to where she knew the boys were, where they had gone. Normally she would have paused to talk to Jacob, but she was NOT happy with him right now, a bit put out if she were to be honest. He wasn’t her focus right now though, no, it was the son of a bitch who decided to just drop poor Sybelle there with her thinking it would be ok. She marched over to Nautilous there, ignoring everyone and anyone right now, reaching up to grab him by his ears and yank him down to her level.*”Listen here, you good for nothing Popinjay, if you want to be worthy of Sybelle, you need to damn well PROVE it! You don’t just… LEAVE her there with me, as if I can help her! She is my FRIEND, but I am not the one she is going to marry, nor am I the one who she is giving birth for!! YOU!! It is YOU, and how DARE you sit there and… And just LEAVE her like that?! GET YOUR ASS BACK INSIDE! NOW!”*Oh she was PISSED! Her cheeks were flaming in anger, those green gold eyes were flashing, her little body shaking. She rounded him a good kick to his ass, not caring that he had been breaking down earlier, she didn’t give two damn pins about it! She would give him a shove if he took too long, her hands shaking, her words snapping sharp in the air.*”You are going to go in there and hold her, you are going to hug her, you are going to promise her that it is going to be ok!! You are going to hold her while she cries! You will wipe her tears, and KEEP holding her until she feels better, and listen to EVERY fear she has!! Then, you will talk to Sydel, and find a way for us to get her home! I am done with you dicking around the bush you good for nothing pretty boy! Be a man, steel up your spine, and just take the leap!”*She would watch him go inside then, his back a bit straighter, his cheeks red with shame. She hadn’t been so mad at anyone in her life. She turned on Jacob there, not sure how to handle him right now, especially after what he had just seen her do. Was he going to leave too? If Nautilous had been drafted, and she had seen Jacob get handed that paper too, and she was putting two and two together. She had suspected there at the store, when she heard the two men talking, the wife confirming it all. She felt a lot of that rage just start to melt off like the snows in spring, and it left her feeling weak, shaking. She couldn’t say anything to him, not right now, instead she went back inside the Library to get Pia. Sybelle and Nautilous would need to talk, and she couldn’t leave Pia there in the chair, Gods no! She went with quick little steps, to where she had set Pia down, picking her up and going to bring her pram out of her office.*

…The..Curse..Ends..Here…



Dr. Jacob Anikin

..Stop trying to fix yourself, you’re not broken..

..You are perfectly imperfect, and powerful beyond measure..

: .. he exhaled.. shaking his head when he heard you speak about Sybelle just not eating much at all.. that she was pecking at her food more so than actually sitting down for a meal.. - .. have you considered getting her to drink sugar water?.. it will act as a nutrient.. might perk her up a little too.. it’s what we give pregnant mothers back in Arvandor when their appetites aren’t where they should be.. just get the sugar right from the cane.. dilute it in some water.. .. he nodded- .. give that a go first.. and if that doesn’t work.. we will try something else.. something has to work there.... he listened then when you spoke about how war was not how it was in the books that it was so much darker and a hellova lot more gruesome .. it made sense in some regards.. it was kind of the same when it came to surgery and a lot of medical examinations.. the books all made it sound so clean and precise.. never mentioning the amount of blood that could be there.. or the stenh of certain bodily organs once they were opened up..- .Well I certainly don’t have a problem with blood.. it wouldn’t matter the amount.. or death.. I have seen it.. often enough.. but yes.. I imagine it could get quite ugly indeed and would change people for life.. .. he watched as you flicked your magic around there.. he felt that little prickle.. it made the little hairs on the back of his neck stand on end.. thankfully though since the library was closed there was no one around to see him do it anyway.. he took the paper back after you were finished with it.. noting the changes that had been made before he slipped it back into the breast pocket of his red blazer..- .. Well that’s reassuring.. .. he nodded..this being his reponse to finding out that other members in the group would be magically minded also.. so he would be pretty much free to use it at will.. and the fact that his shield would be helpful certainly made things sound a little better- .. of course.. .. he nodded once more- .. anything I can do to help.. naturally.. .. he watched when you began to suck on those broken knuckles of yours.. he couldn’t see the blood but he gathered you must have broken the skin with the force you had behind those thrusts into the wood.. - .. It’s fine really.. don’t apologise.. we all handle things very differently..you can sit here and wonder about the what ifs till you go completely grey.. .. he tilted his head there as he slowly moved to stand from his seat- .. thing is.. all of those horrible outcomes could very well happen regardless of wether you leave or not.. we don’t know whats going to happen tomorrow.. We can only work with what we have before us.. and I know we will figure something out that will help her.. I know we will.. as for you not handling fear well.. that’s only natural of course.. it’s new to you.. you haven’t really felt it out.. you haven’t figured how to harness that fear and use it..but you will.. .. he nodded when you began to speak about Sydel.. and how she could well be quite stubborn not wanting to even have a talk..let alone help any..- .. I have no advice to offer in that regard im afraid as I really don’t know this.. Sydel.. but.. you do what you need to do.. even if she isn’t helpful.. at least you will know then to look somewhere else for your answers.... he looked toward you then when you began to talk abou the wedding and your position within it.. how you wanted to make sure he was proud to call you his Father and he nodded.. - .. We will get through this.. I don’t know the how or the whys but.. I have a feeling.. though it will be bumpy.. we will get through it.. .. he’d blink then as Rose came barrelling out the door like a bat out of hell.. he took a step backward watching as she pretty much laid into you .. the shoving.. the pushing.. the yelling.. his jaw dropped open just a touch.. a little on the shocked side really by th display as a whole.. but it would soon come to light the reasoning behind it.. Sybelle must have told her about Nautilous being drafted.. his shoulders sunk and he exhaled.. soon Nautilous would head back off indoors and his eyes would fall back upon her.. standing there in the paved courtyard.. .. no words were exchanged at this point.. it was just a look..and she wasn’t looking toward him which made it all the worse.. he drew breath as if to speak before she would make her way back inside.. a quiet sigh sounded before he would follow her in.. watching as she picked up Pia and went back toward the office off to the side- .. Rose.. please.. stop.. .. he’d speak softly- .. I . he hesitated.. just how does one go about delivering this kind of information without it all coming across so very wrong and possibly insensitive- .. I didn’t want to say anything earlier.. as I didn’t want to ruin your day.. but I was going to tell you when we got home.. when I would have had a bit longer to explain things with you.. just.. you and I..somewhere quiet.. somewhere private.. with no interruptions.. .. his right hand rose as he lightly rubbed it against his forehead- .. please don’t think I was keeping it from you for a horrible purpose.. I would never.. ever do such a thing.. yes.. I was handed my draft notice this morning.. Nautilous was handed one this afternoon.. .. he exhaled.. shaking his head- .. I’m not certain when the call out will be.. I really don’t understand a lot about it all.. I’ve never been a soldier.. or in a war.. only ever helped the sick and near dying in the hospitals in the after math.. Nautilous has worked his magic to keep me in the same faction as him so we can keep an eye on one another.. .. he swallowed the breath that was threatening to hitch there in his throat.. god he hoped he was explaining this all properly- .. I am hoping to send you both back to Arvandor in the interim.. so you are both safe and looked after.. it would settle my heart to know you were out of harms way..

ϕ₦ḁṷṭḯḷṓṷṩϕ



ᶲI Loved Her Not For The Way She Danced With My Angelsᶲ

°But For The Way The Sound Of Her Name Could Silence My Demons°

°°°

says to …The..Curse..Ends..Here…: *He was more than a little shocked when Jacob suggested he get Sybelle to try and drink some sugar water. What in the world would that do for her? Sugar might taste good, but he had never really thought it was anything special, just a sweetener. He couldn’t help the brow rising on his face there, the surprise that registered there, along with a bit of disbelief. He just… he couldn’t see what it would do for her, other than perhaps make her hyper?*”Seriously?.... Sugar water? Like… What you make for humming bird feeders, like that? Huh… You know, I have never once thought of using that as an aid, but now that you mention it… She has been leaning more towards eating sweet things over savory… I will give it a go… anything to get her to start eating. I just hope it works, but at this point I’m willing to try anything really, just so long as it helps…”*He had told Jacob a bit about war, just a few of the truths that they never write in the books, that no one ever talks about outside of old war circles. He figured Jacob wouldn’t be squeamish, but there was another part to war, one that sometimes make men question themselves… Did Jacob have it in him to kill a man he had never known, in a war he didn’t know the cause of, nor the benefit in the end result? Some men just couldn’t do it, once they saw the face of a man they killed, how it could be their neighbor or a co-worker… Sometimes that right there… That was what did it in for them, and one of the main reasons for deserters. He scratched his chin a bit, feeling the scruff there, the way it was soft but crisp against his fingers.*”It does… sometimes it’s for the better, sometimes it’s not… Some men love it too much, and live only for war, and don’t know what to do with themselves out of it… Others are broken by it, terrified, and never really live a full life again afterwards… Then sometimes you’re lucky, and you get the men who realize it is a duty, and they perform it without love or hatred for it. They are the ones who go into war, and come out almost unscathed. There is always the memories, the nightmares that might stay around for a while, but they are able to return to the lives that they had before. A little bruised for wear, but that fades in time, until it’s just a memory.”*He had summoned that pen there, not really too worried about it, he had never been one to be shy about his magic use… For him, if it was needed at the moment, it was needed and he just rolled with it. He had made sure that each note on that draft there was corrected, that he was given the proper rank with him, with notes that this was permanent. He wouldn’t tolerate Jacob being put front lines like that, literally just a foot soldier, cannon fodder. He now had the rank of Second Lieutenant, the bottom rank of the top cream as it were, ensuring him a bit of a safety net. He didn’t want to put him too high, that would just look nine shades wrong, and people would start to poke at him. He was low enough to go unnoticed by most of the higher ranking ones, but high enough to keep the actual grunts and peons under thumb, and free from trying to order him around. It also meant he would get information earlier than others, and if there was a chance for home leave, he would be one of those who would get them before anyone else. He told him then that everyone in his little group were magic minded, even talented though in different digrees. After all, he used magic in vast quantities, and very openly too in war. He didn’t pussy foot about it, hell, it was the reason that his wars never lasted long. He couldn’t get everything done that he did, using power the way he did and not get caught, if it weren’t for the fact his group were of the same mind. Plus his shield really would be a godsend when they needed to sleep, he couldn’t stand not having one up, but wards weren’t exactly his specialty… Plus he couldn’t keep one up when he was sleeping, his wasn’t a spell, but a controlled version of raw magic.*”Really I appreciate it Jacob, there is nothing worse than sleeping in the open without one, I did that once and took a cannon ball about five feet away. Thought I was a bird at first… Lost all the hearing on one side, and I swear I walked crooked for a bit… It sucks… a LOT. I hate cannons… Nasty things really, just nasty, no warning but a whistle…. Then BOOM. They takeout whole chunks of formations. It’s one of my first jobs, to go in and take them out, make sure they can’t use them on our forces.”*He wasn’t always about the bloodshed, he tried to preserve life too, or at least it had been something he had tried to start doing more often in his later years. Made sure his side was protected, while the enemy got the worse end of the stick, making the battle decidedly tilted in their favor. He had apologized then, about his reactions, how it was something he had never had to deal with before. It certainly made him into something of a mess. It was something he would have to get used to, something he would have to work on, as time passed.*”Well, we all got to live sometime, right? Life is all about learning new experiences, making things work, growth… This is just another part of it, as shitty as it is, it’s just something that’s gonna happen. As for Sydel… I just need to lure her out with her favorite kind of… cookie… and see what she has to say. There is nothing else I can do besides that after all, just run with it and hope she is of a….generous mind today…”* He was about to reply about the bumpy part, make a joke about it… Or try to anyways… That is, before a blond Tasmanian devil came out of the wood works, and laid into his ass like he owed her money. He had his head yanked down by his ear then, forcing him to bend, more at a level with her. He heard her not quite yelling at him, but definitely a pitch that someone uses when you have pushed them too far, when they’re pissed as hell. He listened to it… every bit… and guilt pricked him because he knew it was true… He hadn’t wanted to deal with it, and had not really pawned her off, but hoped that Rose might calm her down before he talked to her. His voice was low, not silent, but low.*”Sorry Rose… You’re Right…I’m going…”*He would stand then, the kick to the read end not needed, as he made his way inside… He wasn’t looking forward to this at all…*



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ᶲI Loved Her Not For The Way She Danced With My Angelsᶲ

°But For The Way The Sound Of Her Name Could Silence My Demons°

°°°

: *He had gone back inside then, the cooler room feeling quite good really, against the heat of outside. He felt it rather wash over him, calming him in a way, settling his nerves a bit. Still, what did he say to her, really? Sybelle had been left by Ace, ignored and forgotten for the most part, and then ultimately sacrificed at the end. Because of that, she probably had a very valid, very deep fear of being left behind again. After all, when you start to see an inkling of history repeating itself, it’s the first thing you react to. He didn’t know how to settle her mind down, how to make her feel more at ease, no more than what he had already told her. Rose did have a point though… He should have her ask him questions, try to answer them as best he could, and just hold her for a while… He came forward on soft feet, not wanting to make too much noise, but not be silent either. He had come up to her then, hearing Rose at his heels, and waited until she took Pia before he looked to Sybelle again. He could see she had been crying, there were tear streaks down her face, her beautiful eyes were slightly red… He Came forward a few steps, his arms out, open for her if she wanted to come to him. If not, they would drop down by his sides again, sliding his hands into his pockets.*”Baby I… I don’t know what to do, I really don’t… I’ve never had anyone be sad that I was leaving… never had anyone to leave behind… It was always me… and if I died, well no one was going to be sad about it. To me… This is just another war… It will be over and done with before I even really notice, but it’s different for you, because you would be the one left behind… I know that you don’t really have a happy past with men…. I know you have no background to go off of, no real reason to believe me, to believe what I say… That’s alright, because you as you are now, don’t… But the other side of you, Sydel… If you can show her… Let her see… Just a little… that I’ve never once left you alone for long… That I’ve never abandoned you, that I always came home… I would appreciate it… Just… Don’t let her cry…. Not like this… I won’t have the time to show her before I have to go… And she doesn’t deserve to worry like this…”*He would pause, and if she came into his arms, he would press a soft kiss to the top of her head, wrapping his arms about her a little bit more.*”Also Sydel… we need to talk, and it is urgent… If you can come out… I promise you a few good hours of your favorite pastime… but you can tear me up… I’ll even let you at my neck this time… Just please come out for a little bit… talk to me… let me know what we can do… and I will give you whatever you ask for…. Just show me what I can do to save you both…. And how to get Sybelle to Arvandor… To safety… Even just a hint…a clue…. I’ll be grateful….”



.°.a sky full of stars.°.



…Sybelle Anikin...

…He came into my life like lightning in the darkness…

.jagged and white hot.

: .. she had all but crumbled there.. having just let it all out.. telling Rose just what had happened.. just what had gotten her in such an agitated and saddened state.. she didn’t mean to tell really.. she had pretty much told Nautilous that she wouldn’t breathe a word.. but.. it got to a point where it just came out all on its own.. just flowing like water out from between those soft little lips of hers.. she had fallen to her knees.. reaching back behind her head to grip her petite little framer into an even tighter ball than it would have been already.. before she felt your hands upon her.. drawing her up into a standing position.. you’d need to use a great deal of that strength really as.. she just wouldn’t plant her tiny slippered feet down.. she didn’t have the will to if she were to be honest.. she just felt like.. fading.. like.. crawling into a hole and .. just sleeping the days away.. as it was when she was asleep that everything seemed easier.. a lot more numb and she didn’t have to really deal with anything.. soon though she would place those feet down so you wouldn’t have to carry her.. you’d manage to lift her chin though her gaze remained downward.. try as you might she wasn’t going to look up.. she really didn’t want to…she listened to you..your words of support.. of strength circled her mind.. over and over.. telling her she wasn’t weak.. that she wasn’t a child or helpless.. that she was a woman that came back from the dead.. that she was the mother of Aysil.. and of Jacob.. and then of course the two on their way..her breath just kept hitching there against the back of her throat.. quite audibly.. her body trembled and shook.. goosebumps flooded her pretty pale skin..she wanted to believe it all.. she truly did.. she wanted to believe that you saying he could come back.. that he wouldn’t die in some puny human war was all true.. but her doubt.. was immense.. her personal experience was clouding her proper judgement.. her past was circling.. and she was starting to feel quite ill.. a bit queasy.. quite possibly because she hadn’t had a lot to eat.. and yet.. food was the last thing on her mind.. she wouldn’t have eaten it even if it were placed there right before her.. she swallowed when you said she was going to march over there and watch Pia.. it would be then that her gaze would lift.. if only for a moment..her lids were quite heavy and she practically looked to you through those long charcoal coloured lashes.. before you turned and headed outside.. her shoulders sunk there and she exhaled.. well as best she could with her breath hitching over and over and over again.. she was trying to catch her breath.. slowly she stepped across to where Pia was resting.. and she too curled up sideways upon that lounge seat.. drawing her knees up to her chest.. the tears continued to trickle down her cheeks.. she tuned out the sounds around her.. so she missed Roses’s loud speech outside there.. her gaze had fallen down upon little Pia.. just to watch her however.. she was not focusing.. not properly.. though she’d know it if the child moved an inch in a direction she shouldn’t have..she’d blink though when she saw someones arms reaching in to take Pia.. her reflexes kicked in almost instantly and her arm swung around.. and before Rose even got hands upon Pia her fingers would be wrapped around Rose’s wrist.. more than prepared to break it if it wasn’t who it was meant to be..if it were perhaps someone trying to take Pia away.. someone that wasn’t Rose, Jacob or Nautilous.. before realisation would strike her.. and she would release her hold.. drawing her arm back to her side.. she’d offer a whispered sorry before curling back up into her ball.. her cheek down upon her knee there as her lids finally fell closed.. she exhaled a long deeper breath.. it only managed to hitch twice this time.. she was beginning to calm a little.. the cry she’d had.. was good.. it managed to get all the rawness out of what she was going through.. she was still upset yes.. she was still saddened and confused.. and perhaps even a little bit angry.. but it was mostly emotions she didn’t quite understand or register.. things she hadn’t felt before.. she heard his voice before she’d notice he was there.. her eyes remained closed so she missed him opening his arms out to her.. she listened to him speak.. about how he didn’t know what to do.. that he had never had anyone be said that he was leaving.. that he never had anyone to leave behind before.. then he began to speak to Sydel.. and that made her draw a little further into herself on that oversized cane lounge chair.. she pulled away from him then.. to turn against the cane.. drawing her head down into the little spot there nearer to her lap as her hands came up behind her neck.. interlacing there.. and she said nothing.. she just let him speak.. let him.. continue to talk.. promises made.. something about urgency.. a lot of it was coming through a little muffled with her sharply pointed ears being slightly squished by her arms.. he’d feel the change.. the shift.. as if the temperature in the room.. or.. perhaps more so the immediate area dropped quite a few degrees.. though her appearance didn’t appear to change.. - .. What the fuck have you done now.. .. she’d groan.. slowly lifting her head from her knee there.. those beautifully coloured eyes had been replaced by those rather haunted looking white orbs.. she stretched her legs out.. looking down at the dress she had on.. her brow would rise when she looked to the shoes.. clearly she was displeased at the choices.. to her it all looked rather ridiculous- ..as for your promises.. of a few good hours.. mm.. no.. .. she clucked her tongue against the roof of her mouth as she slowly and with such an unnatural grace moved to stand..- .. I’ll be expecting a lot more than that.. but .... she looked around the room there.. - .. not here.. no.. You can keep your.. .. she waved a hand at him dismissively - .. rancid foul smelling book collection.. to you and your BFF’s….. she screwed up her face there.. pressing a finger to the bridge of her nose- …What is that?.. Dust?.. Mold?.. Leather?.glue?. .. she wriggled her nose a little- ..Ah! Someone’s been fucking around in here.. .. her gaze narrowed .. s’that what you did wrong?.. .. she whispered there- .. wee bit premature?.... she shot him a wink- .. no it’s not you.. I know you.. that scent is not you.. that’s .. someone else

‡Ţŕįʼnįţŷ‡



♥ There He Stood, As Steady on One Leg as Any of the Other Soldiers on their Two. ♥

♥ But Just You See, He'll be the Remarkable One. ♥

[Love is Composed of a Single Soul Inhabiting Two Bodies]

says to .°.a sky full of stars.°: And Jacob)*She had torn a damn strip into Nautilous there, and he was lucky that she didn’t really lay into him, because she was so mad at him if she had a frying pan the damn thing would be dented with how hard she’d smack him. She had a lot of patience, a lot of understanding, and normally she was a very calm and sweet person… But every now and then, someone hit a trigger for her, and she just let loose and ripped into who ever had caused it. What had happened with Sybelle, how scared she was, how sad… What the hell was Nautilous thinking, just leaving her like that, knowing she didn’t need her friend but her lover. She could tell her it would be ok, she could reassure her, but words were wind… She didn’t need to hear those words from her, she needed to hear them from him, and just walking out to talk with Jacob like that… Bullshit! She was not going to tolerate that kind of thing, not at all! She knew that she wasn’t exactly lady like, but this was war, and all things are fair on the battlefield. She wasn’t going to let him just hide out like that, to avoid the reality he needed to face, no matter how uncomfortable it might be. It wasn’t as if he was the only one to be afraid, or to be worried, or hurt. She and Sybelle had the most to lose no matter how you looked at it, they were both pregnant and engaged yes, but not married. They would have to go through their pregnancy alone, with only each other for support, without the calm reassuring words of their lovers. If something happened to their men, Sybelle would be utterly ruined, and she knew she wasn’t prepared or even sure how to help her friend if that happened. She herself… If Jacob died… She would solider on… Not because she wanted to, but because if she let herself die… It would be a mockery to everything she and Jacob had done together… She would stay alive no matter what, she would bring their children into the world, and raise them up on stories of their father… She would do her best to raise them right, to give them all the wisdom she could from both worlds, asking Caela and Garafin to help her with them as they had with Jacob… She would give them the best of herself… And when they were grown and married, ready to have children of their own… Her duty would be done, and she would be free, free to look for him… She would use this power of hers, this gift from her mother, and look through every universe, every world for him… She wouldn’t give up until she found him, and when she did… She would tell him all the stories of their children, everything he had missed, everything life had forced him to be absent from… She hadn’t been able to look at him, with all that anger dissipating as quickly as it had risen, she just felt utterly sick. She had heard his sigh as she went back inside, not giving him a chance to talk, she wasn’t ready to listen to him just yet. She had gone to get Pia then, seeing Sybelle hadn’t taken her words well at all, as though they had taken no effect. She knew it would be hard for her, Sybelle hadn’t really grown up with much hardship that she knew of, and such things as this were going to hit her quite hard indeed. She had tried to guide her up, had had to actually bodily hold her up honestly, her little body’s strength working well for her in that instance. It had taken a bit of a minute for Sybelle to actually put her feet under her, but she had after a time, and she had tried to bolster her as best she could. Sybelle could be so strong, she knew it personally, she had been on the receiving end of it when her bleached out side decided to make her into a play toy. Sometimes her ribs still ached a bit when it got too cold, right in the place where she had bent them in, warping her titanium casing. Oh yes, she was so much stronger than she realized, she just didn’t want to see it. It hurt her to see her friend like this, it really did, and it was why she had made Naut come in to help her. She reached out to pick little Pia up, only to have her wrist be grabbed with the speed of a rattle snake, nearly making her pull her hand away. She felt that steel there in the grip, and a part of her worried for a fleeting moment that the other one had come to the fore, and was ready to give it another round. She took a deep breath to calm herself, heard Sybelle apologize for it then, she nodded her head and reached down to pick Pia up. Nautilous had come in then for Sybelle, waiting for her to arrive before he would talk with Sybelle. She had left them in peace, moving to her little office there on the side, to settle Pia into her little pram there. She heard Jacob come in behind her, heard him start to talk. She almost asked him to stop, to not say another word, to just…. Let her process it all. She didn’t though, she let him talk, let his words sink into her mind… She wouldn’t rage at him, she wasn’t mad at him, she couldn’t be… She was hurt yes… but not mad. She also knew that… right now… these might be some of the last moments she had with him for who knew how long? He could leave tomorrow, and the last thing she wanted, the last thing she could tolerate would be some of their last words being spoken in anger and hurt. She let him finish speaking, she didn’t interrupt him, but she didn’t turn to look at him either. She just looked down at Pia there, seeing her little face scrunch up a bit, confused at the different sounds. When he was done, she turned then to look at him, keeping her face carefully neutral for the moment. Her voce was soft, calm, soothing really.*”Please take a seat?”



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♥ There He Stood, As Steady on One Leg as Any of the Other Soldiers on their Two. ♥

♥ But Just You See, He'll be the Remarkable One. ♥

[Love is Composed of a Single Soul Inhabiting Two Bodies]

says to .°.a sky full of stars.°: & Jacob)*She would wait for him to take a seat there, or not, it was up to him.*”Remember when I said I trusted you with my whole heart? That I would love you forever, no matter what, because you are my heart beat?.... I didn’t mean it lightly…”*She would pause a moment, moving so that she sat on the edge of her desk, her legs crossed as they dangled there in the air. She was trying… fighting to make it easier on him, despite the fact that that right now, She very much wanted to break down much as Sybelle had… But she couldn’t, and she knew it. She had to be strong for Sybelle, for Jacob…. For all of them. It was a lot of weight on her small shoulders, but she could do it, she could carry it… She had to.*”I don’t think… anyone wanted to ruin our date today, and it was beautiful… It still will be... I am glad to be told before we got home personally Jacob… I will be staying there while you are gone, and I don’t want our walls that have only heard our laughter and pleasure to be colored with the sadness of parting… I want our home to only hold good memories for us… It will become my sanctuary, my bastion, my haven in the…..time that will pass while you are away…”*Oh it was getting terribly heavy in her heart… She felt it settling there at the bottom, like a slow lead drip, just adding that much more weight every few words… When she couldn’t bear it anymore, she would slide off of her desk there, to come and sit in his lap and wrap her arms about his neck and hold him close as she rested her head over his heart. She would listen to that steady beat there, feeling each sweet, gentle thump beneath her cheek there. It was something she needed right now, to hear that sweet sound, that steady rhythm that calmed her.*”I am glad he took you under his wing, at least I know someone will be watching your back… The fact of the matter is that I am mad at him for just walking away from Sybelle like that, not realizing how much she needs him right now… It was like the night in the garden of memories, when I said goodbye to my children, and I asked you to give me some space… But you didn’t… You came and held me, knowing I needed it more than anything else, that being alone wasn’t what I needed… Sybelle needs that same sort of thing, and no one can give that to her, no one but him.”*She shook her head softly, remembering how it had hurt so badly to let them go, remembering all the pain of losing them… It had all left her raw, empty, aching… She had done it alone for so long, so long that she forgot that people might want to help, might want to give her that shoulder to lean on… And in that moment… she realized that she was doing it again…. Like that night in the garden, when she insisted she could do it alone, when inside she knew it was a lie. She curled up about him tighter then, nuzzling into his chest then, trying to make herself just… let it go… She was afraid to show him how scared she was, because she didn’t want him to go to war, to be worried about her…*”If you want me to go home, to Arvandor…. Because it will help you feel better… I will try… But if you think…for one, single moment…. For a second… That you will go into this alone, you are out of your mind…” *She shook her head softly, pulling back from him for just a moment, lifting her hands to cup his cheeks softly in her palms.*”My clan…. You know we have a saying… ‘Cónaí ar mo Chreideamh i Dhuit’… My Faith Resides in Thee… We were powerful warriors once, descendant from a fierce race of humans whose blood ran fierce with the coldest winds and ice of winter… We were not soft, not a one of us, we are raised as tough as the seas that constantly crashed against our home… ‘Fire And Steel’ is what we say when we went to war… My entire childhood was full of wars, between clans or outside invaders, but always fighting…”*Perhaps that was why she was taking this so well, not because she didn’t care, but because she was so used to war that it didn’t faze her as much… She wasn’t worried about the war, just him, just his place in it.*”Let me give you a proper send off then… We will throw a grand party, a big bash, with all of your favorite foods and lots of alcohol and drinks… We will celebrate and dance for hours and hours, we will sing and feast, and tell brave stories of wars long past… Then when you are truly partied out, exhausted, and you can’t take another drop of alcohol… We will camp out under the stars like we talked about… Just you and I… The day before you go… I will give you your presents then… Bits of memories, keepsakes to warm your heart while we can’t be together… I will send you letters every day, with bits of flowers and pictures, sometimes I will send you cookies and cakes… But you will get something from me every day…I promise…”*She would lean in to run her nose along his gently.*”All I ask is you promise to come home to me… No matter what happens, you must promise to come home to me, to be with me when our babies are born… If you can do that, I promise I will go to Arvandor, to pass the time with Caela and Garafin…I will take care of Sybelle and make sure that she is ok, I’ll do my best to keep her spirits up… I will hold on for as long as I can, to make sure you are there when it’s time… Sometimes wars are fast, sometimes….not so much… We really don’t know how long I’ll be pregnant, we don’t know about how my being a plains walker might effect it, or how you and I will only have babies that are a fourth elf and the time it might take for them… I might only take eight months if it is closer to human… Or I might take a year with our elf babies… So you had better go and kick their butts, make sure they run with that tail of theirs between their legs, and be home in time to hold your babies, you understand? If not, Rosetopia will have to come over and kick that rather sexy bottom of yours Jacob. Sound fair?“

ϕ₦ḁṷṭḯḷṓṷṩϕ



ᶲI Loved Her Not For The Way She Danced With My Angelsᶲ

°But For The Way The Sound Of Her Name Could Silence My Demons°

°°°

says to .°.a sky full of stars.°: *There was no missing that temperature change, the inside was cool yes, but nothing could produce that sort of cold as instantly as that shift could. It was as if someone came in and sucked all the warmth out of the area, stealing along with it any sense of security, any hope of it’s return. It could be vastly unsettling to anyone not familiar with her, hell it was downright scary for others, rather like seeing a ghost suddenly come into the flesh. It was…. Disturbing. Yet, to him, it was quite the familiar thing really, almost soothing. After all, he had always run towards hot, he seemed to carry the Egyptian heat in his veins. With him, she was actually warm, and more than once he had caught her burrowing up to him to enjoy that heat he gave off naturally. She had done well to cool him off, and he had returned the favor in warming her, the two rather like the sun and moon together. Unlike those two heavenly bodies though, he and Sydel were never in such synch, they were always off balance. Sometimes they were just a little off, other times they couldn’t stand being near each other, to the point they either fucked like rabbits or fought like wolves. There was never really a peaceful time with them, she always found something wrong, something to push him away. He hated to see her pull into herself like this, to see Sybelle in such anguish, suffering because of something he had no control over and yet had done all the same. He should have stopped that bastard before he had started to talk, but what had happened, he had not expected. A parade perhaps, a celebration of sort, some sort of little drill he had to run… Not war… He had not expected that. He had no way to prepare her for it then, no way to let her know ahead of time, to soften the blow. He had no idea either, that it would affect her so deeply, or unsettle her so much… He had tried to hold her, but she was having none of it, none of him right now. He wanted to give her comfort and solace, but she just didn’t want him near her period honestly, she was balling up away from him as it was. What did he do? Honesty? How the hell do you handle an emotional woman? A PREGNANT emotional woman? There was no book on this, no guide, no walk through to tell him how to handle this. The fact of the matter is, all of this was new to him, and he hated it. He hated that he had hurt her this morning, hated that he had pushed her, that he was afraid for the first time, he hated that he was scaring her because he had to go… He hated the fact that because of him… her life was in danger, because HE had decided to be an idiot…. Yeah, he was just doing this… fucking beautifully. He watched her turn and look at him, lifting her head up from those long legs of hers, those ghostly white eyes looking at him. Naturally, it just wouldn’t be her if she didn’t come out swinging, so to speak. His voice dropped just a bit, shaking his head softly, crossing his arms over his chest.*”Hur Hur Hur, you’re hilarious, you should look into doing some stand up comedy, you’d kill…”*He watched her look over her dress, the cute little flats that Sybelle had chosen, and just saw the look on her face. Rather like someone had stuck a lemon in her mouth, or some other unsavory thing in her mouth, she just looked so displeased. He didn’t know why she couldn’t just come out and visit and be happy to be out, rather than to be so damn irritating, really she always flipped that switch. Yet… It was what they were… they were always like this. Normally he would have just laughed, but he wasn’t in the best of moods right now, certainly not his most tolerant.*”What I did, I didn’t actually do, thank you very much… There is a conscription going on right now, everyone in town has been enlisted, including Jacob and I… She isn’t handling it well, to be honest, I’m worried it’s breaking her and I sure as shit don’t know how to help her.”*He figured she couldn’t be content with just a few hours, knowing her, she might want a night or even longer… Which was fine with him in all honesty. He could do thing with her that… well… Sybelle couldn’t hang with… In truth, he needed a good old savage fucking, a way to release the tension he was holding onto right now. He had a lot dropped on him in a short amount of time, and with him, the best stress relief was what he and Sydel did best. A good, hard, brutal slaughter followed by a fucking that could never be called gentle. Letting her get as his neck though, oh he knew he was going to regret that one later, he would come out of this looking like he lost a fight with something clawed. Big claws… and teeth…sharp little canines that did quite well to rent into flesh…*”Alright… I will give you as long as you ask, IF you give me what I’ve asked for…. Give me the information I need to save you both, to get her back to Arvandor… Do that, and you can stay with me until I have to go to this idiotic war…”*He shook his head, as if he would want it here, this rather normal and generally not bad little library. He would take her out to range, pushing out far past the city, out into the wilds where the gypsies were. Though the joke about his little…bffs…. He looked to her and smiled, oh so sweetly there, those baby blue eyes just innocent as a newborn lamb.*”My dear, you forget that that my… bffs are your family… Your son and soon to be daughter in law. YOUR blood, not mine, I’m just marrying in.”*He batted those big blues at her there, before noticed her rub her nose there, scenting out all the smells in this little library. The joke about being premature made him snort a bit, raising his brow before cutting a look at her, his lips curling a bit.*”I have many flaws, but shooting my rifle before my targets in sight…. Has never been one of them. But if you don’t trust me, I can always grab you by that pretty hair of yours, drag you off to a meat locker and hang you from some hooks like a pretty little ornament before I fuck you until you beg me to stop?”*They were entering a game he knew very well, her teasing him because she wanted him, and him tormenting her back as he sparked that keen little mind of hers.*”As for who… That would be Jacob and Rose… they go at it as bad as we do… Your son has a bit more of you than he does Sybelle in a way… Got a kinky streak in him, one that, as much as I love Sybelle, she just doesn’t have. So… Do we have a deal?”



(19:20:14 )

…The..Curse..Ends..Here…



Dr. Jacob Anikin

..Stop trying to fix yourself, you’re not broken..

..You are perfectly imperfect, and powerful beyond measure..

says to ‡Ţŕįʼn: .. he had stepped into the office shortly there after her.. taking it upon himself to slowly and quietly close the door.. if she wanted it open he would of course oblige her and re-open it.. but with Nautilous and Sybelle dealing with an issue a little ways just outside he thought that both couples needed a little bit of privacy.. he pressed his back to that door there.. sliding his hands down into his pockets.. he was watching her.. observing how she placed little Pia down into the pram.. how she wasn’t really looking to him and hadn’t done so since she ripped into Nautilous outside.. and that was making him curious.. a little confused and rather saddened.. she caught his attention though when she asked him to take a seat.. he glanced up to her.. allowing his gaze to wander over her neutral features.. before he would give her a little nod.. crossing the room there till he settled down upon one of those wooden chairs.. his hands would come back down to rest there upon the tops of his thighs.. he was fidgeting a little.. concerned that she was going to tear into him like she had done to Nautilous..he tilted his head to the side a little.. she asked him if he remembered when she said she trusted him with her whole heart- .. yes.. of course.. .. he nodded.. he did remember.. vividly in fact.. it would be something that would remain with him for years to come he just knew it.. his hand rose as he tapped it against his own heart there.. - .. I wasn’t going to leave it till we got home.. .. he exhaled softly.. his hands rose as he lightly rubbed at his forehead- .. it’s a bit of a raw area.. I see it.. in the eyes of the Mothers and Wives in the village.. the tears that were shed.. the crying.. the screaming.. .. his brows furrowed.. his hands falling to rest there behind his head- .. I don’t understand a lot of it.. I really don’t.. this is not something I have really experienced first hand before.. like I have read about it.. and I have seen what happens to those who return.. having worked in the medical system for hospitals away from here when there was a war on.. and it can get pretty gruesome and there are a lot of deaths.. but.. this is.. something very new to me.. .. he drew a breath he was having trouble articulating his feelings.. the emotions that were running through his mind at that very moment- .. in some ways I am in the same boat as Nautilous.. in that .. I have someone to come home to.. .. his gaze.. that vibrant blue and green lifted to look to her there- .. I have someone that holds my heart and who is carrying my children.. who is.. my world.. and I’d pretty much do anything.. Anything to make sure she was safe..Nautilous had mentioned that.. we could take for the hills if we wanted.. just go.. leave it all behind.. .. he exhaled.. shaking his head a little- .. and as horrible as it may sound.. I just can’t.. I can’t.. I am duty bound.. I was called upon to represent the country that allowed me.. that gifted me with you in my life.. that has put me in the position of.. such.. immense enjoyment and merriment.. that I do feel.. I owe the land my service.. I have the skills.. I should put them to use.. and if I was to run.. I don’t think I could live with myself.. .. his brows furrowed.. he so did not want her to think she was not worth it.. it was not that at all.. oh he was making an utter mess of it all.. nothing was coming out the way it was supposed to- .. Please know that I adore you.. ever single fibre of your being.. I do.. I love you Rose.. and I always will.. .. he watched her as she crossed the room then to settle down to sit there upon his lap.. curling in so close with her head resting against his chest.. his arms wrapped around her.. drawing her into such a loving warm embrace..he’d press a kiss there to the top of her hair- ..He’d really quite scared.. .. he spoke softly.. when she let him know she was angry with Nautilous.. - .. He’s absolutely besotted with her.. and he’s never been in the position to have someone to come home to.. to Want to come home to.. he’s afraid that something will happen.. that she wont be strong enough .. she’s having quite a few problems.... he would softly stroke her hair..- .. the children are putting a great deal of strain on that body of hers.. and she’s not eating.. .. another kiss there to her hair.. - .. he’s genuinely afraid.. and he isn’t sure how to handle what he is feeling.. your actions were just what he needed.. the kick in the pants to get inside and deal with it head on..but yes you are right.. that’s what she needs.. she needs his support.. more than anyone else right now.. .. he exhaled softly.. he let his eyes close over as he rested his chin down upon her shoulder.. just holding her like this was.. just perfect.. it was just what he needed.. just what he wanted..- .. if it is possible I would like you to go back to Arvandor.. as I know.. you will be safe there.. but in the end.. the decision is yours..if you feel more comfortable staying here.. in our home.. .. Our home.. not something he had really let sink in until that moment.. he had often called it her home.. that he would need to find somewhere in the village for himself.. but it was ‘our’ home now.. - .. then you do whats right for you and the babies.. I will always stand by you .. completely and fully.. you just need to let me know where it is you will be.. so I can come and sweep you off your feet upon my return.. because Rose.. my sweet tiny dancer.. I will be coming home to you.. I promise you that.. .. he held her just a little bit tighter.. - .. and I will try my best to write you back.. Your letters though.. receiving those would be perfect.. thank you.. honestly.. I love the idea.. and of having a send off.. you are just so.. utterly perfect.. I love you

‡Ţŕįʼnįţŷ‡



♥ There He Stood, As Steady on One Leg as Any of the Other Soldiers on their Two. ♥

♥ But Just You See, He'll be the Remarkable One. ♥

[Love is Composed of a Single Soul Inhabiting Two Bodies]

: Jacob)*She had avoided looking at him for quite a bit honestly, not because she didn’t love him or because she was mad, but because she would start crying if she did. He would see everything there in her eyes, he would come and hold her, and she would just start crying. She couldn’t unload that on him right now, even if she wanted to just break, she couldn’t… After he left, when the blessed numbness of the moment wore off, along with the happy feelings from a perfect morning…. Oh she knew the second she was alone, she would just break down into a million little pieces, soaking her sorrows into her pillow… Until then though, she had too much spunk, was raised perhaps a little too strong… She was worried honestly, so very worried, about everything… Jacob was leaving during famine, and though the town would be able to balance perhaps a bit better with so many people gone, there wouldn’t be much food even then. She had to think about feeding Sybelle, plus herself, and through her little Pia too… No… She was doing what he had asked her not to do, and holding it all in, keeping it under that steel lid of her mind. She just couldn’t let it out right now, even though they were alone, it just wasn’t the time she could… Maybe tonight… When they were alone outside, surrounded by the woods, laying under a blanket of stars… Then she might be able to…. But not right now… No… Just too many people were leaning on her. So… She didn’t look at him… Not until she had gotten herself firmly under control, with every little bit of fear, every bit of sorrow locked up tight. She had asked him to take a seat after she had Pia settled, hearing the soft click of the latch, the door closed with them nested up in her office. She had look to him then, asking him if he remembered what she had told him, how he had her whole heart. She loved him so much it hurt, she often wondered sometimes when he did just one of those amazing little things that were as normal as breathing to him… She thought her heart would just pop right there in her chest. She loved him enough to understand that this wasn’t his fault, it wasn’t Nautilous’s fault, not any of theirs. They were victims in a cruel twist of fate, as if the furies couldn’t stand it, seeing people so happy. She listened to him speak, nodding her head softly, clasping her hands in her lap with the engagement ring on the top.*”A lot of people are going to be hurt in this… There are going to be a lot of empty saddles, sword belts with no one to wear them, and lonely seats at the hearthside… Many of the men here won’t be coming home, it’s something we women must realize, must accept. It doesn’t make it easy, it’s why you see so much emotion out there, all that chaos… They can’t let go… Nor can I… I can just choose how much I let show, and how I handle myself, and this situation… What good will crying do my love? Would it make your heart feel better to see me breaking down? Would you feel somehow easily in going if I screamed at you? No… You would feel worse than you already do, and this is an ugly enough situation as it is…”*She didn’t see it doing him any good, she knew he would fight, as soon as she saw that paper handed to him… He had read it over, not with any sort of regret or reluctance, simply acceptance for what it was. Jacob was who he was, honor bound to do what was right, no matter what. It wasn’t a flaw, it was an asset. It was just…a little sad…to see it take him away from her side. The fact was that she knew this, knew what he was like, going into this with him and even before. As a Doctor, she had faced against his stance, how he would not bend even a little bit. She had literally had to break out in the middle of the night to get away, sneaking out her window, trying to get to one of her little gold stashes in town only to end up in his room that night. If there was any sort of fate there, it certainly had them entwined, quite tightly… She had to trust in that same sort of fate, that it would never let them be far from each other, they were too intrinsically bound.*”I know Jacob… Do you think I would expect anything less from you? My love, I can’t say I know everything about you, I would be quite sad if I did… I am learning you, and you are learning me, as you said we are going to find the cracks and dents within one another… I know your honor, how deep that river runs, and how swift it flows. I think I am the only reason you ever bent on it, and even then, it was only after I was well on the way to recovery…”*She smiled just a bit for him there, trying her very best as it were, to make him smile if only for a moment… She could see just how much it was eating him up, how it was hurting him inside, this entire thing.*”I am going to be your wife in a year, we will be parents to a beautiful little boy and girl, and our little family will be the most perfect thing in the world… None of that is going to change, no matter how far you go, no matter where your feet may take you… You are right, you do have the skills, and without you even more of these men might not come home… You could be the very thing that will keep them safe, bringing them home to their wives and children, letting their mothers weep tears of joy at their home coming… If you ran… I would drag you back.. It isn’t in you to run Jacob… Your my sweet, wonderful, amazing tin soldier… But before you go, your little dancer will make sure you have a coat of steel first, for the goblin kings are fierce my love…”*She had gone over then, to settle in his lap after he told her he adored her, every little bit of her… She just smiled very softly there for a moment, thinking of him calling her a little bug, something she had never thought she would love quite as much as she did. She sighed softly when he wrapped his arms about her, her breath shaking just a bit, a soft stutter before she exhaled. She had known something was wrong with Sybelle, she had barely seen her eat at all, and Sybelle was even thinner than she was. She thought maybe it was just an elf thing, but with both Nautilous and Jacob being concerned about her… It made her think about things perhaps a bit differently… She loved that little kiss to the top of her head then, just melting against him a bit more, the stroking in her hair was almost mesmerizing… Hypnotic…*



(20:48:02 )

‡Ţŕįʼnįţŷ‡



♥ There He Stood, As Steady on One Leg as Any of the Other Soldiers on their Two. ♥

♥ But Just You See, He'll be the Remarkable One. ♥

[Love is Composed of a Single Soul Inhabiting Two Bodies]

: Jacob)”I am sure her appetite will pick up once we reach Arvandor, she might just be terribly homesick, so that combined with everything else she can’t tolerate the idea of eating perhaps? If not, you aren’t the only person in this little family of ours, who can use medicine… I can put her to sleep with laudanum if I have to, and tube feed her to make sure she eats, I won’t let her give up… Though I am sorry you had to see me like that… It doesn’t happen too often, I certainly am not the kind of person prone to such outbursts, but every now and then something comes along and flicks a nerve and I just… I guess I blow up a little. Even if it was what he needed, I never wanted you to see me get so… nasty… But that’s part of what this year is about isn’t it? To make sure we know each other as best as we can…”*He would see her flip that switch at some point, and she was rather glad they got it out early, so he would know that she did at times have a little bit of a temper… She raised her hand then, to brush her fingers through his hair when he leaned his head on her shoulder, just gently soothing him there.*”I will go… I won’t be there entirely though, I will come home to send off your letters and your care packages… I will run by the hospitals and make sure I know about what is going on… I won’t hide in Arvandor away from this all… But I will spend most of my time there… I do promise that if the war gets too close to home, or if the travel gets too hard on me or the babies, I will remain in Arvandor and try to find a way to send letters through the gate… I hate a feeling Hanali won’t let me fail… She knows how much I love her Paramour Jacob…”*Him calling it their home hadn’t been missed on her, he nearly continuously called it her home, insisting it was her space. Now that he was marrying her, her property was his, he would indeed be getting a bit more than just his little dancer. She laughed so softly then for a moment, hearing him telling her he would sweep her off of her feet, making her smile there.*”I promise I will write you each time I move from one place to another… So you will always know where I am, after all no woman would ever want to miss such a home coming… Though I will probably be a bit heavier than you remember me now…I might be quite round after all you know… But… Don’t worry about writing me back as often… So long as you can get my letters, and know how much I love you, that I am thinking of you… That is all I want…”* She squeaked just a bit when he held her a little tighter, making her giggle just a little, just a bit.*”I am far from perfect Jacob, as you saw just a few moments ago, I rather popped that bubble, didn’t I? Goodness, I don’t think I ever saw you look so shocked, I honestly didn’t…. I felt so bad…. But yes… I very much want to give you a send off… We will have it as your early birthday party… and I will make you a big, moist, delicious lemon and lavender cake, just for you. Now… if you don’t mind… Can you just hold me like this… for a little while longer please?... In all honesty Jacob… I am doing my very best to hold it together… but tonight I will probably cry… a lot… and I will soak your shirt probably… and need several tissues… I hate that you have to go after we just found each other… We’ve only had a month… It isn’t fair… I am very, very mad at the whole world, and all I want to do is cry… But I can’t… Not yet… But will you be there for me, when I do?”

ϕ₦ḁṷṭḯḷṓṷṩϕ



ᶲI Loved Her Not For The Way She Danced With My Angelsᶲ

°But For The Way The Sound Of Her Name Could Silence My Demons°

°°°

says to .°.a sky full of stars.°: Fixed)*He snorted a bit there shaking his head, unsure if she had no idea what it was here, or if perhaps it was one of those things from an era he had visited that wasn’t here… Either way, her reaction was honestly pretty hilarious, and it had done well to chase away a bit of the cobwebs there. For some reason, even if she was a cold hearted little thing, he never wondered where his footing was with her. Sybelle often had him wondering if he was doing the right thing, if he was being too hard with her, or pushing too fast… But with Sydel, it was always the same, cold and hard but predictable.*”There can be, but only if you are good, and I don’t quite think you have it in you to make it in that area…”*He told her of what was going on, what had happened, why he was calling her out. The fact that he was being forcefully enlisted, how it had torn Sybelle up, and how he had no idea what to do about it honestly. Her response just had him shaking his head, rolling his eyes heavenward, figuring she would be like a candy kid in a store… Just that bit about him breaking Sybelle’s heart had him a bit pissed, and she kept twanging that nerve rather hard.*”Yes, there is going to be a war, and for the first time in my life I wasn’t even aware of it sneaking up. Normally you know we hear these whispers on the wind, little tremors on the web as it were, but this time there was nothing… There wasn’t even a whisper, it just suddenly happened out of the blue, like a sudden storm but without the cloud buildup. I am quite interested to see who’s puppeting this whole affair honestly… It isn’t too often someone can pull the wool of my eyes, or my ears for that matter, so naturally I want to know who’s started it.”*She asked then, if she were to be allowed to go to war, and he had to tilt his head at her.*”I was debating it… Slap you into a temporary body so to speak, drag you along with me for a while. Since we were both young pups Sydel, we’ve never missed a war together, we’ve always done these things as a set…”*Oh, there she went flicking that nerve again, making him roll his neck releasing several loud pops. She was really, really, really pushing it.*”Tread carefully Sydel, keep in mind I can keep you alive by a sliver if I want to, and I am just as creative if not more so than you with torture… YOU don’t know how to work that body completely yet, where as I do, and I could block all that dopamine in your system so you couldn’t move. No more could you use the pain for pleasure either… I would rather not go there, I do love you, just as I love Sybelle… But you are treading on rotten black ice my dear… I might look like a tame little puppy dog, but if you push me, that wolf will come out… He’s sleeping right now, but he is far, far from gone…”*He watched her stand, and wondered if she was going to fall on her ass, and that wasn’t a good sign. Just how bad was she right now? Then she slapped out that little ultimatum then, he would only get his help, if he gave her what she wanted…. He tilted his head a bit.. just a bit… Watching her really, debating and measuring the benefits versus the drawbacks of this enterprize.*”Ok… Let’s lay it out. You STOP interfering with Sybelle’s responses and emotions, you tell me how to Successfully get her back to Arvandor, and how to save the two of you… And you can be right by my side the entire damn war. I’ll even let you take the finishing blow on each enemy, and make you your bloody baths, all nice and hot how you like it… Hell, I’ll throw in the bonus of sparing you any of the good looking boys on the enemy side, so when you take your baths you have a nice little uh…rubber ducky to play with… Or should I call it a rubber fucky?”*He paused a moment, and he just started to chuckle there, a brow raised.*”Oh my God… You’re actually sulking that you weren’t there! You know, if you actually ASKED Rose, she might just do it… Maybe… I will tell you though… She’s got a hot little set of hands… Watching her suck that jizz right out of your sweet little slit was hot… She certainly is a little vixen, I wish Jacob joy of her, boy will be loving his sex life until he passes from this world I think. I certainly hope to enjoy a few more bath scenes, I won’t lie, and besides since when did either of us turn our noses up at stuff like that? We’ve never cared, so long as it is in the pursuit of pleasure, genetics never came in. Besides, it isn’t as if she is my blood child, she’s just marrying in. Just like I am.”*He chuckled softly then, shaking his head, moving to lean against one of the book shelves that was standing not far from his back. She was right though, only once had she not been able to handle him, and it had been with rather sad results… Ones she wouldn’t remember, and yet for as long as he lived, he would never forget.*”Oh normally, I would say you were right, you always did roll well in the hay with me… But your pregnant, and the way it rolls right now, I can’t really go the full distance… Sybelle gives me what I want and need, but you satisfy a craving I have, for that nice dark side of the mattress as it were…”*He paused, for just a moment… She had gone from wanting to just go to war, then adding her last little demand, how he had to admit he missed her. He walked over to her then, resting his hands on the back of that chair there, looming over her as he leaned down to whisper in her ear.*”You want me to admit I miss you?... I miss the sex… Not all of it… Sybelle gives me things you can’t…but you give me things she can’t… I need you BOTH or it just…doesn’t work… So yes… I miss you… I miss the way you love it when I welt your ass… The way you adored all the kinky levels we could play with… How I could fuck you raw and yet you’d still want more because you’re like me and we get off on the pain… So there… I miss you, you white little witch, my dark little Princess… and you can come to war with me… So now YOU give me what I want, or it is all off the table… And for God’s sake, slice me already, you’re going to fall over as you are… But if you’re going to get my neck, don’t spill a drop, I rather like this shirt…”

…The..Curse..Ends..Here…



Dr. Jacob Anikin

..Stop trying to fix yourself, you’re not broken..

..You are perfectly imperfect, and powerful beyond measure..

says to ‡Ţŕįʼn: .. he listened to her when she spoke to him about what good would crying do.. would it help? Would it make him feel better to see her break down.. would it make him feel better if she screamed at him.. he exhaled softly.. and continued to stroke his fingers through her hair- .. Rose.. my dear sweet little Rose.. there is nothing wrong with crying.. don’t ever .. Ever feel that I would think you weak or less because of it.. if you have a need to let it all out then I would much prefer you did.. whilst I was able to hold you.. to console you.. I would much rather be able to help you through your worries.. your concerns and the things that put you in that spot.. than to make you even consider going through them on your own.. .. another kiss to her head there.. just gentle and light..- .. of course Id rather you didn’t scream at me.. .. he chuckled just a little.. his chest lifting as he did so making her bounce a little there upon his lap- .. but if you need to.. you go right on ahead.. You are right..in that we are still learning a great deal about one another.. and I honestly think we will be learning about each other.. forever.. it’s not something that will ever stop.. or change and that in of itself is wonderful.. .. he slowly stroked along her arms there.. - .. I have a duty of care here.. and I will do my best to bring as many of those young men home as is possible.. .. he slowly drew her away from his chest.. tilting her chin up so she would look to him..- .. and every single step I take.. out there without you by my side.. you will be in my thoughts.. in my heart.. pushing me onward to make sure I come home.. for you are the reason I would want to come home.. there will be no time for reckless actions.. I am not there to be the hero.. I am there to play my part.. to fill in that missing puzzle piece.. and then I will be back.. upon your door step.. no doubt probably a little worse for ware.. but desiring nothing more than the sight of you before me..as for seeing you getting so nasty.. .. he chuckled softly shaking his head- .. don’t be silly.. I want to experience all sides of you my dear.. from the super sweetheart.. to the stubborn little bug I adore.. The fact that you can stand on your own like that to someone that is almost twice the size of you is incredible and I love it.. You’ve got so much spunk my dear.. and I wouldn’t want you any other way.. .. he pressed his lips to her forehead before he would allow her to curl back in against his chest once more.. - .. I am looking forward to seeing that body of yours develop Rose.. pregnancy is such a beautiful thing.. it really is.. and honestly.. your size means nothing to me.. large or small.. I’ll love you all the same.. afterall.. it wasn’t just the body that I fell for.. I fell in love with you because of a million tiny things you never even knew you were doing…You just take care of yourself.. look after you and those children.. stay as healthy as you possibly can.. .. he rubbed along her arms- .. that is my only concern.. I have a feeling though should you go back to Arvandor.. that Garafin will fatten you up in no time.. he thought you were a touch on the lean side when we first got there.. so be prepared to be filled with copius amounts of food.. .. he chuckled..- .. we will figure out a way to get Sybelle back there with you.. and I know you will keep a close eye on her.. I will look forward to receiving those letters ..and I will endeavour to send at least one back to you.. I am sure there will have to be a way.. even if it is by magical means.. it will get to you.. then one day I will return to that door step.. and surprise you with my return.. . her giggle there when he squeezed her was music to his ears.. and it made his smile only brighten further.. oh how he adored it- .. Don’t feel you have to hold it all together..you don’t have to force being strong.. you are allowed to just let it all out.. to just cry.. to scream and yell and be angry at the world.. it’s perfectly fine.. in fact I would prefer it.. rather than you bottling it all up.. stress on that body of yours in your current condition is not such a good thing.. .. he slid his hands down her back there.. to settle there just above her ass there.. his fingers interlacing..- .. I will be there for you.. right there.. to hold you.. even when you tell me not to.. even when you try and push me away.. and call me all manner of terrible words.. .. he chuckled- .. I will be there.. just to annoy you.. because I know.. deep down its what you need.. it’s what you want.. you’re just having trouble dealing with all the anger and hurt that’s coursing through you.. ..he smiled when she spoke about their celebration- .. How did you know my Birthday was coming up mmm?.... he shook his head chuckling- .. seems there are no secrets at all are there.. I’m going to guess Sybelle told you.. .. he pressed his lips to her temple there.. just lightly- .. we can stay here.. right here.. for the rest of the day.. I have no need to be anywhere else.. just here.. with you.. is right where I want to be

.°.a sky full of stars.°.



…Sybelle Anikin...

…He came into my life like lightning in the darkness…

.jagged and white hot.

says to ϕ₦ḁM: .. she tilted her head at him when he spoke about her having to be good.. she screwed up her face a little and pouted- .. well.. I’m not going to be good.. that’s not going to happen any time soon.. what a waste of good energy.. .. she sunk back down to sit there.. having had enough of her wobbly little legs.. her balance was way off.. her knees were a little shakey.. and she hadn’t even had the forsight to change what she was wearing she was just that ‘stuffed’.. - .. How is it you didn’t know it was happening hmm?.... she questioned him when he spoke about it being sprung on him.. she knew he was pretty much always in the know of these things.. especially when it was a full scale war.. - .. what colours are we talking?.. is it the English?.... she sunk down into the cushions there.. her long lean legs dangling over the edge of the chair.. those long white locks spread out on either side of her head- .. perhaps you’re just getting old.. hmm?.. couldn’t blame you if your hearing was a bit off.. I’m surprised they wanted you at all.. aren’t you about ready for a walking frame?.. I see the white hair is sprouting.. don’t you just look dashing.. .. she stifled her laughter then.. her body trembled as she covered her mouth with her hand.. - .. Oh it’s probably someone saying something stupid somewhere along the line.. pissed someone else off and here we are.. humans have a knack for such stupidity.. .. she swung her legs a little ..her bare feet lightly brushing against the floor boards as she did so…she heard his threat then..telling her to tread lightly.. that it was him keeping her alive.. that he could block all the dopamine.. and etc etc.. she rolled her eyes and groaned a little- .. you wouldn’t hurt me.. so don’t bother wasting your breath.. .. she waved her hands around dismissively.. You forget.. I’m the one wielding all the power here.. .. she waves her fingers then as if she were conducting an orchestra- .. I know what she’s thinking when you speak to her.. I know what she wants from you.. I know a lot more.. than you do..as for rotten black ice… I like ice.. and I don’t care for tame little puppies.. if I wanted puppies id go into the village and pluck me a nice ripe new soldier.. no.. I am here for the wolf.. and if he doesn’t show his head soon.. I’m going back to bed.. .. her arms crossed then about her chest.. yes she was acting like a child that hadn’t gotten what she wanted.. he listed out what he wanted out of the deal then.. for her to stop toying with Sybelles responses and emotions.. she put on a bit of a pout there.. it was a lot of fun to muck with her.. she was quite easily lead afterall.. and to get her back to Arvandor.. she exhaled.. the little benefits were nice though.. going to war.. taking the finishing blows.. the blood baths.. hot at that.. and the little enemy soldier boys.. her arms uncrossed there and her fingers tapped together..- .. hmm.. it’s all rather tempting.. .. she captured her lower lip there.. dragging it into her mouth as her gaze shot upward.. she watched him coming to stand there against the back of the chair.. looking down to her as he was..- .. fine.. Fine.. .. she grumbled- .. I wont interfere with her responses and emotions anymore.. .. she mumbled something a little unlady like about him taking away all her fun..she was enjoying having a puppet to play with.. - .. But I better get my soldiers.. or No deal!.... she sunk down into the cushions a little when he called her out on her sulking about not getting playtime in that bath.. he was right.. she was a bit miffed she missed out.. it did look like a bit of fun.. - .. I’m not even sure I Like Rose.. .. she huffed.. turning her head to the side so she didn’t have to look to him.. peering through those dark lashes of hers as she was chewing on the grin there.. before she laughed.. she groaned when he reminded her that she was pregnant and her hands slid down to her flattened stomach there- .. Ohhhh.. right.. .. she whined.. poking at her stomach with her fingers- . I had almost forgotten.. .. she frowned a little.. she really did not like being pregnant.. she hated it.. ballooning out like that.. ugh.. and it always threw her balance right off.. she watched as he leant down to her there.. whispering in her ear that he missed the sex.. that he needed them both.. that he missed her.. her dragged her tongue across her teeth there as her grin only widened



(23:45:43 )

.°.a sky full of stars.°.



…Sybelle Anikin...

…He came into my life like lightning in the darkness…

.jagged and white hot.

says to ϕ₦ḁM: .. she got what she wanted.. he admitted it.. she lifted her head up a little.. pressing her cool little lips there against the sharp curve of his jawline.. - .. I don’t give a flying fuck if you like that shirt.. .. she’d quip.. using the same breathy whispered tone as he had done to her only moments before.. she reached up with those rattle snake like reflexes.. wrapping her hands about the back of his head as she latched her teeth onto the side of his neck there.. that special sweet spot where his neck met his shoulder.. and she dug right in.. breaking through his supremely hot smooth flesh.. allowing that blood to trickle down past her teeth.. pooling there upon her tongue.. before it would slither its way down her throat.. her precious little heart didn’t know what to do.. it sped up quite quickly .. the fingers that were holding against the back of his head curled in.. scratching her nails against his skull.. against his scalp.. tugging on his thick richly coloured hair in the process.. sowly but surely.. each precious little inch of Sybelle would begin to fade. The colouring from the skin.. the plumper curves of the body.. all returning into those sharper leaner lines.. the perfectly pale flawless flesh.. that dress too faded.. along with those sparkly little flats.. slowly along those long lean legs of hers crawled a pair of super tight black leather pants.. they clung to every inch of her.. sucking the literal life out of her and leaving very little to the imagination ..there was a belt around the waist.. an o ring right at the front.. perhaps for him to tug on.. the top was more of a boned corset.. sucking that little petite frame of hers into a svelte silhouette.. forcing those beautiful tits of hers up and a sweet little valley to be on display.. around her neck there was several lengths of leather.. all spidering out to hold the corset up.. the more she drank.. the tighter those curls became.. she had just about torn a chunk out of his neck at this stage.. before she yanked her head away.. breathing deeply.. gasping almost as her gaze widened considerably and her upper body arched up so tightly.. it was like a jolt of energy it wasn’t quite expecting.. she groaned.. her hands slid down the length of her frame there.. - .. Fuck.. .. she hissed.. her brows furrowed.. she blinked.. and blinked.. it would take her a moment or two to focus.. - .. Oh good god.. .. she swallowed.. one tiny trickle of that richly coloured blood slowly made its way down her chin.. before she’d look up to him there.. she’d stretch her arms up above her head.. - .. mmm.... she murmured.. it did taste good.. she had to give him that much.. he did taste heavenly to her.. like her own personal drug.. thing is he knew it- .. if she wants to go back.. .. she’d murmur.. speaking as though she were just a little high..- .. she can.. but she and I would have to separate.... she’d chew on her lower lip.. slowly drawing up into a knelt position there as she pressed her knees to the back of the chair.. reaching up to grab a handful of that precious shirt of his.. pulling him forward.. closer to her.. the only thing between them being the chair back- .. find me a hot little body.. and she can go home.. temporarily.. not permanently.. she will not survive .. mm.. no.. .. she shook her head- .. she’s not strong enough without me..but she can go for a time.. .. she nodded.. releasing his shirt suddenly.. giving him a little shove.. before she would fluidly move to stand.. that leather clung to her ass like a second skin.. she wandered around the room there.. not off balance.. not wobbly at all..- .. it’s a bit of a catch twenty two really.. she can’t survive without me.. .. she shrugged.. moving toward the window there.. her hands down upon her hips- .. I can’t survive with the children in there.. but.. I wont survive without her.. but there’s time for her to.. go have her playtime in marsmallow ville



(00:43:08 )

‡Ţŕįʼnįţŷ‡



♥ There He Stood, As Steady on One Leg as Any of the Other Soldiers on their Two. ♥

♥ But Just You See, He'll be the Remarkable One. ♥

[Love is Composed of a Single Soul Inhabiting Two Bodies]

says to …The..Curse..Ends..Here…: *To her, if she was emotional like that, just letting it all go like everyone else seemed to… It just wouldn’t benefit anyone, it would just make Jacob worry about her, feeling bad about something he just couldn’t help… Sybelle had a valid reason when she broke down, she was a delicate little thing, the world could knock her over with a feather really… Yet there was strength there too, the way she had grabbed her wrist with that steely grip there, Sybelle just didn’t know it yet was all… Or… Maybe she was just making excuses… Using everyone else’s feelings to cover her own, making them the excuse for her desire to hold it all in, like a band-aid made from their needs of what she could provide? She honestly couldn’t have admitted one way or the other, she was truly a mess inside and it certainly wasn’t getting any better, the fact was that Jacob was the only thing holding her together right now. He calmed her when she felt so very turbulent, soothed her when she was hurting, and gave her a safe place to rest when she grew weary of it all. It was because of him that she could pretend to be a little Valkyrie, zipping about here and there like a hummingbird, and making sure everyone she cared for was safe and cared for. He gave her so much by just being around her really, because of his seemingly limitless strength and calm, she felt as though she could do anything. Oh she was going to be terribly, terribly sad when she was gone, trying to figure out just how to live with the absence of his presence and the strength that had gone with it. He was right though, she would need to let it all out at some point, and it would be better if he were there to hold her together while she rather fell apart a bit.*”Mmmm… I wonder what it will be like, married to a man with more common sense that he should have. I almost feel sorry for our babies… Can you imagine them, trying to play the games that children always do, trying to pit us against one another so they get what they want… You know me so well, you would be able to call them out on their bluff whip fast, and I can just see them trying to backpedal… I don’t think they would try it more than once or twice at most, poor little babies of ours, they’ll never know a victory over us… I know you are right though, that it is better to let it out with you, when I know you can keep me safe…. When the numbness wears off a bit more, I probably will break down a bit, and you’ll have to hold me for a bit…”*She sighed softly, just adoring those little kisses there, just melting against him with each little one. That last bit though, that sweet little tease that made him laugh, sending that musical sound right against her ear as it bubbled down from that wonderful place deep inside him. She smiled there, giggling herself a bit, shaking her head.*”I don’t think you could handle me like that Jacob, you would feel so very bad, thinking I was truly mad at you! Honestly, I don’t want to yell at you, but at the world?... That one is certainly more likely… If I could, I’d certainly love to be given a chance at it’s shins, it deserves a few sharp kicks for this mess…” *She smiled softly, lifting her legs a bit there, feeling the gentle tug of her newest addition. It would certainly take some getting used to… Still, she would gladly ensure this ten times over for it, she loved it and all that had occurred in it’s placement there. She raised her hand a moment there, rubbing on the bridge of her nose just a bit, pressing a kiss to his chest.*”You’re right, and I don’t ever want to see a day go by, that I didn’t learn something new about you… Every day is full of little delights, things that I find out about you, things that just make me love you even more… For instance, you know that you only blush when he kiss now, when I say something teasing to you? And you now know that I do have…a bit of a temper…but only if someone pushes me that far.”*She felt him reaching down, drawing her away from his chest, making her frown in just the most adorable way. She was honestly so very comfortable there… She looked up at him when he tilted her head up just a bit, loosing herself almost instantly in the beautiful lines of his face, the wonder of his beautiful green and blue colored eyes.*”You do have one, but not to here, but to anyone who will need you help Jacob… I know this, I knew this from the start, falling in love with my handsome doctor… I knew you had things in your life that were important to you… Precious… Things that would take you places, to long hours, to back aching labor… I still fell in love with you anyways… I don’t care if you come home worse for wear, I rather expect it, and maybe look forward to it… You’ll be so exhausted, you might actually let me spoil you a little bit, baby you about the house as it were… Imagine when this of over and you come home, and I’ll spoil you with all your favorite foods and sweets and ice cold wine… I’ll send you off to the baths with me, and I’ll wash you from head to toe, rubbing you down and assuring myself your real… Then for the next oh… week or so? We will just laze around the house and on the property, doing nothing but getting fat and reading books and playing like children… I can’t stop you from going to war Jacob… But I can at least promise you, I will wipe as much of it from your mind as I can, so it’s just a distant memory under all the new ones we will make together…”*She would do her best anyways, she wanted to just make him laugh and smile, to let him know it was ok… She blushed when he talked about how she had taken Naut down as it were, just basically kicking his own butt, and how he thought it was incredible. She shook her head, holding up her hands a bit, giggling softly.*”Noooo it’s not good! I don’t think of the fact I am quite short, or how tall the other person is, and it can be very bad! I am just lucky a bit, because I have such a shock factor doing it, that whoever is on the receiving end is so stunned they just rather go along with it!”*She felt him kiss her forehead then, and when he allowed her to lay against his chest again, oh she certainly nuzzled up in right quick! She thought about pregnant being a beautiful thing, and she hadn’t exactly thought about it from someone else’s view, just her own joy at it. She didn’t really look at herself in a mirror, she just looked down to see it all, how she loved watching it get rounder and sweeter.*



(00:43:20 )

‡Ţŕįʼnįţŷ‡



♥ There He Stood, As Steady on One Leg as Any of the Other Soldiers on their Two. ♥

♥ But Just You See, He'll be the Remarkable One. ♥

[Love is Composed of a Single Soul Inhabiting Two Bodies]

: ”So, even if I get so vey round, an all I am is a belly and feet, you will still think I am beautiful hmm?... Or what if I and only belly, and I stay the same everywhere else? Oh no! What about my ankles! Oh Jacob, just pray for me, don’t let me get swollen ankles, I love my ankles!”*She laughed at the idea of Garafin doing to her, what she tried to do to Jacob and Sybelle, to get them to eat more. Not that she would complain, oh no, the food there was soooo good she would gladly glutton on it! Which meant that unless he kept rather active, she was going to get round, very round! Though, with the temple not being too far, she would probably be quite busy with her studies and learning how to handle her duties.*”Oh bless Garafin… Once he finds out we’re pregnant, I think he would put me in a nest surrounded by pillows, and not let me do anything… Now, I love the idea of just lazying about with a book, eating myself silly and reading all day, but I really would get soooo fat!” *She smiled there, just imagining the day he did come home, probably covered in a few days worth of dust… She would love it. He had squeezed her and made her squeak, making her giggly shortly after, leaning in just a bit closer to him. She sniggered a moment there, just a little snort, and if a kitten could giggle it would sound about the same.*”Mr. Jacob! First off, I have never called you a dirty name, you just make me say dirty things when you’re being so terribly good! I’m just… I guess I am so used to holding it in Jacob, that I don’t know how to let it go, how to just let it out… I never had a chance to really…lean on anyone before, just… Always dealt with it on my own… Your right though, I don’t want to do anything bad to myself, anything to hurt our babies… You might just have to drag it all out of me… I don’t know how you would go about doing it, but I think you can do it… For some reason, you always know just what I need, before I even say anything… I trust you… Though I can’t promise I won’t soak your shirt…” *She grinned like a wee little Cheshire cat there though, when he asked her how she knew his birthday was coming up, her eyes just flashing that bright golden green color.*”Ah ah ah! No getting on Sybelle like that, she didn’t tell me, I asked her! I wanted to know when your birthday was, so I could throw you a grand party, just give you a day where I can celebrate you without you telling me to stop.”*That smile spread even brighter, just lighting her face up really, doing well to lighten the atmosphere that had settled in the beginning.*”You know your birthday isn’t long after mine either, which is rather wonderful, because it means we can spoil each other not long after the other. Besides, there are plenty of secrets here, I just know them all.”*She cackled in laughter a bit then, tapping against his chest with her hands teasingly, tickling him just a bit in the process. She leaned into that kiss to her temple, pressing her own to his neck, nipping it softly.*”You know… I never did have a camp out in a Library before… How about… We find a place here in the library somewhere just for us… We will call it our special spot… We will go upstairs and bring down the blankets and pillows and make a little nest for ourselves, and bring lots of candles too, and we’ll read each other stores and snack on the little finger food Mina and I keep on hand here for the children who come in… Then when it gets quite late and all the stars are out, we will go out into the back yard and watch the stars for a while, we’ll climb the tree back there and feed each other apples we pick… Then we will go back inside and curl up to sleep together, you me and little Pia makes three… What do you think?”

[BadInfluence]

(01:30:47 )

ϕ₦ḁṷṭḯḷṓṷṩϕ



ᶲI Loved Her Not For The Way She Danced With My Angelsᶲ

°But For The Way The Sound Of Her Name Could Silence My Demons°

°°°

says to .°.a sky full of stars.°: *Oh Fuck…. As soon as he felt that cool little kiss to his jaw, that little remark, he knew he was going to fucking hurt in a matter of seconds… There were reasons he didn’t often let her draw from his neck, knew her tendency not to just to bite, but to downright take a fucking chunk out. It wasn’t that he couldn’t heal or anything, that was nothing really, it was just the fact that she loved doing it that made him grit his teeth. He had given her what she wanted though, in this he had to cave to her, because he couldn’t do it alone at the moment. He didn’t have the time to puzzle it out on his own right now, and he certainly lacked the books, or even a starting place to try and get it out now. She rather had him at a point, as much as he didn’t like it, perhaps it was ok to let her get the upper hand from time to time.*”Dammit Sydel I hate it when you ruin my clothes, your damn lucky I love you, or I’d snap your neck for that…”*Then she had darted in and bit down, ripping into his hot flesh like it was nothing, those sharp little teeth knowing exactly what they were doing. He just hissed, his body tensing up for just a moment before he stopped, forcing his body to relax. Unlike when he fed her from his wrist, he couldn’t control the blood flow, and she would find it all too easy to glutton herself on it. Even worse, it was thicker there, stronger than when it was taken from other sources. The only place it could be richer, was straight from his heart, and he sure as fuck wasn’t going to let her suck at that! He couldn’t help it, damn her, those nails on his scalp… The way she tugged at his hair, feeling her just suck and pull at his neck, dragging him down a hot merry little path they hadn’t wandered down in some time. His hands moved then, one to fist in the back of her hair, the other down to grab her ass with a tight firm grip. If she were naked, he would probably just drive into her right then and there, and fucked her until they were both senseless. He couldn’t see any of the changes, but he certainly felt them, the way she got leaner and the soft dress was replaced by that slick smooth leather. He had tightened his grip in her hair, nearly pulling her off of his neck, a deep low growl was starting in his throat that he had no control over at this point. He would tear her off and attack if she didn’t stop soon, and return the damn favor, after all cannibalism was common among his kind. She pulled away with perhaps a minute to spare at most before he would have attacked her, and hell if he knew what would have happened, it was something he had never gotten quite so close on before. When she dipped down… She drew him with her… His own outfit had changed, dropping from that casual, comfortable, general good guy… To thick black leather pants that would creak when he walked, a thinner red leather vest with a high collar that would cover the open wound. A simple white long sleeve was under that, the sleeves rolled up so it sat at a ¾ length. The last bit were the black leather boots with straps over the laces, to ensure that they wouldn’t come off all too easily, and suits the outfit perfectly. The grey had vanished, and his hair was just the dark honey blond color of old gold, and the one soft blue of his eyes were flashing those deep ember reds and golds. She had… snapped him back…. She had bitten too hard, too deep, drawn out parts of him that hadn’t been out in some time… They had…. Better handle things right now… and get it out of his system, or his soon to be step son might just wonder…what the hell he was. His voice was a deep grave, husky and yet smooth as white chocolate, just as decadent.*”Not yet… but I will fuck you later, so your ass better be prepared… You won’t be getting off easily…”*He reached out and gripped her chin fiercely, fingers digging in enough to remind her of her lover, the man who had made her weak in the knees. He leaned in, running the flat of his tongue over that little trail of blood there, licking along her skin until none was left. He would pull back then, tossing her back just a bit, just enough to make her head turn to the side a bit. He heard then, that he had to separate them, not too hard but not exactly easy. The body had to be just right, and that also meant some pretty little thing was going to die… which really, who gave a fuck? He chuckled softly, letting her pull him in, only to reach out and slide his fingers through those kinky white curls before he grabbed a fist full of them and pulled her head to the side, making her neck elongate just so.*”Then let’s go find you a nice little puppet body… If all the men have to go off and die, I am sure there is a woman here who is… so happy to sacrifice herself for the….war cause… Let me think… What color do you want this time? If you go redhead, I will kill that body and make you pick again, you know I fucking hate redheads… Disgusting… “*She would try to push him away, but really, that didn’t do shit. He released her hair after a few more moments, rolling his neck, feeling the tug of new skin knitting up over the nasty little wound she had left in his neck.*”I don’t care… So long as she is content… My other side won’t tolerate her being mistreated or put at risk, and for the sake of peace, I adhere to it… Though just kill one of the kids… he has two… He won’t miss one of the twins just…being absorbed into the other… It’s quite the natural event…and less traumatic on Sybelle… no one will know but you and me, and you can exist all nice and happy inside her head… With visits to the outside of course… No sacrifice should go unrewarded after all…. We need our play time too, don’t we, my dark little Princess? Let’s go get you that body, or at least pick it out, and then go from there…. I really, REALLY want to kill this one bitch in town, mouthy little thing… Miss. E she is called in the papers… bloody idiot… Let’s go hunt her down and make her scream? She just…adores writing in the gossip column… so surely we should give her something to write about… Like… How it would feel to have your fingers broken off at the last joint, then ripped off, and fucked with them? Or let’s stick her full of quills until she looks like a chicken?... Imagine how much she will scream as we shove every pointed little feathered tip into her, sliding it between the skin layers, making sure she feels it all… Then hmm… Acid bath?... A nice slow dip in it… starting at the toes… Yes… That will be fun… We’ll drain most of her blood first though, just leaving her enough to stay alive and scream for us… The rest will be for bath time.”



(02:24:41 )

…The..Curse..Ends..Here…



Dr. Jacob Anikin

..Stop trying to fix yourself, you’re not broken..

..You are perfectly imperfect, and powerful beyond measure..

says to ‡Ţŕįʼn: ..he laughed when she spoke about their children.. about how they’d be lucky to get anything past the pair of them having such sharp minds and quick wits..- .. Oh yes.. we will both be onto them in a matter of a moment.. but I think.. every now and then.. Ill let them slip through.. .. he pressed another kiss to her forehead- .. I have been told.. on more than one occasion that I can be a bit of a softie around the children.. .. he lightly rubbed his hands along her sides there.. just brushing against the fabric of her clothing.. he was enjoying having her there.. curled up close to him.. her scent was so sweet..her warmth was quite comforting indeed.. it was doing well to fight off the concerns that were c ircling his mind.. unanswered questions about this upcoming conflict.. stuff he didn’t understand.. answers that could only really be found On the battle field.. by experience.. he’d find out soon enough.. he just hoped the call out wasn’t quick.. he hoped he would get some days to spend with her.. and not just be woken in the middle of the night and have to go.. he wanted to make sure she was comfortable.. that she was settled.. at least a little more than he knew she was right at this moment.. he listened to her when she spoke about how she would spoil him when he returned to her.. how she would baby him about the house.. fill him up with all those favourite foods and treats.. wines and drinks.. the nice hot baths.. the massages.. the just resting out in the sunshine ..reading books and living without a care in the world.. - .. it all sounds rather heavenly actually.. you are more than welcome to sign me up for some of that.. so long as I get to spoil you some also.. can’t have it all be one sided.. and you will have to tell me all about what you got up to whilst I was away.. though with it being you two.. left to your own devices.. I am quite sure you will be kept.. quite busy.. .. his cheeks flushed just a little then.. he figured they would do well to chase of all manner of worries by exhausting each other on more than one occasion.. especially with them both being curled up in the one bed.. - .. My dear sweet Rose.. if you get all round.. from the top of your head to those tiny little ankles of yours I will love you no different to how I am now.. actually no.. that’s wrong.. I will love you more.. because I know full well why you are growing so round.. and I am thankful for it every single day.. another kiss there to her temple.. just light..- .. thankful that you popped into my life.. .. he squeezed her a little bit more there.. his arms enveloping her.. she was so soft and he loved how she curled in so close to him like that.. - .. I understand that you are used to holding it all in.. if its how you have always been it will be hard for you to simply Not be that way.. give it time.. you will learn to deal with those emotions.. but I honestly think you will feel better.. once you let it all out.. all those stresses are circling that precious mind of yours.. and you just need to let them all out.. and a good cry will probably make you feel a little better.. soak through my shirt all you like.. I don’t mind a single bit.. .. he smiled there.. oh he noticed that grin there.. she was such a cheeky little thing when she had something on her mind.. and that cackling.. Oh it made him laugh.. it was quite infectious indeed..- .. Do you know how old I am dear Rose?.... he tilted his head there- .. Ah.. actually that’s a good point.. How old are you my dear soon to be wife?.. .. he stroked his fingers through her hair.. slowly drawing those beautiful golden curls over her shoulder.. he had removed the hat pin.. much preferring her to have it hang loose and down.. she was such a beautiful girl.. she really was..-.. we will have to celebrate birthdays together from now on.. I still have to give you your gift.. remind me to do that.. before I go.. .. his hands slid back down her back once more as his chin came down to rest there atop her head.. he would glance toward little Pia there every so often.. watching her hands reaching out.. to grab onto nothing.. invisible bugs perhaps.. - .. I do like the idea of a little place here in the library yes.. a special spot.. candles.. blankets.. pillows.. a little love nest so to speak.. .. he nodded.. it was a precious idea really.. quite cute.. one he would not have thought of on his own.. - .. I think.. yes.. let’s do just that.. .. he smiled.. tilting his head there as he pulled her head once more away from his chest there.. his hands would reach to cradle against her cheeks.. his fingers softly stroking the soft smooth flesh there- .. I do love you Rose.. When we first met I honestly had no idea that you would be So important to me.. .. he tapped a finger to the end of her nose there- ..Garafin said something to me once.. and it’s stuck with me.. forever.. it never really made any sense.. till now.. .. he leant in there.. to capture her lips.. to draw her in for a slow.. sweet loving little kiss.. before he would whisper there against her lips- .. he said to me.. ‘When you say I love you, you are making a promise with someone elses heart, try to honour it”.. I will always.. Always honour it.. my sweet sweet Rose..



.°.a sky full of stars.°.



…Sybelle Anikin...

…He came into my life like lightning in the darkness…

.jagged and white hot.

: Stop being a fucking baby.. they are just clothes.. You never used to mind when I tore into them with my teeth.. someones gotten awfully touchy.. suffering from a bit of PMS dear?.... it would be then that she latched her lips onto his neck there.. digging those sharpened canines of hers in so very deep.. tearing into his flesh to get at just what she wanted most.. what her little weakened body desired.. his thick richly tasting blood.. and it struck her like a wall of bricks.. making that petite little frame of hers tremble .. shudder and flood with goosebumps.. she’d remain latched there upon his neck for quite a length of time.. digging her nails into his scalp as he reached for hers.. he grabbed the back of her head there.. tangling his thicker fingers into her quickly curling white locks.. the other hand sunk down to gain a firm grip on that ripe ass of hers.. she moaned against his skin.. oh she adored that rough touch of his.. it was the switch for her.. it just drowned her deeper and deeper.. she tore her teeth and lips away from his neck after and just slumped down onto that couch.. her body arched fiercly as it make its way into her body properly.. travelling down the veins.. ripping with it every drop of colour from her skin.. apart from those scarlet stained lips of hers.. she groaned.. she shuddered.. her eyes rolled back.. well as best they could considering they too held no colour.. slowly she would focus.. looking upon him.. noticing that he too had changed.. the grey was gone replaced with that dark honey blonde.. and the clothing.. oh.. oh.. her brows furrowed and sh dragged the corner of her lip inward.. he was hot.. she knew it.. he always had been.. but this.. she adored it when he wore clothing like that.. figure hugging.. leaving very very little to the imagination.. his voice just about made her purr.. the husky yet smooth sound.. telling her that he’d fuck her later so she’d better be ready- .. Is that a threat? Or a promise?.... she intook a sudden audible breath when he grabbed her chin with such force.. those fingers of his digging in enough to leave little crescent marks.. she murmured.. her lids grew heavy.. half closing when she felt that tongue sliding across her chin there.. the heat from it alone was enough to make her shudder.. to make her whimper.. before he would toss her back there.. and she fell just like a little doll..back upon the plethora of cushions.. she wriggled a little before slowly moving to stand up.. smoothing her hands down to her hips there.. to hook her thumbs just into the waistband of those extremely tight leather pants of hers.. - .. yes please.. a nice hot little young thing.. .. before he grabbed her again.. sliding his fingers into those tight little curls.. grabbing them almost violently while her head was tilted to the side.. elongating those swan like curves.. that perfectly lean little throat of hers.. - .. mm.. no.. no red heads.. not interested in red.. .. she murmured.. - .. how about You choose.. hmm?.. you choose the hot little body for me to .. step into.. the one you’re going to torture.. .. she shot him a wink when he finally released her.. she rolled her own neck then.. slowly moving to cross the room then.. moving more toward the entrance.. she lifted herself up.. so that ripe little ass of hers was perched upon the front counter.. long lean legs dangling over the edge..- .. your other side is a pansy.. .. she quipped.. letting the heels of her boots tap against the wooden front counter there.. he spoke about how she could remove one of the babies in play.. to keep herself from slowly fading away and how it would be their own little secret.. that the other two would never know.. she pursed her lips together.. sliding her hands back so her upper body was on a bit of a lean.. she was watching the commotion going on outside.. in the distance down the street.. she could see the soldiers.. - .. We do need our play time.. I can’t stay locked up in there forever.. .. she shook her head- .. definitely not.. I need my little bit of.. freedom.. as do you it would seem.. .. she would glance over her shoulder to him there.. eyeing his current state of dress.. ohh how she just wanted to sink her nails into him.. she almost ached from the thought.. it forced her to drag those leather clad thighs of hers together quite tightly for the moment- .. alright.. consider it done.. so long as I get play time.. and so long as I don’t have to put up with.. lover boy.. I want You to be there waiting for me.. Not him.. he makes me feel ill.. .. she screwed up her face a little.. she listened then when he spoke about this woman in town.. this Miss E.. and how they could torture her with quills and breaking her fingers.. to bleed her out.. to make her scream- .. Oh.. Oh!.. Oh that sounds delicious.. yes please.. .. she fluttered her lashes- .. can I bite her tongue out?.. can we string her up?.... she slowly moved to sit up properly.. her grin was only widening there.. those vacant eyes of hers were just sparkling with all manner of mischief as it circled her mind- .. We have to ruin her.. completely.. Oh it’s been so long.. to long.. I’m just itching to .. break someone completely.. .. her fingers flexed there.. before they curled inward- .. to rip them apart.. to lure them in like a spider would.. only to suck the life out of them.. over and over and over.. can we go do that now?.. like..right now?.. please?..

‡Ţŕįʼnįţŷ‡



♥ There He Stood, As Steady on One Leg as Any of the Other Soldiers on their Two. ♥

♥ But Just You See, He'll be the Remarkable One. ♥

[Love is Composed of a Single Soul Inhabiting Two Bodies]

says to …The..Curse..Ends..Here…: *Oh no…. Oh she just… Oh she couldn’t help but start to giggle for him then! She pressed her hands to her face, shaking her head, just shaking she was giggling so bady.*”Oh noooooo!”*She groaned then between her giggles, fanning herself, trying to get them to go away.*”Oh Jacob! Noooo! Sweetheart oh my goodness…. I am… Oh I can’t do it! I might catch them out at it and scold them, but I couldn’t do much more than that!”*she leaned into the kiss on her forehead, smiling there, her fingers curling into his shirt there.*”Really it is so bad, when we had to go pick our own switches from the tree when we were bad, I always took the thinnest one so that the other ones would have only the thicker ones. It might not seem too smart, but the thicker ones hurt less. The thin ones, oh those are the worst! So you can see, I can’t really do it, to put our child on a time out for being naughty… Oh Goddess… Jacob, we are going to be in for such a ride, aren’t we? We’re both a bit of softies here, and yet both of us can be so stubborn too, I can only imagine the crazy, wonderful adventure they will be! I know our little girl Aelora in my dream was so adorably cheeky, she is going to steal your heart Jacob, oh you won’t have a chance! Pia and Atheo though, I can’t want to see how they turn out, how they grow up… Oh Jacob, it’s such a mess really, I love being pregnant but at the same time I just can’t wait to see them… It’s so silly, isn’t it?”*She smiled, tugging on his shirt just a bit there, burring all the fears, that sadness deep under the soft sweet soil of laughter and dreams. She had told him about how she wanted to spoil him after this was all over, how she would just brush all those bad memories under the rug as it were, and just give him the best days she could.*”Oh silly butt, you being home will be all I could want, the best thing you could give me. But, if you insist that you give me something, you know what I really adore? If you could just take a bath with me and wash my hair and my back, then when we’re done, just brush it for me?... I won’t lie, I just… Oh I adore my hair being played with… Do that, and I promise you, we will be entirely even.”*The bit with her and Sybelle though, she gasped softly, reaching out to slap at his shoulder. Oh but her cheeks were bright red indeed, her mouth open in surprise, her brows raised.*”Jacob Anikin! You should be blushing Mr. Fiancé of mine! You bad, bad, bad boy!!”*She started to snicker a bit there, her eyes sparkling there though, leaning in to whisper by his ear just a bit.*”If you want me to write you all about those things, I will of course, as well as daily events… Sybelle and I will probably be miserable little things, because as nice as another woman’s body is, it leaves a bit to be desired in the…filling department… I am going to be even tighter when you get home you know, it’s going to be quite the bit of a fight for you, but we’ll have fun with it! You know though, thinking about it, I think you’ll have so many daggers pointed at your back… Quite a few of your cohorts, if they ever find our letters, well there will certainly be quite a bit of jealousy!”*Chances were, there would probably be more than one or two days out of the week where they wouldn’t be out of that bad until well into the noon time hours, needing at least that long before they were both satisfied, and a little less cranky. After all, she and Sybelle had voraciously big sexual appetites, and without their men there they would probably be all over each other like quite the bad rash. She smiled when he said he would love her being round, knowing it was because she was pregnant, that she was carrying the most precious thing they had besides each other. She curled into him even more there, nuzzling into his chest there, just letting his smell come up and sooth her in ways she never through a smell could.*”I hope you get back in time to feel them kick… I’ve never known that feeling before, but I know I want to share it with you, for both of us to feel the shock of it… And long before I start to get the…what are the called again?... Braxton Hicks? When it makes you think your going into labor? I will probably have so many little panic attacks during that time, oh goodness, I’ll go a little batty…”*She paused then, nodding her head softly as she curled up against him, feeling his arms just get a bit closer about her.*”I know I will… It just… I guess I have to hit a certain point perhaps… That or you can just take me out to the garden in your arms, and just hold me, let me know it’s ok and no one is watching… I don’t honestly know… But… I think if anyone could ever release the dams inside me, break down all the walls I’ve built up, it would be you Jacob… You’re the only one I trust to let near my emotions, to break down the walls like that, to make me feel better… “*She had made him laugh there as she started cackling, oh she could be such a booger really, but it was something she loved. She didn’t indulge in her wicked juices too often, but she adored those little moments when she did, when she was just being cheeky and funny and a little bit cocky. She was about to tell him she did know, that Sybelle had told her, only to be asked her own age. Her mouth suddenly snapped shut, drawing her bottom lip in softly, chewing on it softly. Oh but it felt so good with him playing with her hair like that, making her just melt against him a bit, taking a deep breath before she spoke.*”This year, you will be turning twenty years old, at the end of the hottest month… Now, I don’t have the exact date, but I think that must be in August, some time between the 20th to the 31st. As for me… Well now, that is… a little harder to answer honestly… I can tell you that I stopped aging when I was eighteen years old… That is the year I am locked in at, and I will never age past this point now, a bit….stuck… As for actual years… I can remember what I think is about forty right now… But even though I try, I am still missing large gaps in my mind, places that are still dark between memories… Too much tampering with my brain, it makes it all a bit fuzzy sometimes, I hope that my age doesn’t upset you? When Sybelle told me, I felt… Well… a bit terrible… To be truthful, I would just love to be at eighteen and just…keep it that way… But I promised you that I would be honest always, and so… There you are. As for celebrating them together, we should yes, just have one big fat party, and save our actual birthdays for something smaller, more intimate, just for us… No point in buying the cake if you can’t eat it too, right? As for a present… my ring is enough…”



(03:55:42 )

‡Ţŕįʼnįţŷ‡



♥ There He Stood, As Steady on One Leg as Any of the Other Soldiers on their Two. ♥

♥ But Just You See, He'll be the Remarkable One. ♥

[Love is Composed of a Single Soul Inhabiting Two Bodies]

: *After all, he had proposed just the day after her birthday, so to her it was the perfect present really. After everything she had been given, every single blessing this last month, how could she ask for anything more? Pia was seemed to be stretching, playing, exploring her little area as much as her little body would permit at this point. She told him her little idea for the library, a sort of sleep over, knowing it was a bit cheezy… Still… she couldn’t think of a more wonderful little date, a way to put a cap on the day as it were… Her smile was radiant when he said that they should do that, softening down a bit when he reached in to caress her cheeks, making her sigh softly. Oh but that felt so good really, it did…. *”Oh Jacob…”*She said softly, her nose wrinkling when he tapped it there, her lips curling up in that little smile she had just for him. She blushed softly when he kissed her then, that soft, sweet and wonderful little kiss… Oh and then those words, oh someone tick a fork in her, she was done…. That combined with his kiss there, the sweet little thing that it was, matched with those words, oh goodness… She could have just melted right to the floor with that one. She sighed softly, her big green doe like eyes were so soft, warm and loving as she looked thim.*”Garafin’s words are sweet… but nothing can ever come close to how sweet that sounded, coming from your lips Jacob… There is no one in the entire world I would ever trust my heart to… No one can protect it, love it, care of it better than you can… I do love you Jacob, so very, very much…”*Pia would start to fuss a bit then, soft little whimpering cries, calling her attention. She leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to his lips there, before she would slide out of his lap to go take care of Pia. She was actually past time for her feeding, she had been napping quite a bit earlier, it’s quite exhaustive work being adored by so many people when you have such a tiny body.*”Oh yes, I know my little Pia, you’re probably starving aren’t you? I’m sorry my little beastie, the grown up’s were being silly, we’ll get that little belly full in just a moment… “*She gently soothed her down, holding her in one arm while she undid her top in the other, swearing she was just getting bigger and bigger. Pia was such a voracious little feeder, and her body responded to that, keeping that food supply ample. As soon as she slipped free of that bra, Pia started rooting around, blue eyes opened and trying to find her food. She laughed softly, adjusting her just a bit so she could latch easily, sighing softly at all of it. Something about this… it was relaxing and yet fulfilling all at once… Not something she was familiar with. She would come and settle back into Jacobs lap there, just the three of them together, she wasn’t quite ready to give Jacob up just yet.*



(07:09:29 )

ϕ₦ḁṷṭḯḷṓṷṩϕ



ᶲI Loved Her Not For The Way She Danced With My Angelsᶲ

°But For The Way The Sound Of Her Name Could Silence My Demons°

°°°

says to .°.a sky full of stars.°: *Oh he wanted so so so badly to give her a bit of turnabout, to grab up a pair of scissors along with a nice chunk of her hair, threatening to cut it off. When she rebelled or fought, to simply snap back at her and tell her it’s just hair. Seriously she was pushing it, and he KNEW she was aware of it too, little bitch that she was just adored it too much for her not to know. He growled out right back at her, words sharper than perhaps she was used to hearing from him, cut off at the ends rather than flowing.*”Stop being such a bitch, and acting like you know everything, it’s annoying…. I’m not getting pms, your ass just jumped on your menstrual cycle and is running everyone over.”*She had risen up and bitten into his neck then, just diving down into the flesh, ripping into it more than an actual bite. It had stung like a mother fucker, and he had wanted to pull back so damn badly, the only think that kept him from doing so was the fact that he knew she needed it… They both did… Until he could figure out just how to stabilize then, this right here was the best thing he could do for them, it would sustain them for a little while… That was about the last… clear thought he had, the last one that wasn’t tinted in red and black… He just submitted to it, he knew it was going to happen sooner or later, that balance can’t remain forever. The fact of the matter was he needed to dip into both sides from time to time, and earlier when he had punched that tree, he knew he was pushing his time limit… He had been pushing it for a bit too, he had lasted longer than he thought he could have, making him a bit proud honestly. He hadn’t been free of the darkness like that since he was quite young indeed, and he was still trying to remember, just how the hell did a person live normally? It didn’t matter… it was nighttime now, at least for him… He had fisted his fingers in her hair, the other had slid down to grab her ass, exerting his control without having to do more than grab her. He had shifted, from top to bottom, right back to the way he had been… His eyes had reverted right on that to their ember color, always shifting like glowing, living coals… The grey was done, that was simply a mental effect of the other side, but he wasn’t having any of it… Every fine line, every single crease was gone, and he was once more ageless, flawless…. He was…ideal…and just the way she remembered. He chuckled when she asked if it was a threat or a promise, and he tilted his head a bit there, tapping his chin.* “I want your pussy wrapped about my cock too much, you can call it a…guarantee… But I won’t promise you will like every bit of it… We have… what is it now…five years to make up for?.... I am going to gape that pussy you know… you’ll probably a bleed a bit if you don’t keep soaking wet for me… and I’ll definitely bruise your thighs… Probably fuck that little ass of yours…” *He had gripped her jaw there, nails leaving perfect little indents in her skin as he drug the flat, hot wet length of his tongue over her skin to gather up that bit of blood there that she had wasted. He had tossed her back when he was done, not caring if she landed on her ass or not, he knew she could handle it and she sure as shit wasn’t some fragile little flower. More like a dandelion in the cracks of concrete, you just can’t her, no matter how much you abuse her she just comes back even better than before. He heard her want a hot young little thing, causing him to reach out, to fist his fingers in those curly snow locks of hers. He had forced her head to the side, just looking down the expanse of her lovely white skin there, the way it was all so taut when he forced her at this angle. It was so pretty, rather ghostly, almost translucent. He ran the flat of his tongue up her neck then, from the top of those little leather harnesses, right on up to the tip of her ear before he would start to whisper to her there… He made sure each little words was a puff of hot air on that wet skin there, tracing, dancing about in the delicate dips and curls of her lovely little ear.*”Oh you now I’ll pick her in the end, I can’t stand some of these ugly bitches, bloody cookie cutters… There is one or two gems here though…. I think let’s… have you go pure black hair… and bright blue eyes… with lovely pale skin…. A sweet pink little slit…. You can jump into her… Right as I start to rape her… Hear her screaming, fighting, trying to resist what is happening to her… Oh I am just going to… adore that resistance… You can get on her tits too, we’ll make sure her mind is nothing but a wrecked mess, covered in cum and blood, her pretty little lips dribbling all that jizz… When you jump into her then, you don’t have any resistance, there won’t be much of a mind left when we are done with her… “*He had released her then, making his way to leave, het trusted the kids to handle themselves just fine in his absence. The sound of that leather creaking while me moved was a sound he had missed, he did so adore leather really, but the other one wasn’t fond… He chuckled softly when she made the joke about his good side, raising a brow at her, running his tongue across his lower lip.*”And what… Yours isn’t? The fact is, our good sides suit… Our dark sides suit… We both need our sides or we can’t be in harmony. I refuse to let you just….fade away… or for the two of you to merge, or split for too long… I want you EXACTLY as you are… to switch from one to the other, keeping that perfect little pussy just the way I like it.”*He turned, to come over to where she was sitting, a saucy little thing in that leather outfit on top of that counter there…. He nodded his head there, coming to where she was sitting, to stand in front of her.*”Deal… When you come out, let Sybelle know, so she will tell him….He will make sure that I am waiting, and you won’t see him once.”*He had went and told her then, about his first little hit as it were, the bitch that irritated the fuck out of him… Going on about how he would snap off each of her fingers, use them to fuck her own pussy, before quilling her enough to make her look like the chicken she was. Her response was perfect, it fired him, just as it did her… He reached out, grabbing her by her throat and gripped her, pressing his finger to his lips… He would slam her down into the counter there, not hard enough to hurt, but enough to let her know who was taking the lead right now. He would release her throat when she had submitted, laid down like he wanted to, before he would pull away just a moment. He then would push her thighs open, slapping down on them hard if she tried to close them*



(07:09:40 )

ϕ₦ḁṷṭḯḷṓṷṩϕ



ᶲI Loved Her Not For The Way She Danced With My Angelsᶲ

°But For The Way The Sound Of Her Name Could Silence My Demons°

°°°

says to .°.a sky full of stars.°: *Once her thighs were spread, he would begin to run his fingertips along the inside, towards the end where it’s ultra-sensitive… Just little circles at first, little swirls… Closer and closer he would rise, teasing and taunting her, fucking with her little head the nearer he got to her leather clad pussy.*”You can bite her tongue out as soon as we get in the door… Then we’ll stitch her fucking whore mouth shut… our personal little voodoo doll… She can still scream oh yes, we want the screams… and as we go along, we’ll make sure she screams so hard she rips those stitches… What a lovely bloody mess her mouth will be then… “*He would pause, right on the ouside of those rather clearly defined cunt of hers, his fingers just tracing her there…. Before he would pinch down on her skin, gradually increasing the pressure of his fingers as he talked to her, making sure she felt it all.*”We’ll truss her up like a fucking turkey… hang her from the ceiling over the bathtub… With each little cut, we’ll make sure she is bleeding right into your bath… If you want, I’ll even have you settle in there while I do it, like a bloody little rain shower…. We’ll have to get more though, these humans… they bleed such pathetically small amounts… I think we can hit up a few places… There are some women that have…been rather bad… and most of them are at least… pretty… One of them even just had a baby… She’ll be nice and fat with blood… then we’ll split her like a ripe, blond little piggy… “*He would give the insides of her thighs a nice, hard twist before letting go, only to slap his hands down on the very spots he had just left. He had ordered her to stay silent, and he trusted her to do so, because she knew what would happen if she didn’t… He then began to rub the skin softly, soothing that scalding hot flesh there, just gentle little strokes.*”And you know that I’ve been saving for you?... It was supposed to be for our anniversary but… This will have to do… Our nice little night out together… A have a bottle I kept from Gia… When we crashed her party fifteen years ago… A true bottle of deaths head wine… as well as some of her special mushrooms and those lovely little…special cigarettes… Let’s get really, REALLY high tonight, drag these bitches off to the ruined village where no one is there to hear… If we’re lucky, there will even be some corpses there to play with, to really set the scene… I am thinking… All the while we do this… having your new body watch… Oh she’ll he such a sexy, hot little mess… You’ll adore it… Then you and I will fuck… and fuck… and fuck….”*Each time he said the word, he would slap his hand against her leather bound slit, making it sting, enough to make her want to jump.*”I’ll have you dribbling cum from every fucking hole… All over your tits… all over your ass… your back, your belly… Of course, I’ll make sure this new body is sterile, don’t want any….inferior fucking bastards…. Just lots of hard, hot, brutal sex… Now tell me, Princess… This makes you wet, doesn’t it? I bet right now, those pretty leather pants are getting quite damp on the inside… You’re going to stay right there… just as you are…laid out on your back… Don’t you fucking move or I’ll make you pay for it…”*He came around the other side of the counter then, reaching out and grabbing her hair, dragging her down the table as if she were just a toy… But she was a toy though, his toy, his little fuck doll… He would position her so her head was hanging off the edge there, right at the level of his crotch, so she could see every move he made. He began to unfasten his pants there, taking his sweet ass time about it too, making sure he revealed every inch of that dangerously thick cock of his encased in all that leather. A flex of magic for a moment, and he had a set of black little balls in his hand, the sound of glass clanking could be heard. He reached down between her thighs there, forcing his hand into the top of her pants there, sliding it lower until she could feel those hot glass balls against her slit.*”Ben wa balls Princess… You are going to come with me when I am done with you, and we will walk to gather up every little toy of ours…and you will keep those little balls inside your little slit the whole time, won’t you? You won’t even THINK about letting one of them slip out, because you know that would be bad… and you don’t want to be bad for me, do you?... To disappoint your favorite little playmate?”*That dark, evil, sexy laugh of his, so husky and rasped… He looked down, watching her face as he slid first one ball, then the other right into her cunt. She could feel how heavy they were, yet surprisingly small, and that it wouldn’t be easy to hold them in and still do stuff. He had then freed his cock, grabbing it by the hilt, slapping it against her cheek so she felt the solid thunk of it each time.*”Open up… I want to skull fuck you right now… Right on down the back of your throat…DO you think you can still keep your title, being the best little cock gobbling whore this side of Naggoth?.... Or have you gotten out of habit while I’ve been gone? I can always break you in again if you did… But I am going to find out anyways… “*He would then slap that scorching hot cock of his against her lips, and if she didn’t part, he would smack them hard enough to make her teeth cut the inside of them.*”Come on Princess… Suck my fucking cock like you own it…”

…The..Curse..Ends..Here…



Dr. Jacob Anikin

..Stop trying to fix yourself, you’re not broken..

..You are perfectly imperfect, and powerful beyond measure..

says to ‡Ţŕįʼn: .. he laughed along with her when she was in the middle of her little giggle fit there.. yes.. they were going to be in for one hellova ride.. the pair of them..he had a feeling those kids.. the three of them would be insanely cheeky.. giving them a run for their money- ..Oh yes.. I do believe we are going to be very.. very busy for quite a few many years with those three.. .. he shook his head a little.. even trying to bring up the image of their children .. oh it just made him laugh.. with her stubbornness and spunk.. ohh they’d be in for a lot of trouble.. he listened when she called him silly butt and that she didn’t really want anything from him.. but that she would certainly enjoy him cleaning and combing those beautiful golden locks of hers- .. Well.. consider it done angel.. I’d be happy to settle in nice and comfortably there in that bath with you.. washing your hair.. .. his fingers would stroke through it once more.. drawing it over the opposite shoulder so he could lean down a touch to press his lips to that gentle curve- .. and then to brush it for you.. a slow.. drawn out act.. till you were so supremely comforted that you could just drift off into a blissful little nap.. . he lifted his head once more till his chin came to rest there atop her hair.. his lids having fallen closed in that moment.. he was happy just to rest there.. to sit with her so comfortably.. until he felt that slap there upon his shoulder.. he blinked and then laughed when he heard the reason for it.. Oh he couldn’t hide the blush even if he wanted to.. the thoughts of it alone were enough to send his cheeks beet red.. let alone the actual viewing of it earlier this morning.. that was certainly an eye opener.. and one he enjoyed watching thoroughly.. his head tilted in just a little as she went to whisper close to his ear there.. his blush only deepened a little further when she said she would write to him about it if he wanted.. he cleared his throat a little..- .. I do believe I would like that.. very much.. .. he dragged his lower lip inward a little.. worrying it a touch.. it would certainly do well to keep him company while he was away.. though it would no doubt make him also terribly uncomfortable to read it.. considering he never dealt with himself.. it wasn’t something he had done before..- .. I know you two will keep each other company.. that’s all that matters to me.. .. he pressed his lips to her cheek there.. just a light little kiss with a smile.. though the soft blush was remaining.. the thoughts of her being even tighter made him shift a little on the seat he was currently upon.. he wasn’t sure that was even possible.. she was already that damn tight.. it was quite a glorious feeling really.. she was like a vice at times.. but.. saying she could be worse?.. well now.. that ought to be very.. very interesting.. she went on to say she hoped he would be back in time to feel them kicking.. nodding his head- .. it’s certainly an interesting feeling.. at least from an outsiders point of view.. I have been lucky enough to have been examining a few pregnant women when their babies have decided to kick up a mini storm in there.. it’s almost surreal really .. like it shouldn’t be possible.. and yet.. it is.. I do hope I am not gone long at all.. I want to be with you there to enjoy every moment of this pregnancy with you.. .. he softly stroked her arms.. - .. and yes.. you are right.. Braxton Hicks.. those lovely contractions to get you prepared for what your body is going to put you through down the track.. they can be quite scary for a first time mother.. . his hands slid back down the length of her back there to rest against the upper swells of her ass there.. just holding her close- .. But as long as I am around I will be able to help you.. though it all.. and assure you of what is happening.. whats going right.. and what if anything happens to go wrong.. and how we can correct it.. you can push all those worries out of your mind my love.. I will take very.. very good care of you.. .. he offered her a smile..- . every pregnancy I have dealt with.. that Ihave helped with from the start right through to the birth has gone pretty smoothly.. one or two had a couple of hiccups.. but I have had nothing but live births.. and I am not about to tarnish that record anytime soon.. let me assure you.. .. he rested his head against hers.. listening when she spoke about him being the only one she trusted with her emotions.. to break down the walls that she had built up over the years..- .. We can always go out into the garden.. We can always just stand and leave the room at any point.. any time.. day or night.. If you ever feel like you are going to break down.. if you feel that its all becoming to much and you need to eject yourself from the situation for a short while.. then just take my hand.. and I will go with you.. where-ever you wish.. when-ever you wish.. without question.. without hesitation.. .. she spoke on when his birthday was.. and how old he was going to be.. he nodded his head- .. Ahh.. yes.. 20 years on the surface.. .. he chuckled.. - .. such an odd age really.... his right hand slowly slid up along her arm there.. he listened when she spoke of her age.. how she was locked in at 18 that she couldn’t physically age from that point.. but that she was in fact closer to forty.. if not a little bit more.. his brows furrowed when she said she hoped her age didn’t upset him- .. Why on earth would your age upset me?..When you really love someone.. age, distance, height and weight are just numbers.. .. he shrugged his shoulders- .. Plus.. if I was to really get down into the maths of it.. I am actually older than you.. just not on the surface.. back at home.. I am closer to 120.. .. he shot her a wink there and laughed.. his attention slowly shifted there.. when Pia started to fuss.. he released his hold on her when she slowly slid out of his lap to pick her up.. he watched her then with such a smile.. watched how she interacted with little Pia.. she went to settle back there upon his lap.. but he went to stand and offered her the seat there.. pressing his lips to her forehead- .. no.. you relax.. Ill go get those blankets and pillows from upstairs.. I wont be long.... he stepped out of the office there as quietly as he could.. leaving the door slightly adjar as he headed up onto the other level.. it would take a bit of hunting around but he was soon able to land his hands down upon the bedding.. before he would return back down with his arms full-

.°.a sky full of stars.°.



…Sybelle Anikin...

…He came into my life like lightning in the darkness…

.jagged and white hot.

says to ϕ₦ḁM: .. she looked toward him when he spoke about how much he wanted her pussy wrapped about his cock.. that what she gathered was an idle threat was more of a guarantee.. but that he was going to gape it good and proper.. that she’d end up bleeding and bruised by the end of it..- .. You’re just trying to flick my switches with all that dirty talk.. of bruising and blood.. .. she lifted her hand.. wagging a single finger at him there.. he had gripped onto her jaw then.. his nails were leaving those perfect little crescent shaped marks.. his tongue sliding across her cooler flesh just made her murmur.. made her tingle and shudder.. before he just threw her back like a doll.. she shook it off.. reaching up to flick her hair out of her eyes before he would grab it once more.. balling his fist into those frosty white locks before he forced her to sit up.. elongating her neck so he got quite a view of that supple lean perfect little body of hers.. her breath caught there in her throat when that tongue began to torment her again.. this time sliding from the base of her neck all the way up to the very sharpened point of her ear.. and she trembled.. her body betraying her easily and he would have picked up on every little bit of it.. she listened when he spoke about picking her hot little body.. that well she had told him it would be up to him to choose.. that she’d have black hair this time.. and bright blue eyes with lovely pale skin.. that he’d rape her.. that thius body would scream, fight and resist him.. and how much he would adore the fight.. she began to chew on the inside of her cheek there.. oh the image alone from all of it was so undeniably hot.. she was having to fuse those leather clad thighs of hers together just a little bit tighter.. - .. please.. yes.. .. she whined.. oh it sounded perfect.. to be able to watch him abuse and torment another.. right before she just claimed that body for her own.. sure it would be temporary.. but she would have so much fun while it was hers.. he had let go of her then and she stumbled back just a little.. before she straightened herself out once more.. flicking her hair back behind her ears.. she watched that ass of his when he walked away from her.. and she took in the sounds those leather pants were making.. the creaking.. oh it was just making her whine in the back of her throat.. her fingers curled inward.. her nails were leaving their own marks upon the insides of her palms.. oh she wanted to touch she so desperately wanted to just grab him.. before she made her way around the opposite side of the counter there.. perching up onto its edge.. she’d made her little smart assed quips then about his good side.. before he would reply about hers.. how the good sides were made for each other.. just like the darker sides were.. that he refused to just let her fade away.. or for the two of them to merge.. Oh no.. he wanted her just as she was.. with two sides.. one sweet as honey.. and one dark as molasses .. she clucked her tongue against the roof of her mouth- .. You just want to have your cake and eat it too!.. .. she couldn’t help the grin that was forming there.. she watched him as he came up to her there.. her heels continued to smack lightly against the counters edge..- .. Should we shake on it?.... she shot him another wink there- .. He had better make sure you’re waiting.. I certainly don’t want to come across him again anytime soon.. all morals and good will.. .. she blinked then when he took her completely by surprise.. grabbing her by the throat.. gripping her.. pressing his fingers to her lips to quieten her.. a not so subtle gesture to shut the fuck up as he slammed her down onto the counter there.. her body arched upward a little.. her breath caught in the back of her throat and those icy white eyes of hers widened just a touch.. her chest rose and fell just a little harder than before.. before he would slowly release the hold he had upon her.. knowing he had her.. right where he wanted her.. he forced her thighs open.. a little wider..she knew better than to draw them back closed.. so they remained.. nice and open for him.. the leather creaking with such a motion.. his fingers began to tauntingly make their way up along her inner thighs.. little swirls.. little circles.. she rocked her head back a little harder against the counter as she bit into her lower lip.. he was getting so so very close to that tightly clad little pussy of hers.. her eyes just about rolled back into her head when he spoke about stitching that whores mouth closed.. hoping she’d rip through those stitches in time and be all bloodied and open.. she swallowed then.. whining just softly.. her body jerked when his fingers began to trace along the outline .. before he would suddenly.. without warning pinch down upon that skin.. gradually increasing that pressure.. her upper body arched up fiercely and she hissed.. forcing her breath through her grit down teeth as her own fingers began to drag marks in the wooden counter top surface.. Fuck she just wanted to yell.. to scream out.. but she knew better.. she was scratching her teeth into that plump lower lip instead.. her poor heart was skipping.. stuttering there in her chest



(09:44:33 )

.°.a sky full of stars.°.



…Sybelle Anikin...

…He came into my life like lightning in the darkness…

.jagged and white hot.

says to ϕ₦ḁM: . Oh and then he continued to torment her mind all the more with the vivid images he was planting there.. trussing that whore up like a turkey.. hanging the body from the ceiling to let it bleed out while she rested beneath it.. enjoying that bloodied shower.. before they’d split her like a ripe little piggy.. another soft whine.. her lids closed over.. he slapped her then.. the sound echoed quite loudly and she stiffened.. her toes curled wildly in those boots of hers.. another hiss.. another few breaths caught there in her throat.. before he would rub the area.. it was all a little bit raw by this stage.. but the rubbing.. oh that felt good.. insanely good.. the sting.. the ache remained.. it just made her tremble all the more.. her breaths were coming out a little quicker.. a little deeper on the inhale.. he spoke about what he had been saving for her.. that it was supposed to be for their anniversary.. but he would give it to her tonight instead.. her lids snapped open when he mentioned deaths head.. and her lips parted.. as well as the musrooms.. and those special cigarettes.. her brows furrowed.. she whined softly.. Oh good god.. that sounded so.. So .. SO good.. all of it.. she so desperately wanted to get high.. to just lose herself.. and then the playtime.. out in the ruined village.. with the corpses.. and the fucking.. oh good god she just about dragged those thighs of hers inward in that moment.. her head rocked to the side.. she had a pained look there upon her features.. though it was far from pain.. oh it was want..it was desire.. need.. she was desparate for it all.. ALL of it.. she wanted it now.. everything he just mentioned.. she slapping though.. right there at the pretty little apex of her thighs made her body jump.. every single time he made contact.. oh that sting was heaven.. she had just about bit through her lower lip completely by this stage.. she swallowed when he asked if it made her wet.. oh she was just about soaked through.. the only reason it didn’t show was because of the leather.. she was feeling quite hot indeed.. hot and slick and he’d barely even touched her.. her shoulders sunk when he threatened her.. that she wasn’t to move.. or she’d pay.. before he himself moved and he reached for her hair.. dragging her across the table by it.. she clenched her eyes closed.. a quiet little cry sounding through her teeth as her nails left a long line of scratches along the counter top.. her head soon dropped off the edge of the bench there.. those long frosty locks hanging loose.. the curls bouncing.. she blinked her gaze open.. focusing then upon what was directly before her.. her breath caught audibly when she noticed his crotch was Right there.. and she couldn’t possibly tear her eyes away from it.. she’d watch him closely as he began to unfasten his belt.. and he was going so.. so closely.. it was such a tease and he’d barely even begin.. her knees drew up.. her thighs in together as they squeezed in just a touch.. she could feel that slick wetness there.. it was just making it all the more worse…she could see the outline of that thick hardened cock of his.. it was unmistakable really.. there.. being held captive by those tight leather pants.. oh she so wanted to just reach for it.. to drag it out.. to touch it..her fingers were curling inward at the thought alone.. before she felt the prickle of the magic in the air.. and then she saw those two little black balls.. her ears twitched a little to the sounds they made.. before he leant forward.. forcing his hand down into those tight little pants of hers.. she sucked in a sudden breath.. her thighs parted naturally of course.. and she murmured when he began to slide those hot little balls against that slick wet slit of hers.. her brows furrowed.. she wriggled a little.. she’d never heard of these ben wa balls before.. she swallowed.. listening as he spoke of her coming with him when he was done with her.. and that she was going to keep those balls inside her the whole time.. that she was not to let them go.. she nodded her head.. - .. yes.. .. she whined softly- .. I will keep them there.. the whole time.. .. she whispered.. before she’d shake her head when he asked if she’d be bad..- .. don’t want to be bad for you.. no.. don’t want to disappoint you.. .. she felt a shiver snake its way up the length of her spine in that moment.. Oh his laugh.. that dark evil sexy little sound.. oh it just made her want to melt right down into the table.. her gaze lifting to look to him when he slid that first ball in.. her lips parted and she moaned.. her eyes widened just a little more.. feeling the weight of them.. before he would slide in the second.. they were small.. but.. quite noticeable for her.. she’d have her work cut out for her if she was going to keep them in there for the whole time..she felt him shifting.. releasing that cock of his.. allowing her to lay her eyes upon it.. that thick hardened length.. she chewed on the inside of her cheek once more.. her lids closed when he slapped it against her cheek.. demanding she open up.. his desire to skull fuck her.. to force her throat to accept every scolding hot inch there was.. she didn’t need to be asked twice.. those sweet plump little lips of hers opened for him.. whilst those eyes of hers remained up.. looking to him.. watching him.. when he shoved it in she’d take ever sweet inch with a deeper breathy groan.. drawing those lips in tightly whilst that talented tongue of hers flicked against the underside-

‡Ţŕįʼnįţŷ‡



♥ There He Stood, As Steady on One Leg as Any of the Other Soldiers on their Two. ♥

♥ But Just You See, He'll be the Remarkable One. ♥

[Love is Composed of a Single Soul Inhabiting Two Bodies]

says to …The..Curse..Ends..Here…: *Oh she couldn’t help the smile there really, she just couldn’t, it made her so happy really. Just the image of the three of them, such active little balls of energy running all over the house, out in the yard and through all the fields… Taking them to the pools to teach them to swim, watching them splash around like little fish, only to dry off in the sun as she did… Then at bed, having all of them curled in with her and Jacob with sleepy eyes and drooping heads, listening to their bedtime story before being tucked into their own little sleeping arrangements… She wanted it all and more, she wanted to teach them how to pick the best fruit from the trees, or how to make their own little kites from twigs and newspapers… She wanted to make them little stuffed animals, to buy them little tea sets and toy cars, toy balls with bright colors and shapes…. She knew that there would be days when she would just put her face in the pillow and scream, days when they were sick and grouchy and she was tired, or days when they just simply didn’t want to listen to her despite the fact she would never have anything but their absolute best interest at heart… Oh but every groan, every single tear streaked night over sick babies, every moment that she had with them… Would be beautiful… Good or bad, it would be the greatest adventure for her, the last piece she was missing in her life. She knew with her temperament and Jacob’s, the way they could be both quite stubborn, and the bit of a goofy, teasing nature they had… Their babies would be a blast, a crazy, topsy turvy blast.*”Oh I don’t doubt it… Pia is such a sweet baby, she hardly fusses and she is so quiet usually, she isn’t demanding to be held all the time either… As she grows up, I know she will get her own little personality, they all will… I know they will all make us laugh quite often, and I am sure they will be such sharp little things, we’ll have to put all the treats and things up as high as we can… I swear I can see them working in cahoots, standing on each other’s shoulders and such to get into the cookie jars… Oh goddess… Oh Jacob, as cute as that is going to be, I think I’ll be worried sick about them getting hurt when they get into little antics like that… At the same time though, you know they can do it, they’re our babies… There is no way they can’t, they will be so very smart because of their daddy, and they’ll just plot so many things to do every day….”*She was looking forward to it more and more honestly, even though she knew in her heart she would probably suffer about a thousand little heart attacks until they were their own little grownups, she wouldn’t change a single second of it. She would probably stay thin her whole life, and eat whatever she wanted, because once these little ones got their legs under them she knew they would never stop. She didn’t really want gifts, in truth, everything about the engagement he had given her, plus the beautiful music box when they had moved into the cottage… Oh she had been quite spoiled indeed… She really didn’t ask for many things, she was more about the little things, like long naps together in the sun versus something you could buy. She did so adore her hair being played with though, oh she just went utterly catatonic, just melted really… Just spending some time in the bath with him, washing him down and letting her hands run all over his body, washing his hair… Then having him return the favor? Goodness, what in the world could a person want more than that? That right there was just a dream really, it would be quite the spoiling of the senses, leaving her in a sort of textile catatonic state… She was so happy he said he would do it for her though, making her smile there for him, curling into him just a bit more.*”Oh please do Jacob, really, I would love to drift off into sleep like that… I would just sleep for hours I know it…”*Oh he had been quite naughty then, talking about her and Sybelle sleeping together, knowing exactly what was going on in his beautiful mind. She had been blushing herself, feeling really quite naughty, and called him out for it too. She heard him laughing there, just glad he was laughing, she just utterly adored that sound. She had leaned up to tease him back, telling him she would gladly send him those letters, bits of stories of her bedroom adventures with Sybelle… She could certainly feel the blush coming off of his cheeks there, the way he just seed to light up on his cheeks, the way he had to clear his throat a bit before telling her he would enjoy it indeed. She thought he would, after all, it would certainly keep him warm at night… Her fingers curled into his shirt a bit there, just savoring the feel of that fabric against her skin there, the heat of his skin beneath it.*”I promise I will then, all the good bits of course, I’ll try my best to paint you quite the mental imagine… As for Sybelle and I, I think she will be so busy catching up with her family, all of her friends that she will be too exhausted to play with me much… But you my love, have left me some outrageously good memories, I am sure I will be alright until you come home… Well… I won’t be insane…not completely… “*She giggled with the kiss to her cheek there, the blush on his cheeks was precious, making her raise her head to kiss along it softly. She felt him shift there a bit, her lids dropping just a bit, making her bite her lip just a touch. Really, oh who was she kidding, she would be utterly bat shit before he got home… She hoped they sold some sort of toys in Arvandor, because she would need a good hard fucking, and often or she would lose her mind. That or Sybelle was somehow able to buy a strap on or grow a cock… Honestly, she almost felt bad for Jacob, she was only as…. Accommodating as she was right now because of how often he was stretching her out. By the time he got home if it took more than a month, she would be virgin tight, and he would truly get a work out sinking to the hilt in her… Oh Goddess help him when she came too, she would probably blow his mind then, the way she would pull him in or push him out… they would be at it for hours, and she would just be a soaked, sopping mess before she was done really. Just thinking about it was making her wriggle just a bit, tugging on that sweet little bell, making her give a silent gasp. Oh Goddess… She was… Oh he had just broken her really, all she could do was think about his cock, about the next time they would make love… All he had to do was just mention something mildly sexual and she was just a ball of kinky clay for him to mold, all too willing to follow, to do what ever he asked of her. She had to switch topics, or she would have her skirt lifted and his cock out in a minute flat!*



(11:58:44 )

‡Ţŕįʼnįţŷ‡



♥ There He Stood, As Steady on One Leg as Any of the Other Soldiers on their Two. ♥

♥ But Just You See, He'll be the Remarkable One. ♥

[Love is Composed of a Single Soul Inhabiting Two Bodies]

: *She had talked about how she hoped he would be home when the babies started to kick, so he could feel their strong little movements, to reassure her when things changed and she wasn’t sure about what to do.*”I have never felt one before, a baby kicking, I think… I think I felt the girls moving once, just a day or two before the accident, it was like…. A funny little gas bubble almost… It was so strange… I just know that those fake contractions… They’re scary, your right… I don’t want to be alone when they happen, I don’t want to know what that feels like, not without you there to tell me all is alright… I know it’s a little selfish, but it’ true, it really is…”*She curled into him, sighing softly at those sweet gentle pettings on her arms, the smooth strokes that just made her melt a bit each time. She listened as he reassured her, telling her than he had delivered more than a few babies, and though once or twice there was a hiccup, he had never once had a stillborn or an injured baby. She was honestly so glad that he was to be her husband, that if anything did go wrong, that he could swoop in and help her when others might not be able too. She was still quite determined to keep him out, to make him see it from the fathers side of the glass, versus the doctors… But if it came down to the health, the wellbeing of their babies, of course she would have him pulled in in a second. She just hoped that she went into labor like a cat, a bit of pain, but over fast with no complications. She wanted to hold their babies, to see that light head resting so close to her darker brother, to hear their screams as they were born into the new world… It was like waiting for Christmas…*”I am so, so glad my love… I am going to try to keep you in the position of waiting father, to imagine you tearing a run into the carpet with your pacing, to know your ears are straining to hear the first cries… I want to have a fast, easy delivery for our babies, as trauma free for them as it can be… I want to be able to hold them as you come in, to hear them scream for the first time, to tell me what you see when you look at them… But I also love knowing that if something happens, when things might not be as good as we hope, that you will be right there to come in and make sure everything goes right… It helps sooth me, truly it does, knowing that we all will be in such good hands…” *She smiled softly, nodding her head when he said she could just tell him, that they would leave together if she needed. She wouldn’t need it often, but the fact that he had given her the option, telling her that he would be there for her when ever she needed him… counted for a lot… Just knowing that… It was a balm to turbulent waters, and it touched her heart, made her feel just hat much safer in his arms.*”I won’t need it often, I have some strong shoulders for as small as they are, but knowing that you are there for me when I may need it helps me so much… It’s more than anyone has ever offered me before, and I have to admit, it’s a sweet security I never expected…”*He had asked her then, if she knew how old he was, which she stated quite a matter of fact really. He was turning twenty from what she was told, and from what she had heard, so naturally she took people at their word. When he had asked her her own age, of she had felt so embarrassed really, since she was about twice his age… Really, who wants to go through that? To have to admit to the man you love more than life, the father of your children, that you are old enough to technically be his mother? She had apologized to him after she told him, that though her body would never go past that sweet perfection of a nubile eighteen year old, she was quite a bit older than him. Some men would be utterly put off by it, and she couldn’t have blamed them for it either. Something about the way he said surface years though… Something about that… It niggled her brain just a little bit…*”Some men would find it…disgusting… that I am twice their age… I do love you so very much, it was a little bit of a shock for me to find out you were twenty, you are just so mature… I always thought you were older than me though, I truly did, you’re so very well put together…”*She watched him shrug his shoulders, only to rather bowl her over a bit, when he admitted his age… Well, his other age. Her jaw just fell a bit there, blinking up at him, those big eyes even wider in shock.*”A hundred and twenty? See! I knew it!”*She started to giggle there, feeling a bit better about her own mental faculties, that she was right that he was older than her. She caught that wink there, the laugh as he knew he had her, making her laugh right along with him. She shook her head softly, about to go in and kiss him, when Pia started to fuss a bit. She had her nice nap after her little adventure outside, and rather like clockwork, she was ready to be fed. She had slid out of his lap then, to go and get their little girl, setting her up to feed. She couldn’t help the feeling of instant gratification she got, the way feeding Pia just satisfied a deep need inside her, blanketing her in a sort of calm she couldn’t describe. She had gone back to sit in his lap, only for him to pop up and give her the nice, warm seat he had been in. She looked up at him, nodding her head softly as she smiled, holding Pia close against her.*”I trust you… Just make sure you knock on the doors first, Mina might have snuck up with her stable master, and we won’t want to interrupt her tryst if she is having one…”*She laughed softly, running her fingers over Pia’s sweet blond locks, seeing how much lighter they were after being in the sun today. She just settled back there, warm and content in the chair, and before she knew it she had dozed off… She was quite exhausted honestly… She had been up hours before anyone else, and had gone to bed a bit later too, cleaning up the kitchen and putting all the food away before it spoiled… Running to the Orphanage to get Pia, coming home to make that big breakfast, then all the running and playing about afterwards… In truth, she was quite pooped! She simply nodded off there, Pia safe and warm in her arms, her head falling back into the corner of that chair as she fell into a deep sleep almost instantly.*




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ϕ₦ḁṷṭḯḷṓṷṩϕ



ᶲI Loved Her Not For The Way She Danced With My Angelsᶲ

°But For The Way The Sound Of Her Name Could Silence My Demons°

°°°

says to .°.a sky full of stars.°: *He couldn’t help the dark little chuckle there, the way she said he was turning her on, flipping her switches there with all that dark, kinky talk he was giving her. Honestly, he was being quite blunt about it, he certainly wasn’t just talking to turn her on. He hadn’t tore up that sweet pussy since he got Aysil on her, that night after the last war, in the field of frozen corpses. Five years… that’s a bit of a time to go between good hard fuck sessions, and he was a little less than satisfied… He would most likely leave her a mess by the time he was done with her, probably have all of her sweet little holes utterly gaped out, and cum just everywhere… Now, he could control it when he wanted to, to hold back his orgasm for as long as he wanted… That wasn’t his goal though, not at the least, he wanted to cum as much as he possibly could. He wanted to fuck her stupid, force so much cum into her little pussy that she would spurt and squish just breathing, gushing if she moved more than that. It wasn’t like he didn’t have the skill to keep himself hard even after orgasm, that was rather the plan after all, to just keep constantly hard and unload into every little hole she had until he couldn’t produce anymore… And he had five years worth of it saved up, just for her…. She would be coated….He grinned just a bit there, watching her a moment, a brow raising just slightly.*”I never try, I always succeed, and the fact your even talking about it is all the proof I need to know… If you think the bruising and the blood Is going to be good, imagine how it’s going to be when I gape your ass and just pump you full of cum, speeding your little slut cheeks to watch all that cum come dribbling out your little tight star… You’ll be so full, you wont be able to move with sounding like you swishing… I promise you… I have five years of saved up sexual….need. So you see, it’s quite the guarantee, I am going to bleed and bruise you like a sweet little peach…”*He had grabbed her jaw then, gathering up the blood there before pushing her back, watching her look like a kitten that one nudges aside with their foot. She had started that little quip again which just had him draw her back, grabbing her about the throat before running the flat of his tongue up from her neck to the tip of her ear, tormenting her with the words he spilled into those delicate little hollows there. He told her about the little body he had his eye on for her, a pretty little thing really, more than tempting enough to lure any man she wanted into her tent without a doubt. He told her how he would rape that little body there, making her scream, drawing out each little action as he pumped it full of cum. There was no better way to take over a body than when you destroy the mind, break it until it’s useless, then it’s the perfect little puppet. With the force of rape he would instill on the pretty little blue eyed woman he had in mind, the force of it all, oh she would just be a complete and total wreck. He was looking forward to the fight really, to feel those useless nails rake down his skin, to hear the shrill screams and pleas to not do it… And he would do it… Oh he would, over and over, and over again… He heard her beg then, to plead about it, wanting so very badly to watch him do it.*”Oh you know I will… I am going to break her mind, make it a nice, smooth take over for you… Of course, fucking her tight, hot, wet little cunt is going to be delicious too… Especially the way she’s going to try to push me out, push me away, making her cunt just that might tighter… Honestly, it’s going to be outrageously delicious…”*He had moved on then, coming across to the front of the building to stand by the door, leaning against the frame there as she had come over to him and sitting her pert little ass on the counter. He grinned when she called him out on wanting his cake and eating it too, raising his hand to tap against the side of his head, as if he was forgetting something. He would snap his fingers then, as if remembering what it was he was forgetting*”Oh yeah, that’s right, I’m not the only one who benefits from this! We both get our cake, and we BOTH eat it too, which is how it should be for people like us. We’re not exactly rabble my little Princess, there is no reason for us to have our cake, and yet not be able to eat it. The world is our cake, and we will cut it, slice it, mash it, and eat it whenever the hell we want to. You love it too Sydel, even if you try to deny it, you never could hide what you loved from me…”*He caught that wink there, the ask of whether or not he wanted to shake on it. He couldn’t help tilting his head there for a moment, that gaze of his just raking you over from top to bottom, before shaking his head.*”I just find that bit…. A little hilarious….Shake on it? As if! With you, I won’t take anything less than a blood pact, my pretty one. As for him…”*He meant the other side of him, the one that had been asleep for a long, long, long time…. The one that was perhaps not messing up as bad as he thought, but rather, a certain white witch of theirs might be fucking with her head a bit more than those other sides realized.*”He has no reason to fail in my deliverance… If he fails, well then I will just come out on my own later, and leave him a mess to clean up. Now….”*He would have reached out then, a vicious little grin on his face as his fingers wrapped around her throat, pressing his finger to her lips to silence any further words. He didn’t want to talk about their other sides, there was no reason nor purpose to it, not when they had a nice long night ahead of them. Besides, talking about such mundane things was just… boring… He had slammed her into that counter there, making sure she hit hard enough to know EXACTLY what was going on, that he wasn’t exactly….playing… She had gotten time with his other side to be a pain in the ass, to fuck with him, to make things difficult… Now…Now it was his time in the light as it was, and someone was going to remember that he wasn’t all good… He still had his dark side too… He had started to part her thighs, and she did well not to resist him honestly, or she might have found herself on the receiving end of some….corrective behavior. He had started to gently stroke along the inside of her thighs, just sweet little nothings really, taking his time as he did it. He wanted to make sure she thought about every little action of his fingers, knowing he was slowly make his way up to that spot that he knew was just…begging for his attentions.*



(23:29:52 )

ϕ₦ḁṷṭḯḷṓṷṩϕ



ᶲI Loved Her Not For The Way She Danced With My Angelsᶲ

°But For The Way The Sound Of Her Name Could Silence My Demons°

°°°

says to .°.a sky full of stars.°: *All the while he tormented, he teased, he titillated her with all the little images of what they were going to do to that bitch in town… Some people just… need to be… Well… Killed. Be it the stroke of a tongue, or of a pen, sometimes the things you say DO come home to roost. He would have… Oh so much fun! So much fun with that one. He heard her whining the closer he got, knowing right about now, her pretty little pussy was starting to clench… It would be then when he began to trace along the sides of it, just fucking with her really, letting her think that she was about to get a sweet treat. As if. It had been For. Ever. Since he got to play with her, why give her the sweet first, when she bitter was just as fun? He had closed his fingers over that thin leather there, pinching it hard, tight between his fingers… He did it slowly, gradually, so the pressure built up and made her feel it all so much more. She did well though, those thighs didn’t clamp on his hand, nor did she make a sound. He rewarded her by giving her more details, about how he would set her up in a nice little tub, slowly bleeding that bitch out over her so she could take a scarlet shower. She was still whining now and then, but really, he could tolerate that… They were soft little things, not anything to alert the others in the building to his presence, to what these two dark angels were doing at the front of a very innocent library. He had released her then for a moment, only to slap against her hot little core. Oh he was sure it ached like a BITCH, and that was exactly what he wanted, because his soft caress right after would have broken most people after that. He told her about his little stash, what he had been saving for them, for their anniversary but tonight would be just as good. Oooooh he had struck something good too, the way she reacted, it was all too clear that she was just chomping at the bit to get at it… The question though…. Was if they should get high before… During… Or after the whole sale slaughter of a few different people… He slapped against her pussy again, and again, and again… She didn’t cry out, she didn’t really make more than a few soft little sounds, jumping a bit but he loved that anyways… His poor little kitten there, all leather bound on the counter there, was probably soaking wet. He was sure if she had been naked, that slapping would have left quite a few wet sounds in the air. He had told her she wasn’t to make a peep then, not to do a damn thing or he would make her pay for it, and she knew this side of him well enough to know pregnant or not, he would take out his pound of flesh for her failure. He had drug her across the counter by her hair, and he didn’t hear even a whimper, just the sound of her nails in that wood. He wanted what he wanted, so what if she hurt a little, she was a kinky bitch like he was and he knew she loved it. He had her where he wanted her then, her head right in front of his crotch, so when she did open those closed little eyes of hers she would get a full view of that lethal weapon. As soon as she did, he began to slowly unfasten his belt there, sliding it out of the hook there until it hung off to the sides. Oh he could tell, the way she tightened up her thighs, her eyes riveted to his cock in such a way he knew she was utterly hooked. Say what she wanted, fuck around with whomever she chose, she would always buckle for his. He had summoned those little balls then, telling her what they were, and what she was to do with them. Small and weighted, they would fight to exit her slick little cunny , so she would actually have to work to keep them in. They made things….quite delightful for both parties, something she would learn later on today after her little…. Work out. He had teased her with them at first, got them all sopping wet before he slid them in, one by one until they were nestled just perfectly inside her. He was laughing on the inside though, seeing her submit so easily to him, knowing her position despite the fact she always verbally denied it. It was adorable almost, just this constant fight with her about it, despite the fact that deep down she knew she wanted it. That dark inner chuckle had come to the fore, dark as the blackest sin, but smoother than anything had a right to be with that graveled like growl.*”Exactly… You will do what you are told, because you know that happens when you don’t…. And you never want to disappoint me do you, my little cock gobbling whore?”*He had finished with that slow reveal, making sure he had taken his time with it, until she was just a mess of anticipation. He had slapped it against her cheek, teasing her with it, telling her he wanted her mouth open. Now. He had slapped it against her lips before she opened them up for him, taking him to the hilt, flicking that sweet little tongue of hers over that thick shaft. He growled softly there, his lips curling into that smile that she just adored, ice cold and viciously cruel. He ran his fingers along her neck, up her jaw, just tender little nothings… As if he was going to be sweet about it… Not a chance in hell. He had reached down to clasp one of his hands about her throat, the other had buried itself in those tight white curls of hers, and he began to fuck her. Not slow, not soft, hell no! He abused that mouth like he would have her pussy, long deep strokes till he felt his cock beneath his hand about her throat, making her take every hot thick inch of him. He didn’t let up, and she would have a hard tie breathing until he gave her a bit of a break, taking shorter strokes so she could breath. He didn’t keep his pace even either, oh no, he made sure it was varied and sudden and utterly unpredictable. He only let up on her just enough so she didn’t faint on him while gobbling his cock, aside from that, he fucked those pretty lips hard enough to bruise. He would just go on and on, fucking that sweet little mouth of hers, until he started to feel the finish coming on. He knew he wanted to cum, hell it was one of tonight’s fun fluids, there was no reason to hold back either. He released her throat there, forcing both hands into her hair then, and shoved his cock all the way down her throat. She could have felt it, the surges of his cock, the hot pulses that meant she was about to get a mouthful. That dark voice was so smooth, so coaxing, slick as oil but with just a hint of a growl at the end from the pleasure of it all.*”Your going to swallow every jet… I don’t care if you fucking drown on it…. You won’t spill a single drop… And when I am done, you’re going to thank me for my kind donation, aren’t you?”

.°.a sky full of stars.°.



…Sybelle Anikin...

…He came into my life like lightning in the darkness…

.jagged and white hot.

says to ϕ₦ḁM: ..he told her in that instant that he never tried.. he simply always succeeded.. - .. You do so sound quite sure of yours.. .. she chewed on that naughty little grin that was settling there upon her features.. her head tilted a little to the side though when he said he had five years of saved up sexual need..that it was an iron clad guarantee that she was going to bleed and be black and blue by the time he was done with her- .. five years mmm?.... her lashes lowered a little.. her eyes half closing as that grin only widened.. mischief was evident in those vacant eyes of hers- .. haven’t ever found someone to take my place? Not in that entire five years?.... he had tormented her in that small space of time.. grabbing a hold of her.. assaulting her with that slick wet tongue of his.. though worst of all.. the one thing that was hitting her the hardest was the words.. he was being outrageously descriptive on this one particular occasion.. and it was driving her insane.. she had perched herself onto the edge of that front counter there watching him as he moved toward the front door.. she hard the clicking of his fingers.. before he explained to her that she was getting quite a bit out of this little.. agreement also.. that it was perfect.. for them.. that it was how it should be.. they weren’t exactly rabble.. and that the world was their cake.. to do with whatever they so chose.. it made sense really.. he approached her once more.. saying he found it funny her idea of wanting to shake on it.. saying that he wouldn’t take anything less than a blood pact from her.. she pursed those sweet slick little lips of hers together.. the grin there was undeniably wicked.. - .. leaving him with a mess to clean up sounds rather ideal really.. you should do that.. just every so often..keep him on his.. toes.. .. it would be then that his demenor would change overall.. he slammed her down upon that counter top.. she arched up a little.. whining softly.. she knew where this was going.. or at least the direction at least.. it had been five years since they had played.. properly.. well really even longer than that.. afterall the act in the field there wasn’t really mutually beneficial.. and he tormented her.. sliding his fingers along that those thin leather slacks of hers.. pinching his fingers against that heated little apex of hers.. making her upper body arch.. making her murmur and hiss.. oh she ached.. she did and the slapping stung like a bitch.. her body stiffened considerably in response so he would have known full well just what that was doing to her.. thankfully those leather slacks were doing well to keep those sweet slick hot little juices contained.. because she was getting rather wet indeed.. he shifted away from her.. dragging her across the table by her hair only to have her head dangling over the edge.. she got quite a view of that hardened length there.. and it just made her whine all the more.. he slid those two little balls into her.. instantly she felt that weight.. the heat coming off them.. oh she would have a job to keep them in there she just knew it.. he slid his hands back up to settle there upon the leather of his slacks.. slowly.. painstakingly slow he revealed that hard thick cock of his.. and she swallowed in response.. oh it had been a while since she’d laid eyes upon it.. up close like this.. a soft breathy whine sounded from the back of her throat .. she couldn’t have helped it if she tried.. it just came out all on its own.. her gaze lifted .. to look to him there.. she heard that gravelled growl.. so dark.. black as sin.. her brows furrowed.. oh how she revelled in it.. she adored it.. it was as smooth as honey to those sharpened ears of hers.. she shook her head a little.. - .. no disappointing no.. .. she’d utter quietly..she knew full well what Could happen if she didn’t do just what he wanted.. he could always at any time turn that around on her and do something even worse.. she’d never put it past him.. so she knew full well to behave.. normally this kind of behaviour.. this kind of .. feeling would have her questioning herself.. flipping him the bird and telling him to fuck right off.. but that voice of his.. coupled with his violent hold.. those eyes.. that look.. oh she just melted right into a puddle there.. he could ask practically anything of her and she’d do it.. he had demanded of her to open those pretty little lips of hers.. and she did so .. drawing them open before he slammed that entire long hardened length into her mouth.. invading it.. filling it.. sliding down into her throat.. making her body stiffen as it took her breath away.. her lids clenched closed.. oh he was getting rough with her.. his hand there upon her throat made her dark little heart stammer.. those sweet little nipples beneath her top hardened instantly. ..his hand in her hair.. almost tearing it from its roots before he would fuck that precious little throat of hers raw.. there was no slowness about it.. nothing soft and gentle.. it was hard, rough and savage.. she gasped and choked.. she spluttered.. her tongue did its best to keep up with the abuse.. the sounds when his cock was released from the vice like grip of her throat were quite exquisite .. loud.. oh she was becoming a little further light headed the longer he went.. she couldn’t possibly predict when he would allow her to take that breath.. though the moment he did she’d gasp in so deeply her chest would rise quickly.. before he would just about wind her once more by filling that mouth and throat of hers in a mere matter of a second.. she whined.. she murmured.. her eyes were actually watering.. she felt him release her throat then.. allowing her to gasp in a few quick short little breaths before he tore into her hair and shoved his cock down into her throat once more.. she felt each of those pulses.. the surges.. before she felt that explosion.. he coated the walls of her throat.. her cheeks.. her tongue.. she spluttered and groaned.. she choked and gagged as her fingers dug those nails of hers further into the wooden bend top.. her toes curled.. her thighs drew in so unbelievably tightly.. her knees lightly rubbed together.. she was so light headed.. her eyes remained closed for the fear of opening them and finding everything just spinning.. oh she was just a wreck-

ϕ₦ḁṷṭḯḷṓṷṩϕ



ᶲI Loved Her Not For The Way She Danced With My Angelsᶲ

°But For The Way The Sound Of Her Name Could Silence My Demons°

°°°

says to .°.a sky full of stars.°: *He heard that little cheek there, the tease, the little prod there. He did have to grin there, one side tilted just a bit more then, revealing those pearly whites. He was always sure of himself, but it was his nature to be so, he had never failed. The other side of him, oh he fucked up often, wasn’t even worth watching really. But himself? Oh yes, yes he was a cocky, arrogant mother fuck and with damn good reason.*”Should I not be? Name one time I have failed, and I might have to cede you a point, but I doubt you’ll find one single place I failed…”*He could tell she was enjoying herself, and to be honest, so was he. The two of them had been apart, truly apart, far too long. The other side of him had started to fight back about six to seven years ago, and it had rather fucked things up for him, and it had certainly made it far less than fun. In that time, things had changed for him, and then that damn idiot had went and let himself die so Sydel could have a body. He had been pissed he had killed her in the first place, it was just a damn kid after all, what did that matter compared to the mother? The two had neatly diverged at that point, and he was grateful for it, because he couldn’t stand that other side anymore. Soft, error prone, and so fucking unsure it made him gag. So he had started to….take things from him… things he had no right to have in the first place… He was drawing his power back, leaving that other side of him a little weaker, a little closer to those fucking humans he adored emulating. Same with much of his skill, his suave nature, leaving him a bit of a mess. He had crafted his skill to perfection, why in the hell should he let his other side use it, when he hadn’t put in any of the time to do so? Besides, the two lead completely different lives now, they never overlapped and that worked for him just fine. He looked over to her there, hearing in her voice, her words that she wanted to be complimented. She was fishing for it too, wanting to hear him tell her sweet little things, to boost her wee little ego. Why not? A little stroking did well, so long as it wasn’t too often, and she didn’t get petulant.*”Why find anyone else? That idiot other side couldn’t make up his mind, but I’ve known for years, why bother trading down when you have the best? It’s like trading Caviar for Tapioca pearls… Just asinine to look for someone else, when I already have the best… Now be good, and stop fishing for compliments Princess, or I’ll gag you…. “*She had made that bit about the cake saying, how people can’t have their cake and eat it too, which never made sense to him really. Why not? It wasn’t as if he were normal, anymore than she was, so why did they have to adhere to a sort of rule that those they fed on followed? That would be utterly stupid really, after all, they were no more like humans than humans were like cows. There was no reason the world wasn’t their oyster with a big fat pearl in it, why not enjoy it, take it for everything it was worth? He chuckled darkly about that bit, leaving his other side a mess to clean up, to keep him on his toes.*”As fun as that would be, it would piss him off, and he wouldn’t let me come out and play as much. He owns the vehicle as it stands, he is just letting me drive, and if I mess it up he won’t let me as often. Unlike your good side, he still does have a spine, and he can be a stubborn fucker about it too. I do think I will leave him buried balls deep in your new body though… Make him think he blacked out… Fucked about on your good side, slept with a whore…. A bloodied up whore… Just for the sake of shits and giggles… You can always feign rape, after all he won’t recognize you, and I sure as hell won’t be sharing these memories with him…. Oh let’s do that? Oh you can get a laugh from watching him fumble about and try to apologize.”*He had turned to her then and started to play with her, to taunt and torment her in a way she was all too familiar with, but hadn’t had the chance to indulge in some time… He had tormented her slit, pinching and slapping it before he summoned those balls, sliding them down inside her with her orders. He had then fisted his hands in her hair and drug her till she suited his wants, unzipping his pants slowly, making sure she was kept in anticipation for quite a moment there. He had started to fuck her face then, and oh but it was good, so very good. Her tight, hot, wet little throat just felt exquisite on the head of his cock there. The harder he fucked her, the sweeter those sounds were, those deep squelch sounds that just made his balls ache to hear. He could feel her getting wetter and wetter, her mouth making all that slick spit, making sure that he didn’t have to fight to get down into her throat. She did so well too really, the way she just gobbled his thick shaft down, not fighting that vicious fucking he was giving her. He could feel the velvet like surface of her tongue on his cock, the light pressure and firmness of her teethe, and everything else was just hot sweet softness until the back of her throat where it was nice and tight. He dripped down on her throat then, cutting her air off at times, feeling his cock just pummel down into her tight little mouth. He didn’t try to drag it out, to make it last, as if he had something to show… something to prove. This was just for fun, for pleasure, to assert his dominance over her once more. She had been given quite the loose leash, a good deal of free reign, and he wanted to make sure she remembered just who lead this duo of theirs. He had fucked her mouth raw before he came, and it was… oh it was quite a bit…. If he were at a sperm bank, he would have needed a couple of cups… He had made sure to start deep down her throat too, so she would have to swallow down most of it, hearing her splutter and gag around his cock… Oh he loved those sounds honestly, the way she choked on it all, her eyes watering were just the frosting on the cake really. He pulled out slowly, coating every inch of her mouth, before he would withdraw from her mouth completely.*”Hmmm… You know, I rather wanted to leave right after but… I don’t think you could put more than one foot in front of the other right now… So… How about we do something a little more fun? While you try to catch your breath… We’re going to play a game… How long can Sydel keep quiet?... You’ve always loved little games… so lets play… If you can keep quiet the entire time… Not only am I going to take you to war with me, but I’ll find a way to sneak you in with Rose…. Make her your little bitch for a couple of hours… If I win… You wear my Collar…”



(02:32:00 )

ϕ₦ḁṷṭḯḷṓṷṩϕ



ᶲI Loved Her Not For The Way She Danced With My Angelsᶲ

°But For The Way The Sound Of Her Name Could Silence My Demons°

°°°

says to .°.a sky full of stars.°: *He would look around on that counter for a bit, opening a drawer or two, before he found those scissors he was looking for. He would then reach out, grabbing the inside of her thigh, and drag her ass till she was laid out perfectly on the counter there. He took those scissors then, slapping them against the inside of her legs there, slowly making his way up to her cunt. His voice, already low as it was, deepened and darkened just that much more as he spoke.*”You know something wonderful about those little balls inside your pussy?... They’re the ideal size to play with… See, you don’t have to pull them out when I fuck you, oh no they stay right inside you… Your sweet little slit it so fucking tight, I do love it, but it’s got some stretch to it which makes it all the better… When I take these scissors here…”*He would slap them against her thigh there, a solid little thwack, as if she had been smacked with a ruler almost.*”And I cut into these skin tight little pants of yours, I am going to see exactly how wet you got, and I am sure you are utterly soaked… Then I am going to shove my cock into you… Those little balls inside you are going to be pushed all the way to the back of your sweet little pussy… Then when I push past that, they are going to be rolled out to the sides… Rather like pears being rubbed between your fingers… These little balls will be rubbed and rolled inside your sweet tight little walls, each thrust pushing and pulling them inside you, hitting sweet spots you didn’t even know you had… It will be… unlike anything you have ever had before… I’ll just keep going….and going… and going… I am going to bend this little rubber band body of yours into positions you’ve never had before… I am… To be blunt… Use you like my own cheap, skilled little whore, and make you cum… Then, when I am done with your abused little pussy, I am going to turn your ass over, and fuck that hole for a while, then cum alllllll over your back… I only wish I had my whip with me… But if I use any more magic, I’ll set off the love birds… Unless YOU want to use your own magic and bring one forward? Hmm?.... Or is there a toy you want me to use on you?... I am dying to see… Just what you might be getting up to…”