Sometimes... It's Unavoidable...

[BadInfluence]

It was in the quiet hours of early morning, not long after Thaylan had left to converse with his God that he had some quiet time with Gia, after perhaps the happy shock of impending children had settled just a little… As much as he didn’t want to bring up something heavy after such joyous news he also knew that hiding anything right now? Was just acting the coward. More than that? It was going to end up costing him in the end, perhaps more than he had on hand to pay, resulting in catastrophe of paramount levels. No, what he needed to say was important, something that couldn’t wait. “Gia…” He’d speak to her quietly as he held her in his arms, the bed so still and quiet, the furnishings plush as only Silverthorn can produce and yet… It held no value to him, trappings of wealth and fashion were just dull, colorless things and the tell tale habits of his youth… Of a man he no longer was. “There’s heavy news I have to tell you before any more time passes, and I ask that you hear me out as best you can, but I also need you to ask me questions if anything seems confusing. I don’t want us to take things at face value with each other and end up in a heartbreaking situation like we had earlier…” A small miscommunication, words spoken out of turn had nearly lost them their love, a shared future… It had been a hellish day and a half and he was loath to repeat even a small fraction of it.



“You are aware of the fact that Llolth has my powers, but there’s a lot more to it than just that, things that are… Going to make being around me dangerous. Perhaps lethal… I don’t want to put you or Thaylan at risk, especially not with children on the way, you two have already suffered enough at the hands of others. I won’t be one to add to it.” He said quietly, never speaking too loud as one could never tell when ears were pressed to seams of wood, eyes in key holes to spy… He was scared for perhaps the first time in his life, his protective armor was gone, he was a turtle without its shell... A shark without its teeth… Losing his magic had greater repercussions than just knocking him down a peg or two, it left him suddenly this vibrant spot on many gods, Primordials and dragons radar… A dazzling glowing blip of potential… Some gods would love nothing more than to kill him and devour his flesh and take his power into themselves… Others wanted to coerce him, lure him to their side again, bait and tempt him with all manner of everything they thought he might like… There were even a few who wanted nothing more than to simply kill him and take out the threat while they could… And while all those eyes, schemers and assassins were looking for him? They would see Gia and Thaylan there behind him and they’d likely waste no time in using them if needed. “When Llolth took my Magic she took my ability to cloak myself and remain off many powerful beings radar. Primordial Gods of Chaos, The Gods of various planes, Dragons and other creatures can sense me now and I’ll be the target of anything from murder plots to schemes to make me join what ever legion that pushes the right envelope.” It was ugly but it was true…



“I’ve made a lot of enemies in my life, I’ve also impressed a lot of people while making said enemies, there’s no way to tell which side is going to be coming for me or when.” It could be tomorrow… It could be a decade from now… He was virtually helpless and he knew it, knew it and hated it, hated the fact that the people he cared for… The people he loved and who loved him… They would all be targeted… Rose, Jacob, Thaylan and Gia most of all… They were all going to be hit hard at any moment and it made him feel anxious and perpetually on edge. “I’ll take you to Achkinnal falls, I’ll take you to your home, but if this is a risk you can’t stomach? Then I’ll leave. I won’t blame you if you decide it is because you are trying to build so much up, your finally going to have the girls you always wanted, marrying the man you love most… It’s everything you deserve and more… You need to put yourself first right now and no matter the choice you make? I love you like the sun loves the moon, forever apart, but never forgotten…” Words whispered against her ear before he’d kiss the top of her head, holding her close as he drifted into silence, allowing her as much uninterrupted time to process as she could possibly need.

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it was well into the swing of the evening and that of beyond.. the clock had chimed well past the witching hour and was slowly taking them all on a quiet journey through the darkened early morning hours.. Thaylan had left them both to go and report in with his God.. something she had noticed was becoming ..perhaps a bit more frequent.. but perhaps that was simply the way things would always be.. she'd never complain..afterall she had him back in her life and thats all she ever really wanted.. the room was near to silent.. no music.. no fireplace crackle and pop.. just the soft sounds of breathing every so often.. nothing irregular.. nothing heated just relaxed and calm.. his voice though sliced through that silence.. calling out her name in little more than a whispered tone.. she lifted her otherwise closed lids.. those garnet eyes rose to look up to him there.. the two of them were simply curled up..close semi beneath the covers.. though really they were more than comfortable with each others warmth.. -.. mm?.. -she questioned ..curious as to what was on his mind.. shifting just a little then so that she was resting upon her stomach.. her elbow to the bedding.. her cheek against her palm...her free hand remained upon the slight dip of his waist.. fingers curled around to hold.. brows shifted.. drawing inward a touch when he spoke about heavy news.. that he had to tell her now.. before any further time passed.. a look of mild confusion crossed her features-.. But of course Nautilous.. -she nodded..-.. You can tell me anything..

-she would fall silent.. she knew they had just been through something incredibly sharp and painful.. and miscommunication was at fault.. but neither of them it seemed would allow there to be a round two.. learning from their mistakes was the most important thing they could both do.. he spoke about how Lloth had his powers.. something she knew a little about.. he had said as much.. she shifted a little.. up so her head was upon the pillow directly before his.. looking to him as he spoke.. garnet to that striking blue.. concern settled when he spoke on being around him turning lethal.. and how he didn't want to put her or Thaylan at risk.. especially with children on the way.. her fingers rose from his waist.. still allowing him to speak.. not interrupting.. she found his hand.. her fingers slid down the length of his arm.. till they would interlace with his.. curling around to give a light squeeze..he explained himself further.. just how much her Goddess had taken from him.. the ability to hide.. to cloak himself.. to stay off this radar of powerful beings that had made it their lifes work to either snuff out his life or make it difficult.. she exhaled softly.. he had gotten himself so tangled up over the years.. made a lot of enemies.. and his concern was that it would come upon them all.. that this darkness that was following him like a shadow would suddenly turn quite violent.. or worse.. and take everything away from him that he loved and cared for the most.. to kill him.. or make him a weapon to kill others.. his final few words made her heart hurt a little.. his pledge to leave if she wasnt able to stomach the risk..

before he professed his love like the sun and the moon.. she couldn't help the smile that appeared then..her lids half closing in response to the kiss upon her head.. silence fell once more.. she felt his embrace.. his arms gliding around her.. she took that moment.. maybe a little bit more to process.. it was something she did.. something Anya had picked up on easily.. the pauses.. they both took before words were perfected ..polished.. and edited in the mind.. the trait of a Matron.. something you could never truly ever be free of-.. Its the possibility that keeps me going love.. not the guarantee..-she'd whisper softly in response.. lifting her gaze to meet his.. to linger.. before she would reach for his cheek.. fingers lightly curling around his strong jawline.-.. You are quite an intriguing book.. I will say.. not like anyone I have ever met.. You have so much going on..-she gave him a smile-.. For someone so young you seem to hold the weight of the world upon your shoulders.. You have such a bubbly bright personality.. Your laughter is arresting.. your smiles are contagious ..and yet.. -she lightly dragged her fingers down along that curve-.. you hold this darkness with you.. like your shadow ..its attached.. and I have a feeling.. though you're more than welcome to correct me if I am wrong.. that you have gotten so used to it being there.. that its almost become a part of you.. You are so used to just dealing with it on your own.. instead of asking for help.. -she paused.. rubbing her lips together lightly-.. You will take us to Achkinnal falls.. all of us.. Young Rose and Jacob, Thaylan and myself.. and the three smallest freeloaders.. -she shot him a wink-

.. and after that.. I'm sorry but you're not going anywhere ..I have the biggest job ahead of me.. and Ive been in a similar position before.. and failed.. and this will be my last try.. Im not to proud to ask for help.. whilst I am starting out with so much less than I have in the past.. I have So much more.. -her hand tapped across her heart-.. in here.. than I have ever.. Ever had before.. You speak of risk.. of it possibly being to high.. -she shook her head-.. Life is far to short.. and happiness can be so rare.. the slightest chance of getting something that will make you happy is worth the risk.. and Id take it.. over and over again.. for you..-she took a breath.. -.. You have a lot going on.. and it could well get dangerous.. it could well get deadly.. but I'm here to support you through the hard times and the good.. Its how this works.. -she motioned between them both with a gesture of hand-.. its how a marriage works.. We learn to lean on one another.. I want to believe you would have my back no matter what.. right?.. -she tilted her head.. reaching across to tap the end of his nose-.. and you can believe that I have yours.. Ill let you in on something .. something Ive not told anyone else.. You are the first person I have actually proposed to.. My first two marriages to the locks and wizards were arranged by my Mother dearest.. bless her heart.. that was when I was very young and still with Thaylan.. Valkryn was funnily enough arranged by my sister.. to help build the House as his flock was quite vast and his wealth helped sustain my own.. Thaylan the cheeky bugger asked for my hand just before we arrived at your estate on the surface.. but then you dropped in on me and had me utterly stunned.. intrigued and curious.. Id not really felt.. that before.. it was new.. and almost frightening.. exciting.. I couldn't possibly let you go.. so all of this.. this darkness.. I will be there.. and help you out of it.. whatever it takes.. whatever it needs.. whatever you need .. I know you are strong enough to stand alone.. Ive seen it.. I know you are smart enough to know when you need help.. -she leant in a little.. pressing her lips to his forehead-.. But now is the time to be brave enough to ask for it.. We are all in this together.. let us help you love.. please

[BadInfluence]

It was sad… And perhaps a bit funny that none of this had concerned him before. Sydel was like him, indestructible, the north pole all vicious and white. She could handle herself in any situation and he firmly believed that if this situation had come up before that she would have cut ties and ran, lived to perhaps fight another day, but at the very least she would have lived. Gia? Was more than just her polar opposite in looks but in actions too. He was afraid that if Gia was not fully informed of all the repercussions and ramifications of his current situation that she would try and fight rather than fly as she should. He needed her to know that at the moment he did not see any clear way out of his situation what so ever, he was currently at the mercy of Llolth and any other god who wanted to play with him, at least until he entered Menzoberranzan. One of the plentiful benefits of going down there with Gia is that Llolth was an insanely greedy goddess and guarded her realm like a rabid beast. No other God, Chaos or Otherwise, was going to be able to touch him down there… But that didn’t mean he wouldn’t make any enemies of his own, he was learning about the Drow slowly but he knew that right now Gia was in a position of extreme vulnerability, any mistake on his part could cost her everything she was trying to build. He needed her to know exactly the situation he found himself in and allow her the freedom and chance to make a choice based on those facts.

While the silence might have made some other people feel nervous, perhaps even anxious, he was appreciative of it. That silence she took meant that she was processing everything he had said and putting it into practice, thinking out the possible ramifications and possible outcomes of keeping him on, the pro’s and cons of it all. When she did speak though he was honestly grateful, maybe even a little relieved when she said that she wasn’t going to toss him over, or at least it seemed like that. He leaned into her caress along his jaw, tilting his head into her warm, licorice scented touch before kissing her palm. “Maybe someday I will tell you the whole story of it… It’s not something I talk often about because it sounds so pathetic honestly, a sob story that rakes on my nerves like sandpaper on silk.” Everyone in the world could have a sort of sob story, you know? Not everyone has a blessed life, many had even had it worse than him, so many had not survived the same trials he had undergone. Some had never escaped intact. He wanted to be above his humble and sorrowful beginnings, he wanted to be so much more than a chucked off orphan left on the streets of Cairo, he wanted to be more than the unwanted birth… Yet for all he wanted to be more than those things? He found himself defined by them no matter how hard he tried to be otherwise. It was just this never ending, ceaseless circle of repeating events, trapping him in that loop till he hung himself on it. “Sydel… Was strong… Fierce and Fearless… Vicious as an artic winter with no moon… She wasn’t the most supportive, often cruel and cutting, rarely affectionate in those early years and I just… Got this… Shell, you could say… A sort of self-preservation and I learned that even when you love someone you can’t lean on them. They’ll just cut you like a floundering ship and let you sink.” Gia was nothing like that though, far from it she was utterly selfless and giving, understanding and supportive… And he? Had NO idea how to crack out of the shell he had grown over the years with Sydel…

In all honesty too… For all Sydel might have thought it was her fault that they grew apart despite best efforts… It wasn’t hers at all. He had forced himself into a mold, a set of armor that while it kept him safe, it didn’t allow him to grow as a person… He had become stunted, mired in his own recess, trapped by the shell he had grown to allow him to survive life. Sydel though? She had grown… Evolved and changed, become a woman as beautiful as lupines at dawn and Diovan was the only man who could honestly and truly appreciate her, all the sides of her and love her as she deserved… He? He couldn’t… He was a broken thing but… Perhaps if Gia… Broke those broken parts a little more… He might be able to become something new… Something amazing… Something… No… Someone… That Jacob could really and truly be proud to call his father, no matter what sort of path life took for them, and in a years time… Hopefully he would be able to see his daughter look up at him and be proud of him… A chance to be there from the start… And Be worthy… “I love our little free loaders by the way… And I’ll happily carry you and them around when ever you want.” He said with a warm smile on his face as he kissed her temple, he was still honestly in shock about it, while one hand he had been so confident on the other there was always the chance he was wrong… But now? It was here, apparent and real, confirmed and currently being grown by the woman he utterly adored…

“I wonder what it is that helped to create you, to make you this stunning, incredible woman… What sort of beautiful Star you must have been born under…” She was something just utterly amazing… He couldn’t wrap his head around her, from their simplest conversations to the deep throbbing acts of making love, she was behind his comprehension… For the first time a woman evaded his understanding and held him in thrall and utter enslavement… He couldn’t figure her out and he was mesmerized by every part of her. He hoped he could get to spent every last moment of his life working towards not only figuring her out, but getting to enjoy every single step along the way, from start to end. “You know I would Gia, come death itself I will protect you, I won’t let you be hurt… I am just… Not used to being vulnerable… Or having to ask for help but… It’s ok… I think I can do it now… Because it’s you.” Gia was the first woman to ever see him weak, to hit that rock bottom, to be dropped so low that he crumbled and cried… He’d confessed he didn’t know how to make love to someone, let alone have it be made to him, he only knew the lies and illusions. Gia though had shown him, rocked his world and stole his heart all in one fateful night, his whole life had taken a sudden and drastic change of pace and he had no complaints… Not a one… When she mentioned Valkryn though he blurted out the very thoughts that entered his head. “Well at least he brought along SOMETHING to match his Ego.” Because yeah… From Day One he and Valkryn had NEVER gotten along. Ever. He hated the man and the feeling was mutual, but unlike Valkaryn he actually did shit, small enough pranks to be sure but always delightfully humiliating for that walking turd.

As she spoke about the way he made her feel, how different it all was, the way it shook her a bit but she liked it all the same… “Thaylan is like your river, you’ve sailed him your whole life, you know his currents and his curves and you love to sail on him… Through him you came to me, and I am like the ocean, I have violent storms but beneath the choppy waters I have so much wealth and life… We’re both entities who exist to support you Gia, we will never really be alike, we are different creatures in many ways but we have enough similarities to exist in happy union together. We work in tandem to give you what you need…” Gia sailed them both differently, Thaylan was safe and predictable, a harbor for her to take refuge in. Familiar and comfortable she could always exist happily with him. But he himself? Supported her need for adventure and change, he came with trials and turbulent waters but there was much to be gained for the brave soul who dared them, and because she did? She earned his wealth and wisdom, his power and his connections, everything to allow her to establish her house in such a way that it would rival any other history of it. “It’s hard to ask for help… I’m so used to being the one everyone goes to but… Honestly… I’m terrified right now… Any moment one of my uncles could come down and consume me to gain that much more strength over their brothers and my mother. Many Gods would love to have me on their side, I’ve pissed off a lot of others who wouldn’t waste a moment to kill me and get rid of the irritation, and that’s just the Gods. There are rival Dragon factions who would take me out without a thought just to claim my lands… Going down to Menzoberranzan is the only way to really keep me safe for now… Llolth doesn’t want me dead… She wants me to suffer through every trial she has set upon me…” Yep… Llolth had REALLY set him up to suffer, he couldn’t die, instead he would just rise again… Over… And Over… And over again until he defeated that which was killing him. “She has favor for your house, my inability to die will earn you a lot of enemies though, they’ll come at you from all sides down there… Establishing your house this time… Will be the hardest you’ve ever had to do… So while you offer to help me… Are you sure you can do this and still establish your house?” They had to be fair and honest. There was no point in lying about any of this, she had her own quest to follow, her own goals to meet. She might not be able to do that AND help him.

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her gaze shifted when she felt his warm lips gracing her palm.. her fingers curled a little in response.. caressing lightly across his cheek.. -.. I would like to hear it.. -softly spoken in response.. -.. I have my doubts that its pathetic or a sob story.. I look at you my dear and I see a strong young man.. and I wonder in those quiet moments what darkness you conquered in your story.. -her hand came down to rest there upon his shoulder-.. afterall Mountains cant rise without earthquakes.. -a smile was offered.. small yet genuine.. -.. We all have a story.. some times they are fantastic and filled with intrigue..sometimes they arent.. I look back at the life I have lead.. -she nodded-.. and I dont find it truly that remarkable.. but you might.. because you didn't live it.. where-as.. for me.. I am incredibly intrigued by this place you called home.. fascinated even.. I know only that what you have told me.. and I am interested to hear more when you are ready to share it.. but only then.. You have suffered hard ships, more than your fair share in such a short amount of time.. is it any wonder you have become.. somewhat jaded to it all.. I understand it.. I get it.. completely.. -she gave his hand a slight squeeze-.. Just remember Nautilous.. all of this.. is just a chapter.. one of So many.. your story is not complete.. You have a lot more pages to fill.. -her head inclined a little.. resting there comfortably upon the soft pillows...her hair was still pulled back from her earlier little jaunt into the punishment arena..but several ruby curls had sprung loose and were tracing their way along the curve of her jaw.. her cheek.. he spoke on Sydel.. and how the woman was strong and fierce.. she nodded-

.. mm.. she was sharp.. very cutting.. she and Thaylan got along very well in the arena.. You had to know how to handle her words.. to not allow them to sink in.. otherwise she had the power to really hurt you.. so I understand the shell.. all to well.. -she had been with Sydel for the better part of a year or two.. well before she softened.. when she was strict and focused..-.. In saying that.. we ..-she motioned between them-.. must have passed each other at some point.. though I dont recall it.. not really.. You were around her in the early days also.. -it was a curious fleeting thought.. like ships passing in the night.. they had to have been in close proximity but.. they never ran into one another.. at least for more than a passing glance perhaps.. she smiled when he complimented her.. talking on her being stunning and such an incredible woman.. her hand rose to press over her heart-.. Such Kind words.. I have had a blessed life.. it wasn't easy.. and I havent always made the right choices.. but I guess.. I always had hope that something would change.. something would be there.. In hardships you find an anchor.. You must.. You have to or it is far to easy to just get washed out to sea.. There is always a reason to keep going.. -he spoke on protecting her.. not allowing her to get hurt.. -.. I wont allow you to get hurt Nautilous.. I will do all I can to make sure that doesn't happen.. You're important to me.. Ive just found you and Im not about to let you slip through my fingers..I never asked to fall in love, but you took my heart and gave me yours.. and now I cant think of a life without you in it.. Being vulnerable is quite frightening.. -her gaze lifted to look to him-.. it opens you up to being hurt.. and thats such a sobering thought and action.. it's why I ran when I did.. Im not to proud to admit that.. I for the first time in my life had allowed myself to be.. that kind of vulnerable and when I thought you were playing me the fool.. Oh Wow.. yeah.. that was something I had not experienced before and I had No idea how to process it.. it was almost like..fear, shame, disappointment and pain.. all mingling together.. but I came to realise that.. I needed to trust myself.. to trust that what I was feeling and knowing was true.. and that it had to be greater than the fear of what .. you..might do..

-her hand returned to the dip of his waist.. to rest. to curl.. to hold-.. We often believe that we risk too much by being vulnerable but in fact the opposite is true.. We build this wall around us to protect ourselves from the big bad fears..and in doing so we miss out on so much.. When we live with the mindset that something may be taken from us.. wether that be physically or emotionally.. or that we need to be in control of everything that happens we endure fear on a daily basis.. and I dont know about you.. but that sounds utterly exhausting.. -she leant in a little closer.. her lips pressing to his right cheek-..Lean on me Nautilous.. I promise I wont let you fall.. -she confessed to not having proposed to anyone other than him.. those whom she had been married to were arranged.. and cheeky Thaylan had caught her in a spot of weakness there in that tub filled with blossoms and fruit.. so it meant a lot to her.. he meant a lot to her.. his comment about Valkryn though made her laugh ..-.. yes well.. he certainly didn't bring anything else to the table.. let alone the bedroom.. -she shook her head a little.. still quite amused by the whole thing.. -.. if I could take but one thing from that whole experience.. it woul be that his ego was at least mildly entertaining at times.. -he spoke on Thaylan and himself and the differences.. he wasn't wrong.. she knew Thaylan.. intimately.. had so for so very many years.. they grew up beside each other.. Thaylan was her comfort.. he was the one who grounded her.. made her feel safe.. and then Nautilous was just like described.. the ocean.. ever changing.. choppy and violent.. shocking and literally holding the ability to take her breath away.. though she knew he'd never let her drown.. -.. I have no doubt you two will offer me more support than I have ever had.. More love that I could possibly handle.. and I will offer up myself wholy in return.. You both have me.. all of me.. a partnership.. a relationship.. a marriage.. I have a lot of love to give Nautilous.. and I cant wait to fill that cup of yours..

-she watched him when he spoke on being the one that everyone always went to for advice and help.. and just how terrified he was.. the odds were against him.. -.. We have all made enemies.. some more powerful than others.. I know you're frightened.. I can see it.. I can sense it.. you're tense .. you're worried.. and it's completely rational.. You are allowed to feel all of that.. I want you too.. But you also have to listen .. to me when I tell you Im not going anywhere.. If you have to face these.. uncles.. Ill be there.. these gods who will some how manage to get down into Lloths domain without pissing her off.. well.. I will be there.. right there.. I dont give a damn what you think.. I really dont Nautilous.. You can tell me to run.. you can tell me to leave.. -she shook her head-.. No.. I wont.. Im stubborn like that.. Valkryn was my weaponsmaster.. and he was utterly and completely useless.. every war we waged was won from my hand.. my skill.. my direction.. well all except the one my sister had a hand in.. but that one was doomed from the start.. You have to understand.. that.. we are in this together.. there is not just Nautilous anymore.. There is Nautilous and Gia. I dont give a fuck how complicated it gets, I'm in it for the long haul.. You're just going to have to deal with it.. -she gave a little shrug of her shoulders as she smiled.. -.. Im not weak.. the people I know are not weak.. together.. we are stronger.. Let them come.. it will just be more bodies to sharpen blades upon.. More flags and banners to be raised upon victory.. Do you doubt my abilities to establish a house and take care of my Husband? mm?.. -she tilted her head-..

[BadInfluence]

He just sort of stopped in his mental tracks at it were when she said she’d like to hear it, the story of him growing up, the things that happened to turn him into the man he was now. It was really hard to explain in a way but it just shocked him, floored him actually, left him floating in the empty space of shock that she left him in. He couldn’t actually… Remember… Anyone wanting to know. At the first he had tried with Sydel but that was his mistake not hers, and by the time Sydel had wanted to perhaps know he was so closed off and shut down he wouldn’t have known how, another mistake of his on their part… This time though… He was being asked and it was so very unexpected. “That’s… The first time I’ve ever heard that honestly… I’m honestly in a bit of shock and I don’t… Really know how to process that.” People always liked what he did, they enjoyed his company, the way he made them feel or the things he helped them with but… He’d never known anyone to want to know what had made him the man he was now. Sure, a few people knew about what had happened, the bares of the bones of it… A few others who read his books would know a little more but outside of his mother? No one really knew all the details… Things to this day he… Couldn’t fully stomach. The books called it a disassociation comping method… He just called it the flat out refusal to remember if he could at all avoid it… “Someday… When we have the time… I’ll sit down and tell you… Just be prepared for some pretty horrific details…” His hatred for his mother was a hell of a lot more justified than many people knew…

“I’m coming to see what you mean though… It’s not the end… I still have a long way to go and now… Because of you… I can write this life in a different color of ink. I changed the genre… Because you showed me there was something else out there.” He had locked himself down in the genre he had been living in, he had decided to just go with it, nothing else had seemed to change so why bother? But now? Gia showed him what genuine compassion was, a sort of love that wasn’t stilted or broken, unlike he and Sydel? Gia hadn’t had a fucked up and twisted childhood that lead to dysfunctional relationships as adults. While he knew her youth was far from a cake walk? She still knew what love looked like, what it felt and sounded like, and that was something that he and Sydel had only seen glimpses of as adults. They’d tried, they’d tried SO damn hard, but he and Sydel? You can’t love someone when your broken, and you can’t be loved by someone who’s broken, you can try and try and try but it just never fully clicks and that’s not anyone’s fault. A clock can’t work no matter how much you wind it if it’s missing cogs. He and Sydel? Were just missing too many cogs to work together… Gia though? Had cogs to spare, more than enough to help him fill his own missing pieces, and that was what helped him go… To keep moving forward and find a new way to live. “I hope you’ll promise to be on a good deal of those new pages…” She had proposed to him and he had accepted so he fully planned on keeping her close for the rest of his life. Her hand on his skin felt so comforting, lifting his own to tuck a few of those ruby hued curls back, a soft expression on his face as he did so.

Sydel coming up might seem like some bad timing or something from the outside but he needed to talk about it, Sydel was virtually the entirety of his young adult life, there were chunks of his history that were so intrinsically entwined with her that there was no him without her presence… They were always going to be linked in that shared past and she had a very big part in how he operated now as an adult. “I think it would be impossible to find someone that Thaylan didn’t get along with. He’s… A very unique man, unlike anyone I have ever met before to be sure… I’m very blessed to have you both in my life without a doubt but… I do wonder how different she was with you, or with him, compared to how she was with me… I know… I saw from the outside how differently she treated Diovan or her lovers, her favorites and then Jacob, even Thaylan or her male friends… For some reason for over a decade I always got the worst part of her…” Was that just him? Or was there others who got her shorter end of the stick? The sharp and rusted side of her tongue? He hoped it wasn’t only him but… He also felt that he knew, had always known actually, that she always held hatred for him in some form or another… Which might have been another reason they never really had a chance to make it… He’d raped her, forced her to get pregnant, killed her lovers… He had done so much to make her hate him… Maybe all that venom was utterly justified…

Hearing her say that must have passed each other in the night so to speak, oh he knew they had, but even in that moment? He suddenly realized though that what Sydel had told him? She might not have told Gia… “She was keeping us apart… That’s what she told me before she vanished. She was afraid if we got close something like this would happen so she always made sure we had that… What do they call it? Six degrees of separation… Close enough to know of each other but not enough to have met face to face. I think she knew… Long before either of us did, that perhaps we were always supposed to meet but she kept altering that channel of fate, pushing it aside…” But fate? If it is really meant to happen it will, it always will and there was no way to change it, it would happen no matter what. Look and he and Gia now? Despite everything they lay together in this bed, deeply in love with each other, but also deeply respectful as well… It was a sort of beautiful change but one he really wanted to savor… Always… When she pressed her hand over her heart he moved down to kiss the skin where she had touched, his head resting over the space lightly, listening to her heartbeat as she spoke. It was so strange to feel loved like that… To hear someone offer to protect him, to keep him safe, to support him… How alien… Foreign… Did he know how to accept it? Not really but he was learning… Starting to realize he could allow his own foundation to shift a little, to drop the brittleness and allow someone else to help patch the cracks, to take the load off his shoulders for a time… “I think the two of us have been used to being too strong for too long on our own… We, the two of us, jumped to the worst conclusion… We fell in love so fast we both didn’t know how to handle it well. I thought I knew what it felt like but with you it was so different from anything I had ever known… Just loving you is scary in a way because it’s so real, so genuine and almost pristine, like being a sinner and suddenly finding out you’ve been forgiven for every trespass and transgression…” Gia was Holy to him, not in the untouchable way but more in the form of like a savior, she had come to him when he was broken and bitter… She found him shattered and bathed him in oil and honey, she soothed his aches and fears, calmed the angry beast inside him with a gentle touch… Who in the hell wouldn’t be terrified of loosing something like that? Of waking up and finding that person… Suddenly decided you were unworthy…

“It is exhaustive honestly… I’ve lived in that mode of existence for years and I’m honestly tired of it… It’s made me feel like I’m ten times older than I actually am. Jaded and angry… At a lot of things…” Angry at what he had let happen and that he had no one to blame but himself. He could have chosen a different path, he knew that now but change was a scary thing, terrifying when the familiar is so damned comfortable… But he was changing now, he was forcing himself out of the path he had always tread and taking the first stumbling steps onto a new trail, afraid of the newness but he was even more scared of going back to the way he had been. The fear he felt at this newness? Was a small price to pay for what he was being given… What opportunities now came to him… The sudden blurt on the part of Valkryn was impossible to avoid, it just flew from his mind and out his mouth faster than he could put the breaks on it but he enjoyed the laughter with her, honestly the man had raked on his nerves for years! He could only imagine how bad it was for her being married to the clown. “I’m honestly surprised you let him live as long as you did… From what I’ve been learning it isn’t surprising for a Matron to black widow her husbands the second they cease to be useful… But I guess he made a decent meat shield…” Valkryn wasn’t say, like Andrew Kuchi, four foot nothing and skinny as a twig… But Valk had shit for muscle too, he was more of a fluffy man, the clothes he wore were a hell of a lot more impressive than any physique. Though the topic of he and Thaylan… He did understand that one very well though and what was so unique about this was the fact that he came in knowing he was in a position as secondary but he didn’t mind it at all, if anything knowing how clearly their relationship functioned, his place in it? Was probably the absolute healthiest he had ever been in. He wasn’t first and that was ok. He was happily the third in their relationship but the addition of him didn’t upset the balance, rather it just added to it, gave it perhaps even more stability that it had had before… It? Was a good thing… He’d never once entered a relationship with such a clear definition of his role in it and he felt it was insanely healthy… Like… He got it… He finally understood it…

“I know we’ll do our best to support you so you can become the Matron you always dreamed of being… Even more… But let’s not talk about filling cups because my mind tends to go into a rut when you do…” He said with a warm laugh and the caress of his tongue over the top of her breast. One thing about him that would never change? He was always going to be a bit of a letcher… Sexually driven in more than a few ways he couldn’t go a day without it… Well… He COULD… But he sure as hell didn’t want to! Their conversation shifted away from anything resembling sex as he told her the all of it, these enemies waiting for him in the shadows, the consequences of a youth very ill spent… Many enemies waited in the smoke of those bridges he had burned. “You really are a stubborn, beautiful handful, you know that?” He said when she had given him her piece, the fact that she said she wouldn’t run, that she was going to stand there and face all this down regardless of his thoughts or concerns. “I was in several high positions during a few wars in my youth, I know how to fight and how to train troupes, I can whip anything you send me into sublime fighting condition… As your WeaponsMaster I won’t let you down. Though you’re welcome to come down to the fighting grounds and take me into my office and school me proper if I’m not living up to your expectations… I’ve never done this in a Drow society or position so there’s a lot to learn.” And their was… But he was fairly confident in his own abilities and he knew that he could do this and do it extremely well. He just needed to have the opportunity to do so… “I have a feeling your castle will bear a rainbow of colors in the trophies we take from the fallen… Almost Gaudy…” He teased a bit before she went and dared him a bit at the end… She pushed a little and that was such a bad idea… Or… Perhaps the best? He’d easily and quickly roll them so that she was on her back and he was atop of her, both of them wearing really very little as he looked down at her, those beautiful tasty globes pushed up high in that stunning little bralet… “Mmm… I don’t know Gia… You haven’t been a terrifically good wife these last twenty four plus hours… Left your poor husband on the hooks…”

As he spoke his hands were far from idle, one of them drifted down to her bra and the little strap of fabric that held it together at the front, a sudden hard tug from his fingers had it snapping easily as tissue paper… Her breasts falling to the sides just a touch, barely held in their scarlet cups, his hand pressing down in the space between her breasts. “One thing… I’m sure you’ve realized between Thaylan and I... Is he is very happy to lay down and play the good little bitch…” He whispered against her ear, forcing her thighs open around his knee, sliding his muscular thigh up between her silky supple skin to press against her delicious core… “I am a very different beast… I’ll learn to bend to you… To love your whip and collar… But you’ll never completely break me… There will be moments when I’ll come to you Gia…” Said as he suddenly rocked her up hard on his thigh, his hand coming up from between her breasts to lock around her neck and to press down deliciously, to make her head spin and float off into the clouds for a few moments… “A starving… Vicious beast… Like right now…” And he was… He felt vulnerable and raw, he was scared of the possible future and the enemies he had to face, and the way he helped soothe those twanging and snapping nerves? Was taking full and complete control of the situation in bed. “Bite the pillow if you must… But I am going to devour you whole… You will scream… And moan… And beg… I’m going to have your face on the floor and your ass here on this bed… My cock burried deep inside this sweetly pregnant cunt… Your mouth open… Slack jawed… Drooling from what I make you feel… All while your sweet brother comes in… Catching you being thoroughly dominated and fucked raw… His sublime Matron brought low by the best dick she’ll ever feel pistoning inside her…” Oh Gods his voice was deep and throbbing as it caressed along the sensitive shell of her ear, decadent and tempting he knew just how to pitch his voice, how to move his lips along the sensitive tip of her ear as he spoke… Dragging her down the rabbit hole with him… Teaching her on a first had basis just what sort of merry hypnotic hell his voice could do to her… A cross between a lions purr and the crisp silken crinkle of velvet… Deeper than dark chocolate and ten times more decadent… Pouring liquid lust in the sound of his words deep into her psyche, painting up the image in her mind, letting it fully flesh and evolve until she could smell the sex… Hear the sounds of their bodies meeting in a furry of movements…

“Unless… You don’t want it?” He teased, his hand moving from her neck to her hair, to fist up in that ponytail and force her head back on an angle… His teeth finding that sweet spot between shoulder and neck and began to nibble it, to suckle and lap, to make all those delicious nerve endings shoot off like fireworks… His free hand coming down to rest between her thighs… His legs finding his way between her thighs so she was forced to spread out wide, tearing those panties off with two hard yanks, tossing them aside before his fingers would start to caress over her core… Somehow he just knew that perfect balance of brutality with finness, his touch was never too much or too little, rather he found that ideal medium where he was going to have her screaming for him in a few minutes… “I’ve shown you how I make love… But I haven’t taught you how I FUCK-“ He bit out before sinking his teeth into her skin at the same moment his fingers found her slicked up core and slid into her, hooking hard and sweet right at that g-spot and began to dance his fingers inside her like she was a simple child’s puzzle and he knew all the pieces by heart… Within literally seconds he would have her crying out in a sudden and violent climax and this? Was only just the beginning… He was a starving beast and he planned on tearing into her down to her bones, to crack and gnaw at her marrow, to leave her a shattered woman rife and saturated with sexual satisfaction to such an extent that she couldn’t breathe without the after effects skittering along her nerves…

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Her head tilted to the side when he took on perhaps a shocked expression to her wanting to know about him.. wanting to learn about him.. his past.. his history.. his story.. - Long ago I replaced fear of the unknown with curiosity..the will and want to explore, poke and question.. It will probably be the death of me one day.. but I find it most interesting to live this way.. I desire to learn you Nautilous.. all of you.. but only when you are ready and wanting to teach me.. I never want to make you feel uncomfortable.. and there is never going to be a rush on it.. just know that I am interested.. I am utterly intrigued and fascinated in you.. and what made you the Man I see resting across from me today.. -she slid her fingers up along his side-.. but its on your terms love.. your terms.. -she wouldn't push him for details ever.. she knew bits and pieces of his story from what he had told her.. just a few things.. and it would be heart breaking to hear more.. but also healing in many other ways.. for you cant help when you dont know.. she smiled when he mentioned her being on a good deal of the pages of his book-.. Oh of that I am certain, You have appeared on mine in the boldest ink and I am excited for what is to come.. all of it.. the good and the bad.. as long as you're in my corner -she shot him a wink.. they spoke about Sydel.. and she was just fine with it.. she knew that the white nymph held a very large portion of his life up until now and would no doubt reappear in the future.. she was not really a jealous person.. she couldn't recall having that emotion or knowing what it felt like.. but that could easily come down to not being in a situation where it was warranted.. for anyone that lusted after her previous husbands.. well she gave them a literal wave and wishes of luck.. she laughed when he said it wasnt possible to find someone Thaylan didn't get along with-.. Well.. He didn't like Valkryn.. thats something you both have in common .. but yes him and Sydel got along quite well.. I think he knew how to handle her.. they were matched in the arena.. he taught her a lot.. so I think he earnt her respect that way.. Sydel was an interesting creature back then.. fierce and angry..she had so much pent up aggression.. like at any singular moment she could just snap and slaughter an entire village..

When we first met.. it was in the cemetery in a little empty town called Sanctuary..Thaylan had already known her up until this point.. as did you I imagine.. I was warned that she was quite strong.. erratic in her technique.. there was no honour in her fighting.. nothing you could predict..she always struck first.. and she wasn't afraid to make a mess.. -her fingers traced up and down his arms as she spoke-.. I think .. she thought I was an easy target.. and I guess in some ways.. I am.. I have some pretty big weaknesses.. she used light against me.. I was blinded for a short amount of time.. she went on the attack.. got a few hits in.. but what she didn't realise was that with my sight gone.. my hearing held an accuracy like none other.. I broke both her arms.. shattered her fingers and caused her ear drums to rupture.. Thaylan patched her up.. a mutual respect occurred from that blow up..but she was never soft.. or loving if thats what you are asking.. -her head tilted-.. she was talented in the bedroom though.. Oh incredibly so.. Thaylan used to watch.. see I knew there was something else to her.. something underneath it all.. as like I told you in the pool room that night.. you could see it.. she softened when under intense emotional distress.. like a climax.. you caught a glimpse of it.. her walls came down temporarily.. I was and probably always will be her first and only Mistress.. thats why when you were fucking with her at the dinner table I could reel her in..-she rubbed her lips together-..

I dont know.. I think its possible a lot of it was pride.. that you got.. the harsh attitude.. the cold heart.. the cheating and hurtful ways.. she got so caught up in the character that had been created for her.. that it stuck.. and her pride was not allowing her to let it go.. I recall you yourself saying you changed for her.. you turned your life around.. you accepted her god into your life.. you changed the way you lived and acted.. all for her.. is it possible that in doing so you enabled her to continue along the path she was on?.. Im not suggesting you were at fault for the way she treated you.. not at all.. it's just from the outside looking in.. If you had an alcohol drinker.. and they got with someone else who then also became the same.. if at some point the original party wanted to stop.. but all they had around them was bottles.. maybe it would just be easier to stay.. drinking the alcohol.. Could that be why when she was around your Brother for example she was different?.. or Jacob.. the cutting words and pain though I fear were simply because of her Father.. I know you would have loved her.. and still do.. you always will.. Your story arc just took a different direction.. You will always be parallel to one another though.. you didn't verge off to different books.. just stories.. side by side.. -her brows furrowed when he said that Sydel had told him she had kept them separated on purpose-.. Really?..-spoken with surprise-.. No I did not know that.. I had often wondered why you never came down.. even after multiple requests.. and whenever she did.. it was alone.. I guess.. it makes sense.. Im a bit saddened by that.. -she exhaled-.. I understand it but we have no control over fate.. its a road with one direction.. -she lifted her gaze.. looking up to him.. - on one hand we could have met so much sooner.. but then I wonder.. would everything else had fallen into place.. Would I have met up with Thaylan once more at Silverthorn..It starts off a series of questions.. and brings up so many coincidences.. If you hadn't of walked in on us.. and gotten me So angry that night that I left..having Thaylan then follow.. only for Chaka to rear up and then for it all to end.. If you had of come down to me earlier.. would Chaka have ..-she fell silent.. it was not something she wanted to entertain..

The two of them remained curled up on that bed.. resting comfortably beside one another.. soft gentle touches.. caresses.. fingers interlacing .. the comments on valkryn illicit laughter from both sides.. it was a shared part of their history that they knew quite well..-. mm.. Oh believe me I had designs on ending his life multiple times.. I used to watch him when he rested.. blade in hand.. I could have poisoned him.. I could have done practically anything.. But no.. like you said.. a semi decent meat shield.. he had a few connections.. his flock was large due to family pull.. so I put up with it.. for as long as I could.. It was easy when Thaylan was around.. he kept my sanity.. but after he left.. -she shook her head-.. Thats when I took control of the army.. I needed the distraction.. -she offered him so much support with her words.. her actions would easily follow those.. he had her.. entirely and wholly.. there was no doubt there.. she mentioned the cup metaphor.. recognising he would remember it from when they were in that room.. his response well that was incredibly cheeky.. that warm wet tongue gliding along the upper curve of her breast had her nails scratch just barely against the back of his palm-.. Undeniably cheeky.. mmhmm.. I will always be talking about filling those cups if I evoke that sort of response.. -the corners of her raspberry painted lips curled.. lecher indeed.. she wasn't about to complain.. not in the slightest.. did Either of those boys realise just how long she had been without a regular male figure in her life..-. I am very stubborn yes.. I have been for a long time.. and well its a hard habit to get rid of Im afraid.. so thats your warning dear Nautilous.. the only one you will receive.. -he spoke on being in those high positions in war fighting.. that he knew how to fight and how to train and how he could whip anyone she sent in his direction into shape in no time.. -.. I have faith in your skills.. if Thaylan thinks you are capable then I have no doubt you must be.. I cant say that I have seen you in action, as realistically I havent.. not for any great length of time.. other than that very small display back before you brought my house down and poisoned me.. -her brow rose though she was amused at the thought.. she was utterly mute and so sexually charged at that point she probably would have killed herself if it werent for the young man he had sent to make sure she got out alive.. -..

What we will do is gather up the potential recruits.. it will be an average sized sample to begin with until our ranks build.. but we will see what you can do with them.. I will come down and observe.. Thaylan will offer any advice you might require.. but Ill tel you right now I wont hesitate to take you into your office and school you good and proper if necessary.. -that smile turned into an amused grin.. -.. I look forward to seeing my banners lifted Nautilous.. it has been a while.. -she had bit back at him then.. dared him almost.. poked the bear so to speak about him doubting her abilities.. and his retort and sudden shift had her blinking.. unexpected.. unpredictable.. she gasped when he flipped her.. her back soon pressing to the smooth bedding.. his weight upon her.. she looked up to him there.. her brow arched.. that same grin playing about her coloured lips-.. Oh I dont know.. I think my poor Husband would look pretty good up on the hooks.. I might have to put him there more often.. -she shifted beneath him when his hands began to wander.. to glide down over her smooth warm skin.. her breath caught audibly in response to that bra snapping open.. the fabric falling to the sides as the weight of those well rounded globes shifted a little in the process.. those serpent rings glistening in the low lighting.. -.. mmhmm.. is this what you do ?.. often?.. are you going to ruin all my clothes -there was such mirth and mischief in her gaze and tone.. -.. going to have me perpetually naked..all the time?.. -she felt his hand pressing down between her breasts..listening as he spoke about her brother- Oh yes.. he is very happy to lay down ..he's always been my good little bitch.. my favourite boy.. -her hands rose.. sliding up along his arms.. coming to rest there upon the rounds of his shoulders.. he would have felt her body tense when he pressed his knee against the apex of her thighs.. forcing them to part that little bit wider -.. You will learn to bend.. and love my collar.. my whip..my hand.. and my word.. as for not breaking you completely.. -she gasped loudly when he rocked up harder.. -.. Ill take that as a challenge.. -his fingers wrapping around her throat made her elongate her neck.. the restriction made her whine.. made her whimper a little in response.. oh that fog was soft and sweet.. a luscious sort of panic laced pleasure that could become dangerously addictive..

Her lids half closed as she softened beneath him a little.. listening to him talk on being a starved vicious beast.. and how he was going to devour her.. to make her scream and moan and beg.. that he was going to utterly ruin her .. the hopes that Thaylan would come in and catch her being dominated so viciously by him.. this high Matron dropped down so low.. the tone in his voice was like nothing she had heard before.. experienced before.. that deep throbbing vibration.. it was right against her sharply pointed ear.. it trembled all the way down to her core.. making her attempt to draw her thighs inward.. he would have felt it.. the way her knees lifted.. only to have his being in the way.. her fingers curled in against the back of his shoulders when he teased her .. maybe she didn't want it- No.. -she whined swallowing down a breath that had caught against the back of her throat-.. I do.. -she admitted-.. I do want it.. I want all of it.. -her mouth dropped open when he fisted her hair.. forcing her head back on a sharp angle that arched her chest up.. she gasped.. she moaned..his teeth upon the curve of her neck had her eyes closing over.. a whimper.. soft sounding gasps.. though she managed a chuckle when he tore her panties off.. yep.. he was going to destroy her clothing.. she figured that part out pretty quickly.. the caressing between her thighs.. over her core by those thick warm fingers was enough to make her shift.. to squirm a little.. little teasing.. it was almost maddening.. but in such a nice..calming way.. his lips warm and wet against her neck.. her shoulder.. suckling.. nibbling.. his fingers caressing.. touching lightly.. stroking.. before his words hit her hard.. coming out of no where.. she snapped her eyes open and before she even had time to react his teeth sunk in and those fingers were forced up into her.. she stiffened suddenly.. letting out a cry of shock laced with pleasure.. she gripped him fiercely.. her fingers around his shoulders curled in and nails grazed down into his bare skin.. that dance.. that little play on puzzles.. he knew precisely what he was doing.. strumming her.. she trembled against him.. she gasped and groaned.. -.. Oh my god.. -she gasped as she arched up sharp and hard.. that climax was torn from her without warning.. suddenly and in the most shocking way.. it just about winded her.. her eyes rolled back as she cried out.. she was not expecting that.. not so quickly.. never.. Ever so quickly.. her poor heart throbbed brokenly in her chest- By the goddess what was that.. -she swore she was seeing stars-

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“Is that so? It’s a very bold way to enter life that goes without saying doesn’t it? Though I wonder how much trouble that same curiosity has gotten you into? If I tell you these parts of my past, these dark and spider web riddled corners of my soul, are you sure you won’t want to run? Everyone’s done something evil in their life but I have done many, many evil things, and most with an appalling zeal…” He’d committed horrific atrocities, he’d done things in his life that had certainly and fairly earned him the anger and rage of those who currently had the chance to strike him down, and any one of them who might just get him? Was doing it with perfectly valid wrath. Could Gia still love him if she knew? Sydel had loved him in her own way, as much as she possibly could love someone, and even she didn’t know all that he had done… What would Gia do if she did? Learned all of them? That big black book of sins, pages made from torn flesh and inked with blood, bound with scalps and spines of every single murder he committed. It was a lot to ask, even more to give, and he had no idea if he ever could bring himself to tell anyone some of the darkest deeds… “The man that sits across from you is very different from the man I was. The strange and newness of our love is only made perhaps secondary to the strange and newness of the man before you. You tore down every wall and fortification I had, found my shell and dealt a mighty blow to it, and you’re the only person to ever see what lies beneath. This man here?” He’d say, gathering up her hand to press it over his heart, the steady beating of that strange organ beneath sun tanned muscle harder than steel beneath her fingertips. “Is the man you helped birth. You cleared the rubble and pulled me out and all that I am? Is yours. For all you want to know of my past, what is even more interesting to me is the presence we will live together, to discover the man I am now while I spin you tales of color and sounds of my past.” She brought this out of him in ways no one ever had… Gia made him wax poetic, brought forth his artistic soul, the man inside who was indeed a very old fashioned romantic in so many ways… He was a man who loved to show his affection in both small and grand shows, he loved to give gifts to people he cared for, to take special time out of life to schedule something special just for them. A day built around their smile…

Knowing she planned on being in his book as much as he hoped to remain in hers was warming to his heart though, he loved her he truly did, with all the fear and elation that comes when you realize you’ve fallen harder and faster than you ever imagined. “I’m definitely in your corner of that you can bet on.” His own warm smile and laugh followed as they got to talking about his own past, and while yes, it definitely might seem as utterly unromantic and perhaps even coarse? He and Sydel had been together so long there was over a decade of his life where she was intrinsically interwoven. Just as much as Thaylan was for her in a way though Thaylan was with them now and Sydel was with the man she was always supposed to be with. “I don’t think Valkyrn’s own mother liked him honestly. I have a feeling the moment he came out she probably thought she wished she would have taken that shot to the mouth.” Seriously, who had ever liked him? He honestly couldn’t remember… Well actually no… Andrew did but Andrew liked everyone… Well everyone but him which was a whole different hilarious story in and of itself that he might one day tell Gia all about. Though as they talked about their ghost white assassin it was currious to hear Sydel spoken of from another side of the coin. He had only really known one part of her but Gia and Thaylan had seen one entirely different. Not warm and soft no, but not as cutting either, maybe more in the middle perhaps? Though on that same coin? At least Sydel was sharp with them too, perhaps not quite as much but it made him feel a bit better, a little less… Targeted? “Any weakness can be overcome though… I’m sure you and Thaylan have figured out how?” They were half vampire, the Dhampire or Dunpeal, depending on who you spoke with and the local traditions and legends. Anya was completely free of it though, you can’t breed down past a half, the two sides neutralize and you either end up full vampire or full what ever the parents other halves are. He had yet seen a full vampire come out of one of the unions though so he might figure that later part as a myth… “I know she was soft when she climaxed, if we did one thing more than arguing in our earlier days it was fucking, it was the only time I got a glimmer of emotion out of her. It took me years of being around her and taking hammer and chisel to her walls before she began to show me emotion out of the bedroom… If I would have stuck around I know it would have been different, she shook off that curse she carried with her, I knew she had it in her to change…” He shook his head then, reaching up to catch her chin in his fingers for just a moment, pressing a kiss to the center of her brows. “But she would just be destroyed by me… That shell she had kept her safe… Saved me from destroying her… I need you… You… My Gia… My wildly enchanting beast tamer… Only you know how to quiet the dragon…”

Though Gia did make several incredibly good points in regards to him and Sydel… And it also explained why he had chosen to separate from her. Not because he didn’t love Sydel, far from it, it was because he loved her enough to make her hate him… Make her leave him in her shadow and forget him… It was the only way she was going to be able to live a life she deserved, one full of children and love, a true and decent marriage where she was her husbands equal and well cherished. He could give her the illusion of it but he could never, ever give her the real thing, it just wasn’t their fate… Their past was built on far too much broken pain, chaos and hate for anything truly good, truly healthy to grow out of it. “She deserves better than I can give her. Our life together was a well that I slowly poisoned over the years. It’s easy to pass the buck and blame her for it but the fact is it was always me. I will always love her yes, but I love her enough to let her go and do what’s best for her, and I’m leaning to love myself enough to do the same for me.” Though the series of what if’s were dangerous, he lived his life trying to nip his own in the bud, to completely control the course of his life and where it went. “It’s better if you don’t go down that road, I virtually lived on it and I can tell you now, it’s an exhaustive treck with very little progress made no matter how long you work at it.” Funny that he was passing on that advice when he himself had only discovered the err of his ways recently, made him feel a bit like a parrot, no… More like a preacher… Either way it was an uncomfortable role he planned on chucking off as soon as he could.

Valkyrn entered the conversation once more and he just grinned a bit, the two of them touching and establishing that warm connection, building up layers of intimate familiarity which would form the cords which bound their shared foundation. He was, after all, a very physical creature. Things like this? He thrived on it. “Did you know I was actually asked to seduce him? Someone thought it would be an incredibly hilarious event to watch him fall for a man. Sadly they couldn’t pay me enough to even try that venture, sort of the benefit of being in work for yourself, you get to decide your own wages.” He said with a laugh as he shook his head. He’d been paid for Andrew too but that gold he took up front but he ended up not going all the way because the Queen had felt a pang of conscious. Oh my, the stories he could tell Gia of all those back door workings, how many lofty and noble patrons had paid him good gold to stir the pots of others just to watch the cauldron bubble… “Though you better leave that army of yours to me, if you get bored enough to come down and look then Thaylan isn’t doing his job and I, as any good husband? Will simply have to step up and pick up the slack…” He teased as he ran his tongue over her delicious skin, she had such an incredible taste, wonderfully sweet with just the right touch of salty that would have him happy to give her a tongue bath any day of the week. The nails of her hand as she scratched along his palm had him shivering and grinning like a wolf against her skin. “You aught to tread carefully then, you can get pregnant as we’ve seen and unless you expect to be breeding back to back for the rest of our married life then you might want to be a little careful, I’m extremely potent and I won’t hold back with you… No matter how you beg.” Oh she was in so much trouble with him, she really, really was. “Stubborn is good… I love a challenge…” And honestly? He really did and he knew she would challenge him for years and years to come. “Mmm You mean whats her face? That bitch who broke my sons heart? She was boring… Like playing with a paper doll… Your mages and such you sent against me weren’t much better… Your slaves had grown very soft in the later years… Valkyrn ruined perfectly good stock letting them get that sloppy…” After all Gia wouldn’t have been training them, that was beneath her as a Matron and since they were likely still running on Valkryn’s old structure, well it was no wonder he pretty much wiped the floor with them. “Though that biter… He was the only one to land a blow on me… Now him I would have spared if only for breeding stock but… We’ll get into that soon…”

And oh… They were so deliciously bad together, honestly they each knew how to make a play on words, to paint up eroticism with simple words… They could have entire innocent looking conversations if you didn’t know how to read between the lines and see just how they could barb and bait each other with sensuality. “Mmm I am going to hold you to it sweetheart… I’ve never bottomed to a woman or a man before willingly, you’re the first and the last, so you better make sure I enjoy those lessons or I might rebel…” And he knew she’d love it if he did. That was what made them so… Incredibly charged together. It was… Insane. More than puzzle pieces they were like two halves of the same magnet, they couldn’t separate now that they were together, the fit was flawless and the seam? Invisible. It was all too easy to flip her with his strength, her body was so fucking warm and supple, the way her flesh caved in under his hands when he gripped her… The contrast of her beautiful ash coated ivory hued skin, the flash of fire in her garnet eyes, the softer pink hue of her perfectly tipped nipples… He’d never wanted to make love to anyone the way he did her… She made his mouth water, put such a thirst in him that only her body could quench, driving him to almost uncontrollable passions for her. Snapping her bralet was far too easy, those golden rings resting inside her flesh, marks of protection and ownership… Telling her she had left him on the hooks a bit too long… “If you do each time you let me down I’ll get a daughter on you… You’ve been warned…” He chuckled darkly before she asked if his ripping clothes off of her were going to become a normal thing. If his goal was to keep her perpetually naked… “Mmmm… You are a gift, covered in beautiful wrappings, so it is only natural that I relish ripping those lovely layers of cloth that hide you from me off with incredible gusto… I love seeing you dressed in all your beautiful finery, every proper layer, panties and bra with stockings… Garters… Shift and dress… I want to dress you up in each one and watch you go about your day… And once those doors close? I will tear them off with claws and teeth before I ravage you…” If a man respected a woman’s clothes? If he took time to take them off? It was either because he was extremely romantic? Or an utter pussy. Otherwise? Tear that shit off. Women love to go shopping anyways so might as well give them the occasion right?

“He’s a luscious lover I’m not supervised you collared his subby little cock when you were both young. If I were you I’d have fucked him too, brother or not.” He’d been blessed with having Thaylans cock up his own ass and he could personally attest and vouch for the mans skill and sheer knowledge of what to do with that well-endowed package he had been born with. “Mmm A challenge you will Lose… But that’s alright, I’m going to teach you just how much fun it is to lose… Lose control… Lose your mind… Lose your sense of reason…” He was far from idle, his words and movements, his touch and the pitch of his voice… He had given her the most incredible gift he could, learning how to make love with her, to understand what it meant… TO make slow, sensual love with her and give her a daughter, their child… But he hadn’t fucked her… Something she was about to discover was VERY different to anything she had ever known or felt before. He pinned her down to that shared bed, his hand over her throat to press just enough to give her that high, that rush… Addictive he knew and he planned on getting her hooked on this… On what he was about to do… His words were pitched in such a way that they were raw, unfiltered seduction, the sort of lustful pitch that made women drop to their knees and beg for it… And all of this was hers… Just for her…

Forcing himself between her thighs he made her accept his body there, forced her nice and wide while his mouth moved over her skin in sensual bites and white hot kisses, laving his tongue up and down her neck as he teased her… Oh there was no way he could resist it, this was all part of the game, part of the seduction… The first big step? Is forcing her to admit she wanted it. IF she could still say no? He had a lot more warming up to do but the fact she caved in with a moan, a gasp? Oh he was going to reward that good behavior indeed… Fisting his hand in her hair he forced her to elongate, to show that beautiful neck off to her advantage, his other hand tearing her panties off as he continued to seduce her… Making it slow… Sweet and heavy… Hot… All before he suddenly turned up the heat in an instant and bit her before shoving his fingers inside her and playing her like an old, worn out game that he knew every single combination to… She was a puzzle he had all the pieces for in bed, he knew what she loved after their long night of passionate and sensual sex, all he was doing now? Was adding heat to it. Her nails raking down his skin made him shiver and moan as he rocked his fingers up inside her before she shattered hard and fast, he knew it wasn’t the best orgasm he could make her feel but it had a purpose, to show her that her pleasure? He could take any time he wanted it… His lips were a hot chuckle against her neck as he pulled his soaking wet fingers out of her core and slid them between her lips as she spoke, gripping her jaw in his hand and holding her firm, dropping her down a bit more. “You know… About all those rumors… How I was seen as a God of Sex? Sweetheart… There’s fact in it all… You let me in… Let me make love to you… Showed me all the ways you crave to be touched… And now? You gave me the perfect arsenal to destroy you…” He purred just for her, that deep velvet growl that was so raw and masculine it defied explination, it was almost more felt than heard… That deep throb in her body that echoed the throes of her climax earlier… “I am going to break you sweetheart… I’m going to take this sweet luscious body and bend you to what ever shape I want… You’re going to Scream… And Beg… And Plead…” He released the handhold he had on her hair, keeping his fingers deep in her mouth, hooking her like his own slutty little mermaid on his fishing line… “You’ve been strong your whole life, no one’s ever taken the choice from you, no one has ever Fucked You… And you? Oh sweetheart… You need a Good…. Hard… Vicious… Bloody Fucking.”

He'd grab her leg in his arm then and force her to roll to her side, her other leg trapped between his thighs as he bend her up sharply, suddenly… Oh she’d feel the pain in her joints… The tendons pulling… Muscles and ligatures she never knew could bend in that shape were suddenly getting used… Her knee up by her ear while he slid his fingers in and out of her mouth, his lips pressing right by the corner of her lips, whispering to her as his eye looked down into hers. “This is going to hurt, I promise…” Oh the grin on his face! Male… Primal… Vicious as the lion with blood on his muzzle after a kill… And with that he thrust into her perfectly, wholly, his cock sinking into her soft and willing flesh like they had been making love for aeons versus only a few hours… Without his magic, without the glamor there was no way to change what he was, the fact he was a dragon with the form of a man meant his cock was that savage beast once more… As thick as he and Thaylans cocks pressed together he filled her instantly, those scales and thick ridges catching her, forcing her wide and stimulating those silky sweet walls. He’d let her scream around his fingers, he waited for it hungrily, for the moment her mouth was open with that scream he’d dive down and kiss her hard and hot… Staving for her he kissed her till she went weak, till he consumed her heart and soul in that kiss and once he had, once she was soft and pliant under him? He began to piston fuck her, hard and fast his balls slapped against her ass hard enough to bruise her, his body easily and quickly getting slick with sweat as he moved her farther back… Pressed that knee of hers into the pillow by her head so she was bend at such a luscious angle, dropping his hips down into her so she had to take his whole cock, bodies slamming together like the most erotic music ever heard. His free hand came up and gave him balance before he’d release her other leg and catch it, pushing it up by her head as well though now he had them spread wide, her body open for him and defenseless against his plunder. Her ass was forced clean off the bedding at this angle and with a slight shift of his hips he began to fuck her furiously, deep and hard while grinding down at the end of each thrust, rocking against her clit and g-spot all at once.

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she tilted her head when he enquired as to wether or not her curiosity had gotten her into trouble .. a mischievous sparkle appeared for a moment-.. plenty over the years ..Ive seen the inside of many a dungeon my dear.. The Queen of Caernarfon certainly did not take well to my.. curious nature.. -she laughed a little and shook her head-.. Though she never much appreciated the admiration I received from her Drow head fighter -Khaylin and her got along incredibly well.. Caera never much appreciated that at all.. she listened though when he spoke about his past being quite dark.. how he had done a lot of very evil things-..We have all done things that another looking in on might not see.. so favourable.. I am certain there would be things I have done that you might rear back when hearing about.. -she inclined her head a little-.. I can promise you though.. I wont run.. You have my word on that.. However.. It is clear to me that it is something you are not comfortable with.. something you are not wishing to relive.. to rehash.. and Thats perfectly fine too. Like i said.. this kind of thing would only ever be on your terms.. I am curious yes.. to learn and to know more about the man who lays beside me.. But I am also content with whatever you decide to share and if thats nothing then I will be more than okay with that my love.. -her fingers curled in a little just over his heart.. feeling his bodies heat.. the strength.. the muscle.. the talk between them was easy.. it just flowed without any great deal of effort.. neither felt pressed to fill the silence.. it just flowed..when he spoke about being able to overcome the weakness she nodded-.

. I have tried.. in the past.. multiple times to get my eyes used to the sunlight .. Other Drow that I have known including family and a few acquaintances.. were able to do it.. but.. I just always got so violently ill.. I can handle more than I used to be able to.. as a youth I couldn't even look into firelight.. which meant things like faery light magic was difficult to Master.. but I pushed.. and I got over that.. sunlight no.. -she shook her head-.. its a blinding ache that I would only wish upon an enemy.. Bright lights are much the same.. which is how Sydel dropped me at first.. When it came out that we had a part Vampiric blood line Thaylan did mention blood being possibly a temporary fix.. like it wouldn't allow me to walk out in the sunshine for hours.. or anything like that.. but it would allow me to experience it.. at least in the short term.. I dont know.. its something ive always wanted to experience.. I know to surface walkers its really quite silly and something most would take for granted.. but.. ive never felt the sun on my skin.. Ive never seen carpets of colour in floral fields as everytime I wander above its beneath the night sky..-she had read all the stories as a child.. about surface dwellers and the things they did daily.. how the sand got so warm , how the water glistened in the sunlight.. the flowers bloomed.. the birds sounded different.. it was fascinating.. and it birthed so many daydreams between Thaylan and herself in their youth.. -. Dont get me wrong.. I love my home.. I know the ins and outs of those tunnels like the back of my hand.. I can see with a pure clarity in pitch black darkness where most wouldnt be able to even spot their hands.. there is nothing quite like Menzoberranzan.. but maybe one day Id like to take the risk.. and see if it works.. even if it is only temporary .. Maybe..

-she nodded.. they spoke further on Sydel and the things they had both seen.. things they had figured out through experiences shared.. even though they were never all together.. he spoke further on the relationship he had.. and how he was shouldering the blame for its failures.. she exhaled.. sliding her hands down over his.. curling fingers.. cradling to hold-.. it hurts to let go.. but sometimes it hurts even more to hold on.. -she tilted her head down.. pressing her lips to the back of his palm.. just softly.. just lightly... her gaze lifted to look to him.. garnet to brilliant blue-.. We are more than the mistakes we have made love.. I implore you.. Please Nautilous.. forgive yourself for not knowing what you didn't know before you learned it.. -she pleaded with him quietly.. she had a feeling.. deep down that he would probably continue to berate himself about it for quite some time to come.. she didn't want that for him.. she wanted him above all else to have freedom from his past decisions.. to look forward.. not back.. she knew he would love Sydel till the day he took his final breath.. and quite possibly beyond that.. she understood it.. she accepted it in this form.. she blinked though when he spoke about seducing Valkryn-.. You were asked to do what now?.. -she laughed and shook her head-.. Oh no.. yeah no.. no no.. I had to put up with it for long enough.. last thing I would ever want to do is put that kind of unpleasurable activity on anyone else.. -her smile widened..-.. Wow.. yeah.. no.. -she shook her head-.. He was a frightfully bad lover.. I had been married twice before him when I was younger.. and those two gentlemen were quite a bit older than he was and they were not only better equipped.. even with their elder status.. but they at least knew what to put where.... -her brows drew inward.. -..it was awkward.. -her hand rose to her mouth as she laughed.. -.. Thank the goddess for Thaylan.. I think I would have thrown myself to the pits from sheer frustration otherwise ..a word of warning to you my dear soon to be Husband.. if this pregnancy runs similar to Anya.. I get incredibly wanting.. lascivious ..passionate and lustfilled.. Thats why I needed the distraction after Thaylan disappeared.. I was heartbroken and incredibly horny.. So I got angry.. I let my frustration fuel my desire for bloodshed.. and at night whilst my useless fuck of a Husband slept I put my men through their paces.. Its how we succeeded four Houses.. though Valkryn took the credit.. his reputation was indeed high.. though he never did any of the work..

-she tilted her head when he mentioned leaving the army to him-.. Oh its all yours..I so look forward to seeing you in action.. -he was teasing her with that tongue.. gliding it along the curve of her breast.. the corners of her lips curled when he told her she better tread carefully or she'd be pregnant pretty much permanently.. he was quite potent afterall.. -.. Oh really?.. and what if I begged you to give me that large family ive always desired above all else?.. what if I begged you to never.. Ever hold back?.. mm?.. -she dragged her tongue across her teeth when he spoke about never bottoming to a woman or a man before willingly.. that she would be the first and the last.. -..Oh i want you to rebel honey.. I want you to push back.. because only then will I hit you harder.. drop you faster.. quick enough to leave your head spinning.. to leave you breathless.. You may be bigger than me lover.. and stronger.. but Ill have you on your knees soon enough.. of that.. I am completely certain.. -he surprised her then as she found herself with her back pressed to the bedding.. his weight upon her.. towering above her as she grinned looking right back up to him.. he smelt so good.. and Drow didn't really have the best sense of smell.. but from what she could get.. Oh it was lush.. it ticked a lot more boxes than she was perhaps willing to admit.. he made short work of that ruby red bra of hers.. snapping the fabric as if it were made of nothing more than paper.. she was curious if this was going to be a regular thing.. no one had torn her clothing off before.. his response was perfect and only made her grin that little bit wider.. Oh it was devious and dark.. it was such a primal thing and very.. very forbidden.. with the way she was brought up.. with women always being in control.. of Everything.. it was nothing more than a fantasy.. -.. Well that all sounds like deliciously bad behaviour.. I could have you whipped for that.. -those garnet pools held so very much mischief in their sparkle.. she clucked her tongue when he mentioned not being surprised that she collared her Brother when they were younger.. the comment on him fucking Thaylan though had her shooting him a wink-.. Oh I did.. repeatedly.. and he loved every minute of it..-pegging was not above her..it was used as a form of control.. and the reactions she got.. made it worth its weight in gold- so I have no doubt he will enjoy you.. a lot..

-he teased her.. tormented her with his words.. the tone in his voice was maddening.. it was as if his fingers were just touching her.. caressing her.. every single inch of her at once.. goosebumps flooded her warmed flesh.. -.. Ive never lost before.. -she whined.. elongating her neck when he wrapped his fingers around her throat.. oh her head felt heavy.. it was so good.. intoxicating.. addictive.. he just knew what to do.. where to press.. where to touch.. what to say.. she was veritable putty in his hands.. that lustful pitch as making her shiver .. making her toes curl as he forced his way between her thighs.. the kisses and nibbles were met with soft gasps and murmurs.. attempts to draw her thighs inward were a failure.. he was firmly wedged there with his knee pressed right up against her core.. tormenting.. seducing her slowly.. she let out a sweet little cry when he yanked her head back.. tugging on her pony tail tightly.. forcing her body to arch fiercely the sting was hot against her scalp.. the sudden yanking and tearing of her panties made her gasp audibly.. made her jerk.. before he threw her completely.. sinking his teeth down into her skin.. forcing those fingers up deeply into her.. she stiffened and cried out.. her grip upon him tightened.. clinging to him as he strummed her.. as he built that pressure to its inevitable peak.. her nails dug into his flesh as he tore that climax from her suddenly and without warning.. it was hard and fast.. quicker than she even thought possible.. it just about winded her as her heart throbbed brokenly.. she whined and whimpered.. asking quickly what that was before he invaded her mouth with those slippery wet fingers.. the grip upon her jaw was fierce and strong.. holding her in place. her lids fluttered a little.. her body honestly didn't know what to do.. her mind was fogging up ..her heart skittering..

his voice came to her echoed.. it circled her mind over and over.. he reminded her..about the things she would have heard about him.. the rumours about his bedroom antics.. just how much of it was indeed factual.. and how she had let him in.. giving him that perfect arsenal to utterly ruin her.. she swallowed .. the tip of her glistening wet tongue glided across his fingers .. tasting her.. she shuddered against him when that deep velvet growl caressed every single sense she had.. this was new.. it was incredibly raw..and masculine enough that she couldn't explain it.. her mind didn't know wether to be frightened.. hesitant.. or excited.. she looked to him through heavy lidded eyes as her breathing picked up.. he was having such a strong affect on her.. her toes had curled.. her heart picked up.. her body warmed and yet trembled as if she were cold.. she couldn't help the moan he evoked when he spoke about how she had been strong for her whole life.. it was always her on top.. No one took the choice.. no one fucked her.. and how it was time ..-.. No one ever dared.. -she managed to utter brokenly since her mouth was still hooked by his fingers and hold upon her jaw.. a thin trail of spit trickled down her chin regardless of her efforts to swallow.. he shifted suddenly.. his movements were forced and strong.. she was rolled over to her side.. she gasped and shifted as best she could.. her knee being brought up.. making her bend in positions her muscles were not ready for.. she whined as they began to burn.. that lush ache that let her know this was new.. this was.. different.. her tongue met his fingers as they slid in and out of her mouth.. that little kiss.. right at the corner of her lips had her mouth draw open a little wider.. she took a breath.. his remark .. his promise that it was going to hurt had her eyes opening once more.. catching his gaze.. the way he was looking down to her.. the grin was almost terrifying.. making her fingers curl in against the bedding.. her gaze held a mixture of anticipation and a touch of fear induced craving..she was a little stunned by this.. unsure what was about to happen.. pure fear of the unknown was driving her..

before he thrust into her smoothly.. wholly.. the invasion was sharp and he wasn't wrong.. painful.. he would have seen her eyes roll back as she stiffened in his incredibly tight hold.. her mouth dropped open and she cried out .. he was looking for that scream.. Oh he got it.. there was no way not to.. the way he stretched her.. filling her completely.. her body almost went into a sort of shock.. those sweet soft pink nipples hardened ..she trembled.. she shook as he anchored inside of her.. so.. so deeply inside her.. before he stole the very breath from her lungs with that kiss.. it was hard and hot.. tongues mingled.. lips were locked in a dance they knew well and yet this was stronger than the others.. this was making her head swim.. making her heart ache.. making her body soften.. he would have felt the way the restriction of those silky wet walls lessened.. lightened.. just a little.. just enough to let him know she was melting.. she was allowing that lush fog to cradle her.. even with his incredibly thick cock invading her.. he was unpredictable tonight.. utterly and completely.. she had no idea what he was about to do next.. and that showed in the way she cried out .. breaking away from the kiss when he began to piston fuck that tight slick little hole of hers.. her mouth remained open.. wide as she moaned and gasped through grit down teeth.. her body jerked and trembled.. he would have felt every single shudder.. every flutter of that abused core.. every single thing he was doing to her.. the sounds of their bodies meeting.. skin to skin.. hard.. slapping.. the feeling of the constant savage invasion.. the grinding against her clit.. he already alert gspot.. her head was utterly fucked.. -.. Oh God.. Oh god.. -she groaned.. she cried out as she tore into those sheets with her nails..before she reached for him.. his arm.. his hip.. anything she could get her hands on as those same nails sunk in.. digging down deeply into his skin as he fucked her so hard.. the friction was delicious.. the sounds music.. soon both her knees were up.. her ass was above the covers as he dipped in even deeper.. causing that addictive ache she was growing to need.. the one that let her know he was in So deep.. further than he should have been.. Further than anyone else had ever been.. she screamed and gasped for breath when he tore that climax from her.. when it clamped down around that incredibly large cock of his with an almost vice like grip.. she managed to look to him.. for but a moment.. a gaze filled with lust.. with pure need.. with adoration.. Oh she was utterly hooked.. completely enamoured.. he had birthed something in her from this.. something she was not prepared for.. before those very same eyes rolled back and she moaned.. the furious fucking kept that pleasurable pressure building.. the sting and ache of his size kept her body alert.. kept her from passing out.. He was just so big.. the scales.. the ridges.. how they dragged and pulled.. not a single inch of her wasn't stretched.. wasn't touched.. wasn't rocked against.. she felt as though she were on fire from the inside..drowning in it... caught in a place.. she did not want to surface from-

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“Really now? The fierce and spit fire Gia Navere landed herself on the wrong side of the bars, hmm? My my, that must have been quite the tale!” The laughter in his voice was rich and it was true what he had said, he never thought she’d land herself in trouble, she seemed far too cool and level headed to end up on anyone’s naughty list. Though hearing about Caera… He snorted a bit and had to cover his mouth, faking a cough but oh God he couldn’t keep a straight face, and in the end? He devolved into more than a little bit of laughter… “Um… So… Yeah… Her Husband?... Is my Uncle…” He snorted again and was seriously biting his lips trying to keep from laughing, that grin was tearing at the seams, you could just SEE it trying to break out. “And uh… That same husband… Was my mothers lover…” He couldn’t stop it at that point and was literally almost falling over laughing, honestly if he had been standing up he’d have hit the floor, laughing so hard he was wheezing a bit. “Funny fucked up part is that Caera’s husband might be my dad! Moms never been really… one hundred percent sure…” And the funniest part of this all was that Gia? Was literally getting locked up in that dungeon around the same time he was getting conceived. What a wreck huh?! What could he say? He had a thing for older women.



In regards to his past though, now that she wasn’t too far wrong on, there were things he had done so dark he couldn’t ever really escape the shadow they cast. Things he honestly didn’t want to admit he had done, things that happened in a much darker, far more insane part of his life. “It’s… Odd in a way. There are parts that are painful because of what happened to me… Others that are painful because of what I did to others… I’m older now, wiser I like to think, and I know what I did was hellishly unforgiveable… I can try to live in such a way that I can atone for what I did… But I can’t erase what I have done. I think it’s like… If I don’t tell anyone… No one will ever really know the truth. No one can recall that atrocity and link it to me and… It’s… Almost like being able to put up a buffer between the reality of what it was and myself… Does it make sense?” He hoped she could understand… His desire to distance himself from his crimes wasn’t because he felt above them, it was because he hated himself for ever committing it, hoping that the space… That buffer would be enough to let him live without being crippled by it. “I can promise you I’ll tell you all of it, one bit at a time, sometimes bigger sometimes smaller but I will tell you it all… Probably just the more… Palatable stuff first and go from there…” It was a start and that was the best he could give her honestly. No lies between them, nothing hidden, no half truths… He would tell her but the darkest stuff might not come out for a very, very long time still, if it ever got to there at all. He might be young but with the years he had been given he had lived four lifetimes worth of experiences.



As the conversation took it’s twists and turns they talked about the sunlight and how she struggled with it far more than any other drow. Her genetics? Easily came into play with that and no one could blame her. Dhampires had a very unique genetic make up and no two were alike. When she began to talk about it being silly that she wanted to see the day filled sky, the carpet of every hued flowers spreading out under a warm sunny canopy of blue, now that was where he shook his head. “It’s not silly… Period. Every person has a dream and while they’re each different that doesn’t make one better or worse than the other, they’re all precious and private. There are a few things I know of that you can do, drinking blood is one of them yes, but if that seems too disgusting burring yourself in the earth is another way. Think of it as a mud bath… Like a spa treatment.” The last way was a pair of specialized sun glasses which were rather stylish but he wasn’t sure which way was going to work but they had time to figure it out bit by bit… What mattered was her desire to actually go out and see the world when she sun was shining. Sometimes it was the will alone that did the most work and all you had to do? Was help it along a little bit. Thaylan, from what they’d discussed, had done it with blood which meant he likely imbibed it a couple of times a year to allow his full time adjustment on the surface. Gia might need the same but her time above was likely going to be far less extensive than that. Perhaps a few small blips here and there, like surprise visits as a treat, maybe a few weeks as a belated honeymoon… He’d likely ask Strahd as the man was their father, he’d know a good deal more about the Dhampire race than he himself did, and often wondered himself what was the difference between a Dhampire and a Dunpeal… Something for the trip perhaps?



Things circled around to their mutual lover though and he honestly did take all of the blame for it. He could see their shared past with a clarity that he couldn’t draw up before, see the mistakes he had made, the things he had done. He didn’t blame her and he sincerely hoped Sydel wouldn’t blame him for it either, they were just broken cogs that couldn’t run together, still close… Still able to touch… But couldn’t work anymore… “I’m working on that part… The wound is still very new, incredibly fresh, it’s hard to move without the ache being a startling and throbbing reminder. I’m not lost in the fog anymore so I can see everything with a sharpness that is almost painful in hindsight. I know I’ll get to a point where that part of my past is just a distant memory, where I can look at it without pain, so please just bear with me a while… I don’t think this is something I can shove into my past quite as readily as I have others…” It might become annoying for her, she might find it meddlesome or irritating to be around him as he processed and that was ok, so long as she promised to stay around he could handle it… He might have to internalize a lot of it, he might have to process it alone, or… He might actually talk about it to someone… He loved Gia but he didn’t think it terrifically fair, let alone healthy, to unload all his old relationship baggage into his new one… Which left him wondering just who he should go to, to talk about this mess he had made of his life, to try and find a way to process and move forward… “I’ll… See if there is anyone I can trust to talk to about all of this mess… And before things become misunderstood it’s not because I don’t trust you. It’s because the last thing I want to do? Is taint this beautiful love we share with constant talk about her ghost. You’ve been loving and kind, patient and understanding, but it’s unhealthy for our new relationship to start to unfold with so much talk of my old. Like bringing salted earth from a former property and expecting it to help the new soil.” He just hoped that as he did this? It would go well… He had never confessed to another person, let alone in such a way as what he needed, so he wasn’t really sure how to go about it let alone the outcome that might come of it…



On a much lighter note though he mentioned he had been hired to seduce Valkyrn and that? Was just the perfect thing to talk about because it definitely tuned the situation around in a much more positive way. “Oh yes, back in that one kingdom… Ah… The one where you, Valkryn, Andrew and such were all in… Before the move to Sanctuary… Anyways, Queen Juliette there offered me a good deal of money to do it but I turned her down. Seducing Andrew in the dungeon was a bad enough taste in my mouth but Valkyrn? I’d rather chop my own dick off.” He said with a rich laughter. It was sad in a way, he’d forgotten the places name, but he remembered the people and the interactions… Was that how age went? Was that what it meant to grow up? To lose the details but remember the event? It was quite currious as he never forgot anything yet there he was… Drawing a blank… “There’s nothing wrong with older men for lovers. Garafin is quite a deal older than me but insanely enjoyable. My best next to Thaylan honestly… I think I have a thing for older lovers… There’s the whole understanding that I won’t have to help someone through the bumbling path of eroticism…” He said with a wink up to her as he let his minds wander to much more enjoyable, lascivious areas of delight, to sink those claws of climatic desire sink their way into his mind and goad him into action… He did so love to be a creature of seduction after all, it was just too damned enjoyable not to, and right now? He very much planned on making a certain Drowess in this bed learn a whole different side of the coin she thought she knew so well… And her words? Honestly did no one tell her not to play with fire? How dangerous it was? “Really now? Well that turns out to be in your favor because the bigger you get with child the more I’m going to want to sink myself into you and make you cum. The female body us gorgeous in any shape but I find it nearly irresistible when pregnant… The way you’ll move, the way you’ll sound, the smells and feels of you… Hardness in places where there was once soft pliancy… Your pussy will grow tighter and wetter… Your climaxes will be even better and last so much longer…” Oh a pregnant woman was his fucking catnip. All he wanted to do was roll around with them, seek out every new place that made them scream in pleasure as nerve endings once asleep woke up, new desires and needs flare and take root…



“Only four? Before you’re done with your first trimester with my daughter inside you I’ll give you eight easily.” He teased as he laved his tongue up along her sweet skin, honestly he had no idea a woman could taste so fucking sweet, how deliciously tempting a warm body could be… “Mmm… Well if you did I’d certainly be… More than happy to oblige…” Chuckling darkly against her skin as he nibbled and kissed, her nails lightly dancing over his skin as he went, grateful that she couldn’t see just how viciously hard she got him with that talk… He’d always wanted a big family, a place to call home, to fill that void in his life and here she was… Not just wanting to give it to him? But she wanted the same thing just as much as he did. “Though if you dare go down that path… Chances are you’ll always breed more than one child at a time… Thaylan is potent in his own right as well, your love for him lured your body into accepting his seed along with mine, you may be perpetually breeding twins… And I will get jealous when there is no breast for me to enjoy…” Ah yes… One of his many dark little fetishes… One could honestly joke about him being fixated on it because his mother had never nursed him and they could very well be right. He had such a keen, almost irrepressible need to latch onto a sweet pink nipple and suckle till he was content, often fueling a deeper need for sex which would result in sweaty bodies and another nursing session during climax… Was Gia honestly prepared for that? “Which I should warn you… I have an incredibly bad fetish for breast feeding… That rich creamy sweetness is an addiction to me and I will likely suckle from you while I make you scream for me, the two desires, these fetishes are too deeply entangled to separate…” Sydel had figured that one out quickly, as soon as that breast milk appeared he was on her like a fucking rash and couldn’t stop, it was worse for him than the strongest drow drug for anyone else. Though if she wanted to drop him fast like she said? He might have inadvertently given her the key to make him do JUST that. There was nothing in this world or any other that he wouldn’t do to wrap his lips around a milk filled nipple… “As you Wish…” He growled against her flesh as he found himself quickly unraveling, letting that beast rise to the forefront, his own hunger fueling him like a dark fire. “ I’ll rebel and make you work for it… Harder than anyone else…” HE was certainly harder than anyone else right now!



His cock was throbbing, aching beneath him as he tore her clothing off bit by bit, it wasn’t like he couldn’t afford to do it to her daily with the finances he brought with him to their marriage. A part of him was starving for her, he wanted to slip between her thighs and eat her sweet dark little cunt out like he was on death row and it was his last meal, but more than that? He wanted to show her just how much she was biting off… He knew just how to talk, what to say against that sweet little ear, how to pitch his voice so that it was a verbal caress of only the most sensual sin. “By all means whip me… Beat me if that’s what makes your pussy wet… But all the same I’ll shred every fucking scrap of your clothing off that I god damned feel like… This body?” He growled against her neck, his hand gripping her throat that much tighter, forcing her to stretch that much farther. “Is mine… This mouth belongs to my cock… These tits and all the sweet milky cream in them is mine… This succulent cunt? Belongs to me and I am going to fucking destroy it tonight… You can top your lovers… You can peg your brother… But I will be your husband and that means every inch of you is mine… I’m going to show you what it means to be fucked, little Mistress, and by the time I toss your cum soaked body back onto this bed with cum gushing from every orifice? You’ll beg me for it again… And Again… and Again…” Making love? Was precious… It was magic between them… It wa something that would always be like a fairy tale between their shared sheets… But right now? He needed to fuck. He needed to fuck hard and long, needed to savage her body in celebration of her pregnancy, to show her what he would do to her and often through thier marriage. After all, for while love making was sweet and dreamy? Nothing took the edge off of a stressful day like getting your brain fucked out your ears…



He pinned her to the bed then, taking absolutely every shred of control from her, from the way she moved to the way she breathed… She was his slave from that moment on and he thrived in the moment, when he let that beast out of it’s well gilded cage, when that darker more primal side came out to play… Oh he could see it in her face, the fear and curiosity, the desire… But what really did it for him? What suddenly flicked switches for him that he didn’t know he had? Was that fear… She looked at him as though she suddenly realized she had unleashed a creature that she was ill prepared to handle and that… Oh no… That was just… Giving candy to the fat kid…



The kiss was just a diversion, tasting her cum soaked flavor on her tongue where he had fucked her mouth with his fingers, mastering her breathing and stealing it from her… Diverting her attention so that when he first thrust into her he got all that delicious shock factor he could ever want. That scream was so lush… So sweet… Music to his very ears as he made her bend, forced that noble body into a slutty little position like a cheap whore, piston fucking that nearly virgin tight little hole like he hated it… Like he waged war on it… And without his glamor? There was no mercy for her… No means to reshape his body so that he appeared more human like in regards to his phallus, no she got the whole package, every scale and ridge of his dragon cock abusing her slick honeyed up walls. He was vicious, almost brutal with her as he slammed his cock into her with a furious need, feeling the way she already began to tighten and flutter around him before she came hard for him. He gasped and groaned as he dug in just that much deeper, pushing up on the bedding so his cock thrust just THAT bit deeper, up into her womb so that she’d get hooked on the pain… His hand coming up to slap down against the top of her tits, right over those beautifully pierced nipples, white hot and hard her skin would easily welt from it. “Like that little bitch? It feels so good get fucked like a cheap whore, doesn’t it baby? Look at you… You’re a little slut all hooked on your daddy’s big thick dick aren’t you?” He’d say before he’d slap her tits hard again, over and over till she screamed as he fucked her, marrying pain and extreme pleasure so close together… His words dropping her… Stripping every little sliver and shred of nobility she might have clung to. He meant it when he said he was going to fuck her, to drop her like a rock, to show her what it felt to be completely helpless and out of control… He slapped her hard, enough to make her skin burn before he dove in and kissed her with a soul stealing fury that would leave her lips deliciously, addictively bruised and swollen as he sped up even faster inside of her until he drew out another climax from her.



“Slide off you filthy little whore… I want your head on the ground… Thaylan’s is walking up the hallway right now, taking his time as he listens to you scream for me, and I want to break his heart… TO see his sweet little sister… So noble… So pristine… Being fucked like the drow slut she is.” He ordered and if she took too long? He’d pull out of her and fist his hand in her hair and drag her to the position he wanted her to be, dropping her to the floor before he’d stand on the side of the bed, dragging her lower body up so that she was forced to hang there… Tits bouncing with her nipples just grazing the floor… legs pressed flat against his chest as he half kneeled on the bed… One foot pressed against her face to keep her on the floor while he fucked her viciously through her closed legs… Keeping them nice and fuzed in his arms so that each thrust ground against her clit so hard… So sweet… So perfect that she’d be forced through orgasms stronger… Hotter… Longer… Than anything she’d ever felt before. He kept it up too, his stamina was unbelievable, his strength and his ferocity unmatched… “When he comes through that door… Beg him to save you… If you can…” He panted darkly against her leg as he fucked her hard enough to bruise that sweet flesh. “But we both know you’re a whore, don’t we? Under all those fine manners you’re a filthy little bitch who loves to get fucked… You just want a man brave enough to show you want it means to be a slut… Take all that power from you and turn you into his personal breeding mare… Admit it… Nice and loud for him… Tell him how much you love it… Confess what a freaky little bitch you are and I’ll give you a treat… And be detailed… The more creative you are… The sluttier you talk… The better your surprise is going to be…”



Like clockwork, just as she was being ripped through another climax Thaylan came into the room, slack jawed and in shock… The flowers he had gotten for her and the box of chocolate coated crickets tumbled to the ground… Tears in his eyes to see his sweet baby sister being fucked like the most common of whores… Yet despite the agony on his face? Beneath those lose fitting clothes his erection was so hard that it tore the fabric, a thick stain forming as her sweet brother ejaculated from the sight of his sweet love getting brutally, savagely fucked…

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They had spoke a little more about Sydel.. someone they both shared a history with.. though she was sure that it was a path she would not be able to wander down again.. not now.. not with how things had happened.. how much it had all changed for them all.. She'd always be fond of the lily white nymph.. but that boat had sailed.. she had told him she hoped one day he would be able to forgive himself.. it was something she really did want for him.. something she wanted him to be able to experience at some point.. a freedom that would only ever come from the act of forgiving oneself.. but she wasn't stupid.. she didn't expect it to happen over night.. everyone handled grief differently.. -.. I'm here for you.. whatever you need.. -she nodded a little.. she didn't take his idea of needing to speak to someone else as a slight .. it didn't make her feel as though he couldn't trust her.. she took a breath-.. Nautilous.. only you know what happened between you both.. I wasn't there.. I didn't get to see any of it really.. if you feel you need to go and speak to someone.. then thats what you do.. I wont stand in your way.. -he obviously had a lot to go through.. more than perhaps she realised.. the subject change to Valkryn was needed.. the two of them sharing a laugh over the simple fact they were both connected in some way to a complete moron ..-.. Oh I dont disagree.. Older men can be very, very good lovers.. so can older women.. but the husbands I were given.. when I was about your age my dear.. were almost double my age now.. -she tilted her head-.. a lot can be said for experience in the bedroom.. but wrinkly hands.. no.. -she laughed a little at the thought.. oh she recalled all to well the feeling of those elder gentleman pawing at her much younger frame...Thaylan being the only one who could chase off the ghosts of those memories back then.. -.. My first time was.. a bit .. as you put it so eloquently.. a wander down the path of bumbling eroticism.. -her smile widened a little as she stroked her fingers up and down the back of his palm-..but I soon figured out what I wanted.. and I asked for it.. I demanded it.. I took it.. I can be a very selfless lover in that I gain enjoyment from making sure my partner.. or partners are fullfilled.. but I always make sure I cum.. every single time..

-she had warned him a little just how lustful she had gotten in the past whilst pregnant with Anya.. not necessarily certain the past would repeat itself but it was certainly very likely.. his response though.. that he thoroughly enjoyed the sight and feel of pregnant women... oh now that was just what she needed-.. Perfection.. -her smile turned into a grin.. -.. You're going to be very.. very busy lover.. especially if I am unable to rest.. -the idea that she could continue to breed multiples was one she had not yet entertained.. could it be possible for this kind of event to happen again?.. several times even?.. if that were the case their House would be filled in a matter of years..the large family she always desired.. the one she had dreamt of.. coming to fruition.. his fetish though had her hand reaching.. fingers tracing down along the curve of his sharp jawline-.. Well.. i guess.. it will all depend on how good you are Nautilous.. if I allow it.. -she shot him a wink.. it wasnt a kink she had heard of.. certainly not something she had come across personally.. especially given she had only been pregnant the once and the last thing she wanted was anyone anywhere near her after Thaylan had left.. -.. You did claim them.. both of you did.. so it would only be fair for me to offer them up to you.. whenever you desired.. but I guess.. it would be so much more fun to watch you beg for it.. dont you think?.. -she clucked her tongue against the roof of her mouth.. the temperature in the room raised considerably in those next few moments.. they teased and tormented each other with words and touches.. his response on rebelling had her grin only growing wider-.. I love to make things Very hard for you , and I will continue to do so.. every.. single.. day.. -it was a promise she could keep.. easily.. Drow were incredibly sexually driven creatures.. they didn't need pheromones to drive each other crazy.. they were just perpetually aroused.. the drugs and darkness.. the heat..the sweat.. the dancing.. all of it lead to the longest most thorough sexual sessions..

that would frighten most from the surface worlds.. The fact they had dances that would make the audience climax without touching a single hair upon their bodies was tantamount to their prowess.. his voice was thick and lust filled.. smooth like chocolate as he spoke so close to her sharply pointed ear.. he was playing her.. caressing her with speech before he touched.. stoking the fires that sparked deep down within her.. her breath caught in response to him laying claim upon her.. all of her.. that she was his.. her mouth, tits, cunt.. all of it.. every sweet supple inch would belong to him.. she swallowed down a breath that threatened to spill from her lips.. the confidence he had was like nothing she had ever seen or heard before.. it just oozed of him.. he was So very very sure of his actions.. and the way he was putting his foot down.. was actually birthing a fear within her.. had she indeed bitten off more than she could chew?-.. Oh yes.. yes.. I am yours.. All yours.. -she whined softly as his whispers made her shudder.. those fingers on his jawline curled.. scratching her nails against his already scarred cheek-.. but You're Mine. .. -she snapped her teeth down.. forcing out a breath. .. he flipped her easily.. her back pressed to the bedding as she looked up to him.. her mouth had dropped open.. she whined and murmured.. she watched him.. his expressions.. his eyes.. catching the dark primal emotions.. that playful sparkle had been replaced by something so much harder.. something hotter and gritty.. he tore that first quick climax from her in a matter of moments.. having shoved his fingers up into her.. hooking and knowing precisely where to rub and grind.. she shattered under his talented touch.. the kiss that followed it was a perfect distraction.. it snapped her attention away from the throbbing deep down inside her.. away from the skittering of her heart.. and back onto him..

he stole her breath.. her heart.. and whatever was left of her mind.. she melted beneath him before he took his moment and he thrust so hard up into her that she cried out fiercely.. Oh it hurt..alot.. but the pleasure that echoed it was incredible.. that soft supple fully curved body of hers was made to take what he could dish out.. it was almost built for it.. he forced her into positions that she was not prepared for.. ones she had not ever been in and her muscles burned and ached in response.. her knees were pressed up tight.. her ass up off the bedding itself as he fucked her violently.. the speed and the force behind each and every thrust was like nothing else.. it was as though he was unleashing a frustration on her.. a deep searing hatred..as if yes he were waging war upon her body.. he pistoned that thick hard length into her as if he were a machine.. the ridges and scales dragged and pulled against her insides.. tugging and stretching.. reaching places that should not have been able to.. thankfully though whilst his body held such an undeniable strength her own had its defence mechanisms in place.. and he never reached that deep.. he would have felt that resistance.. it was like hitting a wall.. he was not going to be granted access to that womb of hers.. oh no.. there were residents in there now that didn't take too kindly to any kind of invasion.. at least not yet.. but if he pushed her too hard he did have the ability to kill the dreams he held.. Sydel was for all intents and purposes dead in her former life.. so her body could take a beating pregnant or not and get up and walk away.. Gia on the other hand was very much alive.. and whilst her body would do all it could to help her contain the little lights that were bursting to life within her.. if he pushed that little bit too far there would be no saving it..

he tore that climax from her.. she screamed as she gripped the bedding with her nails.. tearing into the soft cotton sheets.. she shuddered and shook .. hearing his gasps and groans as her eyes clenched closed.. the pleasure laced pain was new.. it was like scratching an itch that little bit too far.. you knew it hurt.. and you knew you should stop.. but you couldn't.. you needed more.. She needed more.. she grit her teeth down when he slapped his hand across her breasts.. making those piercings sting.. making them sway ..she whined and hissed..No one had ever dared to strike her.. and certainly not with their hand.. her toes curled.. her body stiffened.. he called to her.. he tried to drag her down once more.. calling her a little bitch.. a cheap whore .. that she was a slut hooked on his thick dick wasn't she.. -.. Fuck you Nautilous.. -she spat out at him between gasped breaths.. that pressure was rising so swiftly.. he kept her on that very fine edge.. that line that could only come from the perfected amount of pleasure and pain.. -.. You are in for a world of pain.... You're not my Husband yet Honey.. You're not even in my employ..but soon enough yes.. I will be your Wife.. Your Matron.. which means I will own you.. Every single fucking inch of you.. and with that kind of power comes a lot of lush little benefits. -she groaned.. it was a warning even whilst he was fucking her.. even whist he was taking from her every ounce of power she held.. she had the sharpest memory.. it was almost completely photographic.. and she used what she knew.. against anyone that dared push her that little bit too far.- You wont Fuck without me knowing about it.. thats even if I allow it.. You certainly wont cum until I say so.. and all this.. being yours.. Oh yes.. Oh yes it is.. Enjoy it.. Fucking Enjoy it my beautiful boy.. because thats all you'l get until I say otherwise.. If you think for a single moment Im going to share you.. Think again..-her words came out a little broken.. a little stunted in parts as she had to gasp for breath.. or a sudden shril moan surfaced that was out of her control.. but for the most part.. she was stern.. sharp.. the Mistress was skirting the edge.. and she didn't take any shit.. she didn't accept insubordination ..misbehaviour..thats not to say she wasn't enjoying this though..It was fucking intense.. .

the pleasure her body was being raked through was incredibly vast.. it was shocking.. she really didn't know how to handle it.. he was hitting her from every angle.. keeping the fog thick in her mind.. but every time he struck her it blew it away just enough to make her eat that pain.. she burned and ached.. the stinging was white hot and left coloured welts across her heated flesh.. the kiss just stole her away once more.. it was hard and forced against her sweetly bruised and swollen lips.. her head tilted back.. reaching to obtain more of that sublime combination that being his heated mouth and tongue.. her free hand had come around .. seeking out the back of his head.. fingers curled into his hair to pull..tight and yank.. tearing out a good handful of those lush richly coloured locks of his ..tugging and scratching as he threw her down that rabbit hole once more.. the speed hastened.. her body shuddered and shook as she groaned into that kiss when it broke.. her head hit the pillow once more as her eyes rolled back.. her body arched as best it could in that odd little position made for slaves.. the pleasure explosion deep within her was intense.. it mace her heart start and stop in her chest.. it made it shudder as she came so hard against him..hard enough that she gasped for breath.. it took a moment for his words to register.. he was calling her out again.. cussing her.. giving her orders and sharp directions ..her eyes remained half closed as she whined and whimpered.. oh the feelings her body was being dragged through were so very muddled.. it was almost coarse and yet still soft..was she angry.. or was she so utterly floored by it that she had no real way to express what she felt..

the fact he wanted to break her brothers heart caused her brows to draw inward.. she blinked slowly.. a few times.. swallowing down a breath that had caught so long ago against the back of her throat .. a hiss sounded though when she pulled away from him.. a combination of the ache that sweet abused cunt of hers was feeling.. and the burn from her spent and stretched muscles.. his request was.. odd.. and seemed almost counter productive to what he desired.. but then again.. was she even sure what he was actually gunning for?.. was it pleasure.. or was it power.. her body slid like liquid off the bedding.. the back of her head pressing to the cold hard wooden flood.. her hands propping herself up.. her body on an interesting twisted angle.. his impatience soon took over though and he grabbed her swiftly.. dragging her into his most desired position.. she was almost hanging then.. her arms still reached to press fingers to the floor to grip.. to hold.. she could feel the cold metal bar of the bed base pressing against her shoulders.. her pony tail dragging upon the floor.. the room was upside down to her then.. she had a view of the lower regions.. she could see the door he was talking about.. the light coming from the crack beneath it.. he fused her legs together ..drawing her thighs in tightly before he thrust into her once more and her eyes widened.. her toes curled and her muscles tightened.. she cried out.. she moaned.. her body bounced against his..the sharpened heels upon her shoes dug into his shoulders.. his arms as she knocked back .. her nails all but scratched against the polished board as he pressed.. as she felt that abuse against her already sensitive clit.. he was grinding against it with every pistoned thrust.. rubbing.. the friction was hard and fast.. her lids fluttered.. he stole another orgasm.. and then another.. they were quick and sharp.. falling like dominoes one after the other.. they were dragged out.. lasting a little bit longer each time.. running smack into the next..not giving her a space to catch her breath though she tried.. gasping and panting as she grit her teeth.. she couldn't deny the pleasure from such a debasing action.. it was there.. it was as obvious as the nose on her face..

she toppled over and over in response to his violent and aggressive actions..her fine tuned hearing easily picked up the footfalls of boots coming down that hallway.. even with all the noise going on in that bedroom.. the sounds he was making.. the cries that were elicited from her.. over and over.. her heart throbbed brokenly in her chest.. she was positive she could hear it in her head.. he was asking a lot of her.. and tormenting her brother in the process.. the bruising would appear.. handprints upon her darker hued skin.. marks from where he had held her.. the tone was dark.. his voice circled her mind.. thick and hot.. making her compliant ..she was almost frightened by this.. how could he have possibly gotten so much power on her so quickly?.. the sound of the door opening.. creaking against the brass fixtures had her shifting her gaze.. that otherwise strong garnet was weak.. half lidded as she was being used and abused in such a lower caste position.. she went to speak.. she went to plead with her brother only to have a secondary climax tear through her.. dropping her mouth open wide as her eyes rolled back and fluttered.. she cried out.. nails scraped against the floor.. her body was being stretched.. elongated.. the flat planes of her stomach.. the swell of her breasts.. those long perfectly shaped legs.. all on display as she was hung upside down..she gasped and whined.. her eyes were glistening .. watering.. her lips were wet with drool..- Thaylan.. -she managed to croak.. her brows drew inward.. it was a look of agony mixed with the most intense pleasure..though she couldn't focus not properly.. that rich garnet colouring shifted and moved erratically beneath heavy lids.. breasts bounced.. her body trembled.. he demanded of her.. to speak.. to tell her brother how much she loved all of it.. to make the confessions of being a whore.. a freak.. the slut he thought she was.. she grit her teeth down as another shock of pain laced pleasure struck her.. snaking its way down her spine as her body ached and throbbed in his incredibly strong hold..-.My name must taste pretty good Nautilous, its always in your mouth.. -she moaned-..You're not wrong.. -she whined.. swallowing down a little more of the spit that was accumulating thanks to hanging upside down..-.. I do like to fuck.. I love getting fucked.. Ive thoroughly enjoyed every aspect of sex since I was a teenager.. No ones ever dared to push me.. Ive killed for less.. -she snapped as her lids fluttered when another sweet wave of pleasure washed over her.. changing her pitch.. her voice.. turning it into a deep breathy whisper-.. You both will get me pregnant often.. Thats what I want.. what I desire.. What I need.. so no.. whilst you think Ill be your sweet little breeding mare.. i think the tables might be turned.. You both are my Breeding studs.. Learn to love it honey.. thats whats in your future.. -she groaned as her body arched fiercely.. tight.. jutting her chest out as her mouth dropped open..she was upon the very edge of another orgasm.. it was right there.. she could almost taste it..her gaze fell to her sweetheart Brother.. lingering.. watching the shock on his features.. and the sudden and rather obvious erection.. -. I may be a whore -she hissed.. turning her gaze so it was back toward him.. back toward Nautilous as best she could in the position she was being held in-.. But so are you.. So I guess it takes one to know one.. doesn't it.. -her eyes rolled back once more as tat orgasm stuck her like a slap to the face.. her pitch heightened.. her mind became So foggy.. all the blood was rushing to it with her being upside down.. she was getting light headed and it showed with the almost dreamy vacant look that was appearing in her eyes.. -

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“It feels so strange to know that…” To have someone who was really there in his corner, not just sort of, not when it suited them… But always. He wasn’t sure if he could ever actually wrap his head around it. “To have someone to really support me. I never had that at the start of any relationship so it’s… Alien in a lot of ways. The funny this is though… I’m actually excited about it. There’s a lot I want to come to you about, a lot I want to share, to sort out the tangled web inside my head that’s been my home for so many years. Just know that it’s a two way street ok?... I’m not the only one who’s been hurt, you can come to me about anything, everything… I promise.” He’d drop what ever he was doing to help her too and he hoped she knew that.

Speaking on older lovers though on he couldn’t help that one with a bit of a laugh and a scratching of his chin a bit there in the bed beside her. “I’ve never had a younger lover by choice. Every woman I have ever been with on my own has either been my age or older. I find I can’t resist the temptations of an older woman. There’s something about that sense of knowing one’s self, of being sure of your place in the world, what you want from it… Younger women are all so… Erratic… Soppy and moon sick with love, easily entangling emotions and thoughts that do not need to be string together, quick to jump into tempests… I’d much prefer to avoid the whole mess.” And he did. Young women were such a damned hand full, always running off about this and that, everything about them just had to be full tilt or not at all. They were either floods or droughts, there was never a healthy medium with them, and if you pissed one off? God help you ‘cause no one else can. They’re the reason for the whole ‘woman scorned’ thing for sure. Which was likely why he always went for the older women, they were so much more settled in their ways, calmer and better educated, more sure of themselves. Call him an asshole or what ever you wanted but he knew what he liked and older women were most assuredly it. “I have to admit you’re completely right there though. You are indeed the most generous of lovers, next to myself, of course.” Ah, that little bit of pride, that teasing nature of his coming up to the fore. He enjoyed his sexual adventures with her without a doubt, every time with her was an incredible experience, that went without a doubt!

Warnings were given on both sides though, he himself admitting to his fetish about pregnant women and suckling, and she confessed that she herself was extremely sexual when pregnant. That was a dangerous combination without a doubt though, warning her that she’d likely end up pregnant back to back without much rest in between, and the fact she wanted it? That was like throwing petrol on an already burning fire, he certainly didn’t need the encouragement but there she was, lighting a fire under him and she’d learn in this? He was far from patient… “I will have to make sure I eat more then, between the work you plan on putting me to and keeping you satisfied in bed? I’ll have to eat my own weight in meat alone to provide you with all the sensual sex you desire.” Not something he was going to complain about either! He had gotten a little bit soft in the last few years, no battles to fight, nothing to keep him very active or busy… He was still fit yes but his muscular size had gone down a bit, he’d gotten a little bit more padding than he should have had, something he was aware of as his tailor tended to remind him. The idea of being kept perpetually busy both in bed and in battle? Gave him something to work towards, to look forward to, something he hadn’t had in a long time… “You are so vicious… Teasing me like that and we both know I am rarely good… I guess you’ll have to teach me how to beg, hmm? Because there are few things I crave more than a milky tit in my mouth…” Blame his mother for not breast feeding him or something but that was indeed his fetish. Just thinking of her all pregnant and round, heavy tits with creamy droplets spilling, it made him itch under his skin with the want of it. “Mmm I am going to hold you to that promise Gia… Just know though that for every time you make my life hard, I will put it to you to make it nice and easy again, so you’ve been warned.” And he had NO issue with breaking a few drow customs and rules if it meant that they were both satisfied at the end of the day.

Things span out quickly from there though, he had an itch that needed scratching, a need to sate… He was not often- Ok… No. That was a lie. He was often a very dominant lover, his whole life it had been expected of him, drilled into him to give a woman everything she wanted in bed. He had yet to run into a woman who didn’t desperately want to be thrown around a bed room and fucked raw, brought down low so that no thoughts or actions were needed, simply the state of existence sufficed while their bodies were turned into vessels of pleasure married pain. He pushed her hard, far and fast, though when he caught her resistance it was like a light flared in his mind and he realized exactly what it was and put that block in himself as well. He pushed, he danced on that line but never once pushed that far again, making sure there was a safety buffer between himself and their children. It had been so long since he touched anything alive like this that he had almost forgotten… If not for her body reacting the way he did he might have made such a mistake that he’d never recover from it…

Her first climax he tore from her and he relished it, hearing her scream and the way she tore holes in the bedding, every inch of her alive and on fire… Raw… Primal… There was no real control here on her part, just him, molding her pliant body which ever way he desired… He was so familiar with this sort of dance, expecting it to go the same way it always had, the sudden snap before the bedding… The full submission… But when Gia snapped back at him he actually missed a stroke, he paused for half a heart beat and the grin that crossed his face, especially with hat eye-patch on and the scarring all over his body and down his cheek? He looked every inch like Hades would have before stealing Persephone down from the surface. He was dark, primal, and absolutely unfettered… “Say it again baby-“ Was it possible? Did his cock actually get thicker? Yes… Yes it did… See… NO one. No one had EVER dared actually stand up to him, especially like this, no one could find the will to fight him… She? Did. Even now she had the strength to boss him around and by the fucking GODS did that ever turn him on in a way he had never felt before. “You’re going to own me huh? Every fucking inch? Keep this collar around my throat? Tattoo your name into my skin?” The FUCK was wrong with him he had to wonder to himself but… This? Was causing new addictive hooks to form under his skin… No one had ever dared to do this shit before, not even the people who had owned him in his youth had ever dared try to go this far, yet she did it as easily as she breathed… Was this his future? The choice he made? Was the reason this all worked… So fucking well... Because for once… He didn’t own someone? Because he had run into someone as strong and proud as he was? Maybe even more? He couldn’t stop the deep throaty groan when she threatened him like that, the way his cock surged and pulsed inside her, taking everything he had to keep from exploding inside her like some untrained school boy with a crush… She’d know it too, be able to tell, to feel it deep inside her as she suddenly stole a good bit of control from him in that moment… “That’s right Love… I am your beautiful boy… All yours… But for Tonight? Just tonight? You’re my slut…”

Because he knew…

After this? He’d never be able to do it again without her telling him to. It was… Strange… Very strange to suddenly realize that while he absolutely thrived in this environment, being in complete control and dominating the flesh under him, the sweet pussy wrapped around his cock… He understood that without her express demand for it he’d never get there again. This was the one… And only… Time he’d ever wrestle control away from her and drop her… And he… Well… He might just have enjoyed that more than a little bit.

A deep, throaty laugh fell from his lips as he struck her, made her hiss and cry out, her nails digging into his skin or pulling out strands of his hair… His lips falling over hers to crush, to steal her breath and her mind, to make her head spin and bring just a touch more pleasure into it… Pushing her a little farther.. Deeper… Harder… She’d be hurting the next day without a doubt.. Breaking that kiss and demanding several things from her in that sharp voice he used for commanding the flesh under him, and while at times he was vicious and brutal there was still that rich pleasure coating it all, like a warm blanket wrapped over the whip he beat her with. One thing she would learn after this, something he could clarify for her, something he’d explain in stone if he had to… Was that the things he said in the heat of the moment? We’re just wind… Words… He never really meant them, they were just colors on the canvas he was painting, easily washed away and far from permanent. He didn’t think she was a whore or a slut, he actually respected every supple, beautiful inch of her… He also loved her brother and the last thing he wanted was anyone to be caused pain… This? Was just an act, a play, a scene he was performing to scratch an itch that had settled under his skin… The need to get out all the pent up emotion and stress he had been under the last couple of days when they fell apart… When she pulled off his cock to move he was gentle with her in his touch as she moved, his motions might be sharp and fast but his hands were soft on her skin as he took her the way he craved, head down on the ground with her shoulders just off of it… Only enough contact to let her feel utterly off balance as he thrust into her with her legs fuzed… Giving her that insane pressured rush, making his already huge cock seem that much bigger as he fucked her, dragging her through climax after climax… The words falling from his lips dirty and vicious but she turned them on him like an expert fighter, taking the blade of them and slicing his skin with them, making his head fall back as his eyes fluttered and closed. She had no idea… None at all what she was doing to him… For him… “Your name is better than any fucking drug… I love the way it rolls off my tongue.” And he did… Gia… It was like a breath on his lips for him to say, easy and natural, as sweet as the nectar at the base of a honey suckle flower. It was also incredibly arousing to hear her say she was no breeding mare but rather they were her stallions, he and Thaylan were little more than studs to breed her, and that only made it so much fucking worse…

He lost it… The moment she called him a whore… He couldn’t think straight as he just came inside her with a violence he had never known before, she took his legs from him in that moment, the two of them falling… Twisting himself so that as he went down she was on top of him, himself hitting that floor hard as she lay atop him, cock burried deep as he pumped her full of so much cum it just squirted out of her around his shaft. On and on and on it went as he gasped and twitched, jerking as he looked at her… At Thaylan who was far too aroused by what he had seen…


Thaylan had come in then and closed the door behind them, locking it before coming forward to pick her up off of the floor and settle her gently on the bed, he himself laying there and looking up a the ceiling through his good eye… The room fuzzy on the corners as he gasped for breath, his cock still hard and twitching, smaller jets of spunk still spurting out as he lay in a state of locked euphoria… His own orgasm stolen from him and dragged out to where his legs were weak… All because she had turned the tables on him…

Breeding stud… Belonging only to her… Her husband and her shield…

Who would have thought those things were something he craved? Was his violent need for control and dominance triggered because he lacked those things? It could be possible… He knew for a fact he came harder in those moments than he had ever cum in his life, so much so that he ached, his body jerked and twitched and couldn’t seem to listen to his orders.

Thaylan was on the bed with Gia, stripping down and pulling her in close, caressing her softly and babying her… Giving her that sweet stability she might need…

He himself? Took several minutes before he could finally move, sitting up with a grunt before he finally stood up, going to the table and pouring out two glasses of wine… One for Gia… And one for Thaylan. Himself?

He knelt at the edge of the bed by her side, his head dropped, his hands resting on the top of his thighs…

Submissive…

He’d seen Thaylan do it… Thaylan had showed him a few things and he was putting them into action. The glasses of wine he had sat on the table for them and he knelt right by it, silent and serene, sweat soaked and muscles twitching… “Matron Gia Navere… Mistress… I Submit… I took what was not mine to take… I await your punishment…”

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she couldn't help the smile that formed fully there upon her lips when he mentioned himself being a generous lover.. fingers slid back up through his hair before caressing down the sides of his handsome face-.. You're not wrong.. You are a very very generous lover.. Ive not met anyone quite like you Nautilous.. and Ive been around quite a lot longer than you.. -it was true, she would have been a lot closer to his Mothers age than him.. she'd been around the block so to speak.. but after Thaylan disappeared she pulled back.. Valkryn was irritating at best.. but that made it even easier.. a lot of people hated him so she didn't have a lot of house guests.. the two of them toppled down into some cheeky and rather mischievous language.. finding out desires and needs were shared.. and how the wants they both had seemed to just fit.. she knew what she was like when she was pregnant with Anya.. practically insatiable.. Thaylan had a hell of a time keeping up with her.. and that meant Valkryn was on her even more.. in hind sight she should have seen it all coming.. she should have noticed the signs before her Brothers untimely departure.. but her head was so foggy that she missed them all..Pregnancy just made her incredibly wanting.. and he admitted to the lustful need of breastmilk.. something she would use against him down the line.. afterall she held his currency right there upon her body.. and that could be used whenever she desired.. -.. Oh you're going to be busy my dear.. incredibly so.. We will have you working So hard in the pits and arenas during the waking hours.. and Ill keep you working harder in the bedroom when you come home.. We will test this youthful stamina of yours.. see if you can keep up with me mm?..

-that mischievous sparkle in her eyes just lit up a little more.. she was really enjoying this.. it was just naughty enough that it was amusing and entertaining.. and the talk of long hot nightly sessions was incredibly arousing.. enough to make her want to draw her thighs in.. to rub her knees.. -.. Thaylan will teach you how to beg Nautilous, thats not something I have ever had to do.. -she shot him a wink.. things turned in an instant.. quick and hard.. he had her on her back.. her clothing was stripped away with little more than a grab and pull of his fingers.. his strength was undeniable.. and the sheer nerve of him.. pushing her like that was enough to make her jaw drop.. though she had no time to question it.. his lips stole her breath and her heart.. those kisses were heavenly.. all encompassing.. they fogged up her mind and took her to places that she had never been.. that hard thrust up into her made her scream.. her voice was pitched high.. her body shuddered beneath his as he tore every single ounce of power from her with every grind against her.. he knew what he was doing.. he knew how to get what he wanted.. he fucked her.. his actions were raw and primal.. strong and unyielding.. there was not a single submissive bone in his body in those moments.. she couldn't fight it.. her body arched as she cried out with every climax that was torn from her.. The dominance he was showing her was scratching an itch she didn't even know she had.. like sure Thaylan took control that one time in Chakas house.. he roughed her up and pumped into her with such a ferocity and it was exciting.. but this was on a completely different level..

he kept pressing her.. pushing her.. biting and waiting for her to topple.. but she grit her teeth and she started snapping right back.. calling him out on his bullshit... oh she caught that grin.. the way it spread across his roguish features.. and coupled with the eyepatch oh her heart just siezed.. her lids fluttered as she felt him thicken.. he had already managed to stretch her.. to cause that lush throbbing ache that she was desiring all the more.. but this.. Oh this hurt and she just wanted more.. she whined and sucked in a sharp audible breath.. -.. Yes.. -she growled in response when he asked her to clarify.. she was going to own him?-. Oh yes.. you're mine.. every single sweet fucking inch..-she groaned.. rocking her head back-.. Tattoo? Oh no.. Oh no.. you might have pretty tattoos in your fairy tales.. -she grit her teeth.. forcing out a breath-.. We brand our property sweetheart.. You will bare my collar.. and my brand.. but in return.. Ill let you fuck me.. and if youre lucky I might let you cum . -she grinned.. even though he was brutally fucking her.. she was still enjoying tormenting him.. he might have taken her power.. but she was slowly clawing it back.. what was not to enjoy though?.. the savagery of the action.. he was learning her body.. as she was his.. she was picking up on his little nuances.. the things he liked.. the things that worked.. as she was sure he was doing the same.. building up a little sexual arsenal to put to good use.. she knew he was struggling.. stumbling almost then.. she could feel the pulsing.. the throbbing.. Oh it told her so much.. and she would remember it.. ALL of it.. -.. You are yes.. you are my beautiful boy.. -she panted.. her breaths coming out shorter.. sharper.. she dragged her tongue across her teeth-.. mmm.. but tonight yes.. I'm whatever you want me to be.. whatever you need me to be.. this body is yours to play with.. Tonight Ill be your slut..

-her gaze.. that striking garnet colouring caught onto his.. lingering upon that one brilliant blue before they would once again roll back.. the waves of pleasure were intense.. they were just enough to tease her.. to make her want to scream in frustration..before she would be struck with another climax.. leaving her shuddering and gasping for breath.. he struck her.. the white hot sting of his hand across her then bouncing tits made her cry out.. nipples hardening.. clinging against the gold metal serpents.. she did as he asked.. sliding off.. feeling that thickness leave her.. the empty space it left behind.. the ache.. the sting.. before he had her upside down.. hanging off the side of the bed in an awkward position that would be made for slaves.. for dancing girls.. where their bodies would be used for pleasure.. and nothing more.. so many firsts were being tossed across her table these past few days.. and this was certainly another.. he didn't fuck around though.. he thrust back into her with no mercy.. tearing back into that already abused hole.. she cried out.. she moaned.. he tore from her orgasm after orgasm.. she was left shuddering.. trembling against him as the heels upon her shoes dug into his shoulders.. he would have picked up every single fluttering.. every time those sweetly slick walls drew in with that vice like grip.. his cock might have been extraordinarily large and uniquely shaped.. but her body accepted every lush inch of it willingly and used it to her advantage.. Thaylan had come into the room dropping those flowers.. the tin of something.. she couldn't quite see.. her eyes pleaded with him.. though her words wouldn't come.. her head was fucked.. but she didn't give in.. Not completely.. he continued to barb her.. to press and she sucked in a breath and threw each of those weapons right back at him.. sharper and with a lot more focused aim.. she would be no breeding mare.. they were her personal stallions.. he called her a whore.. and she called him one right back.. it seemed only fair..that final climax hit her hard.. her heart all but seized in her chest.. stealing her breath away.. and he toppled a moment after.. only he Actually fell..

the pressure from his orgasm made her gasp.. made her groan and cry out.. before she reached for him when he span her.. oh the room tilted.. she blinked and blinked again.. gasping for breath as she found herself atop him.. her knees hitting the floor as her body shifted into that semi straddled position.. her mouth remained open.. dropped in a semi state of shock as she twitched as she trembled.. she was trying to catch her breath.. trying but failing.. catching his eyes as he looked up to her.. seeing the almost anguish in his.. something had shifted within him.. she managed a smile.. all be it fleeting.. but he would have caught it.. right before she would feel Thaylans strong arms sliding around her.. she murmured and whined when their bodies were parted.. oh that was a sensation she wasn't quite prepared for.. before the softness of the bedding was pressed to her back.. her head to the pillows.. she sighed.. her lids remained semi closed.. her hands resting flat to her stomach as she felt soft touches.. her brother was removing her heels.. the tie upon her hair.. the softness of lips.. of kisses were felt.. just here.. and there.. acts of reverence.. before she would reach for him.. her fingers curling around his hand.. his arm.. urging her brother to come up to the bed with her.. to slide in behind her.. she desired his bodies warmth.. his closeness pressed against her.. pulling his arm around her.. fingers interlacing.. oh she adored that.. she would never ever get enough of just having him close.. never taking it for granted..

she could hear movement.. the grunting.. but she was also not entirely sure.. her head was stuck in that dreamy comfort.. that only came from multiple climax.. before he appeared in her line of sight.. she watched as the glasses were placed down upon the side table.. and he moved into that kneeling position.. his head dipping.. his hands upon the tops of his thighs.. oh she knew that stance.. she knew it well..she often drilled it into new slaves of her House.. and Thaylan fell into it like liquid.. she turned back.. glancing toward her brother with a smile.. reaching to cradle Thaylans cheek with a warm hand.. leaning in to brush her lips to the corner of his.. before she turned her attention back to Nautilous.. -.. You're a good boy Nautilous.. -she spoke.. her voice was incredibly husky thanks to all the screaming she had been doing.. it was a little deeper.. a little more gravelly- You just need a little help and direction.. thats all.. You have been free for so very long.. i think its time you come home.. where you belong.. dont you?.. -she reached out for him.. tracing a few nails down along the sharpened curve of his jawline-.. We are your home.. this is where..you belong.. where you are safe.. where you are loved.. where you are needed. -those fingers slid down beneath his jaw.. tilting his head up.. so she could look to him..-.. Normally I would have you remain kneeling.. for the remainder of the night.. whilst Thaylan and I rested before our journey.. especially after such behaviour..However.. There is something else I want you to do for me my sweet boy, You have trials ahead of you.. and I know that they frighten you.. they concern us also.. but you will get through them.. That is what I am demanding of you.. You will push through until you succeed.. Until you can come back to us.. That is my punishment in a round about way.. this time.. I request that you succeed.. Do not fail me..-she nodded- I am in control.. I could use that control to run you into the ground with an unnatural ease...-she traced his plump lower lip-.. but I would rather build you up.. so that you can be the best person you possibly could be.. -she rubbed her lips together lightly-.. afteral there is no sense in playing with your toys until they break now is there.. then what do you have?..

-she shot him a wink..a sharp click would sound as she attached the leash to the D ring upon the front of the collar he wore..-.. You made your Mistress feel.. so good tonight.. -she would urge him forward.. he would feel the tug upon the collar he wore.. up onto the bed.. -.. Im sore.. and will probably need to be rubbed down come morning.. otherwise you will both have to take turns carrying me for a good portion of our journey.. -she laughed a little-.. but .. mm.. -she turned.. looking back to Thaylan.. before her gaze fell back upon Nautilous-.. Thaylans heart is as precious as my own.. much the same as yours Nautilous.. your heart is a jewel I will forever treasure.. so whilst I understand we sometimes say things in the heat of the moment that arent necessarily.. well.. proper protocol.. -her smile grew a little..-.. we dont play when it comes to the heart.. You can call me just about every name under the sun my sweet.. You'l no doubt pay for it later.. but sometimes they just slip out in a fit of passion and I get it.. Ive done it myself.. coming up with some rather colourful combinations in my past.. -she reached up to press her finger to his lips-.. but not the heart.. understood?.. too important.. -her brows drew inward a little as she shifted and that ache returned with every move she made.. enough to even make her whimper.. oh her muscles were cursing her out something fierce-.. But i think.. tonight.. as restitution for your.. little slip of the tongue.. -she patted the space between her and Thaylan.. waiting for Nautilous to slip over-.. You will strip my sweet brother down.. and clean up the mess you made him do with your hot little display of power play.. mmm?.. with that same naughty tongue.. -she pulled herself up into a semi seated position.. whining as she drew her thighs inward.. reaching for that cup of wine as she nursed it.. watching with her head and mind soft as cotton floss-

[BadInfluence]

Her fingers through his hair felt so damn good honestly. It was like a subconscious tick, a twitch, a satisfying scratch to a very deep itch… It was comforting on one hand but there was also this slight, delicate hint of sensuality in it too, just enough to keep it from being motherly and more… Romantic. Definitely something he could get used to, something he might even try to sneak in and get, place his head on her lap or something along those lines just to get another taste before he lost the chance. “I have to say I don’t understand how so many wise people think their years make it as though at a certain age you must have done this or that… I love the fact that I’m a shock to you. Older or younger than me what make you who you are to me? Has nothing to do with the numbers you hold and everything to do with the woman you are.” He said as he reached up to gently slide an errant strand of ruby red hair back behind her ear, caressing the pointed shell softly as he did so, smiling up at her a bit. “I know that as we spend more time together, as we share these passing years, you’ll still shock me and if I’m lucky I’ll still be shocking you too.” Though as the conversation ran the rivers course it wished they came about to her pregnancy and his own addiction to the female state and he just knew… They’d both be in a good deal of trouble and she’d soon learn to forget what it was like to see her feet for many, many, MANY more years to come. She was in her prime, just entering that perfect age for both child bearing and rearing, but for her own sexual pleasure as well. A woman like her? Was a rare treat, a perfectly ripe fruit, forbidden and so sweet… He was perpetually salivating for her and God help him the day she figured that out because she’d hold his balls in her purse like an ornament… As it currently stood she was strumming him like a harp, talking about how sexually vivacious she was when she was pregnant, keeping him busy between her thighs and in her arena… It was like giving that fat kid the biggest slice of cake at the birthday party… “Is that a challenge? Or a threat? Because I should warn you that the former I love overcoming and the latter I adore destroying…” He quipped back easily and quickly, his lips curling in that devilish rogue grin of his, the one that gave her that little thrill, the shiver of danger at the unknown… The primal and the masculine.

They were definitely playing with fire though he knew that much. She was baiting him with everything he had revealed that he loved, that he adored and fetish’d after, made him hot under the collar about. What was she hoping to get? Who knew but one thing was for sure they were far too much like petrol and fire, they were easily combustible about each other but rather than burn each other out they seemed to just produce more energy together, a different kind of fuel that drove them to some intense peaks he himself had never reached before. They teased and taunted and just gave enough to itch under that skin and it was far too addictive to be healthy. “The more you say that the more I want to see you do it if only once… It's going to be amusing to watch you break me down to the point I’d beg. No one ever has before… Think you can be the one to do it? Bring me to my knees?” And he had every damn feeling he knew she could too. She already had her hooks deeper in him than his own bone marrow, having a bit of an arsenal to use against him, and if she ever found out that if she talked about his baby in her and what it did to him? He’d be fucked. Beyond fucked. She’d have a sledge hammer to take to his glass knees at that point.

Despite all that though his own needs, his itch took over and he pounced her and if she thought for a moment his words were hollow or a ruse, she learned REAL quick just how genuine every threat he made was when it came down to describing how he was going to fuck her. He knew she had never danced down this particular rabbit hole and while he had given her a little taste at that party, a wee dance, a little snap shot? She had NO idea just how far he could go or how deep he could actually drop her. When he pounced her he did it with nothing but a primal masculine need, his own strength overpowering her, demanding she drop and that… Was where she caught him. Her body thrived on what he did to it, he could tell with each orgasm she had, the way her body tensed and fluttered and jerked… Every little muscle she had told him that she was thriving in this but even with her body singing to him? Her lips told him something else… She still held on… Clung to her power and leveled it over him, forced him to realize that he wasn’t breaking her, at least not completely… He might have full sway over her body, making it dance to the melody he set, but her mind? Was out of his grasp… It was erotic, a taboo and something he’d never encountered before, she made him salivate and it aroused him beyond anything he’d come across so far. A woman who could submit her body but still managed to keep control despite the orgasms he ripped form her like a child taking Kleenex from a box… Even more than that? She flat out said she owned him and honestly… To belong… It was a first and it sank hooks in him he had no idea could actually land so deeply inside of him. She made him growl and chuckle so deep, so dark in the back of his throat when she said she owned every inch of him… And that he’d not wear a tattoo of her ownership oh no, she was going to brand him like any other Drow slave. That alone drove him to fuck her that bit harder, to angle it just a bit higher so he was truly fucking with her G spot in a way to make her legs shake like jello in an earth quake. “Oh yeah? Who’s to say you won’t drop down to my level after you brand me and come slinking to my slave bed for me to fuck you like this again huh?” He shot back, the two of them fierce and strong, neither of them willing to give an inch even while their bodies surged and pulsed together as he struggled to keep his orgasm from occurring while making sure he tore as many from her as he could.

As it wore on, the battle and the struggle, the sweet vice like gripping of her succulent pussy around his cock… Yes… Oh fuck yes he was struggling, his cock was begging to shove that final inch home, his balls so tight and firm they felt like they were going to burst under the pressure… But he kept going on, pushing himself and her, fighting with all he had to keep from spilling… He wasn’t ready for it, not yet, he had a goal in mind to reach and reach it he would do it no matter what. All he knew for sure right now was that this was a fucking dangerous power play, he knew for a fact he’d never wrestle it all from her and vice verse, they’d always be in a battle of tug-o-war that would make every single time they fucked like this incredibly intense. “And what a perfect little slut you are Gia-“ He panted around gritted teeth, slamming into her more and more, the sweat beading up on his skin… Rolling between his pecs and down the dip of his spine… Behind his knees and over his brow… Catching in his eyebrows… Dotting his upper lip and tasting of salt each time he inhaled as he dove into her… She was addictive, beyond that even honestly, all he wanted was to see his final days inside her tight little cunt…

Shifting positions so she was hanging off the bed, helplessly suspended with her heels digging into his shoulders by FUCK he was in heaven, every inch of this was sublime and had him aching to the point where his heart was starting to stutter inside his chest. Harder he went, slamming into her, making sure she was deliciously and perfectly abused in every single way she could be. She’d never forget this, her body would ache and throb for days, even the slightest little touch would have her remembering for some days… What she didn’t know was that this whole thing wasn’t just for him or her but it was for Thaylan too. It was impossible to get that sort of a fetish out with planning, you had to do it on the sly and Thaylan had helped he and Gia come back together, one solid deserved another… So the moment Thaylan came in the door and got that deep craving, that delicious fetish satisfied, the way he looked utterly torn… The tears unshed… The vicious thick erection that tore lose fabric… The thick creamy stain down the front as pearly jets shot through the cloth… He knew he had just checked off boxes for everyone in that room and with that he could actually allow himself to start to topple, to give in and he and Gia shot back at each other a couple more times and each shot she hit her mark which only made it even hotter, having someone still able to spit fire at him even as he broken her body in the most pleasurable way possible.

When he climaxed it was so hard it winded him, took the feet right out from under him, dropped him like a rock for the first time in his life. It took all he had in him to roll at the last moment, to make it so that when he hit the ground she was on top of him, still deeply anchored on his cock as he filled her with more spunk than he’d ever spent in his life. His heart stalled, his lugs failed to take in air, he saw stars and his whole body was out of his control… Jerks and spasms, deep throaty moans and near whines as he flooded her beyond capacity, his whole body seizing up over and over. By the time he was done and Thaylan had eased Gia off of him he was still laying there, silently gasping for breath, his body still spasming randomly as he felt those after shocks rocking him for the first time in his life… Those loud echoes of pleasure that kept his balls flexing and spunk spurting out the tip of his cock and onto his belly and chest. By the time it finally passed he got up with a grunt, rolling onto his feet and forcing himself across the way to get those glasses of wine for Thaylan and Gia, picking up the dropped flowers and placing them on the table with the wine and the chocolate covered crickets. He fell into a kneeling position that Thaylan had taught him and from the bottom of his heart? Apologized.

It was so strange to realize he had broken a Drow tenet. The slaves had been teaching him a fair bit when he had been keeping them alive and safe, bringing them back up to peak health and the like they’d informed him on several things, and one thing in particular. The Matron is second only to Llolth to the Drow. She is a God into herself and must not be disrespected. Life, as well as death, was held in her hands… And he? Had just basically dropped her like a cheap whore and pushed her harder than he had anyone for a very long time. She loved it yes, she’d cum more than a few times for him, but that didn’t make it right now did it? Because of that he dropped into that position Thaylan had taught him and humbled himself before apologizing for what he had done. Her touch was warm… Soft and welcoming honestly, he knew she could have hit him and he’d have taken it too, but what floored him the most was what she said after… Home… Did she know? Had he ever actually said anything about that? Feeling like he didn’t belong anywhere? Or was this something she had picked up on silently and used it to sink deep into his skin and into his soul? “I’ve… Never had a home before… A place I belonged…” He was always that for someone else but… He’d never had it himself… Could they really do that for him? Would they want to? “I do… I do… Want to come home… I want to have that…” He said quietly as he leaned into her touch as they talked, the way she lifted his chin with her grip on his jaw, looking to her eyes while she spoke… And her order? Wasn’t for anything grand… She didn’t ask for this or that which he could procure, no wishes for him to fulfil in regards to things like fortunes or power, instead her wish was small but like faith… It starts out as a mustard seed and grows from there… She only wanted him to succeed… To survive these trials so that he could come back to them... Her order? Was simply not to fail…

“Most people care less about the toys breaking when they’re replaceable.” Like he had been to so many women… Just a bauble, easily bought and sold, easily enjoyed and forgotten… She shocked him when she put the leash on him and he had to pause a moment, just a flicker of a second before he was moved forward, hearing her words as she corrected him on something he had said in the heat of the moment. It was so strange… To see… Hear… Someone talk about the precious value of a heart. How strange… How very strange for him to hear it put in such a way… He could only nod for several moments as she explained that while some things might be punishable for later, the heart and the things connected to it were forever off limits, a rule he was going to set in stone in his mind as of these very moments. “I understand Mistress… I never had anyone value it before so my mind and tongue easily fall into old habits…” He was brought in closer before guided to the middle of the bed and the orders given and that was when he chuckled for the first time since the middle of their fuck fest. “You do realize what happened was one of his biggest fetishes right?...” He asked with a grin as he rolled over a bit and began to slowly take off Thaylans clothes, one by one, inching it up and peppering his hard muscled abs as he went along. “I wanted to pay him back for helping us to resolve our fall out… Thaylan… Is a bit of a cuckold… And given our relationship lay out… This is everything he could dream about…” He was a master at reading people after all and he had Thaylan pegged from the start.

As he went he made sure to lavish attention on those abs… Up along the pectorals before the shirt was tossed off to the side, kisses up along his shoulder and neck before he’d lock lips with Thaylan in a hot, sensual kiss as the two of them just fell into it together… Hands roving and touching, his own sneaking down Thaylans pants and taking him in hand and slowly jerking him off, panting against his drow lovers warm firm lips. “Forgive me Mistress but I don’t think your brother made a big enough mess for me to clean up… Permission to ensure he’s completely soiled before I clean him up properly?” He spoke softly before he’d break off those kisses and head back down the way he had come until those pants were off as well and his tongue was laving up and over that cum soaked cock, looking up at Thaylan as he twitched and shivered, his hand on his shaft and balls to ensure that Thaylan was able to fully enjoy the entire thing without too fast or hard of a peak… He was going to go slow… Sensual… Drag it out for Gia’s viewing pleasure and Thaylans own delight.

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She had no idea he had plans within plans for this evening.. that he was making sure of her positioning ..that she would be utterly ruined when her dear sweet brother came into the room and looked utterly crushed.. she was hanging upside down..being held with such strength as she was fucked harder than she had ever been in her entire life.. the sounds of bodies slamming together.. skin to skin.. just how wet he had gotten her with climax after climax and yet those sweet slick walls of hers still managed to cling to his thick uniquely shaped cock with every movement.. she looked to Thaylan through half lidded eyes.. that usually strong focused garnet colouring had become somewhat dreamy and soft .. all she managed to utter was his name.. and it came out rather croaked before another orgasm struck her like a slap to the face.. she stiffened and cried out.. her body arched and shuddered.. her poor heart didn't know what to do.. speed up...slow down.. or just stammer away at irregular intervals..

the two of them continued to shoot barbs at one another.. it was the finest powerplay ever.. sharp like daggers.. trading blows with their tongues.. even as they gasped and groaned inbetween.. before he seemed to lose control.. exploding so deeply and with such ferocity inside her as he fell from the bedding.. the two of them managing to flip around so she didnt hit the deck so hard though the action alone forced that thick pulsing cock of his a little deeper inside her.. the weight of his cum was brewing a lush little addiction.. she'd grown to know that scorching heat.. the pulsing jet.. the strength behind every burst.. and she almost craved it.. it was a sensation like no other.. their eyes met as he looked to her with utter anguish.. before she was slowly picked up.. she had no resistance.. not an once of it as Thaylan slid his arms around her and gently lay her upon the bed as if she were made of glass.. she whined softly.. oh she ached.. every single inch of her throbbed .. but it felt so ..so good.. what was left of her clothing was removed.. her heels and the tie from her hair.. letting the thick ruby locks fall back to her shoulders.. leaving her completely naked.. his touches were soft and reverent.. respectful... filled with an adoration that could only come with true love.. a sigh sounded as her lids closed over..

she soon reached for Thaylan though.. drawing him back to her.. she needed him close.. she needed that warmth he gave her.. the security she felt when he was right there.. it was something that had come to fruition when they were so much younger.. a comfort in each others embrace.. the rest of the world could have melted away back then.. as long as they were together.. and tonight in this bedroom it wasn't much different.. though there was no hardship.. there was no war waging on outside.. or parents arguing.. she just craved his closeness.. when she opened her eyes once more though she was graced with a sight she didn't think she would see.. at least not yet.. Nautilous on his knees.. in perfect positioning..head lowered respectfully.. hands upon his thighs.. palms upward.. submission in precise form and shape.. she reached to touch him.. to let her fingers curl down his cheek.. she could have struck him..and was well within her right to do so.. but no.. she took a different approach.. she wanted him to come home.. her head inclined a little when he said he had never had a home before.. a place where he belonged.. that he did want to come.. he wanted to have what she was offering.. her warm palm shifted to cradle his cheek.. the touch was soft and loving.. -.. Come home Nautilous.. You have a place waiting.. with us.. I want to make a home with you.. a place where you will always feel safe and needed.. and most of all loved.. Because you are loved.. wholly and completely..-her fingers found his jaw.. lifting it a little so they could look to one another.. he desired punishment for his behaviour.. she figured that was fair enough.. but what she dished out he might not have been expecting..in her heart of hearts she just desperately wanted him to succeed his trials.. she was frightened for him.. it worried her.. it concerned her.. and when he was gone.. tangled up within them it would plague her thoughts until he was able to return.. of this she had no doubt..

his comment about people caring less abut toys breaking when they were replaceable caused her to sigh.. caused her brows to draw inward a little-.. I cant replace you Nautilous.. -spoken softly as she looked to him.. -.. Because there is no one like you.. I dont think you quite understand how much you changed my life without even trying.. You mean so much to me.. to us.. I need you , and thats something that up until a few days ago was such a foreign feeling.. I did everything I could throughout my life to never have to depend on anyone.. to never show any kind of weakness .and yet.. here I am.. it means I am trusting you to catch me.. when I fall.. -she took a quiet breath.. slowly moving to sit.. though it wasn't the most comfortable thing to do...that ache only throbbed all the more when she shifted.. she reached for him then with both hands.. to cradle his cheeks.. to look down into that one brilliant blue eye.. -.. I hope that one day the person who hurt you sees you from afar.. dancing in the radiance of your unburdened spirit and standing strong in your fully mended bones.. -she slid her fingers back along his jaw.. to glide through his hair..a gentle loving.. calming touch-.. and that for just a moment you feel their gaze.. so you can forever know, Without question, the powerlessness of their perception over you.. You are loved, You are needed, You are irreplaceable.. never.. ever forget that.. -she watched him.. her gaze.. that soft slightly heavy lidded garnet would drink in his emotions.. his expressions.. looking at him she knew she wanted a man who would surrender his soul to her.. and yet at the same time leave her utterly and completely conquered.. and she had found him.. and for the first time in her life she felt whole.. truly and completely...centred..

it was so unusual.. and sharp.. but she loved it.. she explained to him then how they never spoke of the heart so freely when it came to breaking it.. she nodded when he spoke his understanding.. how he had never been in the position where it was valued so old habits died hard-.. mm.. its how we learn.. though actions and conversation.. You will make mistakes.. and so will I.. we just have to talk to one another when we do.. so we can meet in the middle.. Hearts are such an odd little organ.. -she drew one hand back as she tapped it across her own.. -.. They can be played, stabbed, cheated, burned and even broken.. but somehow.. they keep on going.. It breaks and heals and become stronger.. You have found quite a place in mine.. -the click of the leash would sound then as she snapped it onto the D ring on his collar.. oh she felt his flicker of hesitation..so she didn't pull.. she didn't urge him.. she gave him that moment to find his centre.. and if he continued to resist she would let it go.. for now.. but he soon moved forward.. she guided him to settle in between her and Thaylan.. she lifted the mood just a little then.. giving him instruction to put that lethal tongue of his to good use.. to clean up the mess that her Brother had made from catching such a display.. she blinked in response when he mentioned a fetish-.. a what now?.. -she questioned.. turning then to glance back toward Thaylan with a curious look..hearing him speak on wanting to pay her brother back.. that dear Thaylan was a bit of a cuckold.. -.. Oh really?.. well this is news to me.. and yet it explains so much.. -slowly pieces were falling into place.. the way Thaylan reacted when he found her in the shower after the first sweet love making session with Nautilous.. and then at the pools.. not to mention the sudden and rather abrupt reaction tonight after he literally walked in the door..

she watched as Nautilous began to remove her brothers clothing.. each piece being peeled away.. revealing more and more of that incredibly well toned physique.. she reached across.. fingers gliding across Thaylans cheek.. guiding his gaze to her as Nautilous began to jerk him off-.. this is something you need?. something you.. enjoy ?...-she leant in a little more.. her lips were mere inches away from his.. Thaylan would be able to feel her breath.. taste it with every word she spoke-.. Watching me getting fucked by Nautilous?.. Tell me what you need brother.. -the tip of her tongue would glide along his upper lip.. only to pull away if he leant in to kiss her.. right when Nautilous asked for permission to finish him off-.. Oh yes.. make sure he is well taken care of.. he still seems a little riled up.. -she turned to pick up that glass of wine once more.. cradling it as she watched.. it was a lush naughty display.. Nautilous using that lethal tongue to give her brothers thick throbbing cock quite the tongue bath.. -.. Oh now that .. thats just perfect.. -her right hand reached to slide back through Thaylans hair.. fingers fanning out to press cradling against the back of his head.. before her nails would curl in.. scratching against his scalp.. -.. Is he doing a good job Brother?..

[BadInfluence]

He loved his sister like a fish loves water, like a bird the skies, or a star the night… She was as elemental to him as the very basis, the drive for his existence, the cause for every beat of his heart and the explosion that creates life and death in every cell. She was his one and only weakness and he felt blessed to have her, she’d been his one comfort, the light in his days as children and that had never lessened. Just grew, developed, rounded and fleshed itself out like they had. While their lives had taken different routes, they’d grown to become their own person, unique and individual… That bond? Never broke. He and Gia were twins, the same blood flowed through each others veins, they were two halves of the perfect whole. It was because he knew they belonged together like the egg and it’s yolk that he never felt a pang of jealousy, her pleasure and joy were tantamount to his own, and so long as she was enjoying herself? He was perfectly content and happy. It was… To be honest? His greatest fetish and he didn’t even have to do anything to indulge in it. Gia had never been allowed to marry him, incest was forbidden, punishable by death… So each husband she had to bed down was like the most luscious torture for him and he got to enjoy the aftermath as soon as she’d sneak into his room at night. He was in every essence of the world the cuckold husband. He loved to watch her be fucked by other people, either in full control or as he had just seen walking in the door, debased and brought low. This was a first for him, for both of them perhaps and it crushed him like a vice about his spine, dropping him low to see his dear sweet little sister being brutally fucked like a common slave…

Oh Llolth…

How Luscious…

He’d cum without any control what so ever, the tears in his eyes were from sheer raw pleasure, overwhelmed by the sight and the perfection of the act before him… Heavenly… As soon as Nautilous was done with her he stepped in and ‘rescued’ her, lifting her up off of him and hearing the sweet wet squelch of suction, the sudden loss of sperm from lifting her as it slithered down her thighs as he’d placed her on the bed. He wrapped himself around her to protect her, his touches were full of love and adore, as satisfied in that moment as she surely was. He? Needed nothing in that moment, he’d almost be purring beside her as he gently cared for her, removing the straps of her bodice and the tie from her hair and drawing those ruby curls over her shoulder so she could rest comfortably… Shoes removed and set to the side… A soft, slightly cool silken sheet drawn up over her so that she could truly relax, to take the heat from the exertion from her…

Her arms wrapped around him was divine as he held her close in turn, the two of them curled in around one around, he was her world and she was his sky… Together they were perfect and in a state of perpetual balance, his hands roving gently over her skin as he kissed along her shoulder softly, just slowly bringing her down at a gentle… Lulling pace… When Nautilous brought over the wine and then knelt at the side of the bed his own brow rose but he smiled all the same, his chin resting on Gia’s shoulder as he watched the display, the soft words shared between the two of them. The poor boy had been lost so long on the chaotic seas of life that he had never really known a safe harbor, didn’t even know what one looked like, what they were supposed to be… Was it any wonder he had no idea that all of this was a struggle for him? “Give him a little time…” He whispered in her ear with a soft kiss to her shoulder. “He is every bit like an abandoned wolf pup, he had to fight on his own to survive and he’s never had a pack he belonged to, he’s always been too dark or too big to blend in with the others…” All the while though his touch was warm and soft, loving, supportive as he spoke his thoughts on this. “Now he’s come to our doorstep, deeply wounded and warry of any kindness because he’s never really known it, and we’re offering him love and shelter… It’s a shock to him… Likely will be for some time… Like a wounded animal that flinches when you move to fast… You’re doing beautifully my sweet sister, you always do, but I think we have a few years ahead of us with him flinching now and then…”

It would take a few years but he knew this was where he belonged… Nautilous never fit in anywhere because everywhere he had ever gone they always wanted everyone to be so cookie cutter, you had to be this and that or else, always forcing him to squeeze himself into a mold he could never really fit. But the Drow? They were outcast and hated by all yet that hatred didn’t make them bitter, it just made them far more open minded, understanding of others and their differences, and down here? Differences? Were treasured because it was the different styles of life that bred newness into a society that was forced to live with limitations no one else had to endure. That newness helped them evolve and grow, to discover new things that brought them more richness and diversity as a whole, a treasure that earned respect simply by existing. Nautilous, for all he has the wrong skin color, was every inch a drow in regards to the way he valued family and beauty. Who knows, he might start having the man bathe in walnut water and ashes to darken his skin, he had a golden hue already so it wouldn’t be too hard to bring him a few shades darker… He might not pass for a dark drow but easily one of the more fairer skinned ones such as his sister and himself. Plans within plans for the moment… He certainly felt that dying his hair would be a good idea too, Gia dyed her hair red and he himself dyed it a blue so dark it was black unless under the brightest of lights, what color should they do his hair he wondered… Red would suit him beautifully that was true… But something like a flame… Shades of red and gold with pops of vibrant orange and white… That would be gorgeous and well suited for him… Would he, he wondered, grow his hair out down here? Of course all these were quiet thoughts until things turned about around and involved him in the conversations, at which point he blushed a bit and smiled, laughing just a touch into her shoulder as she rolled a bit to look at him.

“Why am I not surprised that you knew Nautilous? Sometimes that brain of yours is a terrifying thing… But you are right, I am first and foremost a cuckold, have been since the first time by body changed and Gia became my lover…” Gia had to be bred by her first husband before they officially touched each other but once that seal had been breeched they began to make love at every possible opportunity, and the more often she came to him reeking of her old, inept husbands the hotter he got for her… The more he relished those nights and found himself cumming harder and longer. It was then he realized exactly what he was and how utterly perfect it fit… Gia would always take a husband to bring her house higher up the ladder and he could always enjoy his fetish by doing nothing more than being exactly what she needed him to be… Her brother, her lover, and her partner… He utterly adored what they had right now, this threesome couldn’t have been more perfect than if Llolth herself had crafted it, not only did it benefit his sister incredibly but it did himself as well. “You heard her, little prince, come here and clean up the mess you made…” He purred as Nautilous climbed up onto the bed between them, groaning and sighing as the touches became more heated, that wicked hot tongue along his skin. He was in Heaven as he couldn’t resist the build up, the sweet heavy fog in his mind, the way he was both tense yet completely relaxed. When his sweet sister began to talk to him in the same moment Nautilous began to slowly stroke up and down his cock his legs jerked and he pushed himself into the bedding a bit, letting out a hiss between clenched teeth, moaning throatily before he’d answer. “I don’t need it exactly… Being with you is more than enough to satisfy my body, heart, mind and soul… But I do enjoy it… Incredibly… The sight of watching your body soiled… Tainted… Invaded by someone elses cock… Watching the way your tits bounce and your beautiful lips part to moan or scream… The way you climax around someone else’s dick… Goddess Below… Even the fact you’re pregnant with his child… All of it is the keenest, sweetest, hardest hitting drug…” Just thinking about it under the right circumstances he could edge himself for hours before falling into bed with her and finding the climax of his life.

“I need you to be happy… I need you to have the family you always dreamed of… I need to watch you succeed as you were always destined to do… And I just… So happen… To get all of that and more… With you and Nautilous being in love…” Oh that tongue was vicious and deliciously cruel, he’d moved up to capture it just as she moved away, laughing tightly as pleasure was racking his body and her torture? Just perfect… “I won’t lie… I confess… Seeing you like that tonight… Was the most erotic thing I’ve ever seen in my life… Promise me… This won’t be a one time thing, little sister? I’ll beg you as sweet as you want to see that again… To watch you get fucked so savagely… To hear your screams and watch you cum… It’s… Incredibly lush…” He was starting to lose it though, gasping and sharp whines as his cock began to ooze precum as Nautilous knew just what to do with that wicked tongue and lips and his hands? Yea GODS those hands… He’d start panting when she move din closer to him, her nails in her hair, the scratch of them along his scalp… He could only nod his head as he struggled to get a deep breath, his hands fisting in the bedding before it all became too much and he reached out to fist his fingers in Nautilous’s hair and began to skull fuck the ever living shit out of his mouth before with a sudden, startled shout of pleasure he shoved it home down that tight throat and unloaded the demon of all loads deep down that gullet of his, his head falling back as he gasped and grunted as he forced his head to stay there until he was thoroughly satisfied and only then would let him up as he collapsed on the bed in a slightly sweaty heap of labored breathing and gasps.

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Why wasn’t this harder? It should be incredibly hard for him to get down on his knees and kneel like this, right? This was the type of shit he had spent his whole life fighting against, at the whore house and out of it he had always fought viciously to keep his pride, to never bend the knee and submit to anyone… Chaka had tortured him for months trying to make him bend but never once did he, no matter what hell she put him through he always stood, even when he was beaten so badly he couldn’t see… He still stood… But without any beatings or coercion, no blackmail or bullying, here he was… Kneeling at the side of the bed like Thaylan had shown him, words of apology and submission on his lips, and in his heart and soul there was a battle being fought… Pride had never once done him any good, had it? Kept him alone… Tangled up… Locked off and walled up…

Jacob was the only person he had ever let even a little bit in and never once had he ever let anyone in the way he let in Gia and by proxy Thaylan. Somehow she found a way to take the key he had hidden and started to unlock all those doors inside himself, the windows thrown open and the curtains torn down, flooding himself with light and love where once there had only been darkness… His pride was a bit broken… No… It was a lot broken but he didn’t think it was a bad thing. Chaos has to ensue before anything can grow and he had been so stagnant for so long that he had forgotten what it was like to actually do anything more than just… Exist… Hold it together for one more day… “I need you too… I didn’t know it at the time that you had it in your little finger to destroy me but you have…” She broke him down to his fundamental building blocks and now? “You broke me down to nothing and now I stand in the middle of the rubble and chaos that was the life I had built… But because you did that… I am finally free… I can move… Breathe… Rebuild… No one has ever done that before... And while… It’s terrifying… And it is so fucking terrifying to me… I also know that if you hadn’t broken me down I never… Ever… Would have the chance to grow…” He’d just stay there… Stagnant… Sitting in his throne room of lies, betrayal, blood and bones like a miniature Khorn waiting for the inevitable. “I promise I’ll always catch you… Can you promise not to let me die while I’m trying… So damn hard… To grow into a man that I can be proud of?” There were a lot of ways a person can die… Emotionally… Intellectually… Spiritually… And the last physically… There were so many risks involved with change that he might easily burn out in some way or the other without someone there to make sure he paced himself and took the time to grow properly… To set strong, deep, healthy roots versus shallow things that could be torn up by the first real wind.

The talk about the woman though… Could she see the fear that flashed there in the blue eye remaining? The scarring that was there was so deep it might as well be engraved on his bones and soul. It was terrifying… Just the idea of her… All the pain she had put him through… The lies and the betrayal, everything she had done to him had done more than broken him physically but spiritually, and if not for her? He might have very well been a very different man today… Because of her? He had learned not to trust anyone… To think of himself as holding the least bit of value… Easily replaceable… And the less he trusted and the less he loved? The safer he was going to be and would continue to be… She was the woman who had broken him and made it so that he went on to break others, a constant echo of his own resolved pain, an act he couldn’t break but kept performing ritualistically for years… Until the moment he kissed Gia… Then it was like some magical princess had kissed the cursed prince and he suddenly found himself no longer carrying that same burden, and while it did not undo his past or remove the damage, it had given him a chance to grow something out of the chaos he once lived in. He leaned into her hand and let out a slow quiet breath. “I want to believe it… I want to try and think… I’ll get there… Someday… But I don’t know if I have enough years in me to do it.” He might die soon if Llolth decided to change her mind and just killed him instead… Or he might live to a ripe old age and maybe never get over that pain. “But… I do know that… If I ever see her again… I know so long as you are with me… I won’t crumble.” Which was so much better than he could have said at any other point in his life.

She had given him a bit of advice in regards to the heart though, he was used to something so different, those organs were simply food or trophies… Never something to be valued or cared for. “And you in my own, broken and cramped as it is but… I think it has the potential to grow and become much more than it currently is… I’ll talk to you… Always… So long as you do the same…” It was the only way he was ever going to grow stronger, healthier than he had been before, the one way he was going to move forward… Then when it was all said and done she clicked the leash on his collar and he struggled for just a moment, the heavy flash of fear and terror that made him hesitate, to still… All before he found his center again. He wasn’t going to push those emotions anymore… He was just going to let them flow over him like water and he’d surface out of it, and once he had he moved with her, following her lead to settle into the center of the bed where he was given orders to clean Thaylan up. Naturally he had to reveal the whole thing was a bit of a gift, he knew Thaylan was a cuckold, he had it written all over his face so to speak and the act itself was in thanks to him for helping he and Gia re-connect once more. Hearing that it was news to Gia made him smile as he looked up as Thaylan as he slowly began to work those loose clothes off of him. “Sometimes we are born with the fetish that our true love is meant to share… You love to be cuckold… Gia will always have more than one husband for the sake of her house… I love the act of impregnation and lactation down the line, Gia wants to have a big family and is more than happy to have back to back pregnancies, so you see? Our fetishes are everything she gives us simply by her own wishes… Though I do wonder… What hers might be…” He said with a grin as he began to lick and kiss over Thaylans’ skin, once the shirt was off he moved over to his pants and that was where the fun began, lapping up the spent cum before he’d stark to jerk him off… Hands knowing just where to go and where to press, how to touch and fondle, the speed and pressure of each stroke… Thaylan was reacting beautifully and Gia was enjoying the show they put on, the way she sat there like their empress, wine in hand as she ordered her slave boys to put on a show just for her…

As he feasted on Thaylans cock he heard the naughty byplay between the siblings and he couldn’t help his own moans, the deep vibrations of his chuckle sent up and down Thaylan’s shaft before he’d pull off and lap at the head while he jerked him off, lips curled into a vicious grin. “Oh I’ll get more than this daughter on her Thaylan just watch… You’ll have to fight long and hard to knock her up before I do, so you just keep on enjoying that fantasy because more often than not, it’s going to be a reality.” Why did he say that? Because he knew it did it for Thaylan like throwing a switch to turn on a light. Once he had it was like petrol on a fire and Thaylan’s hands fisted in his hair and all of a sudden he was being skull fucked like a well paid butt boy at a brothel. He was unprepared for that in all honesty and he struggled for a moment to keep up, resisting just a touch before he adjusted and gripped Thaylan’s thighs hard enough to bruise, palming his sack nice and firm which only seemed to spur him on… And fucking hell did he go on for a while, making him choke and sputter around that invading cock in his mouth, drool spilling from between his lips before he was suddenly shoved down to the hilt… And he was majorly unprepared for that, he couldn’t breathe and his head began to fog up before he suddenly felt Thaylan blow his load down his throat but he didn’t let him up, he forced him to stay down until the last drop was down his throat and once he was up? He pulled off that cock with a gasp, coughing as he lay his head on Thaylan’s thigh, gasping for breath as he suddenly understood how that felt from the females perspective… And had to give them some high points because they made it look a hell of a lot easier than he realized first hand it was.

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Life really knew when to throw you a curve ball.. she had been stuck in this semi rut for years.. moving between houses, staying with Chaka and then even on the surface when she could stomach it..but once she was free of Valkryn she long resigned herself to the fact it was just going to be her and Anya.. her daughter was her world.. her shining jewel and she brought her up with all of the training she had, just without the cruel hands of Priestesses and Warlocks breathing down her neck.. but then everything shifted.. her whole world tilted.. event after event.. from finding her heart once more with her Brother.. to the veritable fireworks of sharing that first kiss with Nautilous.. and the cherry on top.. the ability to go home.. her Actual home.. not sharing one with her sister.. Not being stuck in a loveless marriage for the sake of tradition and law.. It was a home she knew as a child..that they both knew.. even as young adults.. the place their love blossomed and grew.. how it took control and lead them down a path of happiness that so many would never have experienced.. she was truly blessed.. or at least thats what she felt in those moments.. laying there upon soft cotton sheets.. her brothers hands tending to her.. touches, caresses.. his lips were warm and soft upon the rounds of her shoulders.. lids remained half closed as the remainder of her clothing was removed.. she was at ease.. she felt incredibly good.. like she were floating.. tomorrow might be something else entirely.. she'd probably be more than a bit stiff.. but Oh it was worth it..

she slid her arms around him.. curling in closer.. the two siblings tangled in warmth and adoration.. before Nautilous would approach with the glasses of wine.. his softly spoken apology.. the two of them talked.. she offered gentle words of encouragement.. letting him know what she desired.. what she wanted of him.. it wasnt a punishment of sorts.. not really.. she wanted to build him up.. he had been so broken for so long what would be the point in breaking him further?.. her head tilted back around a little when her brother offered some advice.. to give him a little time.. that it was all so very new..and would likely take longer than would be expected.. she reached back with warm soft fingers to cradle Thaylans cheek.. reaching back to brush her lips to it softly-.. mmm.. as always so very wise dear Brother.. you are indeed correct.. -spoken at little more than a whisper-.. it may be stormy now, but it cant rain all the time.. -she would give Nautilous all the time he needed.. and then a more if required.. this would be new for her.. in so many ways.. if they both even had an in into each others thoughts they'd probably be quite amused.. the mild bits of hesitation.. of fear of the unknown.. of not wanting to mistep in case something went awry.. he was cautious around her.. she had not really seen this in a male figure before.. even slave she had come across had been put through Years of training before they even came within ear shot of her.. even Thaylan had it drummed into him early how to act around her.. though she would have always ..Always been more lenient around him than with anyone else.. this whole thing.. was going to be a huge learning curve for them both.. they would both need to bend.. and it would appear that Thaylan was going to be the anchor.. that one constant.. to guide Nautilous into what he had been missing all this time, to what he could be if he applied himself.. and to what she needed.. and then to her.. Thaylan knew how to guide her without making it look like he was telling her what to do.. he always had her best interests at heart.. always..

her gaze settled on Nautilous as he spoke on needing her ..and just how terrified he was of being finally free.. of being able to rebuild.. to breathe.. - way before we knew what this was all about.. I chose you.. and you chose me.. -she nodded a little.. her fingers reached to take his hands.. clasping.. holding-.. yes we had out other lives and we chose those too, every person, every struggle, every heartache and mistake was meant to happen.. so it could lead me to you.. and you to me.. -she clasped his hands ..hers curled around the outside -.. I want to grow with you.. to see how much we can thrive together.. I want to help you fight for your dreams and see them come to life.. -she tilted her head-.. I want to be there for you when it all seems far to much, to be the voice that reminds you of hope.. I want to make you smile and laugh.. to experience joy in every single day.. even if its only small.. I will be there.. at your side.. we both will.. giving you strength when you need it.. being your support when its necessary.. and loving you the whole way through.. I give you my promise.. -she gave him a smile.. small but genuine-.. that I will not let you fall.. and I look forward to seeing you grow into this man that you can be proud of.. -she reached to cradle his cheek.. lightly brushing her fingers across it.. she gave him something then.. maybe a bubble of hope.. that one day he would be able to face his past.. for whilst unlikely it was not impossible that it wouldn't come back to haunt him one day.. but that he could be stronger than it.. and show the people that hurt him that they were completely powerless.. -.. Oh Nautilous you have more years in you than I have in me.. I have faith you will get there.. in time..

-she smiled when he said he knew he couldn't crumble so long as she was there.. she told him once it was ok to falter.. that even the strongest people did sometimes.. and she knew.. deep down that he might.. she would allow him to stumble.. but never fall.. the leash was attached and he slipped up between them both.. she told him.. or more so ordered him to deal with the sticky problem he had caused with her dear brother .. settling in with that glass of wine as she leant in closer to Thaylan.. watching as his clothing was slowly peeled away.. the talk of cuckolds was surprising.. not something she figured.. but when she gave it a bit more thought it made sense.. cuckolds and pregnancy.. fetishes all round.. things she could easily tempt them with in the future and on a regular basis..but what of her?.. she downed a bit more of that smooth wine with a smile-.. mmm.. I wonder what they could be.. indeed..-her brow rose a little.. she looked amused.. but she wasn't about to divulge.. not yet anyway.. she watched as the two of them settled into this lovely little scene.. clothes were removed and tongues explored.. permission was given.. and one of the most thorough blow jobs began.. her attention was only drawn away by her dear brother talking on how much he enjoyed seeing her in that position tonight.. begging to see her like that again.. she shot him a wink.. shifting in a little closer.. her head came to rest on his shoulder as she watched Nautilous bobbing up and down upon Thaylans thick glistening cock..-.. Well he looks like he is really enjoying that.. -her lips pressed to his shoulder.. before she would look up to him..-.. and You sound like you're certainly enjoying it..

-the topic shifted to her getting pregnant on the regular and that seemed to flick the switch.. she felt her brothers muscles ripple in his arms before watching him reach for Nautilous.. and the rough savage skull fucking began.. the corners of her lips curled.. the sounds.. suction.. slick wet gagging.. she reached across to slide her fingers across the back of her brothers head.. gripping his scalp as she leant in to whisper-.. Harder.. Fuck that pretty mouth of his.. -she would snap.. turning her gaze back to the scene unfolding.. before he filled Nauts throat.. the scent of his climax was rich on the air.. holding his body stiff and rigid.. watching every pulse as more and more of that cum just painted up his throat like the prettiest picture.. before it would all come to an end.. the sounds of spluttering and gasping for breath filled the otherwise quiet space..-.. mm.. now that was perfection.. -she reached around to curl her fingers against Thaylans opposite cheek.. turning him to look to her-. Such a dirty boy.. -her grin widened a little more as she leant in to capture his lips.. a soul stealing.. life giving union.. a meeting of lips and tongue.. smooth, warm and wet-.. You are my love story, and I write you into everything I do.. -she whispered against his lips-.. everything I touch and everything I dream.. Thaylan you are the words that fill my pages.. Madly is the way I love you.. and forever is how long it will be.. -another kiss.. small.. quick and soft.. before she would sit up a little.. leaning over him.. reaching for Nauts hand.. for his arm.. urging him to find the strength to move into the middle once more.. sitting semi upright at first..

watching as his chest fell in and out quickly.. still trying to gain his breath.. she took a mouthful of the sweet wine.. before she would claim his lips without warning.. sharing that venom laced liquid.. it would wash away the overbearing taste in his mouth.. but also share that sweet cum with her.. a potent mixture.. addictive.. a new kind of intoxication.. - in case you ever foolishly forget.. I am never not thinking of you -whispered words spoken against his lips.. she would guide him down.. along with her.. till his head graced the pillow just infront of her brother.. she would face him.. close enough that their bodies all touched.. her hand would come to rest upon his hip.. her gaze never leaving his-..Intoxicating, Irreplaceable, Magic.. -she kissed the corner of his lips-.. You are all of the above.. I love you Nautilous.. -she curled in close..her head found a place nearer to his shoulder.. his chest.. whilst her hand found Thaylans.. reaching across to hold.. the three of them tangled in a mass of limbs and embraces.. rest and reverie would come quickly for those who had over exerted themselves..-