Forever Cut Short...

[BadInfluence]

Sydel was gone and he didn’t blame her.



He had checked into the hospital while she was out, knowing that she was going to go see his brother he didn’t expect her back in any rapid fashion, those two had more issues to sort out than a full insane asylum. He was content to take his visit to the hospital privately and see what was going on. With how he and Sydel were going at it, they should have at least had something going on, even if it was just a missed period by a few days but nothing like that had come up. He wanted to get tested and see if it was anything on his end. He did only have one testicle but it shouldn’t have been THAT bad… So he went to see if there was something else going on…



What he didn’t expect was the level of that something else…



He’d not missed any treatments, he felt great he really did, he had no idea what had happened.



The cancer he had, the same one his father had caught, had metastasized… It was spreading and violently, rapidly, going after his organs one by one until they were each being shut down. Turns out his sperm count was utterly gone because of it so despite their efforts and all the hopes and prayers they had shared, children was not something he could give her, no more than he could give her a future. They had started out with so many grand plans, the shops side by side, the trip to the surface world to have their own little adventure… They were about to buy property to build their forever home, built just for them and their lifestyles, a place with room for them to grow a family in. Now they’d never get it. He couldn’t ask her to build a home with him when he was going to die. He couldn’t ask her to do anything like that, he wouldn’t…



It was with a heavy heart he had called a lawyer in, someone who was specialized in wills and testaments, things of that nature. He didn’t have a terrible lot but he had enough set aside after many years of frugal saving and smart loaning that when he passed on Sydel would have a tidy income to support her and what ever she wanted to do. There were a few things for Jacob too, the house that was built by his grandfather and everything in it, his grandmothers jewelry to pass down to his wife or their children… He wished he could be going through this differently… He wished he wasn’t dying… He wished he had taken advantage of the good life he had when he had it, rather than squandering it at work and being a constant coward, small minded and afraid…



There was one more letter, this one written with a heavier mind, a heart that had never quite settled… It was more of a memoir if anything, telling about the time he had been captured by witch elves, taken to Naggoth where he was intended to be sacrificed. One of the women there had taken a fancy to him and had him spared, at least for the moment, and as time had passed they had grown close… Friendly… And then one night she had come to his cell in something of a frenzy, he’d never before seen the like and if a man could be raped, he most surely had… At least the first time. Afterwards though he could claim no such thing, she was warm and soft, his prison cell was cols and bleak… All he had to look forward to, if he was lucky, was a quick death. What he hadn’t expected was for her to fall pregnant. That had shocked him in ways he could not explain and he feared the situation… He feared leaving a child behind that he would never know or see… A child of his blood that he could not be a part of. He explained how the months past and he saw his lover get heavier with child and he knew they had to escape, get away somehow where they could be safe, where she could have their baby in peace… But such was not to be for they were discovered in their plot by her brother who spared no time in making them both pay… He? Had been put on the Pyramid for the daily sacrifice. She? Was to be the one to do it. They made love on that table one last time before she plunged her dagger into him and at the same moment her water had broken. There was a rushed frenzy at that point, this woman was Har Ganeths own daughter, the child would be another in the line of succession of it were a girl…



He didn’t know who had taken him off that table or when, or even why, all he knew was that as his world turned black he heard the strong scream of a babies first cry.



He never knew what became of his child, if it were a boy or a girl, if it lived past it’s first year or if it had suffered crib death… But his heart still hurt for the child he had lost… The second one in his life and now… When he was around to have a child, it was taken from him again, this time by cancer.



The doctors would have sent a letter along to Sydel, alerting her to where he was and his condition, nothing too grave of course as they didn’t want to scare her. They stated that his cancer had returned and that it was best for him to stay in the hospital for a few days and undergo the highly specialized treatment that had bene made for him. They were going to go at it a bit more aggressively so he was going to be left very weak and tired, he wouldn’t be fit to move or leave the hospital for a few days at least.

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To say she expected Any of this would be a complete and utter lie.. he blew her away.. they needed this.. probably more than either of them even realised.. the pure honesty.. the uninterrupted communication.. the pop in time where they could just exist in the same space without arguing.. without snide remarks or pride getting in the way.. it was just two adults.. who had been so very close to one another for such a long amount of time.. coming to an understanding on just what went wrong.. wounds were slowly closing.. jagged and sharp edges were being smoothed out.. he calmed her jittery heart with his soft words and his touch.. and then fell into one another.. there upon that old white bench they experienced something new.. even after the many years they spent together this was different.. the listened.. they Both listened and reacted accordingly.. and it was breathtaking.. he manoeuvred her so she was once more seated there upon his lap.. her body was warm and flush with colour as she leant against him.. her compliments were small but honest.. it was nice.. it felt really really good.. his response though made her laugh a little.. even in those moments where they were utterly exhausted he still had the energy to be a smartass.. he told her to Marry Diovan.. that it was important and she did agree.. she wanted to.. she still wore his ring.. but that she had a feeling something was so very wrong.. there was a lot she didn't understand when it came to medicine.. that was her sons department.. but there was just this small ache inside her...telling her to be careful around him.. to make the most of every moment.. for even with all the plans they had made for a future together.. there was a big possibility that none of it would come to fruition..

she nodded when he explained that the two of them would never truly see eye to eye.. -.. You both come from different worlds.. I get it.. I do.. -she hoped though that maybe at some point they would make peace.. a pipe dream perhaps.. but a dream none the less.. her gaze shifted when he mentioned that his brother would make a good Father.. her fingers fell to the soft flat of her stomach.. -. I know he would.. -she truly felt that way.. Diovan didn't have much luck really when it came to securing a family..so many hiccups and issues.. but he had so much love in his heart.. he was a strong role model.. he was honest and caring.. what more could anyone need in a Father figure.. -.. Its certainly a blessing to hear Jacob wont follow in those footsteps then.. -it was a thought that had not crossed her mind until then.. the fact that her son could befall the same horrible fate.. her heart ached a little more for it.. she pleaded with him to be careful.. to be cautious.. he had no magic afterall and he was in the den of death so to speak.. Menzoberranzan could be deadly.. and realistically he did not have a lot of experience with that lifestyle.. at least not yet.. she took in a soft breath and her eyes closed when they moved to part.. that sensation was never the most pleasing.. and she was.. well a little sore.. something that was unavoidable.. her dress toppled back into place as she moved to stand.. a little unstable on her bare feet but she caught her balance soon enough.. her fingers lifted to redo his buttons.. slowly one by one as he stole that long sweet kiss.. her shoulders lowered and she lost track of what she was doing for a moment or two.. the effect he had on her was remarkable.. he sung to her without uttering a single word..

lids slowly opened when they broke away.. she listened about this orb.. in Belles tomb no less.. her brow rose a touch.. arched there upon her features as she watched him.. his hands to her belly.. his explanation.. her out.. her way to get the family she always desired.. it rested within whatever was in that orb.. she chewed upon her lip.. Oh it surprised her and it showed.. -.. I.. I dont know what to say.. -her head tilted to the side a touch-.. but.. Thankyou.. Nautilous ..-she reached up for him.. her fingers were soft as they cradled his cheeks-.. for coming to meet me.. My heart doesn't hurt as much as it did when I arrived.. -that deep throbbing ache was little more than an echo now.. he asked for a portal.. and a location.. -.. mm.. of course.. -she nodded.. those slender pale fingers flexed and curled around as the deep purple void appeared.. shimmering beside them both.. he leant in to press his lips to her cheek and she sighed.. she had given him the power in those moments to utterly destroy her.. but she was trusting in him that he wouldnt.. -.. I miss you, and ill see you soon.. -her fingers fell back to her sides and just like that.. he was gone.. she exhaled long and deep...remaining standing there until the portal closed.. her breath came out a little shaky.. it would be then that she would become acutely aware of her surroundings.. the wind picked up just enough to ruffle the skirt of her dress.. she sunk down to sit there upon the seat.. noticing he had left behind his vest.. his jacket .. her hand reached to press down to the soft fabric.. capturing the note between her fingers as she unfolded it.. her lips parted as she read his words.. the ring falling to rest there against her palm as her heart got a little tighter in her chest.. she picked up that jacket.. sliding it around her shoulders.. it was about ten sizes too large for her.. but it was warm.. and it smelt like him..she curled up on that bench for a little while longer.. until the logical side of her brain reminded her it might not be terribly safe for her to be there alone.. in her rather mortal state..

she slid his vest under her arm.. the ring in her pocket along with the note as she ported back to Arvandor.. it was warmer there.. considerably so.. it felt good upon her bare shoulders..the note from the doctors would come to her then.. a messenger practically chasing her down to give it to her before she called out to stop him.. some of the words she didn't know.. some of it she didn't understand.. but he was gone.. her brows furrowed.. the general gist was that she was needed at the hospital.. worry.. concern.. all of those frightened emotions began to flood over her.. she made a mad dash for her little home.. slipping quietly inside as she stripped out of his jacket.. leaving it.. the vest and the ring upon the table.. she removed that white structured dress.. letting it rest over one of the chairs as she threw on something a bit more casual.. comfortable.. it was nothing striking or fancy.. just a white and yellow floral sundress.. it had tiny caped sleeves ..its hemline rested just above her knees.. a pair of flat slides on her feet and she was out.. the Hospital was near the University so she didn't have too far to tread.. making her way through the emergency department.. the maternity wards.. the rooms for the elderly.. before she found what she figured was the intensive care unit.. the young elvish woman at the desk was not remotely helpful since they were not married.. but when a small violet haired woman just about leapt over the desk.. and grabbed a hold of her shirt collar..well.. tunes changed.. she was at least given a room number.. she made her way through several gaggles of staff.. nurses.. doctors.. stripers.. god forbid anyone got in her way.. before she squeezed her way into his room.. and the sight of him made her stop dead.. her face fell a little.. the soft colouring in her cheeks drifted away-.. Oh Diovan.. -she sighed.. he looked like a washed out version of himself.. she'd not been gone that long.. how could this have all happened so quickly.. confusion and concern wandered over her features.. one of the doctors opened up the chart for her to look at and that would be the only time she would tear her duo coloured gaze away.. looking to this page filled with numbers and words she had not seen before.. she shook her head and nudged it away-.. I dont know what any of that means.. -she responded quickly, a little agitated by it all..she moved to his bedside then.. reaching to take his hand in hers.. her fingers were soft and warm as they wrapped around his.. she was mindful of cables or tubes or anything that might have been in the way-.. Whats happening?.. -she questioned.. -.. Seems I cant leave you for a mere second before you go and get yourself into some kind of trouble.. -she exhaled.. sinking down to sit upon the edge of the bed there beside him.. her gaze remaining fixed.. -.. Are you okay?

[BadInfluence]

“We do and I think my mother made sure to drive a wedge between us so thick no amount of time can really knock a hole through it… Knowing he is dying… I wish I had it in me to be the bigger person and button down and be there for him… I wish I could be that better person and say it was all behind me… But I can’t. I just can’t and it breaks my heart a bit to know that… But I promise you that in his final moments I will be there, I’ll hold you both, I won’t let this happen without both of you knowing you have someone to keep you up until the end…” He was sure Gia wouldn’t stop him from that, she had to understand that death in the family, even family you had fallen out with… It was a big thing that was never going to be brushed under the rug. She herself had felt that pain with Chaka and how Sydel had to finish her off or Gia would have let her go and her sister would have continued to scheme against her… And yes, he knew why it had happened, but he wasn’t sure if Gia herself really understood it… Had she gotten the will? He knew he had, the skummy little bitch Chaka made SURE to stab him where it hurt, and he was still going to be bitter about it… But all that was in the past and right now they were moving towards the future.

His fingers to her stomach were well meant, intended to show her he was alright with Diovan being there as the child’s father, after all he had no idea how long it would take for him to be able to get Gia to come around to his side… She might never and he would always be in limbo, fighting for what he wanted and if that was how it was to be, then that was just how it was going to be. He knew, no matter what though he wanted his brother to get the chance to be a father, a real one in his own right. There was no reason for Diovan to not believe the child was his, he knew Sydel, like himself would not go blathering off about what had occurred tonight… It was their secret, the precious gem of their realized truths, the future waiting for them. Till it was time for it to all come together though? He doubted they would go spouting off for any reason. “Does he know about Rose?...” He asked quietly… Wonder if Diovan had realized yet that his other child was right under his nose… “I’ve been told by Jacob that he and Rose are getting married in a handful of days, he can’t stand to wait out the year, his love for her is pressing him so hard he wants to keep her all to himself as soon as he can. I know Rose wants you to come down but I think she’s afraid of asking since she’s been told from Diovan that the wounds are still quite fresh…”

With that said though he was able to at least settle her mind on something though, their son was going to be just fine, the same cancer killing his father wasn’t ever going to touch him. What he wasn’t going to tell Jacob though was that the same action that had saved his life was going to make his ability to have children far harder than he could imagine. The same had happened to Sydel, anyone else he’d have more children than he would have fingers and toes, but with Sydel having been changed in Naggoth it meant all the plumbing was… A bit backwards… He might tell Jacob about it later on but right now? He was entirely more focused on this woman in his lap as their bodies cooled and their breaths finally slowed to an even tempo, slowly separating before he knew it was time for him to go. He did have one last thing to say before he left, something for her and her alone, something to help her achieve that dream she was aiming for… “You don’t have to say anything… But… Listen to me… This might be the last time you and Diovan get to have a child together… So if this is what you wish? Then take it in a couple of days and make love to your husband. It won’t matter if he is sterile at that point, you’ll be able to conceive if it’s something you both wish.” He might be greedy about her, he loved her and in the most primal part of himself he laid claim to her heart and soul, owning her from her head to her toes. Despite that though he knew that Sydel might really wish to give him this last shot, to have another baby with the man she had loved since she was a child, this one they could share together rather than everyone else barging in and ruining it. In this? He could be selfless… Because it was more than just a want, it was a dream for those two, and that mattered a hell of a lot more than his own greed.

“I promise I won’t hurt your heart like that again… I missed you so much Sydel, finally I feel the hole in my heart is filled now, it was aching and empty without you.” She begged him to be safe and he nodded his head, wrapping her in his arms one more time after he had dressed, leaving those little gifts for her without letting her see all of what he was getting into. “I’ll miss you with every breath… Please be safe too, your far more precious than you realize, and so much more fragile…” He said before she would open that portal for him where he had asked and once he was gone? He had business to attend to, ugly, horrible business that was going to eat up the last couple of hours he had left, and if it went as he had planned he was going to send more than just shock waves… A tsunami of fear and rage was going to wash over the other houses…






Seeing her come in while he was in the bed made him smile, pushing himself into a better sitting position, knowing he was looking a fair bit washed out but there was no help for it. He had veins going into his forearms on both sides, one side was being fed all manner of things of both earthen and magical fluids to kick his body into gear, the other was draining out all the toxins and the refuse that was going to be in his veins as his blood and body were purified. “Oh my little billy button, don’t look so sad, you’re going to make your face stuck like that you know.” He said as he teased lightly. He honestly felt pretty ok, not great by any means but he could be feeling a hell of a lot worse he knew that one hands down, he remembered the first time he had gone through this and he had felt like utter hammered horse dung. This was a LOT more tolerable. He shifted over a bit so that she could take a seat on the bed next to him as the doctor tried to show her the charts and he shook his head, he knew it would be Greek to her, hell the shit was Greek to him without Jacob or Rose to break it down into common speak for him.

The fingers that held hers were still warm, still strong as they linked their hands together, giving her hand a soft squeeze. “The cancer came back is all love, sometimes the treatments work and sometimes they don’t, sometimes it takes a lot of treatments before it goes away. Everyones different.” He didn’t want her to worry over much. After all this wasn’t a guaranteed death sentence, not yet at least he still had time, treatments and things to try. He knew they would try everything they could until the last torch had burned out and not a moment before. He pulled her in a little tighter to him as he wrapped her in his arms, pressing his lips to the top of her head, and yes… He caught a familiar scent on her and for a moment his heart ached but he knew it was going to happen… And deep down he encouraged it. He knew what was going on and he had seen how hard she struggled without him there. There’s sometimes people in the world that have a heart so big they need two people in it to fill it completely. That wasn’t a bad thing it was just how it was… And who…Who was he to judge when he had loved Har Ganeths daughter? Gotten her pregnant and never saw his baby? No… He wasn’t going to judge in the slightest.


“I’m supposed to stay here for a week, keep up on these fluids and stuff, go through a bit more of an aggressive treatment that Rose and Jacob formulated in case the first one didn’t hold. I’m in good hands.” And he was, at least so far as he knew, those two had some of the greatest medical minds of their generation so he had no reason to think otherwise. “They’ll be moving me into the family ward for the long term patients soon so at least we’ll have more of a comfortable surrounding.” But he wouldn’t be able to go home until they said so… And with that in mind he had waved the doctor out along with the staff for a minute as he took the chance to talk with her in silence and in private. “They did some tests on me today because we haven’t been able to get pregnant yet and I wanted to see if it was something on my end and it is… My sperm counts really low because of the cancer and the treatments… I’m sorry love… I don’t know if I’ll be able to give you a baby like we’ve been dreaming of, not short of some sort of divine intervention or a miracle…” And that was probably one of the things that hurt him the most… That he might not be able to… “And I know… How big a part of this dream is so… If I can’t then I want you to find a lover who can. Being a parent I know is a lot more than genetics… It’s being there and I’ll be there in every way.” Giving her hand a warm, loving squeeze he held her just a little tighter against his chest, resting his cheek against the top of her head. “Talk to me… What are your thoughts on this?”

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-It took her some time to find the right place within that hospital.. it was clear as crystal she had maybe made some enemies of the nursing staff in her past and they were going to just make her life difficult if they could.. but sure enough.. tucked away in the Emergency care unit was his room.. she tilted her head as she glanced through the door.. seeing him laying there.. tubes and machines everywhere.. her heart slowed.. stilled there within her chest.. enough that it made her breath catch.. she had no idea that she was holding such a forlorn look upon her features until he mentioned it.. -..mm.. -she murmured a little in response.. slowly making her way over to him..-.. You look tired.. -softly spoken.. the Doctors tried their best to show her charts and sheets with information about what was happening but it meant nothing to her.. her reading whilst it was so much better than it used to be.. was still worlds behind even the most average person.. her hand came down atop his.. fingers curling around to hold.. feeling that soft squeeze from him .. her lids half closed when he explained that the cancer had indeed returned.. that sometimes the treatments would work.. and sometimes they just didn't.. she exhaled.. shaking her head a little-.. Oh Diovan.. -her brows drew inward.. her concern.. her worry.. it was all right there on her face.. a sheer inability to hide it in those moments.. -.. Surely there has to be something we can do?.. yes?.. Ill contact Jacob.. Ill get him onto it.. he will know.. he has to know.. -she would find a way.. someone had to know something.. and of all the people she knew, Jacob would surely shine..she settled upon the edge of the bed then.. making sure not to disrupt his tubes and the wires.. his arms around her were warm and comforting.. it left her with a truly bittersweet feeling.. the kiss to her forehead made her sigh.. -.. Then ill be right here with you..

-she settled in a little there beside him.. her gaze.. that duo colouring lifted to catch his.. to linger-..if you are supposed to stay in this concrete box.. then I will too.. -she paused when he spoke about being shifted to the family wards.. where the long term patients resided.. somewhere more comfortable.. that didn't sit well with her.. -.. long term?.. -she began to chew upon the inside of her cheek-.. so they dont expect you to be leaving anytime soon?.. -her free hand came down to rest there upon his chest as she just curled up beside him.. making sure he had enough room.. she more or less perched upon the edge.. -.. I should have been here.. Im sorry.. -she exhaled.. her fingers just lightly brushed against his own..glancing down to the brilliant blue stone in the ring she wore -.. Im not leaving your side.. from now on.. -her head was everywhere.. and no where all at the same time.. her emotions were running rampant.. there was worry, concern, grief, sadness.. and it was all wrapped up in guilt with a vivid red ribbon.. he spoke on the tests the Doctors had performed.. to find out why they were unable to get pregnant.. she looked up to him then.. her gaze searched his as he gave her the news.. that he wasn't sure it would ever happen.. and that he more or less wanted her to find a lover who could give her that dream-.. No.. -she blinked.. sitting up a little then as she shook her head-.. no.. I wont.. I wouldn't.. -her free hand rose as she rubbed it across her forehead..Nauts words echoed throughout her mind then.. about the orb.. about what it could do.. she fell silent for a little while.. just staring at nothing.. -.. There might be a way.. -she spoke softly..-.. I met up with Nautilous today.. -she nodded-.. back in Sanctuary.. he told me you had written Jacob.. a few times now.. about us.. and the lack of progress in that department.. -her gaze lifted to him once more-.. he told me there was a way around it.. -her fingers curled around his hand-.. something we could do.. or.. well.. something I could do.. an orb.. that he had left in Belles resting place.. -she really wasn't sure what it meant.. or how it even worked.. and it only just occurred to her now that she probably should have asked more questions-..that if I take it.. and we make love.. that Ill get pregnant.. -her eyes.. that brilliant colouring was becoming a little more glassy as all of this was beginning to overwhelm her.. -.. That it would be around half the length of the usual pregnancy.. about.. 6 months or so..Diovan.. I dont want to find a lover.. I just want you.. -a few tears tumbled down her cheeks as she drew in a rather shaky breath-.. I am not ready to lose you.. You have to promise me.. you're going to fight this.. Please.. -she pleaded with him-..

[BadInfluence]

“Just a little under the weather love, that’s all, now that you’re here I’m sure I’ll perk up. You always bring out the best in me.” He said with a warm smile, seeing how she was worried and knowing it was because of him, something he so desperately wished he could have done without… He hated seeing her upset, she had so much of it in her life that he felt even adding just a second to it was one too much to tolerate, especially when he knew that it was because of his impending death. “We don’t know sweetheart and that’s ok. Rose and Jacob mixed something up incase the first time around didn’t last, that’s what they’re giving me right now so steps have already been made, but you can go ahead and ask Jacob to come up when ever he can. I am sure he would like to see you.” And look over those charts the doctor had tried to show her. The medical field was past them both, their levels of intelligence were in vastly different areas than their sons, much of what they spoke about and did might as well be some dead forgotten language to them for all they understood it.

Once she settled on the bed he pulled her into him, the tubes and needles in his arms were taped up so he had some decent movement, he wasn’t trapped and trapped like how some of the older treatments used to be. This was rather advanced and tolerable… Even maybe a little comfortable all things considered. He told her that he was going to be here for a little bit, their fingers linked for a moment as he nodded his head, explaining that he was going to be moved to the long term area so that they could stay together here without being massively uncomfortable for instance. “Just for a week sweetheart, not long at all, just a blip in time really. This treatment makes my immune system weak for a little so it’s safer if I stay until I rebound a little bit. Once I’m back to healthy levels we can go right back home to our shops and plan our little trip to the surface for a honeymoon…” He said, lightly hinting at something there, something precious… He wanted to get married to her sooner than later, sitting here in bed realizing death was once again holding his hand was insanely sobering, making him look at his life as he was currently living it and realizing he was still taking things far too peacefully. Still sort of sitting back seat in his own life. Her apologies were breaking his heart as he pulled her in even closer and loved up on her a bit more, kissing the top of her head even as he made soft shushing noises, shaking his head gently. “Don’t ever be sorry for walking the path you need to so you can heal your heart Sydel.” He knew she had been with his brother, the scent of sandalwood even faded was impossible to miss, especially given she always smelled of flowers to him.

Explaining the reason he had come to the hospital originally he confessed that the lack of children was squarely on his shoulders. They had both been trying quite ah… Voraciously… But nothing had come up and he had a feeling it was something to do on his end and wanted to get checked out. With the fault being on him though he told her the truth, that he wanted her to be able to have a baby like she dreamed and that he wished she would find herself a lover, someone who could give her the baby she wanted that he couldn’t provide her wish. Her instant no though made his head tilt a bit as he looked down at her, the way she so vehemently denied wanting one had him a little perplexed, after all it wasn’t entirely uncommon for such things to happen. “Sweetheart… If you are saying no because you think I would be jealous or upset by it I promise you that is not the case. You’ve longed for a baby now for years and the dream was always snatched from you… I want to share this with you Sydel…” His words were so gentle… So supportive… Warm and loving as he pulled her back against him and held her close. His poor love… He wanted her to know that her dreams meant the world to him, all he wanted to do was help them come to fruition, for her to have those sweet moments she so deserved… And after some time with her being in silence she spoke and all he could do was smile for a moment as he looked down at her. “I know… I smelled him on you as soon as you came in… His cologne is impossible to miss.” He said with a soft nod as he ran his fingers through her hair. But as she said the rest that his brow rose a bit… Had his brother grown up at last? Was the brat prince finally realizing the crown was not a play thing atop his brow and that he had to reach his potential or all was wasted? Had he learned to look outside of his own reflection and into the eyes of those who looked up to him?. Counted on him? Loved him? If so… He had to wonder how Gia Navere had managed it considering her husband Valkryn was so useless the Midnight Tryst had refused his application as a youth because he had absolutely zero skill to make him even minutely useful on the range.

“Breathe sweetheart… Breathe…” He said gently as he saw her eyes getting glassy before she began to cry and he gently wiped each tear away as it fell, replacing his fingers with lips as he kissed her cheeks softly, listening to every word she said. “That makes sense… Nautilous has powers even our mother cant comprehend… If he says it works then it works… Even if I can’t figure out how.” One thing he knew for sure was that if anyone could get them pregnant it was his brother. The man was a walking fertility god in his own damned right. He ran his hands up and down her arms, along the cute puff sleeves of her dress, the soft warmth of her skin before he caught the scar on her shoulder… Touching the slightly paler flesh that was still utterly smooth, knowing the dragons mark anywhere, his own mother bore one much the same… “Did he pleasure you well?” He asked gently, reaching up to stroke one of the sleeves of her dress down, his touch firm but full of amore… Desire… “When he made love to you… Did he make you moan… Did he make you cum?...” His cheeks were getting color back to them as he spoke, the way he was leaning in so that his lips pressed over her skin, his naked upper body held close to hers… Arms wrapped around her so that she was a prisoner in his embrace… “I can see he has marked you as his Queen…” He whispered as he ran his touch over the scar once more… A flick of his finger and the tingle of magic on the air as the door was suddenly shut… Blinds dropped… Do not Disturb sign over the door… Lock thrown… He looked down into her beautiful eyes with his own startling seafoam green hue before his hands flicked the other sleeve down so that it was slowly starting to slide down her upper body.

When her skin was bared to him he could see the marks of love making on her body, and over every mark he kissed her skin, suckling it so that each place then bore his love bite mark instead. “No more tears my love… My precious heart…” His warm breath washed over her skin as the soft beep of monitors ticked in the background. “I am glad, honestly… I was afraid that… If this took me you would be alone… I couldn’t bear the idea… I am so glad he loves you still… That he will be here with you when I am gone…” He wasn’t angry… Surprisingly he wasn’t even hurt. All he felt was an odd sense of relief. She was going to be safe and cared about after he was done… After all the prognosis wasn’t good. He could continue to fight it back but there was no way to beat it… Just a chance to extend his life and little more… “Listen… I think if the orb works the way he says it does?... Then we should take it… Having our baby arrive in six months sounds like a blessing in a lot of ways because we will get to see them that much sooner…” Wrapping his lips around one of her soft pastel pink nipples he found himself sighing softly, his hands holding her waist, keeping her close. He’d tug back on her breast gently before he’d release and just press his cheek against the soft swells of her sweet tits. “If I had that orb right now I’d be making love to you right here and now… I want nothing more than to get your pregnant right now Sydel… So bad even with these tubes in my arms I’m rock hard…” And he was… Throbbingly so even as his cock pressed against her ass under the sheets.

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..she tilted her head to the side when he spoke about them not knowing what was wrong really.. that Rose and Jacob had organised some kind of medication in case the first batch didn't quite catch.. she pursed her lips together and sighed-.. mm.. Im just worried thats all.. -her brows furrowed-.. Ill write Jacob and see what he thinks.. might need your help for that.. not sure Im quite up to that just yet though.. -she was progressing in leaps and bounds thanks to his assistance.. and those glasses.. but there was still a lot she couldn't read or spell.. and her writing was a little janky.. she settled down on the side of the bed near him.. making sure not to get in the way of all those wires and tubes.. he explained he would be in the family ward for a week.. not quite as long as she was thinking which was certainly a relief.. -.. Ill stay with you then.. -she nodded.. turning to glance back to him as he mentioned going back to their respective shops and perhaps even planning a bit more about their trip to the surface.. they had spoken about it a little.. but he was going to look into places.. find somewhere really nice for them to go.. the mention of a honeymoon though caused her brow to rise.. - I like the sound of that.. -she smiled.. -.. We will do it soon yes?.. I dont want to waste anymore time.. -she shook her head-.. I have come to realise all to quickly how precious those minutes are.. -it was a sobering thought.. all the time she had already spent in her life was gone.. something she would never ever get back..she sighed in response to his kisses.. - I should have been here.. -she whispered.. even when he told her not to be sorry for it.. she still felt pretty shitty.. it would be then that he would tell her of the results he had gotten.. of him being unable to Father a child or in the very least the chances were incredibly slim.. going as far as to tell her to go to another.. that he would not be jealous or upset by it.. that it was her dream.. and had been for so many years.. he just wanted to share it with her..

but it just didn't feel right.. she had changed So much in the last few years.. if he'd asked of that before.. she probably wouldn't have thought much on it and gotten pregnant in a matter of days.. but now.. no.. she held no interest in a random lover.. even if it meant things would be easier.. - I want to share it with you too.. so much.. So badly.. -she curled in that little bit closer-.. just not like that.. -what Nautilous had told her in that graveyard seemed oddly well timed in that moment.. and she explained it.. her gaze lifted to meet his when he said he could smell his Brothers cologne on her.. did he know then?.. she was getting worked up and upset as all the emotions of Everything that was happening were beginning to crash down upon her like a wave.. his voice echoed through her mind to breathe as he wiped away those tears..she wanted to know if he wanted to do this.. if he wanted to take the chance with this orb.. -.. mm.. I dont quite understand it myself.. but..I told him it almost sounded too good to be true.. but he assured me.. if I did as was asked.. that we would get pregnant.. You and I would have a baby.. -his touch upon her was comforting.. the gentle stroking along her arms.. and through her hair.. her body twitched when he brushed his fingers across that newly made scar.. her lips parted and she took a breath when he asked if his Brother had pleasured her well.. the sleeve of her dress was pulled down.. her heart rate picked up when his arms wrapped around her and pulled her in.. he felt so warm against her.. lids tumbled closed in response to his lips pressing over her bared skin-.. He did.. -she gasped when the blinds dropped and the doors closed.. it startled her.. -.. he made me moan.. he made me cum.. -she whispered almost completely inaudible.. her eyes through heavy lids looked back up to him there.. losing herself within that brilliant seafoam green.. -.. I.. -she stuttered-.. I dont know what that means.. -and she didn't.. to be marks as his Queen? was confusing.. she knew he had bit her.. but realistically over the years.. they had both torn chunks out of each other with their teeth.. so.. the significance of this one time was lost on her..

he guided down the other sleeve.. revealing the lack of underwear.. no bra.. nothing underneath.. just smooth warm skin.. she looked to him for the longest time as if searching for answers.. how was he not upset by what she had done?..but before she even got to ask he had gone to work.. replacing every little mark and bruise with his own sweet love bite.. she moaned in response.. she whimpered.. her fingers curled around his thick upper arms tightly.. nails grazing against the muscular flesh.. she got her answer though.. when he told her he was glad for it.. that he didnt want her to be alone.. -.. are you sure?.. -she questioned.. -her fingers rose from his arms .. gliding back behind his head.. to settle against the base of his neck.. to toy.. to touch his hair.. he spoke on wanting to go ahead with the orb.. that it would be a blessing if they were to have a baby in six months versus 12.. -.. I want to do it.. -she spoke softly-.. I want to try.. I want to have your baby.. Ive wanted that for the longest time.. -her body arched up against him when he wrapped his lips around her already hardened nipple.. she gasped.. her nails dug in against his hairline.. -.. Diovan.. -she whined.. shifting a little in his protective hold.. holding him all the more tighter as he rested his cheek against her chest.. he professed his need for that orb Right now.. that he wanted to get her pregnant Right now.. her breath caught and she swallowed it down.. -. mm.. quite a quandary.. -she murmured.. -.. I could go get it.. or we could wait.. I guess it depends how badly you want it?.. and are you even up to it?.. I dont want to make you unwell.. -her lips whispered into his right ear.. her fingers slid up through his hair.. stroking softly through it.. -..What do you want?

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“It’s ok to be worried, it’s normal, but don’t let it consume you. Promise me?” He didn’t want her to get so wrapped up in what was happening to him that she neglected to look after herself and her own health. He knew there was no beating this and that was ok, so long as he could last as long as he could in reasonable good health he was content with that, he only had a few things he really wanted to do before he died after all. “You’ve been doing amazing with how far you’ve come, and I have to say, seeing you in glasses is really quite the turn on…” He said with a wicked bit of a smile on his face, just to see her smile, to get her mind off of the oppressive worry she was piling on herself. “We can write him when ever you are ready, I’ll help you as much as you need, Jacob will no doubt be happy to receive the first hand written letter from his mother.” He had pulled her close to his side, holding her in his arms while she made sure to be careful of all the various wires and tubes running from him and back to various machines, the two of them exchanging information a bit back and forth as she asked questions and he answered them as best he could. The stay at the extended ward was more for comfort than anything else, he had to go through a couple rounds of treatment then allow his system to bounce back a bit before he could leave, her offer to stay with him made his heart happy though. For as much as she hated enclosed spaces he knew it was definitely a sacrifice on her part to stick it out with him. “I promise the food will be a lot better than you’d get here so we won’t be starving at least.” The food was definitely better in the extended ward so they had that going for them as well as a small garden then could spent some hours of the day in together.

A slight hint, perhaps a little bit of a wish, a line up for when he mentioned going down to the surface to celebrate their honeymoon… He didn’t jump into it straight away, he didn’t want to scare her off or give her the wrong idea, rather he was just trying to let her know that he still had every intention of marrying her. “I’m glad you do love. We can do this as soon as you want to honestly, we can do it the day I’m released if that’s something that would make your heart happy, it’s not the date that’s important after all. It’s the person your with.” As long as he got to marry her, to be with her and love her, support and cherish her… To be the husband he always should have been… THAT was what mattered the most to him. “But the time you spend doing things isn’t wasted, every minute is precious yes, but so are the things you spend them on. You’re meant to interact with this world, not strangle every second of it, there are moments when you have to spend time because that’s just what needs to happen for something amazing to come along.” He didn’t want her to get on a death trip, to constantly worry and fret over every passing hour, afraid that she didn’t pack enough into it to make it worthwhile in her eyes. He wanted the time they had left together to be natural, happy, with all the ups and downs that a married couple has. The last thing he wished for her was to spend their time together obsessing about how it was spent. The end wasn’t the reason for their journey, it was for what they discovered, what they shared on it. As it was she was already feeling guilty because she hadn’t been with him but it wasn’t as if he had collapsed and been rushed to the hospital. He had come perfectly fine on his own to get checked out and see if he was the reason she hadn’t had a chance to get pregnant. “I left because you were gone so I could get checked out love, think of it like this, if you hadn’t? I wouldn’t have known my cancer was back and I couldn’t have gotten treatment as early as I am. You did a great favor because you left sweetheart, you can see that now, right?” She had perhaps added months, maybe even years to his life because of what she had done, she needed to see that and realize it was a good thing.

However, because he knew that their inability to have a child was on him he had told her it was best she seek out a lover, after all he had no reasons to be jealous over it. Many elvish couples struggle to conceive, it’s why Hanali has to take such a strong hand in conception several times a year or the species would dwindle down to next to nothing, this was just a common side of their lives for what they were. It was precisely why elves held no grudges when a partner took a lover, it was well understood and accepted, encouraged too when situations were like their own. She curled in closer to him as she denied his open acceptance and encouragement, wrapping his arms around her even tighter, pressing soft kisses to the top of her head as they spoke in soft voices. “You’re beautifully stubborn my love, you know that? I understand where you are coming from, truly I do, but you have to understand that this might be the only way we do…” Yet it seemed there was another option, something she had only just been told about, his brother having come to the fore once more. He was curious about the developments, the sudden generosity and wisdom, the humble attitude… Had he grown up, truly? He would look into that later for at the moment his mind was more focused on this orb she spoke of, something of his brothers that was going to enable her to conceive his child even though his sperm count was virtually nil, somehow it was going to work. Did he understand it? Not even close. But he did understand that if his brother said something was going to work? 99.9% percent of the time it did without fault. “I guess… We don’t need to understand it in the end, do we? So long as it works, that we can get pregnant, I don’t really care how it comes about…” His fingers traced down her arms, through her hair as he just touched her, the scent on her skin and in her hair was impossible to miss… A secondary cologne that was most assuredly not his scent… Even so he wasn’t angry or jealous… Just… Relieved…

A few subtle movements had her dress being dropped, strap by strap, kissing over those love marks left behind… His words were sexually charged, her heart hammering way in his chest as excitement flooded over him, a different… Sweeter kind of pain… An ache… Throbbing… “Thank Hanali…” He said as he began to drop the blinds and close the door, flicking the lock with a flex of magical skills, hearing her gasp even as she answered his questions. “Did you cum a lot sweetheart?... Did you bathe his cock with your juices?... Did you find intense pleasure with him thrusting inside you?” Her dress was dropped bit by bit as he held her close, tight, replacing each mark on her skin with a love bite of his own, littering that pastel skin with purple and mauve hickies… Mentioning the scar upon her shoulder and her ignorance of the symbolism… “Nautilous is half dragon, when they chose a mate they leave a scar on their skin that can never be removed, marking them as the mother of their children… My own mother bore the same scar from Nautilous’s father.” His brother, like his father before him, was king of a small island of dragons. Hence why she was his Queen now… Marked and bred… He could smell the cum inside her as she got aroused, her body softening, getting warm and sweet… “He came deep in you… I can smell it…” He whispered against her skin as he held her even closer, his lips moving along her skin as each little mark was replaced with his own, hearing her whimper and moan, her nails along his skin… She knew how to hit every perfect button in a way no one else ever would… Things were said in that moment that went beyond soul deep…That he was glad Nautilous was back in her life… He was afraid when he left she would feel adrift in a sea of sorrow, but with his brother there he knew she was in good hands, she would be kept safe and taken care of.

“I am with my very soul. I know you love him and you always will, I want you to have someone to spend the rest of your life with, to give you the children you want and to make sure you’re always safe and loved. At least with my brother I know no one will ever hurt you, he’ll slaughter them before anyone even got close, you and any children after…” He also told her that using the orb was something he truly wanted to do, a faster pregnancy was a blessing when your time was limited, it meant he would get to do everything he had ever hoped to do with her plus have a hand in raising their child this time around as well… But this HAD to be something she was sure about too, they had to be on the same page, the same sentence if it was going to be ok… “And I have wanted the same… Always…” He said as he pulled the top of her dress down and caught a sweet pink nipple between his lips and sucked her hotly, her already nard nipple caught by his teeth as he heard her gasp, the nails of her hands digging into his scalp, making him even harder than he already was… His arms holding her fast to him before he’d release that sweet berry of flesh, confessing he wanted to breed her right here and now, even with all the chemicals flooding his body he was so rock hard for her that it was almost painful. Her questions, her words were true, they were in a bit of a bind but he shook his head all the same. “Sydel… My love… If I don’t put a baby in you right here and now I think I’ll die from sheer heart break…” He confessed with a slight blush on his cheeks, his lips returning to her flesh, to capture a berry sweet nipple in his mouth once again… Flicking it with his tongue while it was held captive between his teeth, pulling it back even farther into his mouth before his hand would come up to squeeze and cup it, to fondle and mold her other breast as he moaned and groaned against her skin. “No one knows the way my brothers magic feels like more than you… Seek it out where Sybelle is buried, summon it here by magic, I will lend you mine too…” It was a simple seeking spell followed by a teleportation spell, nothing to grand or fancy on the magical scale and thankfully this thing was small so the use of magic would be minimal at best, very easy overall… And doing it this way they wouldn’t be breaking into the temple either…

His free hand slid down between her thighs to touch and stroke over her sweet little bud, finding her clit and rolling it between his fingers, sweetly guiding her to a climax as she worked her magic… Rather than bring her to a climax though he waited, edging her through it, keeping her dancing on that high note until the spells were completed… Until the orb was in her hand… It was small, about the size of a marble really but the power emanating off of it was, to someone able to see the magical field? A glowing, blindingly bright white light, like the sun reduced into sucha compact form… He would take it from her only to place it on her lips before he would pull from her nipple and straight to her lips to kiss her passionately, his fingers sliding up into her at that same moment as he kissed her hard and hot, coaxing her to swallow that orb… Watching the light go down her throat and settle in her belly where the light began to get diffused, streaming all through her body so that she glowed from the inside out, the full effects would be revealed over a few days but for now? He wasn;t too sure about her but he? Had one thing on the mind… One very important… all consuming with for them both…

He continued to finger her, to edge her closer and closer as they kissed, moans caught on each others tongues as hands explored… Sought out pleasured places… As they did he pushed the sheet down from under her so he was bare underneath, his hands shoving the hem of her skirt up before he would line them up with his hand on her ass, guiding her so that he slid into her hot sweet wetness without any issues… There was no resistance, he could tell she had been thoroughly fucked by how soft she was inside, so pliant and hot… He groaned deeply into her mouth as he began to rock up into her, one hand on her ass to guide her into a pace of love making that he could handle at the moment, the other still plying her clit… Bringing her up higher… Higher… But not enough to fall… Not yet… “Tell me…” He groaned against her lips as he thrust into her over and over again, the head of his cock hitting deeper than his brothers, feeling the sweet swelling a the very back of her… The places where she had already been invaded… “Tell me how it felt… For him to fuck you again… To feel his big thick cock inside you…” He shuddered even as he spoke, his cock getting even thicker as he pushed into her a little deeper still, fumbling just a bit to line up with that spot perfectly… He had to lean her back, the kiss breaking as he dropped his hands to her hips… Skirt piled up around her waist as he watched the way her sweetly pre-abused cunt swallowed his cock so easily, his head hitting the pillows as he groaned and grunted… Pleasure and agony on his face clear as day… “Did he cum in you love?... Did he push deep inside you before he put his baby in you?” He was panting at this stage, he had edged her because he knew he wouldn’t last for shit inside her, not with his current state… “Did you ask for it baby? Did you ask your husband to knock you up?” He was fucked… Utterly… His pace sped up, his hands guiding her to bounce on his lap like a bunny, up and down hard and fast while his thumb manipulated her clit to the point she might go mad… “Take it baby, take it, take our cum… Let us get your pregnant…” He said before he suddenly lifted up off the bed from the waist and shoved himself up deeper into her than he ever had before, right at the moment of her climax so that his cock thrust past the same sweet tight barrier his brother had, into her cervix and up into her womb where his cock felt all the cum there… Filled tight and yet it was about to get tighter as he came inside her with a white hot shout of victory, of climax as he pulled her down harder, rolling her suddenly under him as he pushed deeper still, all the way so that she was completely and utterly claimed by him… Her womb filled to the very brim with cum… His and her lovers, her husbands, his brother… He knew she was going to get pregnant… There was no way she couldn’t… But… Whos would it be? Did she have a choice. “Take it… Take all of it… Every drop…” He grunted as he thrust into her again, over and over until her head was hitting the top of the bed, his hand gripping that same headboard for balance as he continued to thrust into her deep and hard, his orgasm seeming to go on forever as he felt cum starting to pour out of her… Forced out… His hand still over her clit as he encouraged her through as many orgasms as she possibly could so that her body clenched and trembled, pushing their cum up so that they would catch the eggs drifting down the tubes…

When it was over he collapsed to the side of her, breathing hard with his body still pulsing inside her, her leg over his hip as he held her close… Only moving to pull the sheet over them… Holding her close as he peppered her with a thousand kisses.

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.. He spoke of honeymoons and she questioned if he wanted to get married.. like.. soon?.. his answer on the positive made her smile.. -.. I think.. we should perhaps play it by ear.. see how you are feeling when you are released.. but yes.. as soon as we can would be perfect.. -he was doing an incredible job of keeping her head above water.. she was drowning in all of this.. letting it take her.. almost completely succumbing to it.. but he wasn't allowing it.. the fact he even brought up a good reason for the tests he had just received.. being that they at least knew now that his cancer had returned and they could attempt treatment again.. it made sense.. it did.. she was just a bit wound up.. a bit rattled by it.. so much had happened in such a short amount of time.. and the last thing she wanted was for it to all come crashing down.. her heart ached for his prognosis.. the topic of future children had come up.. since his results had pretty much put that idea to bed.. but Nautilous had told her about this other option.. and it would seem that the timing of it couldn't have been better.. she didn't understand how it worked.. or what it actually did.. all she knew was that if she took the orb from the temple.. that she would be in the position to get pregnant.. a dream she had held for many years.. something that was easily stolen from her over and over again.. but maybe this time it would work?.. the desire in the room thickened between them both as he began to explore her upper body.. soft caresses.. gentle touches.. his warm lips tracing along her skin.. she couldn't help the little noises that came out.. the whimpers and gasps.. the gentle twitches as she reached around him to hold.. to grip.. he surprised her when he flexed those magical powers of his.. locking down the room.. letting it darken just a little when the shades were drawn.. it was a beautiful sight to see him actively using his abilities.. something she never Ever thought she would see. he'd become incredibly proficient.. her dress was slid down.. revealing more and more of her warmed slightly marked flesh.. he replaced each bruise with one of his own.. his lips were hot and wet as she arched.. as she dragged her nails down against the back of his neck in response-..mm.. I did.. -she whined when he asked if she had cum a lot with his Brother..-.. I couldn't help myself.. he knew just how to keep me peaked.. it felt good.. it felt.. really very.. very good.. -she whispered.. a breath was stolen when he held her even tighter.. there in his arms she felt secure.. she felt safe.. regardless of what had happened in the past.. especially between them.. this.. this just felt right..

he explained what the mark on her shoulder meant.. this dragon scar.. that it marked her as the mother of his children.. she was melting beneath him.. softening as he coaxed her to relax.. her poor heart was throbbing wildly in her chest.. her thighs drew in tightly.. she murmured when he said he could smell how deeply Nautilous had cum in her-.. he did.. it hurt.. it ached.. -her lids half closed as she whined.. fingers curled into his hair.. holding it firm.. tightly as he teased and tormented those already hardened nipples.. she confessed to wanting his child.. to her desires having been there for such a long time.. it had been an echo in the background.. in her mind for as long as she could remember.. it was just something that never come to pass.. until now.. the blush upon his cheeks when he pleaded that he needed to put a baby in her right now was utterly adorable.. and it made her smile widen a little further.. -.. I love that bashful blush of yours.. -her head rocked back into the side of the bedding.. his lips finding her nipple once more.. this time pulling it tighter.. further back .. she moaned as he released it.. her free hand came to rest against the back of his when he fondled and cupped her breast.. her gaze found his .. could she seek the orb out as he had said?.. she drew the corner of her lip in.. chewing upon it as she nodded-.. Ill certainly try.. -he would have felt that familiar little magical pull.. that softened sparkle.. as she sought this little blessing.. it would take her a little time.. quite a bit of focus.. as she looked for the familiar hum of Nauts magical energy.. what she wasn't expecting though was those talented fingers sliding across that slick wet slit.. the rolling of her clit.. her mouth dropped open a little as she gasped and whimpered.. she twitched and trembled as she continued to look.. -.. You are making this very hard Mr Fironill.. -a grin played about her lips as she felt that familiar vibration which meant she was in the right area. close by at least..her gasps turned into sweet breathy moans as she began to rock her hips.. that build up was smooth and so so naughty.. -.. Found it.. -she whined.. her brows drew inward as a rather shaken breath came out.. in a matter of moments this incredibly bright little bubble rested down upon her palm.. it was quite intriguing to see something so small.. mean So much to two people..

her duo coloured gaze lifted when he took it.. before she felt it pressed to her lips.. the kiss that chased that action was not expected.. she fell into it.. hard.. that orb was all but forgotten as it was swallowed without a second thought.. his fingers dipping up into her.. she was a little on the sore side.. a little swollen but so warm, wet and slippery from his teasing.. she moaned deeply down into the depths of his heated mouth.. she drank in the noises he made.. she thrived beneath his touches.. she gripped him firmly as he shifted them around.. as the sheet was removed.. her skirts were unceremoniously shoved out of the way.. and before she knew it.. he was gliding into her.. she cried out into that kiss.. oh it ached..it throbbed.. it almost stung.. but it felt so good.. her hands shifted so they came to rest upon his shoulders.. his chest as he rocked up into her.. her knees pressed down harder into the bedding as she moved with him.. against him.. rocking.. grinding.. her breathing was shot.. she panted against his lips as he groaned .. his thumb still rolling against her clit ..he had to have felt ever single pulse and tightening.. the edging was making her burn up.. she gasped when he thrust in deeper.. her body jerked and trembled-.. it hurt .. -she whined.. her lids half closed as she felt that cock of his getting thicker.. pushing and filling those swollen and abused walls.. -.. it did.. at first.. but Oh god it felt good.. -she swallowed down a breath that was threatening to catch over and over .-. he was slow.. he was.. gentle but firm.. -she gasped when the kiss broke.. when he leant her back.. her hands shifted from his shoulders to reach back and connect with his thighs.. her body arched.. those beautiful breasts of hers prominent from this position as he enjoyed the view of his cock disappearing into her.. she moaned.. she whined.. goddess hope the room was warded for sound or those doctors would be getting an ear full.. -.. He did.. -she moved with his guidance.. bouncing on that thick hard cock of his.. a little harder.. a little faster.. the sounds of their skin meeting in that room was sublime.. though his heart monitor would have been getting quite a workout.. -.. He cum so hard.. so deeply.. I felt him push till it hurt.. -she groaned.. her composure was gone..the edging was coming to its peak.. she could feel that pressure deep down within her.. she wouldn't be able to take much more of this.. -.. I did.. I did.. I told him.. -she swallowed-.. I didn't think I could get pregnant anymore.. and he offered.. to try.. but . when he went to pull out.. I made him stay.. I held him inside me..

-her lids were beginning to flutter as her eyes rolled back.. she was about to break.. to burst.. that thumb of his was doing double duty and in combination with how wound up she was.. no way could she take anymore.. he forced himself Hard up into her and she cried out.. her nails dug down into his upper thighs as she felt that pain.. that striking throbbing as he flooded her .. the world span out when she was suddenly down upon the bedding.. him above her as he kept thrusting.. as he anchored deeper that she was sure he had before.. her climax was strong ..sharp.. it would have almost forced him out if he wasn't in so deeply.. her mouth remained open as he knocked her head against the headboard over and over again.. she whined.. she moaned.. her body trembled and shook as she felt the after effects of his orgasm.. he rolled another two out of her.. making that body of hers clench.. to hold onto as much of that life giving essence as it possibly could.. her cries fell silent though her face showed the pleasurable agony he has pushed her too.. when he finally let her go and they collapsed onto their sides she breathed hard and fast.. trying to find something to anchor onto.. to grab back a little more composure.. she looked across to him there through heavy lids.. her cheeks were flush.. her body was warm and soft in his hold.. -.. Wow.. -she managed to get out.. though even that was a little stuttered.. her brows drew in and she took some deeper breaths as he began to coat her in about a million tiny kisses.. her arms wrapped around him.. tighter.. pulling him closer as her chin found his shoulder.. - That.. that was incredible.. -she whispered.. her lips found his shoulder .. warm soft kisses left behind as she just held him there for a little while.. she was hoping.. in that moment.. that what Nautilous has said was right.. that it was true.. she had no goddess or god to pray to.. but if she could she would have prayed to them all.. her lids closed.. she just breathed him in.- I love you Diovan.. -whispered softly.. she didn't want to even imagine a world without him in it.. she was going to do her best to not allow her mind to wander down that road.. -

[BadInfluence]

“Well I suppose but I promise you now my love that even if I need crutches to stand I will be there in all my grooms finery to marry you, nothing, not even the Gods could keep me from making you my wife and loving you for all the time I have.” After all they had to pack so much catching up, so much time and memories into what ever time he had left, however long that was. Was it unfair? Maybe, he wasn’t about to pretend that asking her to marry him when he was dying wasn’t entirely selfish, he knew it was… But he also knew that they deserved this more than anyone else. They should have had this but so many people decided that they knew what was right, even he had a hand in his own miserable misfortune, in the story they shared and how it had come to a very abrupt end. It was going to come just as sudden of an end this time too he knew it but at least this time they would be ending it together, not apart, not while playing games with people who weren’t meant to be with them.

What was perhaps worse was that even though she came to him heavily scented by his brother, bearing the marks of a passionate love making, he didn’t hate her. Didn’t hold it against her. He was twisted… Wrong on the inside in some ways… If he were normal he never would have entered a relationship like that had before, the four of them all fucking each other, he would have straight out denied it, taken Sybelle somewhere else and left it be… But he hadn’t. He hadn’t done it even though he knew that his brother was taking the lions shares of both womens hearts and bed, but lets be quite blunt here for a moment, if he was normal? He wouldn’t have found those sloppy seconds so… Erotic… He didn’t know if it was just watching her get fucked, if it was seeing her experience pleasure regardless of who provided it, or if it was his own twisted way of torturing himself for not doing it right in the beginning… But what ever it was he hadn’t found issue in the sexual department, he was a glutton for pain and punishment, the more it hurt the more it turned him on. This was just another facet of the same dice he rolled every time he got hard.

Lips traced over her skin as they talked and as soon as she talked about getting pregnant he found himself rolling that same dice and he knew if what she said were true? How ever it worked if they had sex right now he wouldn’t know if the baby was his or his brothers… But did it even matter? Did it really? He wanted to have a baby with her more than anything but that didn’t mean his sperm count was suddenly going to become viable… Chances were if it could help her get pregnant it wouldn’t be his child… Did it sting? A little but it wasn’t a bad sting, it was bitter sweet, tempered by the fact that she had already given him the biggest gift in the world by bearing Jacob even when it had cost her her life. All he wanted was to be there for her, from the moment she found out she was pregnant till he held her hand as she labored and birthed a child she could love and raise, one who wasn’t still born or brought into the world alone and scared… So all while he realized that his lips continued to trace over her skin, unable to resist the smile on his face at the sounds she made, she was deliciously responsive in a way that made it impossible not to get frisky. She might have thought that her sexual appetite was off the charts but it was damn hard not to have your own sky rocket when you had someone like her in your bed. She was like gasoline to his fire, she just lit him up, made him explode and he was an entirely different man in that bed with her than he had ever been before.

Asking what his brother had done to her was to keep her mind off of his situation and the fact they were about to fuck in a hospital room, he had read more than enough in the book of Paramoures to know that mindset was just as important as what he could help her feel, if she focused on something other than his touch on her skin she wasn’t going to reach the level of enjoyment that she could otherwise. He could use his magic to make the room seem like something else but he wasn’t a liar, instead he just ensured they were going to be left in private, and he had warded the room… Mostly… Warding was NOT his strong suite by any means! So while you couldn’t hear anything passing by for instance, if you were to press your ear against the door, well that was a different creature entirely… “I don’t want you to help yourself… Pleasure it meant to be explored and enjoyed, if it wasn’t our bodies wouldn’t find such delight in it, we wouldn’t be driven to it if it were only for procreation…” She tasted like spring on his tongue, that first sweet taste of nectar from the honeysuckle flower and the dew off sweet grass… Delicious as he couldn’t help leaving her as marked up as she had been when she came in, only these were now his marks, laying claim over the spaces his brother had left his prints… “If I ever fail you in bed, when things get farther along you need to tell me my love, a body like yours…” Said in a gruff voice, oh he was struggling already, it was as clear as writing on a black board… His hands roaving down her body… Her nails against his skin making his balls tighten up and clench until he ached… “It was meant to be loved and often… You were made, created, formed in such beautiful perfection that anyone with eyes knows you need loving… Often… Regularly… And by someone who knows how to do it…” She was sensuality in the sweetest little package, like a succubae who had somehow managed to get the disguise of an angel, she looked adorably innocent until those clothes started to come off…

Keeping her close he was striking a balance between seduction and support, wanting her to feel warm and safe, comfortable despite everything… He explained the scar on her shoulder then, remembering how his mothers still bore that same mark, and that had always struck him… That his mother could remove it but she didn’t… Deep down he knew a dirty truth about his mother that shamed her… His mother craved the father of his brother, needed that man to rape her, make her bend because she was too proud to enjoy sex otherwise. It was likely the same reason his brother didn’t know how to bend… Like their mother he was too proud and he wouldn’t bend until someone beat it into him… And then, only then, would he find that real peace… Sydel? Was not the one who could do it and he was grateful for it… He was content to have her be the mother of the next generation because it meant she would always be cared for… Which brought up the fact he could smell how deep his brother had cum in her, hearing her talk about how it ached, the way it hurt… He growled hotly against her skin as he pulled her in closer, pressing his cheek against her skin as he pressed his hand down over her womb… Feeling its firmness under his hand where normally it was soft and pliant… “I can feel it… You must have cum so fiercely to have someone able to push so far inside you… Its only the sweetest pain to be invaded like that, very few lovers can manage it together…” The book spoke of it and it was exceptionally rare and hard to manage. That area wasn’t exactly a door one could walk through… It was always closed and tightly so, only extreme orgasms and long running sex can soften it enough to allow it, which made him wonder if he could do the same…

He did enjoy a challenge…

Her question on if he was up for it, for putting a baby in her as his lips wrapped about her nipple, unable to resist the sweet allure of her flesh… He was already dripping with precum and if he wasn’t careful all of this was going to excite him so much that he was going to cum before they even got to her first orgasm. The confession bubbled from his lips as he pulled away from her sweet berried flesh, the blush on his cheeks at how he honestly wanted to put ab aby in her right here and now, if they could get that orb it would be within their grasp… But the orb was not something he could touch, he knew that, if he were to try and seek it out he could never grab it… She however… “Mmm I noticed its one of the few things our son has from me though I doubt he appreciates it’s inheritance…” He said with a warm chuckle as he returned his lips to her nipple, suckling harder, dragging his tongue over that succulent morsel of flesh until he could barely stand it… “If not we can try it the old fashioned way but… I can’t say I would let you leave this bed yet… I have the image of you heavily pregnant and riding my cock and I swear I’m going to die if I can’t make love to you-“ As it stood he couldn’t keep his hands off of her, sliding along her nice wet slit, he could feel how hot and swollen the flesh was… How long had she taken that cock? It was tender and he could feel little tears in her flesh and yet she was so soaking wet that he encountered no friction or resistance as he stroked over her clit and began to edge her, her words making him laugh thickly against her as he continued to touch over her. “And you are making me very hard, soon to be my Mrs. Fironiil…” He said back as she began to rock her hips and he was so fucked… Truly… Utterly fucked… “Bring it here my love… I need to get you knocked up right now…”

The orb when it had appeared was indeed small but vibrantly colored with magic. What was it? He didn’t need to know, all he knew was that he was trusting his brother to keep his word and help them have a baby, catching it from her and passing it to her in a kiss… Having her swallow it as he moved against her, his hands fumbling with the sheet so that it was below his hips, her skirts lifted and thank GOD she wore no underwear or he might have cried… Sliding up into her with his lips still over hers as they kissed he did his best to keep the pain to a minimal as they made love, his thumb ever rolling and stroking over her clit, keeping her high and tight so that pleasure was first and foremost in her mind. He kept urging her on, having her tell him about what it had bene like for her, feeling how between the remembering of his brother and the feel of his hands on her that she was getting close… How long could she hold out?... He pushed in deeper still, he had always held back a bit with her given his unusual length, he knew it was all too easy for him to hurt her… But he was a bit… out of control… At the moment… Thrusting harder into her so that she nearly took him to the hilt, guiding her pace over him as his hands grabbed her breasts and hips, his cock getting thicker than it had ever before so that she was going to be filled to the brink… “He made love to you for the first time-“ He said on a grunt as he tossed his head against the pillows against the headboard and gave himself over to his pleasure for several moments before he caught her lips and kissed her hard and hot, breaking only for words, strangled breaths… Urging her to lean back he watched her sweetly abused body swallowing up his cock, every whimper she made, every moan and whine… The way her supple full tits were bouncing away… Swaying in and out… Those proud pink nipples thrusting out so impudently.

She undid him when she confessed to asking his brother to put a baby in her, even when he had offered to pull out, his sweet lover had stopped him and took all that seed deep inside her. He pushed her a bit harder than he ever had before, faster and deeper than he had every gone all the while he pushed her ruthlessly to that peak at his own pace… “Do you still want it? His cum is deep inside you, full of life… You’ve taken the orb… Do you want his seed to catch my love? Do you want his baby?” He was grunting, panting, that heart monitor would have been screaming if the volume was up on it, those numbers were insanely high as she made his heart race and his balls ache. He went crazy a bit at the end there, the moment she climaxed he made her take him to the hilt for the first time ever and found himself entering that sacred space, rolling them instantly so that he was on top… Grabbing the headboard for leverage as he pumped away inside that tight sweet space, feeling her clench so tight around him that his movement was barely plausible and yet there he was, fucking her so hard that her head was smacking the pillow against the headboard. His orgasm was running on longer than any he had ever felt before, forcing that poor little space of hers to take more than it should have, his cum mixing with this brothers so thickly that there was no way to tell the two apart.

When he had finished he fell hard onto his side, pulled her in close into his arms and covered her in kisses, his breathing shot and his head spinning. He’d NEVER done that before… Never felt that before… Even now his cock found some sort of stray pulse of cum to shoot up into her, filling her just a little bit more, his balls aching just a little more. “Yeah… Holy fuck…” Yep… He had cussed… It had literally rocked him THAT hard… That he swore using one of the worst words as he held her close, afraid to let her go, afraid to dare count how many more times he might be able to hold her like this. “I love you too Sydel… With every beat of this heart…” He breathed against her skin as his hands began to trace up and down her back, the other hand he held up to remove the lock on the doors, allowing a nurse to come in silently and respectfully to unhook the IVS in his arm, given his ah… Workout… He had done a fantastic job of flushing his system and allowing the new treatment to get to work. All the while he just held her close, refusing to let her go, just stroking his hands over her skin. “I don’t mind if it’s my baby or his… If it comes to that… So long as we have a baby… I think that’s really the special part…” After all HE was the one with next to nil sperm count… Even if the orb didn’t help her get pregnant with his child it would at least do well enough with his brothers and that? Was enough for him.

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There within that hospital bed.. amongst a multitude of wires and tubes.. machines quietly beeping and curtains drawn.. something truly special was shared.. they both knew that their time was limited.. though neither would actively bring it up.. there would be hopes that maybe the doctors were wrong.. maybe Jacob could come up with some special medication that would save the day.. maybe there would be a miracle.. but perhaps the only miracle was the act of love and care showing from a younger brother.. to his elder.. to help bring about a new life.. something they all craved so dearly.. arms were wrapped around one another.. resting there upon their sides.. a tangle of legs.. whispered words caught between heated breaths.. kisses felt.. caresses warm.. she buried her head against his chest as she let her eyes close over.. her lips pressed to the space just above his heart when he professed his love for her.. with every beat of that very same organ.. a smile curled about her lips-.. You're going to make a wonderful Father.. -she whispered.. holding him a little bit tighter.. it was a bit of a cruel joke really.. they were being handed a second chance .. a possible pregnancy.. a life to share.. but the cost was huge.. she was setting herself up for heartbreak.. catching herself then.. in that line of thought.. deciding to make a promise to herself to try and not see the dark cloud that was off in the distance.. the one threatening to take it all away.. no.. she would focus instead on the sunlight that was still there.. right now.. right here.. she heard the nurse come in.. the shifting of tubes and IVs.. allowing him a bit more freedom to move.. he spoke on not minding whos baby it was.. -.. I just desperately want to share this.. with you.. -she was content to just be there with him.. curled up beneath that sheet.. she had no where else she had to be.. no where else she wanted to be.. he had her full attention.. hands would glide down his arms.. fingers interlacing.. they would rest there for an hour or so.. just comfortable.. warm. that beautiful glow that would only ever come from true honest intimacy.. soon though it was inevitable that she would have to pull away.. the Doctors deciding he was to be shifted to this.. family ward.. another sweet kiss shared.. that dress easily falling back into place.. she needed to shower though.. her body felt heavy and warm.. whilst they were setting him up to be moved she parted ways.. with a promise to return very soon..she'd head back to her little home on the water.. where she would organise a few sets of clothing.. and take that much needed shower.. -

[BadInfluence]

“I hope so… To be honest I’m scared…” He wanted the baby just as much as she did, maybe even a little more so because while she had time to have other children with his brother, this was the one shot for him… For them… He wasn’t going to be upset or angry if the baby proved to be his brothers, it might be a little sad, a little bit of a bittersweet sting but who fathered the baby wasn’t the most important thing about being a father. It was what you DID that mattered. “I just know that I want to do this with you and that takes away the fear.” At least in part. He had seen amazing men be the most incredible father to children that were both theirs and were also a strangers, his own son was a great father to the child that Cara had just dropped on him, and Garafin put everyone to shame with how big of a heart he had. He had a lot of great examples, but he also had a whole lot to live up to, and ever more to make up for.

The nurses had come in and unhooked him from the machines so they could get a little more comfortable with each other, holding her tighter to his chest as they held each other close, looking like a pair of love birds versus a couple who had just had sex in a warded room. “Me too… No matter what… I can’t believe we’re so lucky we get to see our little boy or girl in just six months… It’s a blessing…” No year or longer wait as it could sometimes be with elves, this time it was going to go so much faster and he could barely hold his excitement in during that time, but sadly the warmth of her body against his… The comfort of her in his arms was going to have to be put on hold bit a while. She had to go home and shower, get clothes and such ready for the stay over while he was moved to the other ward, something they both knew was going to happen at some point… Reaching out he pulled her in just a little closer and kissed her lovingly, tenderly before she left and he was moved into a cozy little apartment with it’s own garden in the back, lots of windows for natural sunlight. Counters and shelves for books and other knick knacks to make the sterile space seem more homey and comfortable.

While he was in there he was talking to the doctor about all the serious things he didn’t want to be spoken about with Sydel near, getting a full assessment of how far the cancer had spread and how quickly, which organs were being eaten away by the tumors and which were starting to fail due to the stress on his body. The treatment? It reversed the cancer, it pushed it back so that his body was back to the state it was before the tumors had begun to grow, but that was the trick of it… Once the medication wore off the cancer came back double time… After this treatment? It would come back three times as fast… The time after it would be four… Then five… Six… Until, the doctor said they reached ten in which case the moment the treatment wore off he would be dead within twenty four hours. They talked about ways to try and prevent it, to drag it out as long as they could, telling the doctor that he had a baby on the way with his lover and that he had to stay alive long enough to help raise the child… Only then realizing that his father must have done the same thing… Holding on as long as he could to bet here for him before death took him… No wonder he had passed away when he was still young… Amazing how clear a picture can become sometimes… The best advice he had gotten so far was that it was best to start to remove the organs during each relapse and having them replaced with organs grown from his own tissue that were unaffected, it would help prolong his life by some time indeed, but the downside was that for several months after each surgery he would be in a good deal of pain and he would need to be looked after as he would be incredibly weak… Was it something that Sydel would be ok with? She’d have to be a mother to both their child and him during those times and it seemed cruel to make her work twice as hard… But then again it meant he could be with her longer, perhaps… Even have more children… It was something to be talked about with her at length that went without a doubt.

Once the doctor had left with a promise to get a hold of Jacob and Rose to talk over the possible treatments he got out of the bed and carefully made it over to the shower himself, grateful for the chair in there as his legs were utterly gone from him, sitting down to take a shower with the rather ah… Bland and a bit harsh soap and such that was in the suit for patients to use… He sincerely hoped Sydel would bring him his toiletries from her house because let’s be honest… No one wanted to smell like hospital soap. Ever. For now though it would have to do, scrubbing up as best he could he rinsed and dried off, moving to stand before the medicine cabinet where a slew of pills waited for him to take them… Rhapsody… He HATED pills… But he manned up and took each one, feeling like he drank at least an oceans worth of water for the dang things, leaving the bathroom and heading into the living room area where he fell onto the couch and dragged a blanket over himself. He lifted a pencil and began to doodle a bit, nothing grand as his skills weren’t anywhere near his beloveds or their son, but he did excellent wildlife portraits… Drawing a doe and stag with two little fawns behind them, flowers in full bloom in a spring morning, adding color to it by the time she would have been coming back.

“The doctors will be getting a hold of Rose and Jacob as soon as they can but for right now I’m cancer free again. After I rest up and get the pass to leave I really want to ask Hanali to let us get married. I know she might say no because your married to my brother but it’s worth asking…” He said in his deep, calm voice as he continued to color the picture, making room on the couch for her to settle in beside him when she was ready. “If she says no then we’ll go down to the Surface and find the prettiest place we can and get married then and there… What do you think?”

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She had spent a little time back in her water side home.. cleaning up.. feeling the light bruising upon her flesh from the both of them.. even catching a glimpse of it in the mirror before the basin.. little marks.. some darker than others.. all quite prominent against her pale skin.. she was still getting used to this body and how it felt.. some things were quite different.. she slipped into a little black dress.. nothing fancy.. nothing flashy.. just plain.. a cardigan about her shoulders would cover most of the amorous love bits.. deciding then to pack a bag.. to get him a few things that might make it a little more comfortable.. some items of clothing.. toiletries and the like.. before she would head back out.. and make her way back toward the Hospital proper.. this time it appears the nurses were a little more helpful.. she was guided to his suite.. off to the side in the Family ward..a gentle knocking on the door before she made her way inside.. catching a glimpse of him there.. rugged up on the couch with his notepad..-.. Youve got a lot more colour in your cheeks...-her head tilted a little to the side as she smiled.. placing the bag own upon the chair as she rounded the couch. shifting to sit beside him ..lifting that blanket so they could share it as she leant against his side.. her cheek to his shoulder-.. Thats certainly good news to hear.. hopefully Jacob and Rose can give a little more insight as to where to go from here.. -her gaze fell to watch his colouring.. the very creative sketch he had done whilst she was away-.. this is really beautiful.. -softly spoken.. she listened when he brought up the marriage.. and asking Hanali-.. I dont think she liked me very much..she certainly had eyes for your Brother though.. but I guess anythings possible.. if she says no.. then we will just go somewhere else.. keep trying till we find a Yes.. -she turned her head a little to press her lips to his shoulder-.. I dont mind where it is.. just as long as youre there.. -she nestled in closer.. looking about the room that was before them -.. I brought you a few things.. some clothes.. and a few things from the bathroom.. might make it a bit more comfortable here.. though it looks pretty nice.. -she never much cared for hospitals.. rarely saw the inside of one when she was a child.. -I want you to promise me.. that you'l tell me everything.. if you arent feeling well.. if you have gotten bad news.. I dont want you to keep things from me because you think it'l make me upset.. or worried..

[BadInfluence]

“Oh yeah? Wonder where that could have come from?” He asked, his lips curled in possibly the most roguish, teasing smile she had ever seen him make while looking at her. So sweet looking but with a little bit of a serious side to her as he noticed she was wearing a black dress. “Hopefully you won’t wear black when I leave? You’re too beautiful to wear such somber colors sweetheart…” He said as she settled a few things down before taking her place at his side, his arm coming up to settle around her, holding her nice and close against his side as he colored a bit here and there. Art had always run rich in the family, everyone had a talent, drawing was just something that was shared down the line… He mentioned that the doctors were already sending a wire down for Jacob and Rose, hopefully the letters would reach them, after all Menzoberranzan was far from a friendly place by any means. Worse case he or Sydel would send something down directly as it was guaranteed to get to one of them without fault. “Rose originally created it to help the Dwarves so it wasn’t exactly fine tuned for elvish genetics. We will see how it all comes around when they get here, might be a little while though even with a letter getting to them, last I was informed Rose is due to give birth any time between now and a month. I have a feeling our protective lion of a son won’t let her so much as stub her toe in her condition.” He said with a warm chuckle as she commented his drawing.

He couldn’t help the grin on his face as he turned the page and tried to draw a person… And it was… Horrific. Like a toddler trying to draw with a cast on. “I can’t draw much of anything outside of landscapes like this. I failed so many art classes it was a miracle I even graduated.” Flipping back to the other he held out the pack of colored pencils for her, placing the pad between the, so that they could color it together while they chatted, settling in to get comfortable for the evening. “Hanali is… Different… I think the fact that Corellion chose Lloth over her has always stung her, it’s certainly made her a little… Different… Than say she should be… Her addiction to my brother had everything to do with his close resemblance to Corellion than much else, let her fantasize about what might have been I think, little day dreaming.” Gods were just as complex as their elvish counter parts were, they warred and had petty squabbles, fell in and out of love and had children too. And, just like their counterparts, they could be far less than perfection… Hanali had certainly been showing her age lately, she had a heavy hand for excess the last few decades, everything had to be over the top or it just wasn’t good enough. It worried a lot of her worshipers, including himself, being part of the reason he lest the Tryst but not the only one. “She might say yes… She might say no. If she doesn’t agree we’ll just pop down to the surface and find someone to marry us, there’s usually a church in every town, won’t be too hard. I’m certainly not worried about it.” Ah, the kiss to his shoulder was nice, causing him to lean against her a little bit, turning his head to pop a kiss atop of her lovely lavender locks.

Hearing that she bought him a few things was amazing though, just what he was hoping for and the delight showed on his face, earning a loud raucous kiss to her cheek with a smile on his face. “Thank you love, they use lye based soaps here and I swear that bar soaked more moisture out of me than a sponge, if I move too fast I might crack.” Teasingly spoken as they both knew that wasn’t the case… But the soap? DEFINITELY drying. She asked for a promise then and he nodded his head as he colored in a bit of shaded tree leaves. “I promise I will say it all… Our time together isn’t the forever I always hoped for, I won’t waste any time or energy keeping anything from you, in the end it just cheats us both. I want to live all of this to the fullest, I want to see all the things I never saw, I want to hold our baby in my arms and see you get to be a mother. I want to have those middle of the night wake ups with the baby crying, I want the dirty nappies and the puke, I want the whole thing. For right now? All we have to do is wait a little while… See if anything catches… If not? Well I never complained about trying that’s for sure.” He said with a wink and a squeeze of his arm around her as they just curled up together under the rug on the couch, relaxing and chatting about what they hoped to see and do, playing with those castles in the sky.

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-her head tilted a little when she heard that rather cheeky remark.. but that coupled with that incredibly roguish grin.. well it was impossible to hold back the way her lips curled nor the flushing of her cheeks-.. Uh huh. -she wagged her finger at him.. laughing quietly as she moved to place the bag down upon the chair-.. Im positive I have no idea what you're talking about.. -his comment about what she was wearing though.. the black.. and his hopes for her not to be wearing it when he 'left' caused her face to fall a little.. she turned her attention to the items in the bag.. pulling a few of them out.. placing them down upon the counter.. deciding to switch it.. turn it back on him .. since he nudged her rather cheekily-.. You didn't seem to have a problem with me wearing black when it was leather mm? -she placed down a few pairs of shoes.. namely ones for them both ..heels and boots..since she had already pretty much made it known she was not leaving him whilst he was in here.. before she would move across and settle down on the couch beside him.. curling in nice and close.. watching as he coloured this picture he had drawn.. they spoke about getting Jacob down here and Rose to look into his treatments.. he mentioned the baby on the way ..she nodded- Ill see if I can get in touch with Jacob a little later.. I could find him easily enough when he was on the surface.. the underdark is a different kettle of fish yes.. but not impossible.. I used to communicate with Gia all the time.. will see how I go.. -she watched as he proved he couldn't draw much other than his beautiful landscapes.. the scrawl of a person was.. well a little to be desired and it made her laugh a little.. reaching across with a pencil to correct a few lines.. to round a few circles-.. I dont know that you can actually fail Art.. can you?.. -she nudged him with her elbow.. watching as he turned it back to the little scene once more so they could both shade it in.. -.. Art is beautifully subjective.. what I see beauty in..you might not.. My red is not the same as your red.. -she just listened when he spoke about Hanali and then of Corellion and Lloth -.. We will figure it out one way or another.. I'm not worried.. we have found ways around a lot harder things in our past.. this.. will be a piece of cake..

-his rather raucous kiss to her cheek made her chuckle and nod-.. well.. lye soap shouldn't be used on anything.. plus I figured you needed something to wear.. as much as I have no issue with you wandering around this apartment naked Im not sure the doctors would appreciate it all that much..and we will not even discuss the nurses.. a few of them didn't even want to show me which way it was to get here.. Youve got some eyes on you Mister.. -she shaded in a bit more colour.. adding in a touch of shadow to give his beautiful image a bit more life.. she made him promise then to tell her everything.. even if it was hard.. this was no time for lies or secrets.. - You know im going to remember that right?.. -she tilted her head.. looking up to him there-.. You romanticising the sleepless nights and all the other not so delightful things that follow having a child.. and Im going to remind you of this moment.. right here.. and kick you out of the bed when you try to fall back asleep.. -her lips curled into an amused smile.. before her head returned to his shoulder.. sliding the pencil back into its little holder so she could just watch him colouring for a while-.. Do you want to make a list?.. of the things you want to do?.. have you thought about anything in particular you wanted to do first?

[BadInfluence]

Oooooh she had him there! He flushed all over again, this time right on to the tips of his ears, his lips compressed to try and hide a smile but really? They both knew that was a damn fact and an excellent way to turn the conversation too. “Maybe I should ask for that to be the only time you wear black? The subtle gloss to good leather does unholy things to your skin… And my pants.” He said as that smile broke through anyways and he couldn’t stop the laugh that came after it, rubbing the back of his neck just a bit, that grin just wasn’t going to go away. “Shame on you bringing it up now though, we’re both too tired to go again so soon, what a tease.” But oh my… How very nice to think of that for some time later on… Talk about changing the scenery of the room, huh? “You could always try with her? From what I last heard they’re finally landed in her old home so it should be a lot easier to get a hold of them now than it was when they were on the move.” He was also curious to see where that whole thing might lead. If anyone knew how romance could go bat shit crazy? It was him. He’d seen so many different things in his years of service, complicated and even warped back stories, tales of utter horror and heart break but in the end? Love comes out on top. Sometimes it takes one of the people in the relationship to take a step back, to do something they might not have done before, to bend a little for it to all work. The trick to it all? Was to make sure no one had to bend too much, it was something that had to be done on ALL parties, not just one constantly bending for the others.

“Oh you can, and I did. You’re supposed to be skilled in at least one area, but the thing is for me? I failed in all of them BUT scenery, which meant that I failed every other area, so I didn’t gain enough credentials to pass.” Which was insanely funny! Because it was the only thing he had ever failed. She was showing him a little bit of how to fix his horrible drawing on the other page , her words dead on for what it was all about, not everyone was on the same page even if they were in the same book. “I can’t really play anything outside of the guitar, a little on the drums… I can’t sing what so ever… I can’t do much with any medium… But that’s alright honestly. I’m not really an artistic soul. I find joy in enjoying other peoples art and that’s more than good enough for me.” And it always had been. Seeing how well she could draw had always made his head sort of float off, she was a dream to watch and he could do it for hours and hours, just enjoying the act of her bringing something to life like that. Speaking on the Gods and marriage he nodded his head given that it wasn’t a huge thing in the end. Just so long as they were married the rest was really just confetti.

“Really, the only part of our wedding that I’m focusing on is the honeymoon.” He said with a playful growl and a loving nip to her shoulder as he expressed his gratitude for what she had brought back with her. Honestly the soaps were rather harsh, sure they would deter infection and the like but jesus he felt like every time he moved he should be creaking like leather left too long in the sun, it was just NOT fun. “Well I mean… I CAN go around naked just for you? What was it you had said to me last month? Something about my tan lines?” He teased as he kept her nice and snug against his side, the two of them coloring his pictures together, something that made him feel really happy which he hadn’t expected… It was good… Really good. “Blame your son for the nurses here sweetheart. He’s had them panting after him for years, knowing I’m his dad has made a lot of them lose their mind for some sort of threeway between a father and son.” He said with a roll of his eyes and a wave of his hand. “It’s not my fault so many men out here are blond, get some dye and change it up, guarantee the attention would shift.” Snorting with a bit of a laugh and shaking his head all over again. “By the way don’t think I am unaware of the fact several of the nurses and doctors would love to make your heart monitor go through some paces if you know what I mean.”

She might have burned some bridges in her past but that didn’t make her less attractive, hell no a lot of people out here secretly liked that bad girl past, made more than a few guys want to tame the shrew so to speak. He told her flat out though that he was just excited to find out when she was pregnant, for their baby to get here in double time so they could enjoy being around them just that much more, laughing richly when she said she was going to hold him to it as he colored the picture after she had quit. “My love you have no idea how infantile some rangers can get when they’re either sick or drunk. I have no issue cleaning up baby puke which just consists of breast milk, some of the things these guys have thrown up, I don’t even think it was edible on the way down the first time.” A few more areas colored and shaded, the picture coming to life beautifully between them before he quit it himself, setting it on the counter so that he could pull her into his lap instead. Snuggling her in close with his head against her chest as he just enjoyed breathing her in. “I’ve had to change more than a few drunken rangers too, trust me, this is something I really am looking forward to. I’ll take night duty every night so my beautiful wife can sleep as much as she needs to.” When she asked if he had made a list that did cause him to pause a bit… He’d been thinking about it on and off, some of them were really innocent, some of them were WAAAAAAAY scandalous… Like he couldn’t put them to paper sort of stuff! “I think it might be a good idea, give us something to tick off and when they’re all done, we’ll just make a new one.”

[BadInfluence]

“Hey there! Sorry to interrupt the snuggle corner over here Mr. and Mrs. Fenriil, just dropping off the pill packet for him to have with lunch and see how he’s doing, won’t take but a minute.” The voice was cherry, warm and welcoming, the exact sort of voice that you’d hope to hear from someone in the medical field… But more than that… Something about it was familiar… He’d come around the table in some very casual black medical scrubs, nothing about the outfit was exceptional, just the regular styled uniform that anyone working in this particular ward would wear. If anything it was the build of the man, uncommonly tall for an elf, his ears not exceedingly pointed which left him in the range of Silvan versus a purer race. His face was strong, angular, some might find it handsome while others would find it quite the opposite. His eyes were the most shocking shade of blue green though, hints of brown and gold in the center, a hypnotic hazel that easily mesmerized.

He was Christoph… Or if not the man himself then his dopple ganger, right on down to the way he moved, the uncommon grace and ease that he could control a situation without exerting any effort at all.

It had to be a double ganger…

Chris had been killed… His neck snapped clean about several years ago…

So who was this man?

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Ahhhh see she knew she had him with the leather remark.. knowing damn well what it did to him when she slipped into those certain few outfits.. she could practically predict his squirming.. and right on cue.. there it was.. along with only the most adorable blush right to the tops of his ears.. -.. mmhmm.. I thought so..-she laughed a little as she placed down those few items.. boots and heels near the door-.. How about I make a little promise to get one of those outfits out..when we leave here.. mm?.. -maybe an incentive to make sure he got himself in prime conditioning.. kept to his doctors schedules etc.. she settled down to sit there upon the couch with him.. curled up against his side with his arm around her.. they coloured that picture..the beautiful scene he had sketched whilst she was out.. -.. I might.. -she nodded.. speaking that she might get in touch with a certain Drowess to get to her son..if the usual travels werent working as swiftly as she would have liked.. its not that she didn't trust the doctors in Arvandor.. she did.. a great many of them were trained in the same schools as Jacob.. if not By Jacob on occasion.. but.. well.. she just had her clear preferences.. he spoke on playing instruments.. -.. I remember your guitar.. -she nodded a little-.. its been a while since ive seen it though.. you'l have to get it out for me.. one of these days yes?.. -she'd question..-.. You werent much of a singer when we were younger.. but you did.. on occasion.. and I liked it.. a lot.. -her head came to rest there upon his shoulder.. -.. I dont think I ever sat still long enough to learn an instrument.. I was a little to busy trapsing all over the countryside.. Im surprised I passed the classes I did.. -she coloured in the image along side him.. adding a little more dimension to it.. shadows and shading to his vibrant and earthy tones.. the comment about him focusing on the honeymoon made her smile.. and nudge him with her elbow-.. So cheeky.. so so cheeky..

-she placed the pencils back in their little satchel.. just watching him for a time.. -.. Well I can confirm.. those tan lines have indeed disappeared.. but.. I am willing.. you know.. to check.. often.. for science.. to make sure they dont return.. I wont take no for an answer.. its.. like my duty.. -she chewed upon her lip.. toying with the grin that was just begging to form before she laughed.. -.. mmm.. there are a lot of blondes around.. that is very true.. -she waved her hand at his remark on the doctors and nurses wanting to make her heart monitor go off the rails.. if anything they wanted her to go away. .at least with how she had been treated to Get to these rooms to begin with.. they spoke about babies.. and how he was looking forward to the sleepless nights and the rough work that only come with infants and toddler.. she called him out on it.. but no.. he had an answer for Everything as he pulled her across to settle there upon his lap.. her hands fell to his shoulders.. her knees pared.. pressing to the soft cushions of the couch.. -.. You my dear soon to be husband are utterly adorable.. -her arms slid around him as he leant in closer.. his head to her chest.. she brushed her lips to his temple-.. and hopefully very soon we will have our answer.. -her fingers softly stroked through his hair.. her eyes closing over.. just enjoying the spot of silence.. the closeness.. the warmth.. she brought up the idea of making a list.. of things they could do together.. things he really wanted to accomplish.. -.. I think that sounds perfect.. you'l have to start one.. think up some things you really want to do.. and we will seek them out.. together.. -the third cheery as sunshine voice startled her a little.. she blinked.. lifting her head as she caught a glimpse of the back of this.. what she figured was a nurse.. maybe a doctor coming in.. hearing about pills and maybe a quick checkup-.. mm.. Oh.. yes.. sorry.. -softly spoken as her hands came back to his shoulders.. tilting his head to look up to her-.. ll go find you something to eat.. whilst you two do your thing.. I wont be far..

-her lips pressed to his forehead before she slowly pulled away.. turning then to catch a glimpse of this gentleman.. and just about every drop of colour drained from her face.. not that she had a great deal to begin with.. but.. she looked a little unsettled.. a touch.. stunned.. her brows drew in.. No.. no this couldn't be.. she blinked.. her fingers fidgeted.. she could swear she could hear her heart throbbing away within her chest but that it had gone from its regular soft relaxed rhythm to something a lot more skittered.. He was dead.. she saw it with her own eyes.. She heard it.. she heard the bones snap.. she was close enough to have even felt it..No.. Get it together.. this is ridiculous she was telling herself..-.. Uh.. mm.. -she cleared her throat-.. yes.. something to eat.. I wont get in your way.. -she nodded.. turning to glance back toward Diovan a moment with a smile all be it small before she made her way out of the little lounge area.. into the small side kitchenette.. food would have already been prepared for him.. it was just a matter of putting it together .. bits and pieces.. light snack foods.. nothing to heavy as his stomach was probably a little sensitive.. she stood before the stainless steel counter and she gripped it hard enough that her knuckles turned even whiter.. taking a moment to breathe.. to compose one self.. to centre.. -

[BadInfluence]

“What can I say? You know me well!” He said with a laugh as she had him dead to rights no doubt about it. He might not like her in a black dress but a black leather harness and a corset fucked him about in only the best ways possible without a doubt. Her little idea made him smile as he leaned back on the couch a bit more, watching as she moved around a little bit before she settled in beside him and the two of them could cozy up together for a bit, doodling on the notepad. “I think that sounds like one heck of a gift for getting out of here… Any chance I get to choose?” A guy could hope after all but he also knew that she was in completely control in that area, she was the top and he was the bottom unless the situation was rather rare and called for him to step into a role he was very much not normally in. He’d seen his brother do it enough to understand at least in part the motions of it even if his heart would never really be in it. He mentioned that, should the letters not get to Jacob that Sydel could always write Gia, they might be… Well for a better word estranged right now, they had once been very close and he was confident that a letter written to her would most assuredly get to Jacob a good deal faster than the traditional means, it just had to be something she might want to do. “There is no need to rush just yet… The treatment worked and I’m alright, we can take things slow for a while, just enjoy ourselves and each other… I’m sure the letters will get there without any issue.” The last thing he wanted was for her to feel like she had to rush into anything. His time was not infinite this is true but that didn’t mean that she had to try and pack every little thing into every second, doing that would just cheat her of being able to actually enjoy a lot of things, too focused on the clouds to see the rainbow type thing.

“Mmm it’s at my house still, probably gathering a good bit of dust, I haven’t been there…” In a long time without a doubt. The last time he had been there was on a binger, completely fucking shit faced and higher than the sun, he’d gone off the deep end when he had run into Vanima and that little bitch had slapped him with something from his past and rather than face it head on he had buried it under more opium than china had rice. He hadn’t returned to that place since, not had he touched a single drug or drop of alcohol, well not outside that one Drow party which… Yeah wow… Not going to venture down that very odd rabbit hole. “You liked my singing? Do you need your ears checked beautiful?” He teased but seriously he was surprised that anyone liked his singing, he didn’t have the voice for it like his brother or his son did, he was… Just not exactly… Artistically gifted. “Still… I promise I’ll sing for you any time you want me to… But if your ears bleed that’s all on you beautiful.” Gotta be fair right? If she liked the sound of his singing then he wanted her to have a few songs of his in her head so that she would have something fond to remember him by, something to trigger a memory, a happy moment or the feeling of warmth… When she spoke about an instrument he snorted just a bit and tried to smother down a laugh as he cleared his throat several times before he got that chuckle under control. “Well… There was the winter solstice play, remember? We all had to play together like an orchestra and you had the recorder…” Oh fuck… He was trying not to laugh… Trying sooo hard… Like turning red trying to hold it in sort of hard… If she ever remembered that she would recall EXACTLY what she refused to ever play an instrument. EVER.

Turning the conversation towards something to look forward to, naturally his mind went to the honeymoon, after all the marriage was only a few hours tops but the honeymoon… Now THAT was something to drag out and enjoy, which naturally had him giving her quite the roguish smile. “Naturally, but also I’m quite serious, there is quite a lot for me to look forward to with our honeymoon…” Of which he was sure she could easily imagine. The teasing banter back and forth was probably better for him than any medication but the medical field would likely say otherwise, all the same though he was just so happy that he was here, with her… Right now… He might only have a short time left but in that time he knew he would be happier than he had ever been before in his life… All because she was there by his side. “For science you say? Well now I guess I shouldn’t be standing in the way of progress now should I? Especially if it’s your duty.” Like he could ever pass that up? He might be shy, reserved even around others but not with her, with her he was allowing all the parts of himself to surface… Good and bad, rough and soft, cheeky and romantic… She swore a ton of the women here had eyes for him but he was pretty sure it just had to do with his uncommon coloration, after all Jacob was just as insanely sought after and once again, another dark haired elf… Comments about the fact that blonds were virtually everywhere out there and he wondered if that didn’t have something to do with Hanali herself being blond but… Well who can say if the Gods have a hand in something or not?

She did her best to try and make him think it was a bad idea to look forward to the sleepless nights and the constant routine of changing diapers and cleaning up puke, the bottle washing and the constant need for attention between naps… But he had taken care of rangers who had become utterly infantile and useless under certain circumstances and if he could do it with grown men he didn’t think a baby would be that much harder. After all he did all this sort of stuff on horse back and living rough on the ride, here they would have their own place where they’d have everything they needed on hand, seriously it wouldn’t be that much harder he was sure. Maybe a little more nerve wracking as babies are really small but hey, the way he saw it? Clean up was a lot easier. “Adorable? Not handsome? Or roguish?. What about devilishly tempting? I’ll even settle for tempting but adorable, my dear lady, it sounds like I have to grow out my facial hair to dispel these illusions of cuteness.” He dared to look offended even if there was more than a small light in his eyes that showed how teasing he was in the moment. Right now though he was just happy beside her, warm and safe, his head resting over her chest so he could listen to her heart beat… The sweet smell of a spring meadow that was always present on her skin… He released a heartfelt sigh when she said they would hopefully have their answer very soon and he made a small murmur of consent. “One way or the other, if it’s this time we can try again as long as it takes…” He’d do everything he could to try and stay around to see that dream come true, to remain at her side and help her raise at least once child for as long as he could, to give themselves the chance to have the family like they had been hoping for since they were young things in love…

They began to speak about a bucket list, something they could check off as they went and make a new one as they needed, a novel idea and something he had never really thought about before but now?... It seemed like it might be a fun thing to do, especially during moments when he might have to be hooked up to a machine or otherwise forced to stay in one place for more than an hour or two. “Well then I will make sure that at least one of those things on every list is REALLY naughty, super depraved and ultra kinky, just for science… Its like my duty…” He said, mimicking her from earlier and the teasing about the tan lines, it was just too perfect a moment not to. Sadly their warm moment was interrupted by a nurse he knew since this was the same guy who primarily saw him when he was visiting. “Thank you love, shouldn’t be anything major, don’t forget to get something for you too just in case…” He wouldn’t say it out loud, that was their secret after all, something just for them…

He completely missed her reaction, he was too busy glowering down into the cup with it’s multiple rainbow hued pills and muttering about how pills were just flat out inhumane, he absolutely HATED pills and this was his second damn round in less than as many hours… How many of these blasted things was he supposed to take?! All the while he was grumbling as he took them one by one while he had a cuff attached to his arm so they could read his blood pressure, that cold stethoscope over his heart for his breathing and the like, after all the cancer had spread to his lungs first so it was important to monitor those the closest. As he was busy taking the pills and all that jazz he was given a clean bill of health for now, charts were filled in and the like before he began to feel incredibly tired, the room starting to spin for a minute… “Uh… Astor… What were the-----” The rest of it all sort of slurred out as his lids tumbled closed and he passed out like a light, being caught by Astor and gently laid down on the couch, tucked in for a good long sleep….

[BadInfluence]

”It’s alright there big guy, just a sleeping pill, you’ll feel great when you wake up again… Just have to let you sleep for your body to start to heal… Give you a jump start.” From the outside looking in? It was completely kosher, after all everyone knew that there was no way a man with limited years to his life was going to spend any of it willfully sleeping, especially not with his beautiful wife in the suite with him and the two of them about to go on their honeymoon. One could also base it off of the EKG that had been on the monitor earlier that he wasn’t going to get a lot of rest with her around either, it didn’t take a rocket scientist to figure out what had been going on in that room, the scent alone when you walked in was a pretty dead give away. Enforced sleep was really the only way this was going to work… And that was EXACTLY what he would say to anyone who asked, after all it was perfectly clear cut and beautiful on paper, anyone looking in it was all very above board… But for himself? He could have waited till dinner to give him that pill and let him have the day with his wife, but the fact was that he was only on the day shift, the night nurse was someone entirely different and you know what they say…

Two people can keep a secret…

If the other one is dead.

A swift flicker of magic, something incredibly subtle, it wouldn’t show up on any of the radars around him by any means… His mother had certainly taught him the best, he knew how to pull from the realm of magic in such a way very few were sensitive or strong enough to sense which let him get away with murder and just about anything else he wanted, which you know… When you get everything you want?... Well it’s just… Boring… Really. Fucking. Boring.

As she played about the kitchen being little Suzy home maker she’d find the end of a very familiar quirt pressing against her cheek, he didn’t strike her with it, just a press… Letting her adjust herself to the familiarity of it… After all it was the one she had given him after he fucked her the first time… He’d kept it on him the whole time too, his exclusive if not favorite tool to use with her, and no better way to jog her memory. “You are a very hard woman to track down you know…” He said casually… Really almost as though he were bored… “You virtually vanished after lover boy decided to give me a… New perspective…” And by that he was talking about the fact that his neck had been snapped… Which, under normal circumstances was guaranteed death, especially when the person doing the attacking was as mad as the one that had done it to him. However… You could say that Fate or what have you was on his side for while his bones did snap his cerebral cortex and spinal cord were left undamaged… He hit the dirt in a state of extreme comatose and if it had not been for his sweet mother, well, you could say that it would have been the end of his story…

Thankfully though his mother was never far from his side, he had her in his pocket as deep as the lint bunnies that hand out in the dark corner of your jeans, ensuring that he always had the perfect exit. She’d taken him home, removed the glamor that made him appear human, fixed his neck and over the next handful of years? He had to learn to walk and talk all over again, regain control over his motor functions, all the while teaching himself a new identity… A new persona to adopt so that he could seamlessly integrate into what ever world she decided to reside in. It had been a few more years after that before he finally found her, her name had changed after all, and on top of all that? She had supposedly died too but it came to light that it was just her twin who had passed away and that she herself still remained behind, a little changed and a touch more mellowed out by the passing of her mirror image, something he was sure to put to his advantage. “Where is our son Sydel? He should be around seven now…” After all he had fucked her enough to make sure she got pregnant and he had more than enough pride in himself and his genetics to have put a son and heir in her… So where was he? Or had she hidden him away just like she had herself?. He sincerely hoped she wouldn’t make this difficult… As much as he did enjoy a challenge he was far more interested in just having a good time with her…

She DID still remember how to have a good time, didn’t she?

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Oh he was cheeky.. undeniably so.. and catching that grin.. that roguish look there on his face just made it all the more clear-.. Oh?.. Oh you want to choose? -the corners of her lips curled.. before she chuckled and nodded-.. mm.. ok.. Ill let you choose.. just this once.. whatever you like.. just organise it.. and ill wear it for you.. but only when you get out of here.. -her head came down to rest there upon the round of his shoulder.. the two of them just curled up on that couch.. talking about all and nothing.. from the most important to the very mundane.. but it just felt nice.. there was no pressure.. no rush.. even with the clock ticking loudly in the background.. reminding her of the fact that this.. this feeling right here wouldn't last forever.. she wasn't going to allow it to drag her down.. not today.. summoning up all manner of strength from deep down within to keep going...she asked about his guitar and he told her it was back at his house.. somewhere he had not been-.. you havent been home?.. -she questioned.. tilting her head as she glanced up to him.. that was a little peculiar.. he had always been there.. well as long as she could remember.. -.. I can go back and get it if you like.. -she pressed her lips together.. it would be an offer.. if he wanted.. but she'd not press.. -.. Your singing got me through a lot.. -she nodded.. taking a quiet breath-.. a very.. very long time ago.. it silenced my overactive mind and imagination.. it grounded me.. Youre my anchor.. always have been.. -when those nights got really bad when they were younger.. he always had a knack for getting her mind on other things.. and she could name more than one occasion where she fell asleep to the sound of his voice.. -.. My ears are just fine Mr Fironiil.. I will be taking you up on that promise.. in fact.. -she sat up a little before he pulled her onto his lap.. her hands came down to rest there upon his shoulders..-.. You'l sing for me.. when we get married.. yes?..

-her brows furrowed when he brought up the solstice play and she rolled her eyes dramatically.. poking him when he scoffed and began to laugh at the memory-.. The cheek of it all.. -his laughter though was infectious as she too began to chuckle and shake her head-.. that was awful.. -she covered her mouth-.. my god.. well safe to say I was never asked to play an instrument again.. -she rested in close to him.. her cheek to the top of his head as he held her.. they spoke on their honeymoon and then of children.. his desire to take over the nightly duties and those that were perhaps a little less savoury.. before she called him adorable and he sweetly took offence-.. Youve always been adorable to me.. right from the very start when i told you to smile.. the rest.. well thats easy.. -her hands came down to cradle his cheeks.. the two of them just looking to one another-.. You are incredibly handsome and a little bit rouguish.. Your so very strong, kind hearted and naturally yes devilishly tempting.. You're sweetly captivating..more than a little fetching.. and incredibly sexy.. Hows that sound? little better than adorable?.. -she shot him a wink before pressing her lips to his forehead. .she brought up the idea they should maybe have a list for him to get through.. things he desired to do.. his remark about naughty ultra kinky things made her smile grow a little-.. Oh yes.. for science.. -the Nurse.. or Doctor had come in then unexpectedly.. she stayed there a little while longer before excusing herself.. telling him she'd organise his food.. -.. mm.. Ill be sure to get us both something.. -the shock of seeing just who the doctor was though just about caused all the colour to drain from her face.. she stumbled her words a little and quickly made her way out of the room into the small kitchenette off to the side..

oh her poor heart felt as though it were about to leap free of her chest.. before she inwardly scolded herself.. this was ridiculous.. Chris was dead. like.. Long gone.. be little more than bones if Nautilous had even left that much.. this Doctor was simply someone who held an uncanny resemblance.. and she kept repeating that to herself.. over and over.. slicing down into that apple as she organised the tray of snack style foods..unsure on how his stomach was on so much medication.. maybe he couldn't eat much.. maybe he could.. she really didn't know.. though it all came crashing down when she felt that leather pressing against her cheek.. her body stiffened in response though her shoulders lowered.. an audible gasp sounded.. his words sliced through the fog that had rolled in.. she knew what he was holding up against her cheek.. she'd felt it before.. too many times to count.. he told her she was hard to track down and she swallowed-.. No.. this.. -she stuttered-.. this cant be happening.. You died.. I saw it.. I saw it with my own eyes.. I felt it.. I heard it.. -and it just about killed her back then.. seeing that.. experiencing that was a pivitol point in her life.. she had held onto him far to strongly.. and when he was killed it stung like No other.. her lids closed over.. she hissed when that blade sliced through her finger.. -.. I .. -she cleared her throat-.. I uh.. -she took a breath- was in a bad place.. He.. uh.. he.. reset my mind.. so I was gone.. I was not me.. I was in a box.. whilst he brought out Sybelle.. -she shook her head.. lifting her finger to her mouth-.. it wont make sense.. im not going to try and explain it to you.. -her brows furrowed as she turned then to look to him.. physically she'd changed quite a bit.. her eyes were coloured.. her hair just at the roots.. otherwise she looked much the same.. short.. small.. doll like..this was killing her.. what was he doing here?.. How was he even here? none of this made any sense..he asked about their son then and her face just fell.. she shook her head-.. no.. I had a forced miscarriage .. I wasn't even conscious..I dont even remember it.. i was put in a box for the longest time.. I havent had a child in a long time.. -her gaze shifted from his then as she noticed Diovans feet up on the couch and her brow rose.. arching there on her face-.. what did you do to him?.. -she pushed past him then as she moved into back into the lounge.. Diovan looked comfortable just resting deeply.. the soft sounds of regular breathing filled the small area.. -.. I.. I dont understand.. what do you want Chris?.. what do you want from me?

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“You know I already don’t like hospitals and want to get out as soon as I can but that? That is just the frosting on the cake… I will hold you to that promise mark my words… And I am going to enjoy every moment of it too.” Honestly though she really didn’t need to bribe him, he generally disliked hospitals, there was just too much death that passed through the doors to make him even remotely comfortable in one… Bit like trying to get comfortable in an ogres cave during a storm… You know you gotta be there but there is NO WAY that you can sleep. Though, very much like her as they shared those warm moments on the couch his mortality was screaming at him in his face, every tick of the clock was a funeral bell in his head and all he wanted to do was block it out… Drown it in the sound of something else… Despite that though he was very calm on the surface, appeared to be taking it all in incredibly good stride, but that was just one of the talents of a ranger. You have to remain calm even when things are going the absolute worst that they possibly can be, you have to remain in control, panic and fear only screw things up even worse. Was it easy? No. On the range oh sure, that was cake, he was so used to it that it was second nature… But right here? It took a lot of focus to maintain that demeanor and not devolve into a screaming mess of panic and fear…

He didn’t want to die…

That was something he hadn’t told anyone, he just said it was nature taking it’s course, the orderly flow of things… But deep down he regretted all the years he wasted, all the excuses he made for why he didn’t do things, all the chances he could have taken but instead played it safe… He had squandered his life like a fool with his gold, only to realize when he needed it most it was all gone, not a coin to spare… Gods and Goddess… There was precious little he wouldn’t do right here and now to live… To beat this damn cancer and take his place in the world and hold it, control it, refuse to let anyone or anything deter him from what he wanted most… “No I haven’t… The night I found out you were having Garafins baby I sort of… Didn’t take it terribly well at the time and I went home and got so royally fucked up, I mean worse than I have ever gotten before, surprised I didn’t overdose…” He said in a sort of semi-confession. “ Vanima was apparently waiting for me and… Things got really ugly…” Vanima had taken advantage of his insanely fucked up mental state, played on what had happened, made him out to be the poor victim and how sweet revenge would be… And in his altered state he agreed with everything she was saying, after all she was sounding so very good, she knew just how to talk to him to get him wrapped around her pinky when he was fucked up… “One thing lead to another and it was like it was back in the past again… I don’t remember much but when I woke up I was covered in blood and bruises… Not too different from her usual play time with a victim…” He had blips of memory, moments where things were too clear and others were it was so foggy he could barely make out colors, the sensations came through a lot clearer though… A lot of pain… An insanely large amount of pain… And given his own warped nature that came hand in hand with ungodly amounts of pleasure. He had no idea if they had fucked or not, he couldn’t honestly remember it if it had happened, he just remembered the sensations of pain and climax all through the night. “I should have seen it coming honestly… She has been after my heels for years and has been lurking around lately… Looking for an opening most likely, no one stalks like a Drow, those things are unholy…” One thing he would likely never do was associate on any friendly terms with a Drow, he had seen too many damn raids, too many people slaughtered for absolutely NO reason outside of some dictates sent down from a mad bitch of a god.

“If you want to sweetheart.” If she bought it over he would play it for her but at the moment unfortunately his mind was a touch awash with things that he would have rather not remembered in that moment. Hearing that she liked his singing though, that had surprised him a bit, his voice was certainly not something to brag about. Sure, he didn’t sound like a dead cat but… Really… He wasn’t much better. Pulling her in a touch closer to his side as he listened to her talk, he knew that there were some insanely rough patches in her life, things he hadn’t understood until it was too late… Someone else had come in and been her knight in shining armor and he didn’t begrudge Garafin that, he was glad that someone had put an end to it but a part of him hated that he hadn’t even thought something like that was going on. “I never thought either your mind or yourself were wrong… Everyone else was just boring…” He used to love listening to her make up these amazing stories, entire novels in their own right just from her own imagination, having him waiting with baited breath to hear what happened next… “I’ll always be your anchor but you have to be my wings… I’m too stuck on the ground and I don’t have the ability to fly like you do… Together we’ll rest somewhere in the middle between the earth and the stars, playing in the clouds and taking bets for when the pigeons going to poop on some poor schmuck.” He was way too grounded in reality, too serious and he knew it, Jacob got a lot of the same thing from him too. It was hard to dream of fantasy lands when you were given the short end of the creative stick. Their words were warm and loving as he pulled her into his lap, her request was surprisingly small, especially when he was sure she had to know there was nothing he wouldn’t do for her. “Alright, I promise I will sing for you when we get married, something just for you…”

Memories were brought up, teasing and light ribbing ensued, this was something that they had… Something just from them… For them… A childhood with all the ups and downs that come with growing up, shedding the skin of childhood for the mantle of an adult and all the complications that come from it, and for that moment… That warm moment where they talked about their possible future with a child in it, his oath to handle all the messy parts, to let her rest as any mother needs… The compliments that followed… The teasing… Kinky promises that would hold more than a good bit of delight for them both when the time came around… It was all like spun fairy floss… It wouldn’t bear up to being touched, it would dent and bend, melt… He sighed a bit and pulled her in closer while she held his cheeks in her hands, dropping his forehead to hers, his fingers curling in around the base of her elbows… “I wish I had the courage now that I had then when I saw you for the first time and I just Knew you were meant to be with me and I with you… When we were teenagers just starting to understand what we felt was a lot more than friendship… I should have been more forward… Spoken louder… I should have foregone tradition and just told you outright that I loved you… I loved you and I had always loved you and I always will… I love you for a thousand years for every billy botton you ever popped off… I love you eons times a hundred for every single pencil shaving you used to leave like wooden bits of confetti around you when you drew… I love you eternity longer than every star that has ever fallen, ever went out, ever existed in the sky and those that are yet to come to life…” He held her a little tighter… Absorbed the sweet smell of flowers from her skin a little longer… Forcing himself to not shed a tear because he knew it would only break her heart to see it. Instead he just held her close before the male nurse came, perhaps an understudy for the doctorate program, he had heard Grace had just taken on a new student because one of her own had dropped out…

It hurt to let her go but he was well aware she was just going to keep herself busy while he and the doctor talked, going over a few things while he looked at the packet of pills, honestly he hated them but this was just part of surviving… Pills were a tool to extend his life a little longer… So while he hated it? He tolerated them because he wanted to live… He wanted to live more than anything else… As he began to take the pills though he noticed something was off… He suddenly felt extremely sluggish, like he had gone days without sleep and it was disconcerting, looking up with the questions on his lips that didn’t fully come out. What happened next he knew nothing of, that sleeping pill was insanely heaving hitting, he wouldn’t so much as twitch for at LEAST a handful of hours…





“Did you check for a pulse I wonder? Did you press your beautiful head to my chest to listen for the beat? Or did you just watch him break my neck and walked off with him while my body hit the dirt?” He asked idly but he knew she hadn’t. He had nearly died, if he hadn’t been found he surely would have, luckily for him though he had friends in high places… They took him home, fixed his neck and for the next few years it was trial and error, remembering how to walk and talk… Perfecting his motor skills again so that when he left it was like nothing had ever happened to him… Hearing her words on where she was though… Did she really think he would believe that? Really? She was in a bad place? Her fuck toy had snapped his neck… He really had no empathy for her on that front, not a single bit. “So… You’re telling me… That your basically nothing more than a split personality that your blondie can pluck out and put away when ever he wanted? And you let him?” He asked curiously as he pressed that quirt a little herder into her skin, enough to make it dimple, to sting… “Since when did you get so soft… So weak? The Sydel I knew was a goddess… A warrior… She ruled the world from her throne and found it all terrifically boring… That woman drove me wild and I had to have her… I wonder… Where is she now? Because I heard that the soft little other personality kicked the bucket popping out some Sylvan baby.” He knew all the rumors, all the gossip, there wasn’t a single person she knew or associated with that he didn’t have so deep in his pockets that they couldn’t see daylight without him pulling them out… His favorite gossip was Vivian though, no one expected that poor, sweet little blind widow to be the beholder of just about every scandal and rumor that came around. After all, who thinks a blind woman is anything but incredibly helpless and sweet, especially with how she loved to go about baking cakes and visiting around… Oh she was the most amazing little spy for him and she wasn’t a bad lay either honestly… A little vanilla… A bit bland… But really as long as he got to orgasm the rest was just wrapping. Didn’t matter.

Asking about their son though, now that was something that was pressing on him, making his jaw tick a bit… He knew she was pregnant with his son, she had confirmed it herself only a handful of days before he had been attacked, surely then their son would be about seven now… And that son was someone he wanted to see, to know, he wanted to hold his only child in his arms and know that feeling which was so fucking elusive… Quinn had died in childbirth only days after his reported death, their daughter hadn’t survived and the estate was basically sold so his mother could funnel the money back into her pocket, they had no reason to play around on the surface anymore after that… Hearing that the same asshole who had killed him was the same fucker who had forced her to miscarry their son had him seeing about seven shades of red but he tucked that rage away, stored it up as fuel to burn when he needed it more, right now was not the time for it… Right now things were… Precarious… “That man is beyond cruel to make you do that…That was our son, he had no right, we wanted that baby…” He said as he dropped the quirt so she could run to her lover boy on the couch who was truly dead to the world in an incredibly restorative sleep, something he would need a lot of to get out of here with a clean bill of health, something that was… Entirely in his hands to approve… Or deny. “The drugs he just took cause extreme nausea and body pain, it was a kindness to put him to sleep so that he could process it without hurting, plus the more he sleeps the better it is for him. When we rest is when our bodies heal and he needs to do a lot of that.” Was he telling the truth? Of course he was. That was what made him so fucked up with Sydel because he always told her the truth and it made her soaking wet for him… Which did make him wonder if that desire was still there… Did she want him still? Did she lust for him? Love him as she had professed that day on his property?

Coming up behind her he lifted her easily off her feet and sat her plump little ass on the counter, her skirts pushed up about her hips as he rested his hand on either side of her thighs, not quite touching her… Not quite… But oh… So close… So close she could smell his cologne, the one that always made her moan when she smelled it, enough to see the slight hue on his cheeks from his facial hair that he shaved daily… The sunlight catching in his dark chocolate colored hair with the streaks of caramel hues and raw honey blond… “Do you really have to ask Sydel? You can’t look inside your beautiful mind and come up with a reason why I am here? What I want?” He asked and as she thought things over he took advantage of her silence, the way her mind was preoccupied, giving him the perfect opening as he leaned in… His lips pressing to the delicate line of her jaw… And in that moment a small use of magic, so perfectly executed, so subtle that she wouldn’t be able to notice… All she’d feel was the press of his lips on her skin for a brief moment… His mother was a devil herself in the slightest of magic, she could spell a whole room and no one would know it, she was that subtle and it made it insanely dangerous… And he? Well he had learned from the best and his magic was even more refined than hers given who his father was…

The spell was simple in origin, it was almost…Well…Boring…Childs play…But the outcome would be anything but child like. It would start incredibly slow as he pulled away, she’d feel her cheeks heat up like a blush, her heart would skitter about in her chest… All seemingly entirely normal reactions for a woman who was just kissed by a former lover who had just returned from the dead… But under that was the promise of more… Her heart would pick up… Start to patter… Start to gallop… Heat would start to swirl along her skin, to dance along nerve endings before pooling in the most erotic places, her breasts and down between her thighs… Desire started to bubble to the surface before it morphed, evolved into a need, a pressing all consuming hunger starting to come to fruition all in the matter of several minutes… He did nothing but watch her, letting her body go through it all, his face entirely unreadable… After all the best part of this spell was the fact that it seemed and felt entirely natural… Instincts overriding intelligence… Want over will… “Sydel… Are you alright?... You appear… Quite flushed…” He said with concern on his face as he lifted his hand to feel her forehead before he shook his head and would take her off of that counter and carry her delicate little form in his arms to the bedroom. “You’re burning up Sydel… We have to get you to bed and cooled down…” Oh… It was all so perfect… So professional and courteous… She’d never know he was planning this whole fucking thing from the start…

Laying her in bed he would start to ply her body with a cold cloth, stroking it over her neck, down her arms… Every touch just made it worse, the more contact he had with her the harder that spell hit, the more jarringly obvious her need would be to her… “This isn’t good… Your still far too hot…” He said as he reached down and began to lift her dress off of her, easing it up under her ass as he continued to touch her, his fingertips knew every damn place that made her feel good… Making sure to subtly hit every single one, knowing that this was just making her wetter and wetter, her thighs would likely be fused together at this point which only made him grin on the inside like a wolf about to rip the throat out of a tasty little lamb… “I’ve never seen anything like this be---” He started to say as he seemed to think of something, his hands innocently paused over her breasts where they pressed down just enough to create that insanely teasing friction… “There was an outbreak… We’ve been calling it the lust bug… A group of these small flying gnats apparently got into Hanali’s lust dust and have been randomly infecting people with sudden flu like systems…” Was it true? Hardly but it was a story he had started to spread to cover up some of the women he ended up fucking in the hospital for information, dropping the spell once he came and stating that sex was the only way to cure the symptoms otherwise they just got worse and worse, the most convenient ploy he had ever used yet and it stood him in good stead right now… “It’s killed two people so far… We tried so many treatments before we realized the only way to save their life is… Well…” He said before he would finish taking her dress off of her, ‘accidentally’ catching her nipple between his fingers as he moved his hands up, knowing it would just add another log to the fire already burning inside her… “Damn! Diovan is going to be asleep for a couple of hours otherwise he could do this for you but… It has to be done…” After all he was a good doctor in training, a selfless person with no ulterior motives, a pure soul…

Leaning down he caught her lips under his in a kiss that would have brought her back to those warm spring days when they’d disappear into the woods, out of the watchful eye of his wife, heading deeper into the shade before he’d pin her against a tree and fuck the ever loving life out of her… Her screams sending the birds to flying and he always pushed her harder than she thought she could go, getting her hooked on him, on his cock… Having her beg him to knock her up… And oh…He had obliged… His touches were so familiar and yet it had been years since they were together but he hadn’t forgotten a thing, knowing how to grip her tits nice and hard in his hands while his fingers pinched and tugged her nipples, his lips softer than a whisper against her skin as he kissed her till her head about floated off… Working her over just like he used to… Remembering every single string to pluck and note to hit so that under the influence of his spell she would be a soaking wet, blubbering, begging mess under him in moments… “But-… Your husband… Sydel… We might…” He panted against her lips as he lay over her, his cock thrusting out thick and long against his scrubs, second only to her husband he easily was hung far more than the average male… A push… A little rub…The most innocent seeming touch of his cock sliding along her cunt… It was all he needed to trigger the last stage of the spell… Enslaving her to his will, a sexual slave for him just as her son was for his mother, only unlike mommy dearest his plans were much more than just a cushy bank account…

He'd pull away to look down at her and gauge it’s effectiveness before he’d proceed, if he had hit all the right spots like he was positive he had, she’d be clawing his clothes off and begging him to fuck her. Of course, who was he to deny treatment to a patient in such… Desperate need? He’d slide his pants down just enough to let his cock escape, one hand pressing around her throat as he gripped it tightly, the other hooking around her thigh so that she was forced to twist…To lay on her side… Her other thigh caught between his pants as he suddenly thrust into, she was so damned soaking wet there was no friction what so ever, it was like sinking a hot knife into butter… And she was deliciously tight around him, causing him to groan as he gripped her thigh almost hard enough to bruise, keeping himself just shy of that…He couldn’t leave any marks… Curling his fingers in tighter around her throat he pressed down until he knew she was struggling for air as he began to piston fuck up into her like they always had before, reminding her of everything they had back then, the fact that while he had loved her he made no lie about the fact that he cared nothing for her feelings… Her body was his to use as he pleased to his own ends… That had not changed a whit. Nothing had… Leaning in harder he forced her ass to lift off the bed, her back to bend, to curl up so that her knee was pressing into her tit as he plunged down into hard enough to shake the bed free from the bolts in the wall… Sending the window frame to shaking… The glass trembling… He’d lean down even more, moving in so that her ass was forced against his thighs as he almost made her do the splits, forcing her to take a cock only about an inch shorter than the vicious beast of a dragons… Feeling it press up against her core, that gateway to life he growled deeply, darkly with a wicked laugh as he released her neck to slap her cheek…Nothing too hard… A love pat really… Hearing the wet, sticky, sloppy squelching sounds of her cunt as it gobbled up his cock…The extreme wetness of her desire that soaked the front of his pants even resting about his lower thighs as they were…

If possible he pushed even a little bit harder, bringing her to that place only he had ever been able to take her, where the line between extreme pleasure and pain no longer existed… It was the perfect storm, the sweetest hell, the kindest torture… Once he had her there and he felt her starting to open up, her cervix dropping, ready for cum… Awww… How could he deny such a basic request? He pressed his lips over hers in a kiss fit to blister and brand before breaking it off and biting the shell of her hear just moments before he came, his voice gruff and deep, raspy… “You will give me the son you promised Sydel… Your husband, your lover, they’re just boys… We both know the only person you want pushing cum into you is me… You begged me for it before… Beg me now my lily white whore… Make me believe that you exist only to be my baby bearing slut…” He said as he pushed in one final time, deeper than all the others, forcing her tightest hole to spread around the head of his cock. “Convince me… Open your womb up to me willingly and I will make sure your husband lives long enough see you screaming as you bring my son into the world… Maybe even longer… Maybe I’ll give him an extra year of life for every child you bear me…” He said darkly as he waited for it…Oh he knew her… Knew her more than a little intimately…He knew what she felt like when she wanted a baby, the way her cunt changed, grew super tight and locked up around the cock inside her, pulsing as it forced her partner to fill her up with all the cum he could possibly make in the span of several hours… Once it was there he gave a shout of sharp satisfaction as he thrust that last bit of the way in, his mouth closing over hers in a kiss as his tongue devoured her in every way a kiss can, forcing his cock that last bit of the way in…That opening… And poured what would feel to her like seven years of saved up cum….

When he was done he pulled out and stepped away from the bed, cleaning his cock up with her dress before dropping it on the flood beside her, the moment his cum flooded her womb the fever would start to abate… She’d be awash with insanely addictive chemicals, a high unlike anything she’d ever felt, the final state of the addiction… Lifting his pants up he walked idly into the kitchen for his quirt to which he brought back with him and slapped it across her cheek teasingly…A warning before he trialed it down her well fucked body…His cum slowly oozing out of her body like whipped cream so frothy and while… Thicker than normal cum it clung to her… Stayed where it was put… A little trick he had learned to increase conception… Dragging the leather end along her cum packed cunt he tapped it against her clit softly until on the third strike it was white hot and placed just so that she’d find a climax ripped from her against her will… Just for good measure… “This is our little secret, just like it used to be when I fucked you while my wife waited in the house, wondering what took me away for hours every day…” He chuckled richly as he dragged the quirt up her body to rest just under her belly button. “Remember… You want lover boy on the couch there to leave this place? To live? Then you best make sure you have my son sweetheart… I can save his life if I wanted to… I know the cure for his cancer… I might even do it… If you can convince me to… Make it worth my while…” Oh the smile on his face…The richness of his voice… Even the heavy feeling of his incredibly virile spunk inside her… It was all so reminiscent of their life before… When she had fallen in love with him hot and hard, turned herself into his perfect whore, did every depraved thing he could dream of… He’d see if she’d be so willing to do the same this time around….

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she was going to do anything to make sure he stuck around.. for as long as he could.. sure the prognosis was bleak.. from what she understood of it at least.. but that didn't mean it was impossible or that it was time for them to give up.. no.. not yet.. it wouldn't be until he took that last breath that she would give in.. that she would allow it to win.. until then.. she was digging her heels .. she was going to be as stubborn as she could be.. she wondered though why he never went back home.. and his explanation made her brows furrow a touch.. concern floated about her gaze as she settled there upon his lap.. hands upon his shoulders just lightly rubbing through his shirt-.. I didn't know about the Garafin thing for quite a while.. it wasn't on my radar.. -she tilted her head-.. I wish youd come and saw me though.. instead.. -her hand rose.. to cradle his cheek.. the whole thing was confusing to anyone looking in from the outside.. Belles was who got pregnant with Garafin.. a rather hot and heavy orgy that took place that seemingly the participants couldn't remember all that well.. it wasn't her.. not really.. but she understood the line of thought.. her fingers traced down along his strong jawline-.. Vanima can get very dark.. the fact she took advantage of the situation though.. -she pursed her lips disapprovingly-.. wasn't fair.. I understand she has had feelers out for you.. for a very long time.. I get it.. Probably better than most.. but.. she best keep her distance.. I know who she is related to.. and I know it would probably be the final straw for me and Id be kicked out of Arvandor for good.. but I'll not hesitate to take her life if she so much as takes one step in your direction.. -she knew his time was limited.. and the last thing she wanted was to waste a minute of it.. Vanima could go rot so far as she was concerned.. - As for you seeing it coming.. -she shook her head.. her hands falling back to his shoulders-.. sometimes shock deadens certain parts of our mind.. we act out in different ways and our perception is not as sharp as it should be.. dont take blame for it.. Ill go and get it when you are resting next.. -.. the cuddling.. the settling there upon the couch was nice.. it was warm and intimate.. something they didn't really get much of a chance to do..

if she knew his thought process though.. his concern that it wasn't him that caught onto what was happening to her when she was younger she would have silenced him.. if there was one thing she excelled at.. it was hiding things.. emotions.. scars.. cuts.. bruising.. she had been abused regularly from a very young age and yet no one knew.. in public she always wore a smile.. she rarely let anything get to her.. but when she was with him she could escape it all.. she could think about other things and not hold up such a disguise so accurately.. so in those moments where she cried for no apparent reason.. or she just wanted to be held.. he did it.. without question.. he never pushed her.. or pressed for answers.. and That was why he was her escape.. if she could have she would have let him know then.. that he was the only reason she survived all that time.. her friend was the one thing she reached for in the darkest moments.. the 'happy' place you thought about when things hurt.. or when they got tough.. Garafin just got lucky.. the roads met on that one fateful afternoon.. and it was all blown out into the open.. it could have easily been another Inn .. another town.. or a day where Garafin was out.. he could have easily just walked by and left those two rather rowdy guests to do their business and made it not his own to interfere.. but he didn't.. and thats all it was.. -.. Everyone else was boring.. a sea of grey and white.. and then there was you.. a vivid green.. you stood out.. -her fingers found his.. intertwining.. giving a light squeeze.. -.. Dont worry my love.. I will make you fly.. I will take some of the weight holding you down.. and little by little you will take flight.. -she lifted his hand to press her lips to the back of it-.. and with you I wont go quite so high so as I lose myself.. You will keep me safe.. Thats the deal..-she cradled his cheeks and shared a good few compliments.. her sweeter thought on why he was just so adorable.. her lids closed when his forehead pressed to hers.. when he professed his fear on his lack of courage.. and his deep ever lasting love for her.. she couldn't help the smile that played about her lips- It wasn't just you..

-softly spoken.. her fingers slid back from his cheeks to glide through his hair-.. I could have spoken up.. I could have pushed.. -she laughed a little-.. to know that we thought about each other as strongly as we did but we both kept it hidden.. is incredible.. You were my first.. in so very many things.. My first friend.. my first confidant.. My first crush.. -her cheeks coloured a little and she smiled-.. an the dreams that followed after I caught you naked.. Oo..-she laughed-.. You were my first real hug.. the one that felt safe.. the one that made he understand why Other people did it as often as they did.. You were my first love.. -her fingers traced circles against the back of his neck-.. The first person I made love with.. not just horrible forced sex.. and my first heartbreak.. -she lifted her head as she pressed her lips to his forehead-.. but we all know just how tangled that got at the end.. -she took a breath.. looking to him there-.. I would give up a lot to have the chance to go back.. and do things differently.. to take a different path.. -she really didn't want him to die.. and all of this was just making it glaringly obvious that it was a real possibility.. that she was going to lose him.. Now that she had him.. she blinked a few times to control the bubbling emotions that were begging to take over-.. But its time now.. to make some new firsts.. You and I.. and see where it takes us.. -he held her closer.. and she leant into him.. just holding him for what could be the longest time.. before the nurse would come in and.. well.. everything would change..



She had moved into the kitchen.. talking herself out of the idea that this nurse.. was someone she knew quite a few years ago.. someone she had fallen for.. someone that controlled her with an unnatural ease.. but she was wrong.. it was him and he slipped right back into her life like he had never left.. the feeling of that crop pressing against her cheek had the desired effect.. her body stiffened and her shoulders dropped.. she called him out.. saying he had died.. she'd seen it.. she was there.. -.. No.. -she swallowed-.. no I didn't check.. I was in shock.. I -she stammered a little-.. I was so confused.. I remember you telling me.. our time was ending.. and I didn't understand it.. and then.. -her eyes closed over.. the sound of his neck breaking always haunted her.. and had done so for months after that.. it was something she had not revisited.. until now and it struck her right to the bones.. -.. I never saw him do it.. you were behind me.. -her brows furrowed-.. I never left with him though no.. once I gathered my bearings I tore into him.. and we fought about it.. about you.. we argued.. I was so angry.. I saw red.. he just bit back at me.. I dont remember much after that its a bit of a blurr.. -that would be when the gods turned up.. the shared talks between Khorne and Slaanesh.. before it was known that she was Khornes daughter.. she tried to explain what had happened with Sybelle.. but he didn't understand it.. as she figured he wouldn't.. she bared her teeth though when he pressed that quirt into her cheek harder-.. Fuck You .. -she snapped-.. You have got No idea what you're talking about.. When you died I snapped.. I broke.. I wasn't ready for it.. I wasn't prepared for it.. -her feelings for him were so twisted.. so deeply that when he left..it was just a gaping big hole.. which was far to easy for Anyone to slide right in and take control.. -.. I spiralled out of control.. and I dont remember much else.. Nautilous obviously saw something in me.. someone that I used to be.. and thats ..what he wanted..

-she recalled all to well seeing him fawn all over Sybelle.. and the sweet love that she offered.. he asked about his son and she was honest.. the miscarriage was forced.. though it might not have been intentional.. it came about because of the reset..she looked to him when he said that they wanted that baby.. -.. I cant deny it.. whats the point in lying.. -she lingered there a moment longer before she noticed that Diovan was in fact laying down.. something he was not doing moments before and she shoved him aside to check.. making her way quickly into the lounge area.. coming to a stop there noticing he was resting quite peacefully.. her hand came down to brush across his forehead.. she listened when he spoke about the nausea.. the pain and how he had done Diovan a kindness in doing this.. oh she was torn.. so torn.. it seemed rather convenient for him to be sleeping now.. right now.. why not later.. he did look peaceful though.. he wasn't burning up.. or pale.. - mm.. -she murmured-.. If you think it best.. -she paused- ..Thankyou.. -softly spoken.. before he came up behind her suddenly.. lifting her up ..she stiffened in his hold.. an audible gasp sounding as she found herself sitting back upon the counter.. she looked back to him.. her gaze.. that duo colouring shifted to look between his.. his cologne struck her like a slap to the face and it made her lids heavy.. just for a moment.. every thing he did retrieved a memory from a bank long forgotten.. she fused those thighs of hers together.. if he needed a sign of the affect he was having.. that was a pretty good one.. he hadn't changed much really.. he was always roguishly handsome.. the facial hair.. the mixture of colours atop his head.. she exhaled long and deeply when he pressed his lips to to her jawline.. -.. but.. -she whined-.. but why?.. why now?.. -she was trying to understand his motives.. -.. You arent a doctor.. -her brows furrowed.. he certainly wasn't one when she knew him before.. and it hadn't been that long had it?.. things started to change then.. her cheeks flushed.. -.. warm.. why is it.. -confusion evident as it floated across her face.. yes they had been apart for some time.. but.. was this reaction normal?.. she was not used to her body doing things like this.. being so clear and obvious as to her arousal.. her hand rose as she pressed it over her now galloping heart.. the internal sparks were slowly starting to go off.. little tingles here and there.. soft pastel buds beneath her dress hardened .. her thighs tightened together..

surely no?.. was this normal?.. she'd felt want before.. this was.. this was so much harder.. she looked to him when he asked if she was ok..-.. mm.. I feel hot.. -she blinked.. watching his face fall as he held his hand to her forehead.. before he suddenly picked her up.. his touch upon her frame made her eyes close over.. made her breath catch as every nerve ending fired off.. her toes curled within her slides.. pressing down to the bedding he continued to torment her.. touching with the cool damp cloth just made her whimper.. just made her moan in as much as she tried to hide it.. this was insane.. what in the fuck.. - I dont.. -she swallowed as she looked up to him as he began to remove that little black dress.. revealing inch after inch of her pale skin.. though if he were worried about marking her.. well it would just fit in with all the marks the Other two had left.. the ones that were covered by her dress and cardigan.. before he pressed down over her breasts and she arched up off the bedding.. pushing her head down into the pillows in response-.. anything.. anything like what?.. -she questioned.. her tone almost pleading with him.. her knees were rubbing together as her thighs remained fixed.. his response just made her slump down against the bedding.. the dress removed properly.. -.. figures.. -she groaned.. shaking her head-.. fucking goddess cant do anything right.. -her fingers curled against the soft sheets when he spoke about it killing a few people.. and how many treatments they had already tried.. but that they had one.. a hiss sounded though when he accidentally caught that nipple.. she grit her teeth..-.. mm?.. -she murmured-.. what is it?. what do you mean?.. -she questioned when he brought up that Diovan was asleep.. otherwise he would be doing this.. before he kissed her and she just about collapsed onto that bedding.. a pure flood of memories.. of sensations.. all heightened thanks to the magic coursing through her.. she moaned deeply into his mouth.. her fingers rose from the bedding.. to grip onto his arms.. nails curling.. digging into his skin.. his palms upon her breasts.. fingers tugging and twisting her nipples.. she felt like she were about to explode.. her body was hot.. as if it were burning from the inside..

the need was like nothing she had ever experienced and she'd been fucked with in the past.. this was not her first rodeo with lust drugs.. the kiss broke for a moment.. long enough for him to make his innocent concern laced pleas.. the ones for her honour.. for her loyalty and that of her dear sweet dying husband.. -.. -.. dont.. -she pleaded with him-.. Please.. Please dont stop.. I.. -she stuttered.-.. I need you.. -though when his covered cock slid down along her incredibly wet slit she stiffened.. her eyes closed over and she forced breath out through gritted teeth.. she was a goner.. she was done.. there was no coming back from this.. the hooks were in so deeply.. he pulled back though.. and what would he have seen?.. her body was flush and hot.. tiny pale pink nipples were hard.. she trembled and twitched.. reaching for him.as if beckoning him closer.. for the top of his scrubs.. all in effort to pull him back down to her.. there was no doubt she was incredibly aroused and wanting.. his fingers around her throat had her lids fluttering as her eyes rolled back.. how long had it been since anyone actually dropped her down?.. Years.. minimum.. he easily manoeuvred her body before thrusting up into her without warning.. she tightened.. she stiffened and she couldn't help the sweet cry that came from her mouth.. her head began to float when he squeezed her throat tighter.. she gasped for breath.. between the cries and groans from the fast piston fucking he was giving her.. the friction was incredible.. hot and hard.. he had full and complete control over her body.. he could twist her and bend her in any direction he desired.. just like he had done so before.. the burn her muscles felt was addicting.. the ache.. the throbbing she felt deep down within her as he took what he needed.. her body arched and bucked.. it shook and trembled.. he would have felt every single pulse and squeeze as he coaxed her into the little submissive slut he once had.. so many years prior.. he was abusing her in the sweetest way.. and her body thrived on it.... the bruising and blistering kiss she returned as best she could.. though the bite to her ear just about had her screaming as she tightened all the more around him..

his voice echoed through her mind.. that she would give him the son she promised him.. that she had begged him for it.. that she was to make him believe that she only existed for him.. to do his bidding.. to be his baby bearing slut.. she whined.. though that deep groan turned into something a lot higher pitched when he pushed into her harder than before.. forcing his thick cock into that tight hole.. -.. Yes.. -she cried out.. her teeth all bit slicing into her lower lip-.. Ill give you your son.. If you will let me.. -she clenched her eyes closed as he kept pushing.. the pain chasing the pleasure was a trip like no other-.. Please Chris.. please.. I beg of you.. -she stuttered and moaned-.. I beg of you.. give me a baby.. Give me your baby.. let me carry it.. for you.. -she growled.. she arched and tightened.. her toes curled-.. I'm only here.. for you.. just you.. -he made promises.. to help Diovan.. if she did as he asked.. an extra year for every child.. oh her heart just about seized up in her chest-.. Ill do anything.. anything you ask if you help him.. Please.. Please Chris.. -she pleaded with him.. she did want a child yes.. she'd wanted one for years.. it just never eventuated apart from those few times so so long ago.. she could well have been pregnant now.. that was something she didn't know.. but there was no denying her desire.. he would have felt that change.. that sudden vice like tightness.. that pulsing.. before he thrust into her even deeper and she cried out.. his lips found hers and those sweet sounds were muffled by that devouring.. and like magic.. like it had been before.. afterwards he just got up and stepped back as if it was all nothing.. her lids remained closed as she endeavoured to catch her breath.. her head resting atop the pillow..her body coated in a thin sheen of sweat.. the heat was slowly fading.. being replaced with a floaty feeling of impending relaxation and sleep.. she mumured.. her body felt good.. sore and used but..good.. she gasped when she felt the sudden slapping against her cheek.. her lids blinked open though remained only half lidded.. looking to him there as he dragged that quirt down her body.. the little flicks against her clit made her twitch.. before he struck her with strength and she arched like a cat.. her toes curled against the bedding.. he cry was breathy but the climax was obvious..

it made her tremble.. it made her whimper.. she slowly came down to settle there.. feeling him pressing against her navel.. hearing his terms.. -.. mm.. i wont tell.. -she whispered.. trying to lift up onto her elbows but her energy was just drained.. -.. just our secret.. -her head hit the pillow once more.. watching him.. catching the smile on his face.. how dark it was.. it reminded her of all the times before.. his comments about Diovan though.. she nodded-.. anything.. ill do anything.. like I said.. whatever you need.. if you can save him.. Ill do anything for you.. no questions asked.. -her lids were growing heavier.. her speech a little more slurred.. -.. anything Sir.. -her head slumped and her lids closed over.. she fell still.. silent.. she was out.. sleeping more than soundly.. -

[BadInfluence]

He didn’t play fair, he didn’t need to, this wasn’t something that he was obligated to behave in what so ever. She had something he wanted, he had something she wanted, why not play the game? Besides she was in a few ways the key to getting everything together. Mother wanted her son and honestly he had no issue with doing that, the boy was far too fucking self-righteous and oh so by the damned books, and it was just an added bonus that it was going to hurt Nautilous. It was just too funny though that once again she had herself tied down to someone in need of assistance that he was uniquely gifted to apply, it just made her all too easy a plum to pick, putting her right back into the same role she had been when they last parted ways. Someone aught to have told her to stay away from people like him, she was a puppet with incredibly mailable limbs, just a little pluck and pull and she was everything he could fantasize about. Maybe that was the shame of it… She was such a perfect slut it made it impossible for him not to play with her, to make her dance to any tune he wanted, but it was also what made her so… Hmmm… Predictable? He’d never be romantically involved with her, oh that ship had sailed years ago when he confessed his love to her only to have her boy toy give him a new perspective on life, he wasn’t about to be so stupid again… But this? This was a means to an end… A very fun… Very luscious… Very… Enjoyable end… Besides, he could use a brat of his own, he wasn’t getting any younger after all and someone had to inherit that old crows fortunes, Gods knew she had written him out of it decades ago.

Withdrawing the spell was as easy as placing it on her and if anything she fell even harder than her son did to his mother, leaving him to wonder if the whole group was just highly susceptible, or maybe just stupid… Either way he left her there cum soaked and soaking wet with sweat, chuckling lightly as he laid the quirt against her breasts a time or two just to leave some lovely red marks over those pretty little mounds before he’d back away and straighten up as if all was proceeding as normal. Her dress bore the stains of his cum on it and he took that up to be laundered with the rest of it, sheets and all as he put her back in a rather clean room, even going to far as to give her a bit of a sponge bath before he'd go into the other room and pick up dearly dying lover boy X2. Setting him down in the bed by her he stripped him out of his own clothes and positioned the two of them together so that it looked like they’d just had sex in their sleep, not exactly common but not unheard of… Indeed as he thought about it? It was the perfect cover for her waking up full of cum and bruises… Just blame it on lover boys medication having him take advantage of her when he was asleep. Easy peasy, case closed, and honestly… He was so damn smart he scared himself sometimes.

Candles left burning, dinner prepared by the staff and left on the table, medications left out along with a note explaining when to take what and what it was for…

Just before he left the room he would move over to Diovan and slide his finger into his mouth and hook it down his throat, forcing something down the sleeping mans throat, but what it was? Could not be seen. He might be a son of a bitch, the biggest bastard of them all, but he had never once not done what he had said he would do. Diovan would be given another year of life before the cancer would return and from there on out? It entirely depended on the little slut who threw herself on his cock for the purposed sake of another… When really? Deep down? They both knew he gave her something no one else bad been able to do in years. He didn’t care about her what so ever, if she was dead tomorrow, oh well c’est la vie. Because he had no compassion or care about her he was able to drop her down to a level that she craved so badly, turn her into nothing more than the whore she had always been, always would be… And oh…He did adore dropping her down to that level…



He felt like absolute dog shit when he woke up… Or was that just the taste in his mouth? He woke up extremely confused by both the location, the smells, and his current state of undress. Hadn’t he only been on the couch just a little while ago? He’d taken some pills and… Oh God Dammit he thought to himself… They’d knocked him out without telling him, knowing he would have fought tooth and nail against that sort of shit, he HATED being unaware of things like you could not believe. Well… Even with that though… How the fuck did he get in bed with Sydel? Naked? Hell they were both naked… “What under Hanali’s golden cunt did I get into?” He muttered as he still felt insanely groggy, like when you wake up in the middle of a sleep cycle and you can’t even think about a damned thing to save your life. Lifting the sheets he pushed himself out of bed and stood, stretching as he looked around for clothes that were apparently missing but fresh ones had been laid out, neat as you please along with a dinner being kept warm in the small oven within the kitchen.

Turning around he saw the sheet had come off of her as well and there was something there that didn’t…

Pausing he moved closer and he caught it… The smell of some sort of cleaner coming off of her despite the fact that when he had fallen asleep she had smelled of fresh flowers. Looking down at his own cock he saw the telltale markings and residue of sex and he wondered when in the FUCK he had managed to actually DO that to her while he was completely, and utterly, out of it? Worse still he didn’t even know if he had done a good job. What the actual fuck? Apparently she had cleaned herself up afterwards and he hoped he hadn’t fucked up so damned bad… She looked peaceful though… Had he done alright? “Uuuuugh that is going to drive me fucking nuts…” He growled as he paced into the kitchen and downed a good couple glasses of water until his head felt less bogged down but still he couldn’t remember anything… All he knew though was that he felt surprisingly well… The weakness he had been feeling in his body was virtually non existent, same with the aches and pains that used to plague his joints and made breathing hard… Hell this was the first time he could actually take a deep breath without feeling like he was going to cough up a lung…

Well… What to do about this?

He had no idea if he had done a good job or not before in his sleep but now with all this new energy and the sudden absence of pain, well now he had a whole bunch of ideas on to how to make up for what he presumed was likely FAR from his best work, if anything he was pretty sure he must have sucked until told otherwise. Because of that though he was really more than eager to make up for it, grabbing up a few of those little tea candles and moving to the bed with her, he knew she enjoyed pain… Had seen it for years with his brother… And while as a Submissive he couldn’t physically hurt her? There were other things he could do to help her get what she needed without him going against his very nature as a lover… And that? Was the candles… He placed as many as there was on hand, a good couple dozen all over her body, lighting them one by one so that she looked like a pastel hued alter with her thighs spread slight…Arms out to her sides… And slowly as the candles burned the wax would spil…Drop down on her skin… Scalding her sweetly… Leaving red marks in their wake as they burned her skin in only the most exquisite way…

As soon as she started to come around? It would be to the feeling of burning wax dancing down her skin and his mouth over her cunt as he began to eat her out like he had all night, taking his sweet, slow time to make sure that he worshiped every single nook and cranny of that delicious cunt. He planned on going until the last one of those candles had gutted out so he hoped she wouldn’t mind being coaxed into a good dozen orgasms with nothing more than his tongue on her in the way she had taught him to, the way that never failed to make her cry out in pleasure, she had him perfectly trained to know exactly what she liked and he was more than eager to show off how good his training had been… Right in tandem with all he had learned from those very informative and terrifically naughty books of the Paramours….

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She was out like a light..a pure peaceful restorative sleep.. she looked incredibly peaceful there upon those soft new sheets.. the bed was surprisingly quite comfortable for a hospital..her mind and memory didn't know what to do with what had just happened.. on one hand her banks were like a trap.. the held everything and she recalled it all.. but something switched this time around.. once the magic faded it was like a fog wall settled in.. the thoughts.. the feelings.. the experience itself was still there.. but it was unable to be recalled without a certain key.. the door was locked.. so she slept.. that was until little sparks began to hit her nerve endings.. she began to twitch.. to draw little gasped breaths in response to his touches.. and of course that tongue.. her eyes slowly blinked open.. her vision a little blurred.. a little fuzzy.. fingers curled.. feeling the weight upon her arms.. upon her stomach.. before a wave of sudden and fierce pleasure struck her and her upper body arched.. she rocked her head back into the pillows as she groaned.. the action itself sending wax spilling across her otherwise pale skin.. she hissed and moaned.. her body trembled against him.. muscles tensed.. goosebumps appeared.. oh that searing heat was utterly delicious.. it was hard and sharp.. there was no denying what such an action did to her..she lifted her head from the pillow as she looked down to him there.. nestled so sweetly between her thighs.. -.. Oh my god Diovan.. -she whined.. her upper body fell back to the bedding as slowly as she could.. the tightness of the drying wax across her breasts was its own exquisite torment as it cracked and tugged..she might have questioned how she got to that bed.. or why she was naked.. but she was floating.. her mind was on nothing else but that incredibly talented lover that was teasing the ever living life out of her.. he easily coaxed those climaxes out of her.. he knew where to press.. what pressure to apply.. he knew how to get her to peak.. to make her coast until she just exploded in the sweetest of cries and sparks..by the end of it she was marked up pretty with all manner of heated bruises and crackling wax.. it was warm and it stung.. and she loved it.. her lids remained half closed as she tried to catch her breath.. -.. mm.. that was a wonderful way to wake up.. very.. very creative of you.. -the corners of her lips curled into a sleepy smile.. -.. how are you feeling? mm?. -she questioned-.. the doctor.. your doctor.. or.. nurse.. i dont know.. said you had to be knocked out for a little while.. that the pills would have made you quite ill and miserable otherwise.. i dont remember much after that.. i must have fallen asleep at some point.. i think our earlier escapades must have tired me out a little more than I thought..

[BadInfluence]

Normally he was less than this adventurous, normally he was very submissive, he tended to simply bottom and be what ever she wished him for the night. While he would never complain about that he did wonder if sometimes she might want to change the pace a little… Surely even as submissive as he was he could think of something? And think of something he had, recalling a memory of what he had seen his brother do to her before, and while he was no where near capable of being that elaborate? (Especially in a Hospital!) He could at least make it something of his own. He purposefully didn’t wake her up before he did everything, what was the point in it when the surprise factor would only make it better than her watching him do it? His efforts were most assuredly rewarded though as she woke up and all she could do was hiss and moan, the way she tossed her head back into the pillows was like a white flag of surrender, it only goaded him on to do even more… Push her farther so that she was truly lost in the world of sensations, after all even if he was a submissive in bed and couldn’t give her what she might need, he surely could at least dip into that pool a little… The kiddy end… But it was the best he could do and apparently it was certainly working because she was utterly tossed as the wax dribbled and spilled over her skin, painting soft pink nipples a shade of soft white, her pale skin now flushed pink was splattered with paler spots of color that showed she had been moving and jerking, all before she threw in the towel and came all over his tongue… “Delicious…” He uttered reverently as he dove in that extra little bit to lap and suck and slurp on that delicious sweetness that was all the reward he could ever pray for as it bathed his tongue, groaning and sighing between her legs until he had gotten up ever drop, feeling more than a little drunk himself off of it with a smile on his somewhat wet lips. “Even an old dog can learn new tricks… I watched my brother do it to you countless times and I thought I would try my hand at it. It’s very gratifying to know even as a sub I can at least give you that.” He said as he moved up to lay beside her on the bed with a bit of a flop, making the wax splash over her again before he’d start to put out each candle at his own leisure, no reason to rush…

“I feel like a new man honestly… I don’t know what was in those pills but I haven’t felt this good in years…” Not since the first time he had a gut feeling the cancer had come to visit him about four years ago. He’d noticed a steady decline in what he could do, his stamina was starting to desert him and his appetite slowly became next to nothing, all the things he had seen happen to his father but he hadn’t told a soul… He wasn’t even sure what to do… But now? He felt like those days were just a bad dream and he was waking up from it, feeling spry as a randy rooster in the hen house, and his hen was Veeeeerry pretty indeed~ Nodding his head at her words he knew it was true. He had to take them the last time and he spent a good solid hour just puking his guys out with nothing but frothy bile for his efforts and his joints had been on fire while various muscle groups had spasmed and jerked until he thought his bones would crack. “I hate pills and they know that but they insist I have to take them… He’s not wrong though, the last time I took those I genuinely wished I had chosen to die instead, I had never felt so hellacious before in my life.” Hearing that she herself didn’t quite recall how she got into bed naked beside him and he just blushed a little bit, scratching the back of his head as he cleared his throat, a blush on his cheeks as he couldn’t make himself look at her in that moment. “Um… That was me I’m going to guess… The reason I don’t take sleeping medication is that I always sleep walk and I get into some very weird situations… Given we’re trying for a baby I likely just took you to bed and um… Well I woke up with pretty clear evidence that we’d done something…” That blush while he spoke just seemed to get deeper until it hit that shade of red she always loved. “I don’t know if I was even any good so I’m sorry about that… If it happens again and you remember please feel free to kick my ass for it…” He laughed awkwardly as he raked his hand through his hair before he made himself look at her and the grin he wore was just to dammed adorable, entirely sheepish like a little boy who got caught trying to sneak into the cookie jar. “As for escapades… Between my brother and I’m honestly a little worried for you… Neither of us are exactly small sausage in that uh…Department… Maybe we should wait a couple of days? Or…” He said before he stalled and cleared his throat. “Or uh… Should we just keep going until we know?...” He could make sure she was on top as much as she would allow him for the rest of the time if that was the case, make sure she put ointment so that the tears and such would not get worse and the pain might ease a bit, but this was all up to her…

A few small conversations later and he pushed himself from the bed after carefully picking off each bit of wax off her skin while it was followed with little kisses form him. Heading into the kitchen he found the note and the pills and the first thing he did was grumble at the damn pack there, his brows drawing in with a sigh, honestly Pills were just the fucking worst… Sliding them over to the side he picked up the note to read it over but what was there just sort of made him balk a little bit, reading it over a few more times just to make sure that he wasn’t either delusional or reading something wrong, there was no way what was on the paper was real… The last treatment had only lasted two and a half months… This was… He took the note with him to the couch and just sort of dropped a bit, raking his hand through his hair one more time as he flipped the page over, looking for some p.s- this is a joke type thing but no… It was all there in very plain print, black and white, clear as crystal… “Holy shit…” He uttered in something softer than even a whisper as he dropped the paper in his lap. “Hey sweetheart… What do you say to blowing this joint? He asked as he pushed himself to his feet and moved into the kitchen, setting out the dinner that had been made for them and grabbing up a glass of water and downing the damned pills as quickly as he could before setting the glass down, waiting for her to come in before he’d tuck into dinner and start to explain. “The new treatment apparently works even better than the old one… I don’t have to come back here for another year and that’s just for a check up apparently. Course I have to look out for my health, make sure I keep an eye on things so that if anything seems wrong we can come back, but they’re doubting it.” He said as he smiled between bites and drinks of water. They didn’t have to stay a week at all! They’d finish dinner and pack up everything and he carried it easily as he refused to let her do a single thing for the moment. She was sore, well used, and they didn’t want her trying to do too much when she was trying to get pregnant.

They’d unpacked but not at her house or at his, instead they traveled out of town over night on the train that ran twice a day through all of Arvandor, catching a sleeping cart where they would be able to catch up on some much needed sleep. They’d wake up a touch before dawn as the train had reached the final destination, grabbing up their things and stepping down, the little station at this place was virtually empty… Heck the entire area was almost entirely silent at the hour but if she listened… If she could smell it…There was the sounds of waves and the scent of salt on the air, crisp and clean with a hint of seaweed and redwood… Rather addictive and it almost seemed to give you a sense of energy just by the smell of it. He’d take her hand in his and start to walk through the various walkways made of planked wood, many of them interweaving and heading off in various directions like the game chutes and ladders. As they walked they’d slowly come around a large dune and there was the ocean stretching before them, unlike the sparkling sea back home this one was rougher, dark steel grey in color when it was overcast with beautiful big waves starting in deep waters to crash off of the cliffs while others along the beach were perfectly calm and just terrifically inviting to go play in. The walk lasted about an hour or so before they were at their destination, an adorable cottage some hundred meters or so from the beach amid a copse of eucalyptus and redwood trees, half hidden from view and beautifully private. The building was a little on the newer side, having all the modern styled amenities that were all the rage right now, the roof was freshly shingled and the windows were large and bright under the deep wrap around porch with it’s own two seater swing on it. There was a large plot of dirt to the west of the yard that had been used as a garden once upon a time but had been neglected so nothing remained there but dead plants and a few odds and ends of spikes with faded names on them. There was a shed out the back as well and a small barn that would hold cow and geese and a couple of horses rather snugly but not too tight.

“Chris told me about this place when I first arrived in the hospital for treatment… I can’t believe he is Grace’s son honestly, the womans a snake in the grass but Chris is nothing like her, he’s straight forward and honest. He’s been my doctor on and off for the last couple of years when I have to go in for something, he trained up with the group a few years after Jacob so he’s still a little new but he seems confident enough, I think he’ll go far… Plus he’s not exactly hard on the eyes…” He said with a laugh as she knew he swung both sides of the fence harder than someone hitting for the fence with the score tied. He’d forgotten how nice it was since he hadn’t been with a guy in years but Ace…Woo… World changed… He certainly enjoyed the eye candy all the same as he looked over at her with a smile and a wink. “I heard you stuttering a bit when he came in, I thought that was really cute, I don’t think I’ve ever seen a man make you do that before… Is he someone you might be interested in?” He asked curiously, after all he knew that she and Nautilous had an open relationship and had taken lovers since they met, but he and she? They had never been together where she wasn’t already belonging to someone else so this was really quite new to him. If she wanted to continue to be open that was something he would understand, after all she was his Mistress and he was her Submissive, the bond they had wasn’t built off of sex but love and trust. Plus there was the fact that his sperm count was so stupidly low that if his brother had overestimated that little gift? At least he wanted her to enjoy herself when they kept trying to have a baby together. “Anyways… He told me about this place when I said I was looking for a house for us to settle down into, somewhere away from everything we’d known, said that his mother had this place up for sale for years but no one had bought it because it was so far away from any other city. It’s mostly just for hikers and people seeking a retreat so hard to find someone wanting to buy a homestead instead of renting and I guess his mom wants to sell it rather than deal with repairs from renters.” He said with a shrug as they got closer, the whole place really was just too cute, it had everything they wanted… Everything… Big windows for plenty of sunlight, a huge porch to sit on and watch the storms come in over the ocean, room for their children to run and play in the yard and plenty of countryside for her to get lost in and hunt herbs and things that only grew in the wild… Plus the house had room to add onto it as well, something that had been important to him as he had no idea the number of children they might be able to have together, and while he didn’t mind if they doubled up he knew that kids sharing a room was begging for things to go straight into madness and yelling chaos in a heartbeat.

Looking to her to gage the reactions she had on her face as he explained everything. When it was done he reached into his bag and pulled out a single skeleton key that would open every door and stall in the place, holding it up between them as he guided her to stop just before they entered the farm styled fence area, his hand catching hers as he pressed it into her palm before he got on one knee before her, the most charming smile on his face. “Sydel Anikin Deathaze, would you do me the worlds greatest honor of being my wife and living here with me for the rest of our days?” He hadn’t actually asked her before… He hadn’t gotten down on one knee… He hadn’t done anything like this before and he wanted this to be something she would remember for all her life, something she could look back on with nothing but happy memories, with a heart full to bursting… Once she gave him her answer he would stand up and pull her into a tight hung before spinning her around only to hook her legs over his arm as he crossed the threshold just as a groom does his bride, carrying her up the steps to the front door as he waited for her to reach down and unlock the door for him, carrying her in and from there? They would set up with what they had and the rest? They would make together, they would furnish the place from their adventures to the surface, they would fill the place with things they loved and made them happy… Their shops? They would live back in Arvandor once it was time for them to start work and either be in her place once more or his, or hell even the Inn if they wanted, and during the off season they would come here and go on all sorts of adventures…At least until the first baby came and then… Well that was it’s own adventure…

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She was not expecting to be woken up in that fashion, not in the slightest.. he just was not one of those really adventurous people.. and that was more than okay.. their time in the bedroom was far from boring or unsatisfying.. he knew how to get her heart throbbing and to take her breath away.. this though was a hard left and she responded in turn.. her body arched fiercely.. her head was tossed back into those pillows as the wax trickled down in thin streams across her flesh.. the climax was sudden and shocking.. it was torn from her with a sweet cry.. she swore she was seeing white even with her eyes closed.. this past couple of days she was utterly spoiled and her body didn't know quite what to make of it.. she murmured when he flopped back down beside her.. sending a few more wax flicks to splash upon her.. she twitched and trembled.. -.. mmm no that was good.. that was really very good.. -she sighed.. turning her head to look to him there.. watching as he extinguished those few candles that had managed to survive her semi violent movements.. she reached across.. her fingers were warm.. soft even a little shaky as she cradled his cheek.. drawing him in close to share a kiss.. just a moment.. before she asked how he was feeling.. her mind was so heavy.. foggy.. like she was wrapped up in cotton wool.. -.. Wonderful.. -she smiled.. listening to him speak on just how good he felt.. like a new man no less.. she explained.. well what she could remember.. that he was knocked out because the drugs would have some horrible side effects.. but that her memory was a bit patchy as to what happened after that.. her brows furrowed a little when he said it was him.. that because of their hard desire for a child that in his drug induced sleep he must have taken her to bed.. she laughed a little when he told her to kick his ass if it happened again.. the blush on his cheeks.. Oh.. she adored it.. so much..-.. mm.. no.. I wont.. but if Im conscious for it you might just wake up tied down..

-she felt sore.. the tell tale aches and throbbing that would only come after sex.. and rigorous sex at that.. but whilst it made sense in some way for him to not recall.. what about her?.. why was she not remembering.. maybe it was the orb.. maybe it was a side effect.. or.. it hurt her head to try and figure it out.. his grin though.. that cheeky sheepish look made her laugh a little and poke at his chest.. -.. I dont want to wait.. -she walked her fingers up his bare chest-.. I think we should keep going.. and going.. and going.. -she shot him a wink.. sure it was going to get uncomfortable at times.. but the payoff was worth it.. and she knew he'd never hurt her.. they talked.. it was sweetly adorable.. the kinds of stuff you'd find in trashy novels.. that would quite possibly rot the teeth.. before he would move to get up.. and slowly and with more than a few wobbles got to her feet.. steadying herself with the bed.. her thighs were burning and she was sure she could see the faint marks of hand prints in the low lighting.. she heard him calling out.. her brow rose though-.. sorry?.. -she questioned-.. what.. now?.. I thought we were going to be stuck here for like a week.. -she paused.. sliding a towelling robe about her bare frame.. she was going to need that shower for sure.. the tightness of her skin with the wax was making her a bit itchy.. making her way toward the kitchen she stopped in the doorway.. shock registered on her face-.. You're serious?.. a Year?.. -her mouth dropped open a little.. - Oh My God.. Thats Wonderful news.. -her smile only grew about a hundred times over as she closed the gap between them in the matter of a moment and she threw her arms around him So tightly.. this was incredible and something she was not expecting.. a warm kiss to his cheek.. before she settled in to eat there across from him.. adventure awaited.. were it possible that things were truly starting to look up?.. were it a good idea to be hopeful?.. she decided to grab that shower whilst he packed their things..her little black dress was gone.. but she had a longer maxi floral in its place.. .

he wouldn't allow her to do much of anything and she shoved him playfully for it every opportunity she got.. before they knew it though they were settling onto the night train.. she had no idea where they were going.. figuring if anything they'd be heading back to their shops or her tiny home.. the rest was nice and needed.. uninterrupted sleep with the gentle vibration of the carriage.. they disembarked.. and the silence was stunning.. she took in a deep long breath.. - Where are we?.. -she'd question quietly.. turning to look to him a moment.. before he took her hand.. sharply pointed ears would take in what sounded like the ocean.. the scent of salt.. of wood and pine.. he guided her along the wooden walkways.. through the trees and winding paths.. before the scene opened up before them both and she took a sudden breath-.. Oh Wow.. -she blinked.. her fingers curled around his a little tighter and she smiled.. she just lost herself in that view.. enough that he would have had to tug her arm to get her to continue walking with him.. the cottage appeared soon enough.. quaint.. quiet.. hidden.. -.. Oh now this.. this is.. -she sighed.. her free hand rose as she placed it over her heart.. she could see the garden needed work.. places here and there were a touch overgrown.. but that stuff was easy.. she leant her head down upon his shoulder as she just looked ahead of her.. originally she wanted to build.. she wanted them to make a place from the ground up just for them.. something they could call their own.. and nothing else would do.. but.. this took her breath away.. - perfect.. -she whispered.. it spoke to her.. it just about sung to her.. she could picture all manner of futures just from this sight alone.. and it stirred an ache in her.. one she wasn't prepared for.. that he wouldn't always be in those.. -.. I.. I didn't know he was Graces son.. -she shook her head-.. thats a surprise.. -his comment on Chris being easy on the eyes made her nudge him with her elbow.. a chuckle sounding soon after..

she fell silent a moment when he mentioned her stutter when he had entered the room.. asking if he was someone she might be interested in.. now she was caught in an interesting spot.. tell all.. tell some.. tell none.. she rubbed her lips together-.. Love.. do you remember when we first met.. again.. in the forest on the surface.. Nautilous was there.. and i landed on your shoulders a bit abruptly.. I didn't recognise you yet.. but you knew who i was.. -her gaze remained upon the little cottage.. just taking it all in-.. the shock.. in seeing someone you hadn't seen.. in a long time.. someone you thought had died.. someone you never thought you'd see again.. -her fingers rubbed against the side of his palm-.. I know Chris already, Quite well.. Ive known him for a while..-she was unsure just how much detail to give.. - There was a moment of time.. a good many years ago that Nautilous was gone.. he had died.. for some reason I was drawn to this.. Chris fellow.. he purported to be a friend of Nauts.. and that he knew how to get him back.. just had to jump through several hoops.. in the time it took.. to bring him back.. Chris and I got closer.. he gave me something I needed.. and I in return gave him something he needed.. I in the end couldn't pull myself away.. the connection was quite strong.. Your brother had returned since then and found out.. and he killed him.. in front of me.. I can still hear his neck breaking to this day.. -she dragged her tongue across her teeth-.. I shattered after that and that.. That was when Sybelle came around.. and we came back to Arvandor.. I did not expect to ever see him again.. and it shocked me a bit.. hence the stutter.. -they came to stop there just before the front gate..seeing it closer just made her smile.. it really was a beautiful little home that had so much potential.. he placed the key down against her palm.. before he dropped to one knee and her smile only widened.. he had never asked her.. not formally.. it was just something that was.. assumed.. -.. Yes a hundred times yes Diovan.. -the embrace that followed was warm and So so tight it just about knocked wind from both their lungs..

she squeaked a little when he hoist her up into his arms.. her legs hanging over one as he walked across that threshold.. she pressed her lips to his temple.. before reaching down to slide that key into the lock.. with the door opened and him carrying her through.. she just curled in all the more closer.. tighter.. their bags would be placed down in what would soon be their bedroom.. she had to explore it.. she had to wander.. it wasn't mansion large by any means.. but it was a damn sight bigger than her little one room waterfront property.. it was a little dusty..and it needed some tlc.. but.. she was loving it.. and it showed.. enamoured.. captivated even.. -.. If the walls could talk.. Im sure they have so many tales.. -she ran her fingers across the fireplace hearth..-.. You my dear husband to be.. have made me very happy.. Thankyou.. really.. for everything..

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“Guess I’ll have to work it in now and then, huh?” He asked with a smile on his lips as he came to lay beside her for a few minutes, the two of them catching up to touch base, explaining things as her fingers cradled his cheek, and like her? He was determined not to waste a moment, not a single one would ever be casually tossed aside, everything was treasured… Especially moments like this. He wasn’t aware of her worries though, as far as he knew she had been asleep before he moved in on her, but really right now? He wasn’t about to go chasing the rabbit when his own wonderland was right her beside him. Free rights though to kick his ass for it if she wasn’t wanting it, in his sleep addled state chances were he wouldn’t understand was no was, let alone how to ask if she wanted to. Of course the confession was enough to make his cheeks red too, there was no way to hide it because in all honest this was just the sort of thing that was always going to make him change hues, the chameleon of embarrassment. “Is that a threat or a promise? Either way count me in.” He said with a smile that was all for her. She always had that way of bringing out the biggest smiles from him, the brightest blushes and the most awkward laughs as he couldn’t decide between it being funny or pretty embarrassing. Either way though she was always and only the one to ever get the full range of who he was out of him. No one else ever saw all the facets, no one else saw anything more than the ranger, perhaps every now and then a friend but on the whole? It was Sydel and only her who got the whole picture.

In all honesty though he thought they might want to slow down a little bit, she had been rode hard and put away more often than a rangers horse during peak festival hours, he also knew for a fact given that Nautilous had just slept with her and him back to back, she had to be hurting… But on the same hand they were all trying to hard to give her that wish, the one thing she was asking for herself, the baby she was hoping to have… It was a choice only she could make honestly, she needed to decide if she wanted to keep going or if it might be a little better to take a small break, to let herself heal up again…. Or just keep going until they knew for a fact that they’d achieved it? Natually he was a bit blushed at that point, honestly how could he not be, the idea of keeping at it until there was no way to deny it was… Pretty intense… Incredibly hot… And there wasn’t a man alive that he knew of who would be able to resist the tempting lure of her sexuality… Her response made him groan and growl just a touch as she walked her fingers up his chest, her hand reaching out to catch hers and to suckle on the tip of her finger before biting it just a touch, lacing their fingers just a moment later. “Well then I just have to man up and be the perfect Slave to my Mistress and give her just what she’s asking for…” He was definitely going to have to look into something to help with the tenderness and swelling, or perhaps just the tearing because he knew perfectly well that she adored pain just like he did, the two of them were gluttons for the sharp sting of it…

A few moments later with soft talk and warm embraces he told her the good news he had, that they could leave right now as a matter of fact, he had taken far better to the medication than they had first expected and he was now free to go and to check back in a year. Her reaction was absolutely perfect though and as soon as she was in his arms he had spun her round and round before he’d slowly let her feet touch the ground as he pressed a kiss to the top of her head and nodded his head. “Let’s pack all we can into this year, including a sweet little baby to raise together, trips to the surface to go see all the things we have never seen before and eat all the food we can imagine.” He said as he gave her one more warm squeeze before letting her go to grab that shower as he penned off that reply to Gia and packed up all their bags and such… Not that there was much because she had made sure not to carry too much. From there? It was the start of a whirlwind adventure as they left that place and straight to the train station for the overnight trip to a place he had been told about, something that just felt right in his gut, made sense to him and he ran with it on instinct. He knew if he allowed himself to think about stuff too much he’d just waste time. Right now? It was time to jump first, ask later and just enjoy the thrill of it, tomorrow came way too soon and he wanted to be sure they packed as much as they could into the today’s they had to share together. Arriving it was just as he had hoped it would be, the weather here was sharper, crisper without the perpetual perfection of Arvandor itself… Here in the north the temperatures were colder, the weather was more violent, the seas were darker… It was a place made for those who wanted something outside of perfection… Wanting something that made you feel alive when you stood out in it… Icy rains and large cracks and booms of thunder and lightning where eon other days you could go sunning on the beach and run in the sand and waves… It was that perfect mix but never was it guaranteed to be one way or the other. You would only know how the day would be when you stepped out and even then it could change on a whim. “The norther quarter of Arvandor, Arrnarast. The weather here is often a little too chaotic for most elves to enjoy so they wander farther inland where the weather control is far more pronounced. Apparently most elves don’t love a sudden storm.” He said teasingly as their fingers linked and he carried their bags full of everything they would need fir the first week or so, the rest they would adventure around to find themselves, to furnish their home just the way they dreamed of it. That home which was slowly coming into view for them, plenty of privacy from the others that dotted the landscape here and there, their cottage had a perfect view of both the ragged mountains to the southwest and the large cape and cliffsides. He was so glad that she loved it though, they both had thought of doing something differently, something with their own hands but a part of him didn’t want to wait to do it, he knew his time was limited and he wanted to spend more of that time living with her than building a place to live in… Plus form all he had heard about this place it was just too perfect sounding to pass up on, dropping half of his life savings into the purchase price but that was cheap for the look on her face. “The place needs just enough work to keep us busy but not so much to consume our days… It’s perfect to move into right here and now and build up as we go…”

Over all? It did have everything they were looking for and that was what mattered. As they talked he explained that he had bought the house from Chris, who his mother was and the like, nodding his head when she said it was a surprise. “We used to think maybe she was just too old given she’s well into the age where her prime is almost completely behind her but apparently she had a son from a previous marriage some years ago, a human from the surface who was a Duke I think he said? But he grew up there with his father before his father passed away and then Grace took him home to finish his schooling under her.” Of course he had noticed her reactions to him though, nudging her a little with a laugh, something he didn’t mind at all honestly. One thing he had learned? Sex wasn’t love. Ever. If she desired him and if through his disease he was unable to please her? He wanted her to take a lover who could pleasure her and give her children. That was what made his heart happy after all the rest? Just schematics. Hearing her pause before she spoke he listened to her in perfect silence, feeling her thumb rubbing his hand as if to soothe him, making him wonder if she thought he would react poorly… All the while he listened to her, heard every word before he would speak, his words warm and supportive. “He has to die every fifty years. My mother explained it to me like this… They’re Gods, they don’t fit the same mold as we do, after so much time has passed their skins become too tight for their powers… They become brittle and ill… They have to die, to molt that skin much as a crap does it’s shell, and during that time they’re regrowing a new body in secret somewhere else… Something more capable of handling their new power levels and new spells.” His mother had never molted in his lifetime, she refused to give up the body that her husband loved and he firmly believed it was why his mother was slowly going insane, she had to be because she was so far removed from the woman he had known as a child that it was the only explanation he could think of.

“Chris is a handsome man Sydel… If he was there to help you when you needed it then he has my thanks because he was there when you needed someone. I also think I can guess what that connection was and I want you to know I won’t have any issues if say, that connection were to be reestablished, at the end he might be able to give you that fix that I can’t because I am far from a dominant in bed.” Which was the truth, it was unfair to put her in a position where she constantly had to be on top, where the itch she carried never got scratched because her lover was basically clawless. “I also can’t blame my brother for it either though… Nautilous loves harder than anyone I have ever seen, he has no middle ground with anyone, it is either love or hate and nothing else. It makes him extremely hard to love or even get along with in so many ways…” And no one knew that better than him who had more often than not simply wished his mother had aborted his brother rather than bring such a complicated God into the world. His emotions regarding his brother were seriously beyond complicated and he wished he could figure it out but at the end of the day he just had to roll with it… Take it day by day… For the moment he knew his brother had grown a lot down in Menzoberranzan and the structure there so he had hoped that this might just be the push he needed to become the man that has been waiting under the surface for a damned long time. With those thoughts in his head though he made sure to push them back a bit and focus on the now, coming to the edge of the property with her before he would kneel down and propose properly to her, the ring was already on her finger but he offered her the key to the property that she was so in love with, and her response? Ah… His heart could have easily burst from how full it felt before they came into each others arms in a hug so tight it felt like a whole bunch of broken pieces were just glued back together as if they had never broken, lifting her into his arms as she squeaked before carrying her over the threshold as a husband does his wife, settling her down after she had unlocked the door for them to go in.

The sunlight right now was watery, a bit weak through the coming clouds but it was enough to see the interior, a few pieces of furniture that were too big to bother moving out and the like… The big fireplace of natural stones promised amazing warmth in the colder months to come and the nooks on the side perfect for curling up with a book and enjoying those fire warmed stones. As she talked he moved to remove the heavy canvas sheets and such covering things like a kitchen table and a couch, the bedroom closes to them surprisingly had a king sized bed in it which marked it as the master bedroom, his jaw slack a bit as he saw it. “This house will have many more to tell as we fill it with laughter and children sweetheart… Come here for a second.” He said as he waved her over before he’d bring her into the room with him and push open the blinds, throwing open the storm shutters and opening the wavy glass windows… Pulling the large covering off the big bed and once that was done? He moved over to her side before he’d pick her up and toss her into the bed with a laugh and watch her bounce, this monster was so big it could literally sleep a family of five and no one would touch. “I didn’t know they even made something this big to sleep in.” He said laughing as he jumped into that bed with her and laid there looking at the ceiling which held another surprise, his face turning beet red at the illustrations on the bed and realized EXACTLY why it was so big as it was, clearing his throat a bit even while there was a whole new fifth post growing in the bed… “Well… That was unexpected….” Clearing his throat a bit as he looked at her and those seafoam green eyes were far from innocent as they raked over her body in that dress… “And certainly promising for encouraging a very big family…” He said with a slight growl before he would pull her into his arms and hold her against his chest for a moment as he ran his fingers through her hair while his other hand dipped down to stroke his cock through his pants, a strangled groan before he’d curl his fingers into her hair a touch tighter, eyes searching hers for a moment or three… “Care to help your soon to be husband with this?” He asked before he’d guide her free hand down to his cock and have her start to stroke him through his pants with his hand over hers.

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Honestly… He’d really thought he’d seen it all, done it all, been on the receiving end of so many mind flayers that he was pretty much dead to psychological warfare. Like severed nerves the reactions were extremely minimal, little more that slight twinges at best, easily ignored as he managed other things… Other issues… But when he was stuck in at that moment when Rose knocked him out and Chris made his move? Honestly that was unexpected in pretty much every single way. He had left that fucker for dead with at least four vertebrae in his neck snapped like brittle twigs. No human could have survived that, hell, most species couldn’t. He had simply left dead enough alone and walked out of there to manage the mess that had come in it’s wake. That baby inside her, Chris’s baby when she wouldn’t even give him one, ooooooh by all the GODS that had pissed him off to a level that nothing else had and probably nothing else ever would, that literally drove him insane and what he had done to Sydel was out of pure unadulterated rage. He had been mad at her before but never had he been THAT mad… That was not just a turning point for him, but one for them, because after that he had started to doubt himself… His abilities…His skills… She had managed to wound him in a way she would never realize and that perhaps nothing could really heal.

The years had passed and he had put Chris and that hell behind him, he had almost virtually forgotten about it honestly, a rather unsavory memory that he never brought back out of it’s box if he could possibly avoid it. He and Sydel and moved on, grew up a little bit, got married and tried to love each other in a way that they wanted to each be loved… They made it work but not without extreme effort and as the years had worn on it had taken it’s tole on them both, each of them had been putting too much into it and not getting enough back, the end result being that they were both broken by it and that was when he had left… Little did he ever dream that while he was gone and trying to heal himself, work on himself and keep growing, to become someone more than the person he had been that Chris would pop back into the picture like the perpetual cockroach. Worse still that when he re-entered the picture he was in a heavy drug induced sleep that made things come through that link between he and Sydel so clear that it cut. He felt EVERYTHING. Her panic. Her fear. Her shock… It rang through like a bullet and pierced him over and over as each pulse rang through like an air siren. He couldn’t wake up. He couldn’t move. He couldn’t even twitch so much as a little finger… He was trapped in his body while his mind was fully, painfully aware of every single thing that was going on, screaming murder in his mind as he desperately beat at the mental walls in a desperate attempt to get up.

What was happening to her?! He knew Chris was there, he felt the word across the link like a slap to the face, an impossibility but there it was all the same. He had to help her. He had to save her. For all he could imagine Chris was there to get revenge for the fact he had killed the son of a bitch and he was helpless to do anything and it made his stomach role and panic to settle into his skin like a tattoo of raw fear. That lasted for several minutes in reality but to him it had dragged on for days before the signals started to change, they were still vibrant and clear but the emotions in them had changed, melded and morphed into something different. What was it?.. Confusion… Gratitude for a moment… A flash of calm before all of a sudden shit went off the scale in a completely different way. Desire hit him just as hard as her fear had and in that bed he groaned thickly as sweat began to bead up on his brow… Pleasure…Pain…Pleasure… Pain… There was no end or beginning, the two chased each other until there was no way to tell them apart, each moment they span together they were just getting stronger… Hotter… Harder… He knew these feelings… Things he hadn’t honestly given her in years… Things he hadn’t done since he made her miscarry Chris’s baby… Thing’s he hadn’t done because guilt kept him from it. Things he had no idea she needed as badly as she had until her she told him as much without words through that link…

He tried to block it out on his end, he couldn’t stand it, he hated the fact that someone else…No… Be fucking honest with yourself he thought… He hated the fact that she was getting that pleasure from Chris… Getting what she needed from that son of a bitch who had manipulated her for fucking months… Was doing so again! Yet she knew it… She knew it and didn’t care… She craved it as much as she did the pain and the abuse, like a glutton for punishment she would crawl on hands and knees for it, and Chris would give it to her in spades. He was boiling at this point even as he was accessing what was going on, realizing at the end why she was agreeing to it all, that it was to save his brothers life… Chris had the ability to give years to a person is what he had said… And given he knew who he was related to it made sense… Though what ever he did it couldn’t have been as strong as his predecessors… There was no way the link could remain pure after so much down-breeding over three different generations… But still… Even if it was a watered down version… If it could give his brother another year of life… He hated him… He promised himself a revenge so perfect, so sweet and in such a Drow fashion that Lloth herself would have to applaud, but only… Only when that son of a bitch had given all he had to give of that golden goose. He’d make sure he bled that mother fucker dry of every last little magical attribute he could before he’d drop him into a hell so bad the Drow would get wet just thinking about it.

That… That was what kept him from transforming in that hospital bed as he was coming around. Anything else… Any other time? He would have shifted and half the fucking city would be nothing but ruins and the population decimated as if they were hit by the plague. When he did come around though he was at an extremely fucking awkward state of vicious erection and rage, one of those moments when he wanted to fuck something so hard bones broke and screams shattered glass but this was not the place he could indulge, not only that there wasn’t a soul alive right now who could take it and not die. Which if you can imagine? Only made him a good thousand times more frustrated to have a hard on so bad his balls might as well be called the hope fucking diamonds… It also meant he was EXTREMELY pissed off and moodier than a dragon who just had it’s hoard snuck out from under him by burglerobbits. He was about to go and seek Gia out to tell he what had happened but the moment he found her he realized she was sneaking off somewhere…. Her pfiwah (fucking sp from hell) was tucked around her tightly despite the heat and her hair was tucked under the deep cowl hood. That certainly had his attention as he carefully stalked her as only the Drow can, and while he was no master he was proficiently enough to sneak up on many a drow unsuspecting at this point, allowing him to tail her unnoticed. A moment or two later she was gathering something up before she created a portal and disappeared. Where in the hell was she going that she had to sneak about? Especially given she was supposed to be resting? AND leaving without a guard? He let out a low growl and a huff at her stubbornness before he would pull up a portal himself and trace the path she had taken, landing out in the middle of who the fuck knew where with a violent storm brewing on the horizon, he could virtually smell the thunder out there like Zeus had too much Mexican food…

Keeping to the shadows and other cover of the dunes he followed along easily, silently, tracing her steps so that he was far enough she couldn’t sense him but close enough to keep an eye on her… Arriving some time later at a cottage that overlooked the mountains and sea, his head tilting to the side as he adjusted his mask a bit tighter, preparing for a fight as he drew his twin blades from their harnesses at his thighs. Approaching silently he circled the house, checking for any traps or spells, hidden enemies or places for ambush but found nothing outside of the ordinary… Just a safe and private house with some property around it… What the fuck was all this then? His eyes burned a bit even in the low light given how long he had been working in the dark, his sense of smell was out of whack with all the fresh scents and the cold air, so unlike the dense almost scentlessness of Menzoberranzan… A little closer… He could hear the sounds of people moaning… Groaning… Desire and the smell of sex drifting out on the air from the window beside him. Someone was having a very good time it seemed… A few more seconds and he could catch, or rather recognize, just who was doing what. Dio and Sydel? Here? But wasn’t he at the hospital? Why in the hell were they all the way out here in the middle of Neptune’s grassy asshole? He cast a spell then, something incredibly light and small, something on himself… Furthering his senses so that he could hear better… Catching no sign of Chris at least he dropped the last of it and circled around the rest of the house to make sure it was safe before he’d settle into the shadows of the porch and guard the house while the three inside did… What ever it was they were planning on doing.

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She never much cared for Hospitals, even with her son being such an excellent doctor.. the fear was ingrained from her parents.. mainly from her Father.. for even when injured she was never allowed to go.. they always had someone pop round to check her out if the suitors got too violent with her.. but he wasn't a doctor.. not really.. so the fear she had for them was probably mostly unfounded.. it was not real.. but it felt it.. so hearing he could leave like.. today made her incredibly happy.. the news that his body was recovering so well ..that he had a year minimum to explore and enjoy without worry or concern of relapse was the best news she was sure she had ever heard.. they had packed up their belongings.. a few items of clothing.. some toiletries.. nothing really major and they were on their way.. his surprise though.. she was not expecting.. the train ride was new.. she couldn't remember being on one of those before so that in of itself was quite an experience.. before they would happen upon this nook.. far away from all and everyone.. the weather was sharper.. darker.. she could smell salt on the air and feel just how crisp it was against her cheeks.. and there truly was a scent of an incoming storm on the horizon.. she could feel it.. the crackle as goosebumps flooded her bare arms.. she asked him where they were.. this Arrnarast.. she nodded..-.. Wow.. I dont think Ive heard of it.. its certainly not somewhere I have been before.. -she just soaked it all in.. it was beautiful.. in a completely different way than say Arvandor.. for where its predecessor had pretty flowers, beautiful sunny weather and quaint little towns.. this was rugged and wild.. it was alive.. electric.. and she Loved it.. her fingers curled around his a little tighter as they wandered along the wooden pathways.. -.. Well.. I guess Im not like most elves then am I.. -she chuckled.. she Loved a storm.. especially the ones that came out of the blue and drenched you with about a months worth of rain fall in a matter of minutes.. the ways the houses shook.. the sudden bursts of darkness when all the candles blew out.. she held no fear when the lightning cracked and the thunder roared.. if anything she was front and centre.. she'd be right in the middle of it if it were safe.. the cottage came into view and she couldn't help the smile that settled.. leaning in against him there-.. Its perfect.. You are spoiling me.. I love it.. Thankyou.. -spoken softly .. sure it needed some work.. but it wasn't anything major.. nothing structural.. more cosmetic.. and she could easily lose herself in that garden she knew it..

the subject turned to Chris.. and she learnt something new then.. that it was Graces child.. she had no idea.. they certainly didn't look anything alike.. -.. I guess that makes sense in some way.. we are all connected in the end.. -she nodded.. he explained why Nautilous had died.. something about him having to do so every fifty or so years.. it was a god thing.. knowledge she didn't readily have.. something she wished she knew though.. the fact that it was kept from her at that time meant she was easily guided down a darker path.. she pursed her lips together.. -.. It wont be reconnected.. -she took a breath.. -.. and whilst I dont blame Nautilous for what he did..he had his reasons.. I didn't appreciate the way he did it..that just about killed me.. -her brows furrowed.. she did not want to go down this road of thought.. seeing him earlier on in the day was shock enough.. it had frightened her.. had sent her into quite a panic spiral.. she reached up to glide a few wayward strands behind her ear.. taking in the sight before her.. how the house sat.. the look of a tiny attic window.. small staircase.. a veranda overhang.. before he knelt down on one knee and proposed.. her heart just melted.. her smile grew a little wider.. how could she Ever say no to that.. she'd had his heart from such an early age.. and with a few radar blips in the middle.. they ended up here.. together.. close to the beautiful home they both desired and dreamt of.. she accepted and they shared such a tight loving embrace.. he picked her up.. she settled easily within his hold as they moved into the property.. her small feet soon finding the slightly dusty floorboards a moment later.. it was such a nice little home.. everything was covered.. it was a bit sparse in design and furniture but that was Easily fixed.. she explored a little when he pulled the canvas sheets off everything.. drawing open a door here.. a window there.. peering through corridors and hallways.. it felt like home.. it didn't feel like someone else had owned it.. it gave her a sense of security.. of safety.. like her own little home on the water did.. no where else gave her this.. not really.. for whilst they were always beautiful structures.. she still just felt like she was a visitor.. she smiled when he reached for her hand.. making the comment about filling the house with children and laughter-.. mmhmm.. and just how many children do you want ?..

-she brushed her dusty hands down against the sides of her dress as she moved across to where he was.. slipping into the room.. it was quite large.. the room itself.. the windows gave off a beautiful view as he opened the curtains and shutters.. she moved across to look out over the valley.. feeling the cool air rush in.. -.. Youve done well.. really.. this is.. a beautiful little home.. -before she blinked when he picked her up and tossed her onto the bed.. she laughed as she bounced a few times.. her hands coming down flat against the covers to steady herself-.. Wow.. -she glanced around her.. she looked .. well a bit tiny in comparison to the oversized bed-.. This thing is Huge.. -she watched as he jumped in beside her and she nudged him across with her hands-.. I cant possibly pushed you off the bed like I said I would.. it wont work.. Ill just have to keep nudging you and nudging you till you roll off yourself..-she grinned.. giving him another push though it was all in jest.. there was a pathetic amount of strength behind her pushing.. before she noticed his face turning So so red.. her brow rose.. his comment made her question.. though when she looked up she noticed just what he was looking at-.. Oh .. Oh Wow.. -she laughed.. sinking down then as her head found the pillow.. her gaze.. that duo colouring shifted as she glanced over some of the rather detailed drawings.. the positions and utter tangling of limbs -.. Well.. I did tell you to make a list.. -she motioned to the images-.. Looks like we dont need paper for this one.. -the corners of her lips curled a little more before she caught the naughty look in his eye.. she dragged her tongue across her teeth in response before he pulled her in closer.. pressed firmly against his chest.. a sigh sounding when he dragged his fingers through her hair.. hearing his strangled groan.. his movements lower telling her all she needed to know.. before she whined when he gripped her a little tighter.. their eyes meeting.. lingering.. -.. Like I could possibly say no to that.. Ever.. -she grinned.. her fingers curled against the fabric of his slacks as she began to feel along that hardened shaft.. stroking with his guidance.. though adding varying amounts of pressure.. she lifted up just a little..leaning in closer.. till their noses were touching.. her lips a mere inch from his-.. Next time though.. I want to watch.. -she whispered.. her breath was warm against his as she stole that kiss..

claimed his lips.. her tongue diving down into the heated depths of his mouth.. those fingers did not remain idle.. continuing to glide up and down that incredibly hardened length.. before she'd reach a little higher.. to do away with the button.. the zipper and any other fastening device.. reaching inside..small warm fingers would seek out his cock.. to pull it free.. her lips grinning against his -.. These pictures really did a number on you mm?. -spoken softly.. her teeth latching onto his lower lip for a playful tug.. her stroke was firm but slow.. dragging it out.. but then the barest hints of finger tips would dance along that sweetly sensitive head.. -.. You are incredibly hard.. -the kiss broke away as she traced her lips down along his strong jawline.. the side of his neck.. a trail of kisses.. every so often she'd bite him though.. not enough to draw blood.. but enough to leave a mark..those two had given her more than their fair share.. it was time to return the favour.. his shirt was plied open.. those tiny flat discs bore more than a few battle wounds by the time she was done with them.. her fingers kept stroking.. a little faster.. a little slower.. tighter.. looser.. reaching down lower a teasing.. taunting massage.. before drawing right back up once more to drag against that firm length.. her lips continued to move down.. a little love bite just beneath his navel.. a kiss quickly following pressed to the head of his cock..before her tongue would drag down to the base.. and back up.. her eyes remained upon him as she nestled against his side...pouring her hair over one shoulder she'd take that long hard cock of his into her mouth.. drawing her shimmering pink lips in.. tight.. firm.. his scent.. his heat.. his taste all made her lids half close.. she whined a little in response.. he'd feel that tongue of hers shifting.. swirling.. bathing against the underside.. the tightness and restriction of her throat as he nudged it over and over.. each time she dropped down .. each time she drew him in..her fingers gripped onto his thighs.. her nails dragged against the skin.. lightly scratching.. whilst the other continued that tormenting massage-

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the swift reply from Diovan was certainly not expected.. but appreciated none the less..it was interesting to see he had had troubles in the past with her race.. but perhaps not all that surprising.. she made a mental note to organise a bottle of the requested wine.. she knew from personal experience what was a personal favourite of a certain lilly white woman.. a few little additions.. not the usual run-o-the mill variety.. her daughter Anya had returned to the House and was settling in.. the two of them had spoken.. had gone over quite a number of things.. and she made sure to let her know that she was stepping out for a day or two.. she needed to go see an old friend.. and that Anya would be stepping into the position of interim Matron whilst she was away , it didn't need to be advertised.. no one would know unless they went looking for her.. so far as she was concerned she was going to head out on her own.. she'd existed thus far without a great deal of armoured guards.. why should this be any different?.. plus everyone else seemed 'busy' with their own issues.. she slipped into her darker colours ..leather and silk.. full length pieces with her thick piwafwi.. her hood drawn forward as she slipped away into the evening hours.. taking the tunnel system that she knew better than the back of her hand.. once she was close enough to one of the exits she pulled forth that portal energy.. her desire to be a little further away from the House was due to her magic draw alerting the guards.. this way they would be all none the wiser.. she slipped through without issue..

thankful it was late in the day and really quite overcast.. her eyesight would not have dealt with the sunshine what so ever..the weather was brisk.. cool and there was quite a gale blowing.. enough that her hood would have toppled back on more than one occasion.. sending those richly coloured locks floating out behind her.. she pressed on.. curious as to the location.. she had the address.. Diovan made sure she wouldn't get lost.. but she was expecting the usual cookie cutter fairy tale scene.. this was.. something else.. it was rougher.. it was gritty.. the cottage was quaint... a little bit on the cute side.. but not too tiny.. the heels on her boots clicked against the well worn wood pathways as she approached the front door.. there was no magical energy burning.. no wards.. no protection spells.. the door at the front was unlocked.. she made her way quietly inside.. closing it gently behind her.. her gaze that vibrant ruby red shifted as she looked about.. some items of furniture were still covered in canvas.. there was a mild scent of dust.. and as if the place had been closed up for quite some time.. murmurs were coming from one of the rooms adjoining the one she was currently in.. the door slightly adjar.. talking.. a sudden burst of laughter.. sharply pointed ears took it all in as she came to that same door.. it would be then that the sounds coming out would change .. would differ.. pleasurable gasps and moans..

the corners of her lips curled.. well he certainly sounded like he was enjoying himself.. on almost silent feet she would make her way into the room.. the lighting was already quite low.. only that which came from the open windows. being then graced with the view of this older Brother.. stretched out on a rather large bed.. with a white haired bombshell devouring his cock as if it were her last and final meal.. she tilted her head to the side.. remaining quiet.. for a little while.. just observing.. listening.. before she reached up to unclasp the pin that held her piwafwi closed.. letting it slide down her shoulders-.. Dinner and a show.. who would have guessed I would be so thoroughly entertained.. -her voice would ring out smooth and easy ..turning away from them only to place her cloak over the back of a chair.. underneath she had on a thigh high velvet skirt the same colour as her hair.. vivid and rich..a black haltered top that wrapped around her body like a second skin.. stockings that clung as if they wouldn't dare release their hold.. and those same red soled heels she wore at the pool.. impossibly high forcing that walk to be more of a saunter with each sway and footfall..she turned to glance back over her shoulder-.. Dont stop on my account.. I would never dream of interrupting

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